It’s Happening! Trump To Declare Martial Law To Stop UN Invasion

UN Calls For 600 Million Migrants To Invade U.S.

Needs to happen.  If the U.S. falls to the George Soros and U.N. plan, the whole world falls.

On a nation level, this is called SETTING BOUNDARIES!  It’s allowed, just like it would be on a personal level.

I left the following comment to someone’s channeled message the other day.  Bits from their message are in italics with my comments following:

“There are undercurrents within your societies different from outward appearances. So it is you become upset when someone does this or that even though their actions – unknown to you – are fulfilling your dreams.”

Many lightworkers rail against the very things that will help. They are still coming from a brainwashed / conditioned / programmed place.

“You cannot yet sense how such is possible given how divided countries are now politically and ideologically. In the not-to-distant future, countries will accept they have different needs. So instead of large physical areas monitored and controlled by a small group of people, small groups will form communities that feel right for them.”

Why things like the EU have to go. Different European countries provide variety & choice & different culture. The U.S. has to have each of its states maintain sovereignty for the same reason.

And these two areas cannot take in 1/3 of the rest of the world. People migrating into these areas would be better served to return to their homelands & take back their own countries.


Watch InfoWars Fuel and Fan the Flames of the Global Cabal’s Divide and Conquer Tactics

They shouldn’t have!  No really!

Time to call the Useful Idiots over at InfoWars on their useful idiocy.  Yep, I adore those folks, but boy oh boy do they have RELIGIOUS be-lie-fs / programs that are supporting the global cabal’s agenda!  Who frickin’ knew?!  Time for all that silly nonsense to finally surface I guess.

And it’s obviously time to have a little “come to Jesus” talk with Info Wars about “Jesus” and other matters of religion.

Did you, ya know, “knowledgeable” folks over at Info Wars have any clue that the cabal is one whole hell of a lot older than a century or two?  That it didn’t just start with Albert Pike and the Robber Barons?  The beginnings of the cabal are older than homo sapiens!  You all have very, VERY old programs running in your psyche and you obviously have no frickin’ clue.  Info Wars, time to wake the hell up and take the frickin’ garbage out!  It’s rotting and stinking.  Clean up your psyches!  Yep, you’ll have to learn a bit more and yep the Truth will surely shatter your be-lie-f system / disempowering programming.  Boo hoo.  Grow the hell up and pull your big kid pants on and quit serving the global cabal as useful idiots.  Serve them out one side of your mouth while you b*tch about them out the other side of your mouth.  *shaking head*

I’ll leave the link (below) and attach all the comments I made there myself to the maker of this video, Greg Reese, and to some others there and their responses to me, well, thus far anyway.  You can look at all the comments there yourselves.  *shaking head*  I have included further thoughts below in italics.

THE 3 WESTERN RELIGIONS HAVE GOT TO GO!  Nothing and I mean nothing has promoted Divide and Conquer AND gotten between humans and God / All That Is / Prime Creator like these religions have – you know the religions of “Abraham’s god” – BY DESIGN!  The Hebrew word for religion means regulate.  That is exactly why the global cabal came up with Western religion – to get between you and God.  Wake the hell up already!

And “regulate” was a good word for it.  If “they”, the cabal in its various forms down through time, have any good sense at all about this (lord knows with a bunch of yahoos who forsook God) they would know that “regulating” (as opposed to eradicating) one’s connection to God / All That is / Prime Creator was about all they could hope for because everyone has a rather innate sense of their own Divinity and their Divine Connection to God, even if unconscious and clouded by be-lie-fs.

The old Pagan religions, the pantheon-of-gods religions got it!  These religions were what I call “Being Earthlings for Dummies”.  They tell you about the Earthly realm and the energies you are exposed to while living here.  But, as the character of “Jesus” told you, you’ll need the “eyes to see and the ears to hear” to understand.  The so-called “dieties” of these religions are not entities, they are energies, which are personified in allegory.   They tell allegories for the same reason that the character of “Jesus” told parables – one and the same.  That appeals to the right brain, which is Intuition, which IS your connection to God.   They knew that everyone and everything IS PART OF GOD.  So did tribal spiritual practices.  They honored and respected ALL parts of God.  No parts of God are to really be “worshipped” but yes indeed HONORED AND RESPECTED… and worked with, cooperated with.  Anything and everything is connected TO YOU!

Hindu spirituality got it, which is why the Gnostic Christian gospels said that “Jesus” went to India to study spirituality.  Ah, but those gospels didn’t make it into the Bible now did they?  Yep, the global cabal, the WESTERN cabal, were controlling the narrative.  That’s right, thanks to Constantine the Great and the Council of Nicaea.

The Chinese have such a rich spiritual history.  It breaks my heart to see China being communist and dissing any and all potential to connect to spirit.  The New Age lightworkers will be teaching the Chinese about their own spiritual history.

Meanwhile, through the 3 western religions, the cabal have Jews, Christians and Muslims dissing themselves, each other, plants, animals, the planet, the cosmos, and true wisdom.  You’ve all been so dumbed down, manipulated and disempowered.  Might as well be crapping right on God’s face.  Oh, that IS what you are doing, ya know, since God is the All That Is.  EVERYTHING is part of God.  What don’t you idiots get about that?!

Yep, religions have to go when it makes knowledgeable, intellectuals like those over at InfoWars go completely off the rail… and fuel and fan those divide and conquer flames.  *shaking head*  When will you get tired of being used for the cabal’s agenda?!

Hate is a poison you give yourself… hoping someone else will die.  How’s that working out for you there “Info Warriors” (hardly).

And… if you’re coming from a place of fear (the frequency opposite of Love), then you will continue to draw to you what you fear… until you face it, see it as the illusion it is, and release it.  Then watch what you used to fear not even come anywhere near you.  ‘Cuz that’s how this stuff works.  You don’t need it anymore.

Enough Already!  Goodness sakes!

Me to video creator Greg Reese:
Yep, religion was used early and often to dumb people down, to control and oppress, for divide and conquer. Remember, Judeo-Christian nonsense came first. It’s what Islam is based on. Duh. It’s older and has been lying to you longer. Yep, even they claim to “be the word of God”. Such audacity! Greg Reese of InfoWars, now turn your critical eye to Christianity! Will you actually release YOUR be-lie-fs in exchange for THE TRUTH?! Your be-lie-fs are hanging on for dear life, but they don’t serve you. God is Truth. Did you only want to get half way to God? Do you only want the Truth that doesn’t interfere with YOUR be-lie-fs? See this post:
The “deficiency of a woman’s mind”? You mean the way that Judeo-Christians dissed “Eve”, ya know because they themselves are STILL duped by Yahweh and they think “Eve” was deceived. How completely clueless… and laughable. Yep, ignorance and arrogance arm in arm.
I laugh at the “being reincarnated to fight and die over and over again” thing. Yep, that’s how it’s been for humanity, stuck on the reincarnation hamster wheel, seemingly can’t learn a thing and wake up to who you truly are. When you gonna get off that hamster wheel? WAKE UP! Wake up Greg. About all you are doing here is feeding the cabal’s divide and conquer gig. DO YOUR RESEARCH on the Judeo-Christian lies that led to Islam… if you have the guts. Islam is just magnifying / amplifying what the Judeo-Christian lies started.

An apparent silly religious person in response to me:
pffttt! earth worship is a fruitless journey at best, witch

I have utmost respect for the planet I currently live on, yep I do, but who said anything about “earth worship”?  People hear what they want. And name-calling is ALWAYS such an effective argument. Not! LMAO When you’ve got nothing intelligent to say, just name-call. *shaking head*  What are you?  5 years old?

My response to M. Religion:
Typical “religious” re-action (acting again, as you have before) to someone who is actually connected to God… when you only think YOU are.

Someone else in response to me who is apparently a silly Muslim:
Must be an atheist

Quite to the contrary. Religion drives a wedge between you and God. How’s that working out for ya? Myself, I’ve never allowed religion to get between God and me. And religion makes one soul worship another soul… apparently, like the right hand bowing to the left hand, one cell in the body bowing to another cell. Silly and disempowering and downright ignorant. But that’s what religion is about – dumbing you down. I see it worked on you. Not to mention religion making “the Beasts” of patriarchy worship war and killing. How’s THAT working out for ya? You enjoying all the maiming and killing? Is it still as fun as it used to be?

A sane person in response to me:
Religion: Always insane, always murderous, on record. The Catholic Church killed thousands of herbalists, mostly women, whom they labeled “witches” because the women understood the innate magic of plant medicine. Thanks, religion. Thanks, Christians. P.S. Oh, yeah. The Inquisition. Oh, well. Let’s talk about how bad other religions are instead.

My reply to them:
Hallelujah. Yes, most of the people killed in the Inquisition were women. Why? They were Intuitive. Eee gad! Not that! Here, they were actually CONNECTED TO GOD, ya know, the REAL God / the All That Is / Prime Creator. We can’t have that now, ya know, not when there are ETs to worship. People seem to forget that all the Western religions are about “Abraham’s god“. Yep, little ‘g’ god because Yahweh was a frickin’ ET for goodness sakes. That’s who Jews, Christians and Muslims worship – an ET. *shaking head* You’ve all been sold a lie and worse yet, you bought it. Swallowed it hook, line and sinker. Nom, nom. Tasty lies, eh? Yes, JockDoubleday, I find it interesting that Greg Reese seems to have plenty of time and energy to research Islam, but doesn’t research his own religion. *shaking head* Wouldn’t want to get to the Truth now… when one’s be-lie-f system is hanging on for dear life. That pesky Truth just might shatter Greg’s be-lie-fs. Ooh scary boys ‘n girls. Info Warrior, my *ss. He can’t handle the Truth.
Now me to Greg Reese again:
Greg Reese, are you reading these comments? (meaning everyone’s comments there, they are all hating on each other now) You’ve managed to dump gasoline on the flame of Divide and Conquer. Wonderful! Are you proud of yourself? You are feeding the global cabal’s agenda. Don’t break your arm trying to pat yourself on the back there ignoramus. DO YOUR RESEARCH on all Western religion! You have much to learn and until you get to the Truth of things, your be-lie-fs / disempowering programs will continue to serve the cabal’s agenda. Useful Idiot you.

Some more silliness and ignorance out of so-called “Info Warriors”:

My response:
So, have Alex and all his “InfoWars” (not so much anymore, seemingly) employees suddenly took on the memory of a goldfish? Or too busy hating on Muslims to see straight maybe? Perhaps allowing FEAR to steer both their reason and their intuition? Mmm?
Do you remember this article?
“Daniel McAdams, Executive Director of the Ron Paul Institute, lashed out at Secretary of State Mike Pompeo for hiring NeverTrump “neocon war criminal” Elliott Abrams to oversee a US regime change operation in Venezuela after Trump had already rejected Abrams for the State Department in 2016.“You CANNOT make this up!!!” McAdams tweeted Friday. “ @SecPompeo has appointed as his point man on Venezuela the EXACT person most involved in the 2002 US coup in Venezuela! Elliott Abrams – a neocon war criminal!

InfoWars, is she speaking true about Elliott Abrams?  Someone from InfoWars had before pointed out a comment from someone about Elliott Abrams and his role in Venezuela in 2002 and now they seem to have convenient amnesia or fear-induced amnesia.  Like a Muslim is not allowed to point out the same thing?  Just because they are a Muslim?
Seems to be “any way the wind blows” at this point with InfoWars.  Their fears are obviously surfacing BIG TIME… as they flap in the breeze.  And out comes all the warmonger programs.  Goodness sakes!  

This congresswoman has her issues, yep, sure does, but when she is “speaking true”, ah, since when is THAT an issue?  Are you denying what she said about Elliott Abrams… in general?  Sounds like he played a MAJOR role in creating the mess that has been Venezuela for decades.

If Mother Teresa stood in front of me and uttered an untruth, I’d call her on the carpet over it.  If Adolf Hitler stood in front of me and told the truth, I’d acknowledge it was the truth.
Yep sometimes people are 
disinfo specialists with an agenda, but the Truth is still the Truth.  And some people are products of their own disempowering programming, passing on misinfo.  But hey, just develop some frickin’ discernment skills and you’ll know the truth from the untruths… even from the same person, even in the same frickin’ sentence.  

What don’t these people understand about TRUTH?  The Truth is the Truth.  It doesn’t matter who is saying it or who isn’t.  Duh!

InfoWars, pull your heads out!  What a spectacle to see OUT OF ALL OF YOU!

“If you can’t kill the Pharaoh (tyrant) inside, believe me, you can’t kill the Pharaoh outside.”  ~  Seyed Mohammad Hosseini, leader of Iran’s RESTART movement

The “in here” / the Inner Causal Realms create the “out there” / the World of Outer Effects.  Learn about yourself and YOUR OWN be-lie-f system / programming and do YOUR inner work.  THAT is what you have anything resembling control over.

Learn from the wisdom of children – “If you point a finger at me, you’ve got three more pointing back at you.”

Who Was Yahweh?

As one of my favorite researchers, Michael Tsarion likes to say, “You’ve been sold a lie and worse yet, you bought it!”

I have cut ‘n pasted the main body of this article here so that I could insert my own comments here, seen in red.  I wrote my bits as I was reading and you’ll see that I sometimes say something that the author later said.  Yep, very good article I provide the link for.

I bold AND italicize the portions from the article to which I am referring.  If it’s only in bold, that is the article’s author’s highlighting.

I’ve known this information for many years.  This is an excellent article:

Who is Yahweh?

His name is actually written with only the consonants YHWH. In the Hebrew writing the vowels are, if at all written, marked with diacritics (additional signs), which is never or only rarely done with YHWH. The reason may be that according to old tradition his name should not be pronounced. One therefore talks about him in indirect ways, such as Adonay = “the Lord”. For this reason the vowel signs for ADNY are used also for YHWH. This would actually lead to Yahowah, but it became Yehowah. Why is that? One reason for the “e” could be that Yehu is an alternative name for him (and apparently one that may be pronounced). The more proper pronunciation will, however, be Yahweh.

Yehu, meaning “Yahu is He”.  Ha!  I always call idiotic and unruly ETs “yahoos”.  Uh huh.  There’s the Divine giving Mini Me a clue, ‘cuz that’s how these things work.  I had a hunch that yahoo and Yahweh were related.  Yep.

Recent discoveries of ancient texts and inscriptions [2] show that the archaic Hebrew religion knew a highest god ’El Elyon (the sign is in transliterations used for the Hebrew letter ’aleph and for the letter ‘ayin), who had 70 sons. One of his sons was Yahweh, who had a consort ’Asherah, i.e., a goddess. Her name is mentioned some 40 times in the Old Testament but it is almost always translated as “grove” or “tree”. This is because her symbol is a tree or and upright wooden pole. So when the Old Testament states that it is forbidden to plant a tree at the altar of Yahweh it really means that it is forbidden to place a symbol of ’Asherah there (Deut 16:21 – and what sense would it otherwise have to forbid planting a tree there?). Has Yahweh even rejected her?  

Have you noticed how every time there is some mass killing and you have reason to think that the global cabal are behind it, they always want to make a memorial and one of the things at the memorial is often a tree?  Hiding the Feminine in plain view.  They get to use the power of the Divine Feminine, but YOU don’t!  

Has Yahweh rejected his consort ‘Asherah?  Is this about hiding the Divine Feminine… in order to create an imbalanced – and easily controllable – patriarchy?!

The true creator god, the prime creator, was therefore not Yahweh, but ’El ‘Elyon. He has obviously created a number of secondary gods as his “sons” – better: deities – of which Yahweh is one (and, of course, also the “daughter” ’Asherah). Hence, Yahweh is not the prime creator he wants us to believe that he would be, even though he has also produced certain creations. We recognize a noticeable parallel to the Babylonian creation story Enûma Elish. This tells us about a prime creator pair Apsû and Ti’âmat (who we, in a way, could also regard as the male and female side of the prime creator, resp.), who created a number of deities, from which further deity races arose. One such deity race is the one of the Anunnaki (so called because their ruler and leader is named Anu). They separated themselves off from the prime creators and wanted to live and act without them. Enûma Elish tells about a murder of the highest gods. The Anunnaki are told to have killed first Apsû and then Ti’âmat! Is it possible to kill the prime creators? Of course not! This merely symbolizes that they turned away from them and didn’t want to have anything to do with them, as if they were dead – that was the fall, the plunge out of the divine light into a relative darkness. Therefore, the Anunnaki are fallen deities. The one who is said to have murdered Ti’âmat is Marduk who also became the lord of the Earth. The Anunnaki have under his rule created new human beings on our Earth by means of genetic manipulation, and from them to-day’s humanity arose. The first attempts for this were not very successful, but then they had the new race they wanted to produce.

The “sons” and “daughters” of El ‘Elyon (God / All That Is / Prime Creator), including all of you and me, absolutely ARE gods / creators, but we’re NOT Prime Creator.  We are though PART of Prime Creator.  I have always LOVED the term Prime Creator for the All That Is because of its implications – we are ALL gods / creators.  Creatures and Creators all in one.  So, it’s asinine for someone to worship a past Christ because that is one soul worshiping another soul – the right hand bows to the left hand sorta thing.  It’s actually almost as silly to worship Prime Creator because we are part of Prime Creator – the hand bows to the head or heart sorta thing.  God / All That Is / Prime Creator though is the perspectives of all perspectives, literally.  So, yeah, the wise person bothers to utilize their DIRECT Divine Connection and go straight to God and draw on that higher perspective.

Correspondences with the Bible
The first sentence in the Bible reads, in the common translation: “In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth” (Gen 1:1). The Hebrew word that is here translated as God is ’Elohim. It is a linguistic fact that cannot be denied that this word is a plural and hence means “gods”. It has been tried to explain this away through declaring it as pluralis majestatis, which actually doesn’t seem to be common in Hebrew. It rather looks as if one is trying to sweep an embarrassing question under the carpet.

In Hebrew, the sentence is: Bere’shit bara’ ’Elohim ’et ha shamayim ve-’et ha ’aretz. Therefore, some want to translate it as: “In the beginning the gods created the heaven and the earth”, but this doesn’t fit, since the word bara’ = “create” is in singular. Furthermore, the word for “heaven”, shamay, is also in plural: shamayim. However, the problem has a solution.

According to cabbalistic sources, the word bere’shit means not only “beginning”, but also “the first one”, the “original one”, the first entity that was, the highest God. The little word ’et could be seen as an accusative particle but can also be translated as “with” (in ve-‘et the word ve means “and”, hence: “and with”). We now arrive at the following translation, which fits grammatically: “The first one created the gods [together] with the heavens [cosmic worlds] and with the Earth”. This translation, therefore, refers to a prime creator, who first created “gods” and cosmic worlds, of which one is the Earth. According to Gen 2, Yahweh is one of these gods, one of the ’Elohim (since the Bible here calls him “Yahweh ’Elohim” in the Hebrew text, and not simply “Yahweh”). Some regard the ’Elohim as creator gods, who (themselves created) in their turn created other entities – human beings, animals and plants, like Yahweh did.

How I’ve heard this story is thus:  Anu was the leader of the Anunnaki.  They came to Earth to mine for gold.  Anu left his two sons, Enlil and Enki, here in charge.  Enki was a genetics engineer.  Yep, Enki created what we have come to know as homo sapiens.  His genetic engineering explains what some call “the missing link”, which means the archeologists see some kind of hominid (perhaps more than one) living here on Earth and then suddenly out of seemingly no where there is evidence of a new hominid (homo sapiens).  Yep, their / our human form was not a product of a slow evolutionary process but a product of genetic engineering.  

The conventional and “dogmatically approved” translation of bere’shit is based on be = “in, at” and re’shit = “beginning”. However dictionaries (such as [3]) state that re’shit can also mean “the first (of its kind)” and be can be a reference to the “origin”. Therefore, the word bere’shit can also be understood as a somewhat tautological expression for “the original first”, “the very first” or “the first of all”. A cabbalistic interpretation is that the word is a combination of beyt = “house, residence” and re’sh = “the supreme, the lord” placed inside beyt (between be and yt). This is then interpreted as “the lord in his residence”.

In a more exact transliteration is bere’shiyt and re’shiyt, resp., and thus one can say “between be and yt”. In -iyt, however, the letter y (actually being a consonant) phonetically marks the prolongation of i and therefore the more common (but less exact) transliteration is bere’shit. More exactly then with a stroke over the i that marks the length: ī.

There are some more peculiarities in the sentence. If one still wants to translate as “in … beginning”, it should more literally be “in a beginning” rather than “in the beginning” (because the latter would be bare’shiyt – a contraction of be-ha-re’shiyt – and not bere’shiyt). This seems to make little difference, but the word is actually written in an undetermined form as if there could have been more than one beginning (like “in one of the beginnings”). Or it could be a genitive, like “beginning’s” or “of the beginning”. This again makes little difference, but in this case, the word “create” would have another grammatical form [4]. Such little peculiarities also disappear if we accept the cabbalistic explanation that bere’shiyt actually can be understood as “the first one”.


Plurals in the Bible
First, we note that the Bible has two stories of creations of human beings. In Gen 1 it is stated that the gods – the ’Elohim – created humans in their image. Here the plural is obvious: “Let us make man in our image, after our likeness … So the gods [properly translated] created man in their own image … male and female they created them” (Gen 1:26-27). This, furthermore, means that the woman was created equivalent to man. They should reproduce diligently.

In Gen 2, we come to the second creation of humans. Here we meet Yahweh ’Elohim – hence one of the gods named Yahweh – who first created Adam and then Eve. He obviously makes his own creation and he forbids Adam to eat from the “tree of knowledge”. The two must later leave Eden and Yahweh ’Elohim said: “Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good and evil” (Gen 3:22).

Second creation of humans?  There is more to this than just creating a man and a woman. 

Hopefully my memory will serve me here, but you can do your own research anyway…. Michael Tsarion tells that Enki actually created not one but two Adamic races.  

Enlil had wanted Enki to create a slave race since those from their own ranks (other Anunnaki) went on strike and didn’t want to mine for gold anymore.  Enki’s first creation was highly intelligent and didn’t go for that slave crap.  There’s reason to believe that this first race was androgynous or hermaphroditic.  And the “in our image, after our likeness” thing may indicate that the first Adamic race may have looked VERY reptilian… like their creators… keep reading.  

As you will read about in this article also, but the author may have a slightly different take from what I’m saying here, but it’s all interconnected… there is reason to think that the Anunnaki (or some entities who were fed up with them) may have destroyed the planet Tiamat, the remnants of which are the asteroid belt.  Mars used to be the / a moon of Tiamat.  In that calamity many souls were released in a very traumatic way.  Some think that Enki actually wanted to create a race for those “lost” (trapped in this solar system) souls to incarnate into.  Some think it was out of compassion, but it may just be that Enki was aware that there were trapped souls around and knew they would then inhabit his new creatures.  

So, Enki was back to the drawing board and his second Adamic race had the genders split and also the brain now had two hemispheres instead of being contiguous.  The split into two brain hemispheres, amongst other things, essentially “dumbed down” the new race.  

And… “They should reproduce diligently.”  Go forth and multiply.  Yep, get t’ busy making us more slaves, thank you very much.

If we assume two creations of humans (which the conventional theology apparently doesn’t want to do), this also explains something in Gen 4 that would otherwise be a riddle. There obviously already were people of the first creation outside of Eden, to where Adam and Eve had to go. Cain killed Abel and Yahweh said: “…whosoever slayeth Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold” (Gen 4:15). Who would else be there to possibly kill him? Then Cain took a wife and had a son with her, etc. From where did otherwise these women come?

There were two Adamic races!  The first race, or at least someone from the first race went to “Eden” to tell the second Adamic race, the Adams and the Eves (there were more than just one of each) that Enki had created they themselves (the first race) as a slave race but they were too sharp and didn’t go for that and further went on to warn the second race, the Adams and the Eves, that they were Enki’s next try at creating a slave race.  

The first Adamic race was literally the “serpent in the garden” and since then serpents and snakes have been given a bad rap and that first Adamic race, who were just attempting to warn the second of their fate, were villified… by “Yahweh” / Anu.

The Serpent was not there to mislead the Adams and Eves but to warn them of who WAS misleading them.  The Eves were intuitive so they knew that the Serpent spoke the truth and they had to work on getting that through the Adams’ thick skulls.  The Eves caught a clue.  The Adams may not have even been quick enough to catch a cold, beasts that they were.  😉   To this day, the Bible thumpers who are STILL duped by Yahweh have the audacity to say that it was “Eve” who was misled.  *shaking head*  As I’ve said, ignorance and arrogance often go together.  

And… down through history, the men have thought that THEY are best suited to be spiritual leaders while, yep, they can’t catch a clue and dis their very connection to God / their intuition and dis the women who could teach them about it.  *shaking head*  An old friend of mine used to say that women are the conscious Unconscious, while men are the unconscious Conscious.  Uh huh.  

In Gen 18:1-5 Abraham is visited by three men – Yahweh together with two others. In Gen 19 Lot asks Adam about the three, who later destroy Sodom and Gomorrah. They will all three have been ’Elohim.

In many Bible passages, gods are mentioned in a context which gives us the following impression: there are other gods but you should stick to only one of them. The well-known command in Ex 20:3 (below) could be understood as a “non-competition clause”. There are in Exodus more relevant passages, such as:

“Who is like unto thee, O LORD, among the gods?”                                                                    (15:11)

“Now I know that the LORD is greater than all gods…”                                                              (18:11)

“Thou shalt have no other gods before me.”                                                                                  (20:3)

“Thou shalt not revile the gods…”                                                                                                 (22:28)

“…make no mention of the name of other gods, neither let it be heard out of thy mouth.”          (23:13)

There is a large number of other examples in Ex 12:12; 20:5; 22:20; 22:28; 23.24; 23:32-33 and 34:14-16, in Num 25:2 and 33:4, in Deut 4:28; 5:7; 6:14; 7:4; 7:16; 7.25; 8:19; 10:17; 11:16; 11:28; 12:2-3; 12:30-31; 13:2; 13:6-7; 13:13; 17:3; 18:20; 20:18; 20:26; 28:24; 28:64; 29:18; 29:26; 30:17; 31:16; 31:18; 31:20; 32:16-17 and 32:37 as well as in many more passages in Joshua, Judges, 1Samuel, 2Samuel, 1Kings, 2Kings, 1Chronik, 2Chronik, Ezra, Psalms, Isaiah, Jeremiah, Daniel, Hosea, Nahum und Zephaniah.

Another remarkable part in the Bible is the mentioning of the “sons of God” in Gen 6:2 and 6:4: “That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose … There were giants (tyrants) in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown.” Here again the Hebrew text has ’Elohim and “the sons of God” are, correctly translated, “the sons of the gods”. The text makes a difference between them and the humans. Hence, they were not humans. Were they half-gods? And the “giants” who were born from them, where they maybe quarter-gods?

This last paragraph I interpret as… the Anunnaki bred with their human creations (the Eves).  

The Gnostic Christian view of Yahweh
In the early Christianity there were two mainstreams: the Paulinian and the Gnostic Christians. Saul had pursued Christians until he converted and became Paul. The year of his conversion is estimated to be between 33 and 35. The Paulinian Christianity began to develop only after that. Who were the Christians that Paul pursued? They will especially have been the so-called Christian Jews. This concept refers to groups among the earliest Christianity, to which belonged Jews who still adhered to Jewish customs – like Jesus and his disciples themselves. Out of these Christian Jews arose the movement of the Gnostic Christians. Because of his views, Paul cam into a conflict with this original Christianity [5]. Hence, the Paulinian Christianity didn’t arise out of the original Christianity, and with Paul, who hadn’t known Jesus himself, an obviously modified Christianity began, that distanced itself from the Christianity close to Jesus that was in the beginning.

Saul became Paul – Ah yes, the cabal directive, “If you can’t beat ’em, join ’em” – infiltrate and corrupt! 

The beginning of the TRUE original Christianity being hijacked!  

My insert here – read at this link: “Jesus” is also not a real person, but a composite character.  And this link.

One author of an article about this said, “The Jews kept waiting for a messiah so the Gnostics gave them one.”  

A composite character based on what / who?  First, based on many Pagan archetypes and allegories from many cultures throughout history, but also on the wisdom of the Gnostic Christians, the “New Agers” of their day, here to usher in the Age of Pisces, which is why “Jesus” is associated with the symbol of the fish – Pisces.  

For the Gnostics, the creator of this world wasn’t the true prime creator, but a demiurge, a “craftsman”, a fallen angel, who also has an evil side. While the real God, the true prime creator (who Jesus calls “father”) is unrestrictedly good, an imperfect demiurge created an imperfect world. It has been shown that the Gnostics identified this imperfect demiurge-“god” with the god of the Old Testament, who they also called Yaldabaoth, who wants to keep humans in a state of ignorance in a material world and who punishes their attempts to achieve knowledge and insight (to “eat from the tree of knowledge”). The demiurge is a lesser god who wants to be the only one [6]. The text The Apokryphon of John (or The Secret Book of John) states: “He is impious in his madness that dwells in him. For he said, ‘I am God and no other god exists except me’, since he is ignorant of the place from which his strength had come” [7]. (Cf. Ex 20:23 and Deut 5:7). Could this be the explanation of all the abominable cruelties, which after all are literally described in the Old Testament (see below)?

“creator of this world”  Eh, this is a bit of a blending of things.  There are many creators that create at many levels.  I’d have to say – define “world”.  If the planet is what is being talked about, well, that would be a higher-level creator god who makes planets, solar systems, galaxies, universes… perhaps.  Then as far as life in general on this planet goes, there were many ETs involved over much time at seeding and gardening the life on this planet.  Then there were the Anunnaki who created homo sapiens through genetic engineering.  

If “world” is not about the planet but is more defined like this: “all of the people, societies, and institutions on the earth”, then yeah, Yahweh had a lot to do with how things have gone here… since the creation and enslavement of homo sapiens.  

“He is impious… ”  This to me is what the word “hubris” is about.  Some like to define “hubris” as someone who thinks they are a god… and that is “bad” in some way.  Well, we ALL are gods.  What’s wrong with a god thinking they are a god?  Nothing!  But when they don’t acknowledge that everyone else is also a god and there is a Prime Creator, yep, THAT would be “hubris.”  

From Merriam-Webster – “English picked up both the concept of hubris and the term for that particular brand of cockiness from the ancient Greeks, who considered hubris a dangerous character flaw capable of provoking the wrath of the gods.”

Accurate.  Other gods.  

A similar view was expressed by Marcion (approx. 85-160) [8], the first theologian who made a difference between the God of Love in the New Testament and an evil god of the Old Testament.


The abominable cruelties of Yahweh
Who reads the Bible in an objective and unprejudiced way without blinders that fade out certain passages, will (or should…) become deeply indignant about the abominable cruelties [9] described therein.

The “lord” guides his people to the “promised land”, but that land isn’t free. People already live there in various towns. Therefore, the “lord” commands his people to mercilessly slaughter all of them. In nearly all cases not even a child, a woman or an old man is spared, but they should completely all be killed, so that his people can live in: “great and goodly cities, which thou buildedst not, and houses full of all good things, which thou filledst not, and wells digged, which thou diggedst not, vineyards and olive trees, which thou plantedst not; when thou shalt have eaten and be full” (Deut 6:10-11). With this, a veritable holocaust begins!

In one city after the other, they murder and slaughter until no one is left. The only exception is in a few cases that they kidnap virgins. For what? It would certainly be naïve to claim that it would not be for sexual “services”.

When Moses by order of Yahweh could say as follows, he strongly disqualifies himself and his commissioner: “And Moses was wroth with the officers of the host… which came from the battle. And Moses said unto them, ‘Have ye saved all the women alive? … Now therefore kill every male among the little ones, and kill every woman that hath known man by lying with him. But all the women children, that have not known a man by lying with him, keep alive for yourselves’” (Num 31:14-18).

This rather looks like a mass human sacrifice for the “lord”…

For those who understand German I may suggest to read what the learned Karlheinz Deschner writes about this extremely blood-curdling common history of two world religions [10].

Persons who regard themselves as Christians like to suggest that the victims would be “evil” people who lived in “sin”, and don’t want to understand how they this way betray Jesus’ teachings. There can be no worse sin than to kill in the name of God (or of his messenger Christ)! And if one kills in the name of Yahweh, or by his order, this shows clearly enough that he cannot be the true god. Jesus taught us that who takes to the sword will be undone by the sword, and even to love our enemies.

When Yahweh rages as follows, he demonstrates his fake divinity: “And if ye walk contrary unto me, and will not hearken unto me; I will bring seven times more plagues upon you according to your sins. I will also send wild beasts among you, which shall rob you of your children, and destroy your cattle, and make you few in number; and your highways shall be desolate. …And when I have broken the staff of your bread, ten women shall bake your bread in one oven, and they shall deliver you your bread again by weight: and ye shall eat, and not be satisfied. And if ye will not for all this hearken unto me, but walk contrary unto me; Then I will walk contrary unto you also in fury; and I, even I, will chastise you seven times for your sins. And ye shall eat the flesh of your sons, and the flesh of your daughters shall ye eat.” (Lev 26:21-29)

The macho behavior began already before the exodus from Egypt. Yahweh sent Moses several times to the Pharaoh to request letting the Hebrews free. The Pharaoh repeatedly declared that he would do that, but Yahweh the each time hardened his heart so that he, after all, refused: “…for I have hardened his heart, and the heart of his servants, that I might shew these my signs before him” (Ex 10:1). Yahweh insisted in showing his muscles and have all the ten plagues come over Egypt before he would let the Pharaoh allow the Hebrews to go. At last, he went through Egypt and killed all innocent first-born! (Ex 11:5, 12:12, 12:29, 13:15) For what did he want to demonstrate all this cruelty? In a similar way he hardened the hearts of the Hivites (living in the “promised Land”) so that they should not try to make piece (sic – peace?) with the Hebrews but meet them in battle so that they would be mercilessly destroyed (Josh 11:19.20). Everyone should die!

We might estimate that on the average a woman (married or not – even some unmarried had children) had five children in those days. The guess may be reasonable. Of the five only one, of course, was first-born. This would mean that he killed something like 20 % of the population!!!

Another of the many cruel incidents is where Yahweh requests that Abraham kill his own son as a sacrifice for him. When Abraham is prepared to do it, Yahweh stops him and makes it look like a test of Abraham’s slavish obedience. And that is, of course, a test that displays Yahweh’s cruelty. If he had tested Abraham’s love, he would have to declare him as failed … because then Abraham should have strictly refused to do such a thing!

Yahweh was a VERY jealous god.  

So who, then, are these Anunnaki?
The Sumerian texts tell about a planet Nîbiru that like a comet moves in a long-stretched elliptic orbit with a revolution period of 3600 years, and that that planet is the home of the Anunnaki. Hence, the planet during more than 3000 years is so far away from the sun that everything must be frozen there. How can they live in such a world?

The answer will be that they are multidimensional beings, maybe 5-dimensional. They are said to be of a reptilian nature. We are only three-dimensional, i.e., we can only perceive three space dimensions and think only three-dimensionally. It seems that the Anunnaki have made us this way so that we should not perceive them, unless they appear in there three-dimensional form. This form (their three-dimensional body) is in the long period when the planet is far from the sun – apparently during more than 3000 years – in some state of hibernation, and then they act in other dimensions, invisible to us. In times when it is closer to the sun, they have visited us in their three-dimensional shape and that is told about in the Sumerian and related clay-plate texts. During other times they, however, influence us invisibly from the other dimensions and want to control how things are going on our planet and manipulate us their way, in politics, in a controlled science (leaving out things they don’t want us to know) and in business.

They, of course, need life energy. They could have had it from still higher dimensions, but they instead take it from us and want to keep us as a kind “milking cattle” for such energies, but without us being conscious of it. We shouldn’t know what is going on. Why do they do it that way? The answer will be that they separated themselves off from their divine origin – they “killed” the prime creators. Hence, they cannot expect to get energy from there. They love brutality – fight, war, violence, bloodshed and violent death. Why that? When a human being dies violently, his body is normally still full of life energy (his “batteries are charged”). This energy is released at the time of death and the Anunnaki can gather it. But when someone dies wasting away or in old-age weakness, there is hardly any energy left to “harvest” (his “batteries are empty”). It furthermore seems that they enjoy animating us to violence and war, like when a child plays war games with a computer. They have for this reason put aggressiveness in our genes, but also character traits like obedience to superiors and easily feeling fear. To have fear, especially fear of death, is an effective means for manipulation. When we feel rage and hatred in aggressions, we unconsciously also set life energies free, and we do the same when we have a strong fear. Obedience makes us more easily manipulated to do things we really don’t want to do.

In my Power of Words… post I talk about how humans are encouraged to be “humble” or exhibit “humility”, both of which literally mean “lowly”.  That’s how the Anunnaki view humanity.  

It should also be mentioned that they (being multidimensional beings) will know quite well what too few of us want to know: that there actually is no death. Only the body dies, but the soul is immortal. This doesn’t make things they do less cruel … but rather becomes a bad excuse. I wonder if it might not be the karma for many of them to become real “milk and slaughter cattle” after the end of their long lives …

We, however, get our life energy from above, through the light of the sun, since we have not intentionally and consciously cut off ourselves from that energy flow (yet we are not conscious of what is going on). The light energy is absorbed by plants that we eat, and we also eat animals (unless we are vegetarians) who have eaten plants and absorbed energy from them. So we indirectly do feed on energy from above.

Much of the archetypal information in the Bible has to do with satisfying Pagan religions to  convert their followers.  Paganism, to me, has to do with what I like to call “Being Earthlings… for Dummies.”  Paganism acknowledges the sun and the planet and its seasons, etc., essentially the environment we live in on Earth, and astrology informs us of the energies we, as Earthlings, as influenced by.  As I’ve said elsewhere, the word origin of pagan has to do with “villagers / country folk”, ya know, those who live on and work closely with the land and have to give a sh*t about the seasons for farming, hunting, and gathering purposes, etc.  They are “in tune” with the planet they live on.  These days the cabal still have the dumbed-down urban-dwelling “libtards” dissing the country / small town folk, making it sound like the rural folks are the idiots, when it is the urban dwellers who are completely out of touch with their planet, etc. and tend to have an SSDD (same sh*t different day) sort of existence – regardless of season or amount of daylight, etc., they do the 8 to 5, day in and day out.  *yawn* 

This explains why the Anunnaki allegedly have very long life spans, of the order of thousands and even tens of thousands of years. In the state of hibernation, their three-dimensional bodies don’t age.

I would venture to say that the Anunnaki don’t really have 3D bodies.  They have higher-dimensional crystalline bodies, implying they have ascended at some point… then got “full of themselves” in all the wrong ways and love to lord that over 3D beings.  I sense that they can slow down the frequency of their 5D crystalline bodies to be “in the physical” here when they choose to be.  

I also get that they “mine for gold” to use for 3D-level purposes.  I won’t venture a guess on what that would be.  

I also am getting that Nibiru really doesn’t have much to do with them.  I also get that Nibiru is now no where’s near this solar system.  Was it merely a coincidence that Nibiru was around about the same time that the Anunnaki were?  Maybe.  I’m intuiting that Nibiru was a planetoid-type object that kinda got caught in our solar system at one point.  

This interpretation of the Sumerian and related clay-plate texts is, of course, another one than that of official science. Who, however, studies the original texts (of which translations are found in University libraries) will find that there are no real contradictions to such an interpretation. It is really possible, but official science denies it. Only few have dealt with the subject from this aspect, the best known being Zecharia Sitchin [11]. My book Es begann in Babylon (“It began in Babylonia”) [1] also does so, but describes several things differently than Sitchin does – which means that I don’t agree to everything he writes, especially not the remarkable embellishment of the Anunnaki (a.o., Sitchin doesn’t discuss the “primary murder” of the creator gods Anû und Ti’âmat).

In this case, (God informs me) THIS Anû is referring to the Divine Masculine (as opposed to the biological father of Enlil and Enki) and Ti’âmat here represents the Divine Feminine.  

And, astrologically, the planet Tiamat had Feminine energy and was destroyed, so that REALLY was a blow to Feminine energy in the Sol-ar system.  

In the fall of 2007, a rumor was around that Sitchin would have been arrested. This later turned out to have (highly probably) been a hoax (or maybe an intent was cancelled and later denied). No one should be astonished that some by all means strive to refute him as a crank or a liar. As an example, there is a website that claims that the words “Anunnaki” and “Nîbiru” would be found nowhere in the clay-plate texts. But I have an academic treatise by an ethnological scientist in which these words are certainly found in the translations [12].

As concerns channeling, I am very skeptical, since it is hard to separate the chaff from the wheat, and there obviously is much more chaff than wheat. There is, however, a book that deals with these things of which I (rather exceptionally) have a good feeling: Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak [13]. The Anunnaki are there called “lizzies” (as diminutive of “lizards”), since they are reptilian.

I’m with this person – most channeled info is total garbage.  Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian changelings are an exception.  The “Ps” as Barbara calls them, very much resonate with me and they, through Barbara, have been awakening humanity to the Anunnaki and the global cabal for decades.  

There is much information that indicates that the Anunnaki still to day have a secret influence, especially through secret societies like Zionism and related associations, like the Illuminati and certain Masonic orders. In them, only very few chosen ones at the very top of the pyramid know about the Anunnaki connection, but the mass of people – also of members – is kept in ignorance. (I suspect that something similar since almost 2000 years holds for the Church.)

The “harvest” of life energies from humans and animals gives a sense to the cruel practice of sacrifice. Of course, the meat is of no use to the “gods”, but the for us invisible life energies are. This underlines the remark above that all the murdering in the Old Testament may be seen as a mass human sacrifice for the “lord”. Since this life energy is especially contained in the blood, this also explains the command for the cruel practice of letting an animal bleed to death that is maintained in certain cultures. The blood – rather: the life energy in it – is for the “gods”, only the meat is for humans.


And who, then, is Yahweh?
Sitchin in one of his books [14] takes the question up, who Yahweh may be. Is he also an Anunnaku? He is visibly trying hard to show that Yahweh isn’t an Anunnaku, but the god of the Anunnaki. His argumentation is, however, not very convincing. In my book [1] I demonstrate that his reasoning can also be seen to demonstrate that Yahweh is Marduk, and that is something he certainly wants to deny. It is a question of the point of view. Thus, one can actually set up the hypothesis that Yahweh is an Anunnaku! And that he during their physical absence from the Earth is a kind of “governor” of the Anunnaki. This fits to what is stated above about his abominable cruelty, on one side, and on the other side the violent nutrition of the Anunnaki with our life energies. Does he supply the Anunnaki with such energies from the Earth during their hibernation?

Yahweh, then (together with two other, see above) had Sodom and Gomorrah (more correctly ‘Amorah) destroyed. There are indications that this could have been done by means of a nuclear explosions. Certain geological peculiarities in the area may be such an indication. This allegedly was done because the inhabitants of the cities were prone to sin. However, Sitchins understanding of the clay-plate texts claims that the Anunnaki in the area were operating a basis for space traffic with Nîbiru. One gets the impression that they wanted to destroy this and eliminate all traces before they at that time gave up their three-dimensional physical presence on Earth. Sinai would at the time have been a forbidden area for humans. And that is from where Yahweh came – he is in the history of religions described to be a war-god from Sinai [2]! The thing about “sin” may then rather have been an excuse … or the “sin” was being in, or too close to, the forbidden area (so that they knew about it, which others should not).

It is written in the Bible that the lord let “brimstone” and fire fall on the two towns. The Hebrew word that is here translated as “brimstone” is gaphrit, which rather means “pitch” (bitumen or tar) and generally refers to “inflammable material” [3], which may well be connected with explosions. Lot’s wife became a “pillar of salt” when this occurred (Gen 19:26). She had hesitated, stopped and looked back, and thus probably was too late to find protection and security, so that her body instantly died and became white from the radiation. As concerns “sin”, rabbinic sources like Talmud and Tanach but also gospels mention hostility towards strangers and denying hospitality [15], but later interpretations want to see voluptuousness and especially homosexuality here. If the latter would be true: why should so many heterosexuals and even children be punished along with the others? Actually: whatever the “sin” may have been: why punish also all the innocent? Here we again come to the unjust cruelty …


And who is Jesus’ God?
In the New Testament Jesus presents a divine father to us, who much more corresponds to our expectations of universal love and universal good. He also talks about the Holy Spirit, who by many original Christians and by the Gnostics was understood to be a female manifestation of God. God as the prime creator thus appears as male and female at the same time. The prime creators Apsû und Ti’âmat were described as a pair – prime God and prime Goddess. Could there be a connection between the Holy Spirit and Ti’âmat?

See my discussion of the Holy Trinity in Interpretation … of Stairway to Heaven where I talk of the “Holy Spirit / Holy Ghost” is really the Divine Feminine.  But we can’t actually acknowledge the Divine Feminine if we’re trying to maintain the imbalance and dumbed-down-edness of a patriarchy. 

Ti âmat and Holy Spirit – as I’d already said, both represent the Divine Feminine, which is our connection to Prime Creator / All That Is through our Intuition.  

It isn’t easy to reduce the God, about whom Jesus spoke and Yahweh to a common denominator. The following quotation from the Gospel of John may be mentioned hereto:

“Then said Jesus to those Jews …”                                                                                           (8:31)

“’…If God were your Father, ye would love me:
for I proceeded forth and came from God…”                                                                            (8:42)

Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do.
He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth,
because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own:
for he is a liar, and the father of it.’”                                                                                          (8:44)

The “devil” is not an actual entity but was an icon that the Vatican created to fear-monger.  But if that (now meme) “devil” (deceitful) archetype could be applied to anyone, it would be Yahweh who dared to portray himself as Prime Creator / All That Is.  Learn more about “the devil” / Satan / Lucifer here:  Lucifer

About whom did Jesus speak here? It can hardly have been Abraham, to which those he spoke to refer (8:39). The story of Abraham in the Old Testament gives no reason for that. It has been suggested that Jesus here spoke about Yahweh. One might object that the persons he spoke to probably were devoted to worldly things, materialists and in their true attitude servants of Mamon (the lord of richness). In that case, they were rather paying lip service in their belief. Is it imaginable that Jesus would speak about Yahweh as “the devil” or even “Satan”? The Greek text here has diabolos, which actually means “calumniator” or “defamer” and that would probably be a more suitable translation. That Yahweh isn’t the prime creator, but an anunnakian tribal god among others may in view of his undeniable cruelty even appear probable… Looked at it that way, the translation “calumniator” would fit.

Indeed.  Making false statements.  That’s Yahweh, the yahoo, all over.  

But quite generally: Did Jesus want to teach original truths and was he for this reason killed by means of anunnakian influence? Did one want to prevent an attempt to give truth back to people? Has one for this purpose infiltrated the Church when it became clear that the new teachings could not be abolished [16]? People expected a Messiah, who would liberate them from Roman rule – but maybe someone came, who would show us the way to liberation from the Anunnaki, and no one really understood him…

The cabal love the archetype of Prometheus and his torture / punishment… for what?  For giving the Truth to humanity.  Geez, can’t have that!  

Rockefeller center details. New York City 2005

A hypothesis about Jesus’ mission and the Christianity
Against the background of these considerations I have come to the following hypothesis.

Jesus came from above, sent with a revolutionary message to humanity and born in the very area, where the Anunnaki had had their center. These still had an invisible influence over humanity from “behind the veil”. Jesus gradually brought people a truth, which these invisible rulers didn’t want them to know. His teachings about love, peace and spiritual as well as human independence were seen as a threat. Then he also in a cautious way taught that his “Father” isn’t the god they believed in. As it came that far, he had to die for it. The invisible ruler hoped that, with his death, his teachings would with time become forgotten. But it came to be differently.

As I’d said earlier there was no “Jesus” but this author seems to lean in the direction that there was.  Nevertheless, what is being pointed to with the archetypal character of Jesus does indeed bring an empowering message that the cabal did not want out.  What’s really being pointed to is Gnostic Christianity.  But if the global cabal could wrap that all up in one character and then have that character crucified, they were “killing” the allegorical “Jesus” in the same way that they killed the creator gods Anû and Ti’âmat.  It wasn’t a literal “killing” but a metaphoric one, yes, in hopes that the True Christian teachings that came from the Gnostics would fall by the roadside.  

The “killing” both literal and figurative just never stopped with Yahweh and the followers of Yahweh in the form of “the Church” / the Vatican.  

Check out the pretty much wiping out of the Cathars in the 13th thru 15th Centuries for daring to say that the Old Testament “God” was not the real God / All That Is / Prime Creator.

From here:

Catharism (/ˈkæθərɪzəm/; from the Greek: καθαροί, katharoi, “the pure [ones]”) was a Christiandualist or Gnostic revival movement that thrived in some areas of Southern Europe, particularly what is now northern Italy and southern France, between the 12th and 14th centuries. “

“The idea of two gods or principles, one good and the other evil, was central to Cathar beliefs. This was antithetical to the monotheistic Catholic Church, whose fundamental principle was that there was only one God, who created all things visible and invisible. Cathars believed that the good God was the God of the New Testament and the creator of the spiritual realm. They believed the evil God was the God of the Old Testament, creator of the physical world whom many Cathars, and particularly their persecutors, identified as Satan.[11] Cathars thought human spirits were the genderless spirits of angels trapped in the material realm of the evil god, destined to be reincarnated until they achieved salvation through the consolamentum, when they could return to the benign God.

From the beginning of his reign, Pope Innocent III attempted to end Catharism by sending missionaries and by persuading the local authorities to act against them. In 1208, Innocent’s papal legate Pierre de Castelnau was murdered while returning to Rome after excommunicating Count Raymond VI of Toulouse, who, in his view, was too lenient with the Cathars. Pope Innocent III then abandoned the option of sending Catholic missionaries and jurists, declared Pierre de Castelnau a martyr and launched the Albigensian Crusade which all but ended Catharism.”

Very interesting that the Cathars would be considered “dualistic” for merely pointing out that the so-called “God” of the Old Testament was NOT the All That Is / Prime Creator and hence not the God of the New Testament that the Gnostics spoke of.  I see this as more the Vatican twisting of Truth.  It was the Vatican that created the icon of “the devil”.  Also Zoroastrianism may have influenced other religions, where Duality of “good” and “evil” and also the concept that God / All That Is / Prime Creator had some “evil” counterpart.  Nope, no evil counterpart to God, just an ET called Yahweh.  

Christianity spread, and through the murder of Jesus it was rather reinforced than weakened. Seeing this, the invisible rulers conceived a new strategy. They intended to infiltrate this Christianity and modify it in there own sense, so that it would no more be a threat to them but serve their purposes. This was done and led to the formation of a Church, while the original Gnostic Christianity was lost. Jesus’ teachings became twisted and falsified. In their place came the dogma of the Church and the real Christ was replaced by a fake “Christ”.

Again, the cabal directive, “If you can’t beat ’em, join ’em” – infiltrate and corrupt!  The Vatican then hijacked the gnostics’ True Christianity.  

In every Church, the dead Jesus hangs on a cross with nails in hands and feet, with thorns in his head and with a wound in his side. This is a real voodoo-technique for blocking his power. The subconscious message to us is: “Jesus is dead! Now we are in power!” Then the triumph over his death was symbolized with the torture and murder tool he was killed with: the cross … If they had hanged him, I suppose the symbol of the Dogma would have been a rope with a slipknot…

Just like Prometheus… how dare “Jesus” (the gnostics, the True, original Christians) give humanity the Truth.  The crucifix is just another statue of Prometheus, demonstrating what happens to those who give the Truth to humanity.  

Paul played an important role, maybe as an unconscious agent for the invisible rulers. He “converted” from being Saul, an enemy of Christians, to become the “apostle” Paul, who in a clever and sneaky way modified the teachings. That is how the alienation began, which later Constantine and others continued. They thereby also strove for a return to earlier patriarchal conditions, away from positive attitude to women that Jesus had. A new misogyny came into Christianity through the back door, the way the invisible patriarchal rulers wanted to have it. The possibility for a return of the Goddess could not be allowed. The female quality of the Holy Spirit should again be forgotten, and all tendencies for devotion to a divine femininity were tactically diverted to Mary. She is, of course, revered in her own right, but this reverence at the same time serves a secret deviation from the Goddess, who anew became forgotten.

Again… infiltrate and corrupt.  

And who was Constantine?  Constantine the Great, a roman emperor, who, along with the Council of Nicaea, a bunch of Vatican bishops, put the Bible together in the 4th Century.  

And who, then, is Allah?
Islam arose around 600 years after Christianity and reveres Allah as the one and only god. The word actually means “The God” and thus isn’t really a name but a designation (like “Yahweh” isn’t really a name either, but also a designation that means “he is”). One of the central basic principles of Islamic confession is: “There is no god except ‘The God’” (La ilaha illa Allah). This reminds strongly of Yahweh’s “Thou shalt have no other gods before me.” Under the hypothesis that Yahweh saw himself threatened by Christianity and, therefore, infiltrated it, one can envision that the same Yahweh wanted to create an analogous religion under a new denomination in a related people. On one side in order to have a have a “second track” for his influence and on the other side in order to be able to play the two off against each other in a Machiavellian sense of “divide and rule”.

It’s my understanding that the religion of Islam was yet another Vatican creation.  Vatican, Vatican, Vatican.  Notice the common denominator.  

Years ago, I had a rather large list of email addresses of lightworkers with whom I would share info, that sharing went both directions.  We were enlightening each other to details.  I sent out something about the Free Masons being corrupt.  A friend wrote back, “I know many masons and they’re all good people.  If you want to know about corruption, check out the Vatican.”  I wrote back, “I know full well about the corruption of the Vatican, but I was raised Catholic and I have to tell you that most Catholics are good folks, just like you know masons to be.  But Joe Average Catholic and Mason don’t know what is going on in the upper ranks of their organizations.”  My friend wrote back, “You’re absolutely right.”  


Also other extraterrestrial visits?
It is highly probable that humans of this Earth have had contacts with extraterrestrials already before.
It seems quite possible that the Egyptians, Incas, Mayas and Aztecs had such contacts and that these extraterrestrials will not always have been Anunnaki. Regressions with persons, who once lived in Atlantis, indicate that the culture there had contacts with extraterrestrials, who gave them higher knowledge as a kind of development aid. They withdrew disappointedly when they saw that the knowledge was abused. One client experienced himself as a hybrid between extraterrestrials and humans, and suffered from being discriminated by both sides, since he didn’t really look like an Earth human, but also not like an extraterrestrial.

ETs have been here all along.  This planet was seeded and gardened and tended to.  Everything on this planet comes from ET DNA, ourselves included.  Not all were malevolent like the Anunnaki.  And not all Reptilians are bad either.  Those that came here were kinda outcasts of their own race.  Their Reptilian cousins are not thrilled with them either.  Also, some benevolent ETs “made mistakes” by showing themselves to humans, hoping to awaken and guide humanity, but alas, the dumbed-down humans then wanted to worship these ETs.  Oops.  That kinda was counterproductive to these benevolent ET’s intentions.  

Very evil chapters of human history on our planet are the cruel conquests and destructions of above all the Latin-American cultures through European Yahwistic cultures. Why did the latter want that? A logical answer will be that Yahweh manipulated humans to that end, since he didn’t want competition in his influence on humankind. Thus, this will concern influence of other extraterrestrials than the Anunnaki or, maybe, rivaling Anunnaki groups.

It may be assumed that there were also other cultures on Earth before the anunnakian manipulation of human life here, and that they may in many cases have had benevolent contacts with other extraterrestrials.

In India, an ancient knowledge has to a large extent survived that probably also has to do with very early extraterrestrial contacts. The yahwistic attempts to eradicate this by means of the British rule (and earlier through the Muslim Moguls) luckily didn’t really work. Instead, the knowledge became accessible to the entire world, since ancient Sanskrit texts were translated to English! As if the plan backfired… (but to day business globalization is, instead, doing much damage to the Indian culture).


Are then all “Gods” only extraterrestrials?
There are authors who seem to claim that. But the true creator God certainly isn’t in that sense an extraterrestrial, since he – beyond that concept – is everywhere. That then some of his creations were regarded as “gods”, when they came from somewhere else to visit the Earth, is quite another matter.


The Anunnaki want to claim that they are our creators!
The Anunnaki are not our creators! They have by means of genetic manipulation in very ancient times only created the bodies of our prime ancestors but not created them out of pure energy, as the prime creator did when he created our souls. They are in no way our creators!

For clarity, the Anunnaki, yes, created our bodies, by combining the DNA from a local hominid with their own DNA.  Our SOULS are God’s / Prime Creator’s / All That Is’ creation. Our bodies are not really “us”, they are on loan to us from the planet when we incarnate here.  

Are the Anunnaki mentioned in the Bible?
The Bible mentions a tall people called Anakim, the sons of Anak. They have to do with the Nephilim, who are the above-mentioned “sons of the gods” who came down to Earth to have children with the “daughters of man”. The following Bible passages mention “Anakim” and “Anak”: Num 13:22; 13:28; 13:33, Deut 1:28; 2:10-11; 2:21, 9:2, Josh 11:21-22; 14:12; 14:15; 15:13-14; 21:11, Judg 1:20.

The conclusion near at hand would be that these are Anunnaki (in their three-dimensional appearance) or probably rather there off-spring resulting from their sexual involvement with humans of the Earth.

Perhaps both.  

There is reason to think that some Reptilians can shape-shift – being higher dimensional beings – into human form.  Some say that is one reason that they want a blood sacrifice and literally drink human blood… enabling them to take on human form.  *shrug*

Also the old “right of kings” thing plays into all this.  The shapeshifting may though then be due to them being a mix of homo sapiens (which is already part Reptilian) and then being bred with Reptilians.  

The western (European) monarchies were / are more Reptilian than most of us and they do their best to keep it that way, which is why they marry their cousins, to “keep their bloodline pure”.  So, they think this gives them the right to rule over humanity.  

Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian contacts (the “Ps”) like to talk about how the “kings” (political rulers who are sell outs to the Anunnaki / Reptilians) think that if they control and kill off humanity by destroying / terraforming the surface of the planet, that they can hide away underground until they can resurface and rule the world without most of humanity.  But the Ps say these “kings” like to think the Anunnaki / Reptilians will reward them, but no, these “kings” will be the Anunnaki’s dinner.  



Learn Why The Globalists Fear The Individual

Always love Nick Begich’s perspective. Sharp guy. Much here in this talk about essentially HONORING both the Individual AND our Collective Connection.
“… the power of the individual…” Yes, the POWER OF ONE. Many like to think that’s about us all being connected. No, not really so much. Someone needs to have courage enough to speak up.

Years ago, Dr. Heather Anne Harder, who ran for president in 2000, told me of a study where a group of people were tested. In the same room with them were people who were “in on it”, as in, they were part of the test. So, someone at the front of the room drew 2 circles on the board. Circle A was clearly bigger than Circle B. This person asked everyone, “Which circle is bigger?” Those in the room who were in on the test all said Circle B was bigger. Those who were being tested looked around bewildered… until one of them had the guts to go against consensus and declare that Circle A was bigger, then the others had the courage to do so also… but it took that one individual with guts enough to trust their own senses and speak their truth to dissent to what the “mob” was saying.  In so doing, they give others the “permission” to do so also.

Listening to Nick and Alex right here… well, it’s like reading my own frickin’ blog. I’ve not been so happy for humanity as I am in this moment. PEOPLE ARE WAKING UP TO WHO THEY REALLY ARE!

But… Alex STILL has yet to understand that Free Will is NOT something to cling to.  It’s dysfunctional and disempowering!  Wake up Alex!

Self Masteries Are Us

The following is a comment (ended up in spam) made to my blog and my response.

Hey, how’s it going?

I want to pass along some very important news that everyone needs to hear!

In December of 2017, Donald Trump made history by recognizing Jerusalem as the captial of Israel. Why is this big news? Because by this the Jewish people of Israel are now able to press forward in bringing about the Third Temple prophesied in the Bible.

Jewish Rabbis have publicly announced that their Messiah will be revealed in the coming years who will be a leader and spiritual guide to all nations, gathering all religions under the worship of one God. They deny Jesus as their Messiah, and the Bible tells us this Jewish Messiah will be the counterfiet that will bring about a false peace, and ultimatley the great tribulation.

They even printed a coin to raise money for the Temple with Donald Trumps face on the front and with king Cyrus'(who built the second Temple) behind him. On the back of the coin is an image of the third Temple.

More importantly, the power that runs the world wants to put a RFID microchip in our body making us total slaves to them. This chip matches perfectly with the Mark of the Beast in the Bible, more specifically in Revelation 13:16-18:

“He causes all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hand or on their foreheads, and that no one may buy or sell except one who has the mark or the name of the beast, or the number of his name.

Here is wisdom. Let him who has understanding calculate the number of the beast, for it is the number of a man: His number is 666.”

Referring to the last days, this could only be speaking of a cashless society, which we have yet to see, but are heading towards. Otherwise, we could still buy or sell without the mark amongst others if physical money was still currency. This Mark couldn’t be spiritual because the word references two different physical locations. If it was spiritual it would just say in the forehead. RFID microchip implant technology will be the future of a one world cashless society containing digital currency. It will be implanted in the right-hand or the forehead, and we cannot buy or sell without it! We must grow strong in Jesus. AT ALL COSTS, DO NOT TAKE IT!

“Then a third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, “If anyone worships the beast and his image, and receives his mark on his forehead or on his hand, he himself shall also drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is poured out full strength into the cup of His indignation. He shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels and in the presence of the Lamb. And the smoke of their torment ascends forever and ever; and they have no rest day or night, who worship the beast and his image, and whoever receives the mark of his name” (Revelation 14:9-11).

People have been saying the end is coming for many years, but we needed two key things. One, the Third Temple, and two, the technology for a cashless society to fulfill the prophecy of the Mark of the Beast.

Visit http://WWW.BIBLEFREEDOM.COM to see proof for these things and much more!

If you haven’t already, it is time to seek God with all your heart. Jesus loves you more than you could imagine. He wants to have a relationship with you and redeem you from your sins. Turn to Him and repent while there is still hope! God bless!

  • The above comment that I am replying to here was in my spam, but I felt it was actually worth addressing.

    “In December of 2017, Donald Trump made history by recognizing Jerusalem as the captial of Israel.”

    I really don’t care one way or the other about the state of Israel (Isis-Ra-El), but the state of Israel is a global cabal creation. No one, and I mean no one, has worked harder to fulfill Biblical prophecy than the global cabal. Many a supposed “Christian” evangelist type is going out of their way to ship all the Jews from all over the world to Is-ra-el (Isis-Ra-El). Why? What is their motive? Do they detest Jews so much they are just trying to get them out of their own backyard? Wtf? But then again, who the f*ck cares about such silly nonsense?!

    “Why is this big news? Because by this the Jewish people of Israel are now able to press forward in bringing about the Third Temple prophesied in the Bible.”

    And I sure as Heaven don’t give a crap about outward temples. Tend to YOUR OWN temple, which is your own being, in all its aspects – body, mind, emotions, spirit.

    “Jewish Rabbis have publicly announced that their Messiah will be revealed in the coming years who will be a leader and spiritual guide to all nations, gathering all religions under the worship of one God. They deny Jesus as their Messiah, and the Bible tells us this Jewish Messiah will be the counterfiet that will bring about a false peace, and ultimatley the great tribulation.”

    I myself, I AM a spiritual leader (albeit, an unknown one thus far) in ways you couldn’t even f*cking fathom and I actually probably will be a spiritual guide to all nations. Blah, blah, woof, woof. I myself deny Jesus (or anyone else) as MY messiah / savior. I’m not Jewish though. I may be considered “a Hebrew” though, which is just one who has Higher Knowledge.

    As I’ve said elsewhere – What is termed “being saved” / ascension / being Christed (all one and the same) is not something that someone else can do for you. It’s the ultimate exercise in Self Mastery. Really? You think someone else can take care of YOUR Self Mastery?

    I know that, especially in this day and age, everyone is into hiring someone else to do things for them, even raising their children for them. *shaking head*

    I can just hear the advertisement for this now:

    Are you experiencing the nagging urge to take care of your Self Mastery… but just can’t seem to find the time? We here at Self Masteries Are Us understand. We know there are football games to watch and beer to drink and even the global cabal to be exposed. So who really has time and energy to take care of their own Self Mastery? That’s why we started our service. Just dial Jesus-Christ and we’ll send you your own personal savior / messiah so we can get the process started, then we’ll take it from there so you can get back to your ever-so-important 3D activities.


    And… you’re STILL waiting for “the great tribulation” to happen? Where’ve you been? It’s been going on for quite some time and getting more intense for some folks all the time. But hey, whatever has to happen “out there” to drive you “in here” and get your own danged healing / inner work done!

    “Let him who has understanding calculate the number of the beast, for it is the number of a man: His number is 666. ”

    Obviously YOU don’t have the “understanding” that is being talked about there. This number 666 thing refers to gematria. The “number of man”. That is not meaning “human”, but “man” as opposed to “woman.” MAN has been THE BEAST!!! Nothing wrong with Masculine energy in general, but without the balance of Feminine energy you get the imbalance of a patriarchy and that IS rather BEASTLY!  Men have been more beastly than beasts.  What? You haven’t noticed that… yet?  How much maiming and killing needs to go on before you catch on?    

    And ya know what was the FIRST thing to go when the world became a patriarchy? YOUR CONNECTION TO GOD! Because INTUITION is your connection to God and THAT is Divine Feminine energy. You dumbed-down, ignorant Bible thumper you.

    The number of “woman”, ya know, gematria-wise, is like 1080.

    Here are a couple articles about that:

    Hidden Messages: Sacred Numbers and Christianity

    Yep, look into Margaret Starbird’s work!

    I can’t / won’t deny that the cabal are attempting to RFID everyone. Like I said, they are going out of their way to fulfill Biblical prophecy. Never mind they are no better at interpreting it than most Judeo-Christians are.  But yeah RFIDing everyone is the utmost of control-freakedness.  Yep, over-the-top Masculine energy, off the frickin’ rails!

    Are you paying attention to internet censorship and the control over your ability to buy and sell either online or off that is HAPPENING NOW, WITHOUT putting a chip in you?!  Hello?!  If you still don’t understand that is all already going on, full tilt, listen to this.

    “He causes all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hand or on their foreheads…”

    Have you considered that the “mark on their foreheads” has to do with being more left-brained (masculine energy) than right-brained and hence not so intuitive (intuition IS feminine energy) and hence not so connected to God?  Mmm?  Have you considered that the “mark on their right hand” is about being “heavy handed”?  Mmm? And not just “a hand” but the RIGHT hand, which is controlled by the left side of the brain.  Yep, Masculine energy gone wild.

    We are all Powerful Creator Gods. Forgetting THAT would be the original “sin” / ignorance… forgetting who you really are! The only reason Powerful Creator Gods should give a sh*t about prophecy is to heed the warning therein. The prophecy heeded is the one that DOES NOT fulfill. Powerful Creator Gods don’t sit back and watch Biblical prophecy unfold, like they’re watching a f*cking movie. Power Creator Gods Create Anew! They create what THEY want, what THEY are Divinely guided to create.

    “Jesus loves you more than you could imagine. ”

    Do YOU love you? Do you love you enough to “save” yourself? Since you are the only one who can. Past Christs can’t save you, most especially fictitious ones.

    There is no “Jesus”. The New Testament stories, well, the parts that could be taken literally (the entire Bible is steeped in Sacred Symbology / archetypal info) are the stories of many people all lumped together under one “name” (yeah, “Jesus”), and allegory based on many Pagan archetypes from many cultures throughout history, but also on the wisdom of the Gnostic Christians, the New Agers of their day, here to usher in the Age of Pisces. That’s why “Jesus” is associated with the symbol of the fish – Pisces. And now we have a whole new herd of New Agers to help with a Planetary and Collective Human Ascension. And you’re not to WORSHIP anyone else – not those who have achieved their own Christhood or those of us who will soon achieve our own Christhood or those who are working on doing so. YOU could stand to get t’ busy working on YOUR OWN Christhood. Silly. Silly, brainwashed and disempowered so-called “Christian”. Time to put another bump on that word and be a Christ-I-Am. Oh my, but that WILL take some work and some responsibility and I know you’d love to shrug that Responsibility (and the Power that goes with it) and just hand that off to “Jesus” and Self Masteries Are Us, but sorry there Bub, you’re the only one who CAN save yourself. Best get off your “waiting for Jesus to come and save me” duff and GET YOUR INNER WORK DONE!

    “Have I not said ye are gods? You too shall do these and greater things.” ~ “Jesus”

    What you could stand to acknowledge is YOUR OWN CHRIST WITHIN. Do you know what your “good book” says about THAT? Best go have a look.

    “Jesus” is not returning. He would have had to show up in the first place, at least once to then be “returning”. The cabal has you waiting for something that will never happen… so that you don’t save yourself.  CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS is what is returning to this world… through YOU… if you let it.  You in or what?

    Screw some semi-fictitious character named “Jesus”. Work to attain your own Christ Consciousness. Nope, Self Masteries Are Us are NOT going to come rescue you, you must save yourself. You’re the only one who can. God and your higher self would be quite happy to help, just cut out the “middle men”, including all those long-dead ones in that book you’re thumpin’ on.

And Now… the Moment You’ve All Been Waiting For

Status seekers are rebuked, as “Headliners of Light” assume control of the process.



First Try

Oh. my. goodness. Alex Jones knows SO much, gets SO much (I do adore him and love his passion)… then he has his own brick-wall be-lie-f system that is SO not how it is.  Ok, I’m going to transcribe what he says here, starting at ~7:30 minutes.

“We have a new spirit, each person is new, but our body is an earth suit of all our ancestors together. And imagine, your grandmother, your grandfather, if they knew their father or mother, it’s electrochemical like electricity. You are completely connected as much as you are to your mother and father to people a million years ago. And they are an expression of you in a dream to the future, time-traveling through flesh, which seems like a long time to you in your life, but it’s really nothing. You are expressing something like a moth, that, like a, like a caterpillar becomes a moth or a butterfly. You are projecting through space-time genetically for this larger plan. We’re about to hit the final next level of the explosion and there’s an interdimensional attack obviously on this jump point. So you don’t wanna just live and enjoy yourself, because then you spiritually die. You only live forever by your progeny carrying on your genetic memories and genetic blueprint towards the future and defeating – you don’t think just God lets us launch on this planet without an attack – we’re under total attack.”

So close and yet so far.

Do we have what some call “cellular memory”, which is kinda what Alex is talking about here?  Yep, sure do.  Perhaps also called “ancestral memory”.  Yep.  Can’t / won’t argue that.

But, ah no, Alex, we are NOT “new spirit” / “new person”.  At a SOUL level, we live forever… or however long we choose to (perhaps).  We have all been around THIS block (Earth, in human incarnations) and many other blocks (other star systems / planets) SO many times, it’s not even funny.  This kinda reminds me of lyrics from Tracy Chapman’s song “First Try” (see below).

Ok, he’s using the word “spirit” (and some people like to distinguish between “soul” and “spirit”), but to me he is actually talking “soul” when he is using the word “spirit” at the beginning of what I transcribed.  Is “spirit” perhaps actually a good term to use concerning “cellular / ancestral memory”?  Yeah, perhaps.

But our SOUL doesn’t get just one try… and how he is talking “cellular / ancestral memory” here, well, if THAT is what some folks would call “spirit”, it’s not a “first / only” try that way either.

Also go to my Current Events… for Dummies post and search on the word “breed” and read what I wrote in comments there. Ahh… so people DO think the only way to “live eternally” is by breeding… and Alex Jones is one of those people. LMAO.  It truly IS about “keeping up to the Joneses”, like Alex Jones. LOL  Ahh, that does explain some people’s “need to breed”. lmao  Sorry Alex, but the be-lie-f system of that is just so silly.  Touch base with God / All That Is on that one.

And sorry again Alex, but there is no “devil”.  See my Lucifer post.

Alex says we’re going to live forever.  At a soul level we may do just that anyway… whether “humanity” lives on or not.  But!  We can save the human FORM by ascending ourselves to 5D.  


Unconditional Love

This blogger doesn’t allow for commenting on their blog apparently, so I guess I’ll have to answer on my own blog.

From my book “Awake & Aware – Top Priority: Self” :

Here are the four Greek words for the different kinds of love:

Eros – sexual, erotic or romantic love.

Storge – family love, the kind of love there is between parent and child or towards a pet.

Philia – brotherly friendship or affection.  It is the love of deep friendship or partnership.  It might be described as the highest love of which man, without God’s help, is capable.  

Agape – compassionate, selfless love directed equally toward all people. 

What this blogger, in this article, calls “unconditional love” is of the Agape sort.

I often joke, but seriously it’s how it is, I may not want someone in my life, but I can and do still love them in an agape sort of way… even if I have to “love them from afar”.

In case you didn’t fully absorb what I just communicated there – there may very well be conditions on whether someone is in my life or not, but there are NO conditions on my love for them.  It’s along the lines of – I may not condone their actions, I may not be willing to be subjected to their energies (due to Self Love and self respect), but I never stop loving them.  If you don’t understand that, you still have some things to learn about “unconditional love.”  Love just is.

Furthermore, all those other souls, at a soul level, are just like the soul that you are.  They’re just having a different experience.  But they are part of God as surely as you are?  Do you only love God just a little bit?  Only some parts of God?  Do you really think God is that way – only loves some souls?  If you desire to return to God, you’re going to have to love all of His / Her / Its parts.

Doesn’t mean we have to put up with their sh*t though or “be nice” to / with them.  Nope, we sure don’t.

“When we talk about compassion we talk in terms of being kind. But compassion is not so much being kind; it is being creative [enough] to wake a person up.” ~ Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoch

Frankly, what could be “kinder” than that?!  Yep, call those ENERGIES on the frickin’ carpet. You’ll be serving that SOUL well by doing so.

From the blog article link above:

“Even thou I know this earth is a school with a broad spectrum of light energies for students, I sometimes grow tired and lack patience with dark, stuck energies.”

Yep, I’m with ya.  But distinguish between the SOUL that is standing in front of you and the ENERGIES which they are currently carrying.  Mmm?!

Again, from link above:

“There is a very dark energy group at our earth school. They are bullies and always want to be in control. They provide valuable lessons to be learned by all of us, but still, they are tiresome.”

Yep.  And that lesson here would be how to set boundaries.  That serves both yourself AND the person / people you are setting boundaries with.  And the ultimate boundary is getting someone OUT of your life… if need be.

“One of the most shocking findings of my work was the idea that the most compassionate people I have interviewed over the last 13 years were also the absolutely most boundaried.”  ~ Brené Brown

Yeppers! No surprise here on that count.  Even if / when the persons we’re talking about are the global cabal. I’ve gotten several messages from God through Tarot over the last few months about humanity rejecting the cabal’s agenda. Uh huh. And as these things often go, people will get AS MUCH of something that they need. They’ll be driven to “Enough already!” levels, whatever that takes for everyone involved… till they learn to set boundaries.  Those who serve the dark are in the long run serving the light by making YOU go all in!  

The cabal are certainly a special case, since they are literally psychopaths.  Joe Average out there is not so far gone as the cabal.  They were just programmed by the cabal.  Unfortunately, that manifests outwardly as the same sort of energy.  You might be able to reach Joe Average.  The cabal?  Perhaps not so much.  The solution is the same.  It’s called setting boundaries.  

There cannot be a “villain” without a “victim”.  Aren’t you done with casting yourselves and others in these roles and reading off of that script?!  Stuck in Duality much?  Stop insisting on being a victim and stop giving authority of your lives away and then all the b.s. stops.  

Yep, the cabal are rather insistent.  But humanity has / had been rather insistent at living in gray areas… for a very long time.  It’s time to get off the fence.  If you want the light, if you want to reconnect with the Divine, most especially to FULLY acknowledge your own Divinity, yep, you’ll have to work at least as hard as the cabal have worked at darkness in order for you to get back to the light.  Have you reached YOUR “Enough Already!” level yet?  Ready to turn things around?

No one can truly take authority over your life… but you sure can give it away.  This whole Earthly realm “game” is currently about gaining (reclaiming) and maintaining authority over one’s own life… instead of continuing to give it away… as humanity has been doing for far too long!  


Ignorance and Arrogance

… are often common bedfellows.

This morning I sit in a coffee shop.  I wanted to listen to the State of the Union (SOTU) address and started to.

The person sitting next to me made some comment, which I didn’t hear with my ear buds in and video playing, so I stopped the video and asked what he’d said.  He said something about ignorance concerning the SOTU, something to do with “investigation”.  I wasn’t very far into the SOTU so didn’t know what he was referring to so asked if he was talking about the Mueller investigation.  Yep.

Frankly, the first thing out of my mouth should have been along these lines: “Really?  You’re looking at what’s on my computer screen… then have the audacity to comment on it?!  So now, can I see what’s on your computer screen?”  *shaking head*

I said, “You do know don’t you that Mueller, Obama and Clinton were the REAL Russian conspiracy?”  I watched the energetic brick wall go up on him.  I’ll just bet he’s got a problem with a wall at the U.S. southern border, but boy oh boy did that wall fly up between him and his fellow human… because of a difference of perspective.

I said, “Do you even know about the Uranium One deal?”  (said brick wall now getting mortared) I then went on to say, “Do you even know about the global cabal?”

“Ok, we’re done”, he says.

I said, “Look up ‘Uranium One’. ”

He starts to protest me even talking to him now…

I said, “Your ignorance is showing.  Tuck that in, nobody needs to see that.  I’ll turn away while you tuck that in.”  *covering my eyes*

I put my ear buds back on.  But nope, I tweren’t done yet.  I pull the buds back off.

I said, “Can I give you some advice?”

He starts protesting more (me thinks he doth protest too much) saying he’s done, he gets it, blah, blah, woof, woof.  Ya know how they want to just talk over you.  They think they “win” somehow if they don’t let you talk… ‘cuz you know, the Truth is determined by who can talk the most or the loudest.

I said, “No, just one line… (and insisted) … how’s about you accept the fact that the next person just might know something you don’t.”  (Thank you Jordan Peterson for that line.)

“How’s about YOU accept that?”, he says.

I said, “I do.  That’s why I know as much as I do, I keep my mind and heart open to information.”

I could have gone on to say what you should be able to infer and that is… he was NOT open to a different perspective.  As soon as he saw I was not in utter agreement with him he shut me out.  Done.  I, on the other hand, would have been quite happy to have a civilized conversation with him about this, but he closed me out.  I often do have civilized conversations with people who do not agree with me or know what I know, but they do demonstrate that they can manage a peaceful discussion.  Some of them even vow to go look some things up, ya know, actually do their own research when someone turns them onto something they are not aware of.

Not this guy.  Frickin’ Walking Zombie anyway.

Reminds me of what cellular biologist Bruce Lipton said about both humans and the cells that make up human bodies – one cannot be both open and closed at the same time (and can’t both move towards and move away from something at the same time).

He keeps trying to make me not talk to him.  Ah dude, I didn’t start talking to you!  You started this, but I’m about to finish it.

I said, “No, you had the audacity to just ASSUME that the person sitting next to you was just another programmed robot who hated Trump…”

“I get it, you’ve said enough…”

“And your ASSUMPTION spoke volumes so I’m just responding to it.”

“You didn’t have to say ‘ignorant’…”, he says.  Note, he was the first one to use that word, in the very first thing he said.

I said, “What’s wrong with ‘ignorant‘?  It just means you don’t know something.  It’s NOT even an insult.”

(Since he took insult to it when it was applied to him, he himself obviously DOES mean insult when he uses that term towards others.  Fine and well, but OMG don’t use it towards him.  *yawn*)

He couldn’t gather his things up fast enough and get the hell outta Dodge.

Good riddance… and don’t let the door hit you in the ass on the way out.

Nope, can’t be both open and closed at the same time.  Like the old disempowering program that Michael Tsarion refers to – “teacher = threat”.  If every time a “teacher”, be it a person or an experience, shows up and you perceive it as a “threat” then you’re closing yourself off from learning.  Why would you do that TO YOURSELF.  It’s not hurting the next person any that you shut them out.  “Tootles!  Come back sometime when we can talk longer.”

Address the Darkness

We’re here to create more light in this world.  Yep, we sure are.

But what happens when we turn up the luminescence?  The Light shines into the Darkness.  Great!  That allows us to see the Darkness better.  (Because of this happening, some silly humans think it means there’s more darkness in the world.  Nope, it’s always been there.  You can just see it now.)  Why is that a good thing?  Because the Darkness IS THE MAIN THING THAT WE ARE TO ADDRESS IN THIS ASCENSION EFFORT!

What?!… you say.

Yeppers.  Being aware of the darkness on a global scale is definitely significant because ya all could stand to QUIT PARTICIPATING IN IT.  Your continued (albeit unconscious) participation in it just continues to feed the old paradigm.  How do you quit participating in something that you are not even aware you are steeped in?  Mmm?  High time to actually learn about the world you’re living in.

Do you think of yourself as a “star seed” and that being caught in the old 3D Earth Matrix didn’t and couldn’t possibly happen to YOU?  Well surprise!  It did.  If you were more aware of the Truth of this world and your own programming, no one would have to tell you that I’M TALKING TO YOU!  Ask the Divine to help you know what you need to know in that regard.

And addressing ONE’S OWN DARKNESS WITHIN is THE ABSOLUTE TOP PRIORITY!  We create the World of Outer Effects / the “out there”, with our Inner Causal Realms / the “in here”.

The bulk of most people’s inner darkness is not of an out-and-out malicious sort.  It’s mostly ignorance, which comes from being programmed or conditioned with disempowering be-lie-fs.  Still causes lots of problems though.  The cabal do NOT have the numbers to actually create the destruction that they have in this world.  They needed humanity’s help.  They hijacked our creative energies and used them against ourselves, our fellow human, the planet and all of her lifeforms.

So… understanding the world you live in and what is REALLY going on “out there” will help you understand how YOU have been programmed so you can quit serving THEIR agenda.

If that information (in link) surprises you, well, boy oh boy do you have some catching up to do!  Did you think that you could escape looking that outer darkness in the face?  How’s about your own inner darkness, especially in the form of ignorance?  How do “lightworkers” actually help this world if you keep unconsciously participating in, feeding and energizing the darkness?

The global cabal is about to take a tumble (finally!).  But just because the programmers are gone does not mean the programs are.  Everyone needs to heal!

And that includes many a “lightworker” (Dark Clinger?) who thinks they have such a grip on reality, while they parrot the main stream media (msm) propaganda and promote the cabal’s “progressive” socialist / communist / authoritarian / totalitarian agenda… because these “lightworkers” are so very clueless.  WAKE UP “LIGHTWORKERS”!  For starters, why are you STILL identifying with political terms like “left” or “progressive”?  Lightworker my ass.  You’re so stuck in Duality, it’s not even funny.

Your precious “progressives” are going all out to make a world that resembles 1984 meets Atlas Shrugged.  AND YOU’RE HELPING THEM!  Goodness sakes!

Did you want your (in many LWs’ case, “leftist”) be-lie-fs and programs to continue to run your life or would YOU (ya know, YOUR SOUL, NOT your programs) finally like to actually run your OWN life.

Am I being harsh?  No where’s near as harsh as the progressive agenda.  No where’s near as harsh as the Truth… which will set you free… if you have the cojones to actually face the Truth and embrace it.  Maybe when it finally beats you over the head, you’ll quit resisting it.  Yep, you’ll have to release your be-lie-f system in the process.  Yep, much more work for “lightworkers” to do.

And all that Light stuff, ya know, like love, peace, abundance, joy, all-knowingness, etc. IS WHO WE NATURALLY ARE, IT’S NOT SOMETHING THAT WE NEED TO SEEK!  We just need to unbury our True Selves from under that crap heap of disempowerment, dysfunction, fears, ego issues, wounds, etc.  Then violà!  Your True Self will be revealed!

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”  ~ Rumi

And most important of all, addressing one’s OWN Inner Work / Healing Work / Shadow (darkness / hidden) Work is HOW PLANETARY AND COLLECTIVE ASCENSIONS GET DONE, ya know, your Soul Mission… re-member that?!  Oh yeah… that!  Gosh, sorry to interrupt your “play time” and your “pea-brain, mind-candy addictions”, but… there’s a planetary and collective ascension going on here that could use your participation.  You in or what?!

LIGHTWORKERS, GET YOUR PRIORITIES STRAIGHT, ONCE AND FOR ALL AND DO YOUR OWN INNER WORK!  It’s the part of all this collective stuff that is YOURS to do and that no one else can do for you.  And… knocking out your own inner work is the absolute biggest bang for your buck that you’ll have to actually be able to assist anyone else.  Get off your Distraction Detour of so-called “serving” others when you have yet to address your own inner work.  You’re not serving sh*t until you knock out your own healing and ascension process.

If we were playing baseball / softball together, I’d be telling you to cover your own position on the field instead of putting your nose into the next person’s ability to play theirs… and then not covering your own!  Doh!  You can’t play their position for them… but you SURE CAN inspire them by how well you play your own.  You’d probably play your own position better by making and keeping it your TOP PRIORITY! … ya know, instead of trying to impress everyone else and “help” everyone else.  LEAD BY EXAMPLE!

Enough with the useless, egotistical codependency, which is useless, that you got going on with your fellow lightworkers (did I mention useless?), stroking each other’s egos for all the wonderful, flowery channeled messages you are putting out (*yawn*)… which isn’t getting the job done.  Most channeled messages are bogus anyway and they come from ET yahoos who do NOT have your best interest in mind.  (See comment below and also read posts As Below, So Above and Energy Discernment.)

As one fellow lightworker so aptly titled their article a while back – “Deal with your OWN shit, THEN serve.”

Priorities!  Get them straight or you are not gittin’ ‘er done.

Get the job done already!


(added 3/8/19)  Yep, let’s get those Higher Vibrational Portals of Light open shall we:

Some think that “Light Bringers” may refer to Luciferians.  Well, since “Lucifer” is REALLY the planet Venus when it is the Morning Star (it’s called Vesper when it’s the Evening Star) and there is otherwise no “entity” called “Lucifer“, I kinda say “eh” to that one.  Someone needs to castigate the planet Venus?  LOL

I see Light Bringers as lightworkers.  They could stand to get castigated.  Why?  Because the goal here is to ultimately reduce the darkness.  But one can truly only do so WITHIN THEMSELVES.

I have started to refer to those “lightworkers” who resist their own healing / ascension process as “Dark Clingers”.  By not addressing the darkness within themselves, they are feeding the “darkness” as surely as the so-called “Luciferians”.

If you “get” (understand) that THEE best way to help others and the world is TO DO YOUR OWN INNER WORK, for Christ’s sake (literally!) get after those lame-ass “lightworkers” (Dark Clingers?) who are doing everything but getting their own inner work done.  Pass this post along if nothing else.  Make them wanna don a bumpersticker that says “If you’re gonna ride my ass, pull my hair!”

Status seekers are rebuked, as “Headliners of Light” assume control of the process.



The Speed of Light = The Speed of Thought

When Einstein came up with his equation, he in no way meant to imply that the Speed of Light is a constant.  It’s not.  He knew this.  But it’s one of those quantum physics kinda things where you have to pick a point to define.  Einstein picked the Speed of Light in a vacuum. 

Now, it’s not that the Speed of Light cannot be defined mathematically in general.  But if you want it in rather simple terms, then yeah, pick a point.

Having said that, let’s talk Maxwell’s Equations a bit… Conventional science keeps trying to come up with some Unified Field Theory mathematical equation that basically sums up everything.  Huh, summing up All That Is.  Here, supposedly “Godless” scientists are daring to sum up the All That Is.  But whatever equation is proposed always has some exceptions, hence it’s really not the ultimate equation.  It’s my understanding though that Maxwell actually had it right… initially.

Unfortunately, someone else came along and “simplified” Maxwell’s equations.  Well no, that was NOT the intention behind this supposed “simplification”.  Nope.  What was actually done to Maxwell’s equations was that any reference to other dimensions and / or the Divine / Infinite Light was purposefully left out.  Those other dimensions and the Divine absolutely have influence on 3D so leaving them out will absolutely account for the exceptions that fall out of the incomplete math equations.  Just another case of dumbing down humanity.  Don’t let humanity know of other dimensions.  Religion had been doing its part in that for quite a while.  Now it was conventional science’s turn at it.

Years ago I read Alex Collier’s book “Defending Sacred Ground.  Alex was a physical-level contactee with entities from the Andromeda star system.  He did not “channel” them, or what have ya, but was actually visited by them and also was taken on board their ships.  He and the Pleiadian channeler Barbara Marciniak both played early roles in recent times in awakening Earthlings to the global cabal.

One thing the Andromedans told Alex was that the Speed of Light was not a constant.  They told Alex that The Speed of Light was the Speed of Thought.  Expressed a different way, the Speed of perceivable Light depends on one’s frequency of consciousness.

Then, in more recent years (and still quite a while ago now), I came across the book “Punk Science – Inside The Mind Of God” by Dr. Manjir Samanta-Laughton.  Manjir is a physician / medical doctor and yet in this book is talking physics but she’s not a physicist so it’s expressed in layman’s terms.  An interesting side note here is what I like to call the Divine putting information “into the atmosphere”.  She was inspired with this information and after turning out her book came to realize she was not the only one who was inspired with this same info, at the same time.  The other person is a physicist and so has expressed the same info in more math- / science-heavy terms.

And that sort of thing happens often.  Such things make me laugh at those that talk “copyright” or “plagiarism” when it comes to Divine wisdom.  Really?  You “own” Divine wisdom do ya?  Well you’ve certainly got some audacity / big cojones there, but dare I say you’re applying that energy in the wrong direction, a useless direction?!  I can’t count the times when I’ve expressed a concept to someone, who recognizes it, and they say “Oh that’s… So & So” and say someone’s name that I’ve never heard of.  Nope, certainly not my source of that info then.  Yep, many people at once can pick up on the info that the Divine “leaves in the atmosphere” for us all.

One thing Manjir discusses in Punk Science is black holes… which aren’t really black.  The center of a black hole appears black because it is beyond your level of perception.  The center of a black hole is actually Infinite Light.  It’s just so bright you can’t see it and hence perceive it as black.

The “event horizon” on a black hole is the limit of your ability to perceive light.  So… if a 3D-level person and a 5D-level person were to observe the same black hole, they would see the event horizon in a different place because the 5D-level person would be able to see a higher frequency light and hence be able to see further towards the center of a black hole.


So, I’m going to segue here a bit into… esoteric info, that has been available in this world for those who have eyes to see and ears to hear.  

The number 12 is a big thing for Earthlings.  Also 12 + 1 is also significant.

One example is the character of “Jesus” and his 12 disciples. The disciples are the 12 and Jesus is the +1.

Another esoteric reference to 12 + 1 is the 12 tribes of Israel (Isis-Ra-El) and the missing 13th tribe.

What does all this allude to?  The 12 signs of the Zodiac.  Much esoteric info alludes to astrology, ya know, as I’ve said elsewhere, this information is an Understanding Tool, or “Being Earthlings for Dummies.”  It explains the energetic environment that one lives in while on Earth.  This is pretty valuable info for not only living here on Earth but also for graduating beyond Earth and ascending on outta here or taking on Christ energies / Christ Consciousness / achieving your own Christhood.  Do I really need to tell you that the global cabal has made great effort over much time to keep you from knowing this?

So, with the Zodiac, what is the +1?  It would be the missing sign of the Zodiac, what the ancient Greeks called Ophiuchus and the Romans called Asclepius.  Where is this sign?  Between Scorpio and Sagittarius.  The tail of the constellation of Scorpio and the arrow of  the constellation of Sagittarius both point to Ophiuchus / Asclepius.

And what do we find in the sign of Ophiuchus?  The Galactic Center, which many perceive as a “black hole”… that really isn’t, it’s Infinite Light.

Egyptian mythology uses Isis to depict this “Hidden Sun”.  See the “veil”.

Isis - the Hidden Sun

What is significant to Earthlings about this “Hidden Sun” at the Galactic Core / Center… which is Infinite Light?  Well, it’s where the “river of souls” comes from… for starters.  It’s how our souls enter this 3rd Dimension from Infinite Light or higher dimensions when we incarnate as human on planet Earth.

AND… when I mentioned Israel above, why did I then say “Isis-Ra-El”?  Because THAT is what Israel stands for – hidden in plain view.  It’s the ancient Egyptian version of the Holy Trinity (also see Interpretation … of Stairway to Heaven post for more on that).

El = god (Father / Divine). ’El ‘Elyon is Hebrew for Prime Creator.

Ra = sun (Son / Masculine) (due to Language of the Birds / Green Language – son = sun is again hiding information in plain view).

Isis = the hidden sun / Infinite Light from the black hole at the galactic center (Holy Spirit / Feminine).  

And just like with male and female genitalia, the sun, representing masculine energy is out there for God and everyone to see, while the black hole (which isn’t “black” at all, but is Infinite Light) at the galactic center, representing feminine energy, is hidden.

With all this in mind, to say that Pagan archetypal information is all about “sun worship” is trite and downright naive / ignorant.  

Janet Jackson once had a “wardrobe malfunction” and revealed a little something (she’d probably say “whatchu calling little”, lol), while people who say “sun worship” are having a “consciousness malfunction” – yep, their ignorance is showing – they could stand to tuck that in, nobody needs to see that sh*t!

Higher light FROM THE DIVINE comes through the hidden sun, then through the sun, to silly earthlings, who say dumb sh*t like “sun worship”.  *shaking head*

Any lightworker who is in or has been through their healing and ascension process knows that they FEEL increased solar activity through their own field(s).  Yep, Higher Light from higher dimensions / densities and from Infinite Light / God / All That Is / Prime Creator.

And brainwashed / disempowered / ignorant humans have the audacity to dis Pagans / Occultists who understand these things and in the process they dis Prime Creator Itself.  They shouldn’t have.  No really!  Dare I say their speed of thought and, hence, speed of light is damn slow?!

God! Enough Already!

“God is Truth.”

Apparently NOT when it comes to this F*CKED UP ascension project.

I have NEVER been lied to, deceived by, strung along by ANYONE the way I have been BY GOD during this f*cking ascension project… never without purpose… but ENOUGH ALREADY!  (some people have no f*cking idea… I had no f*cking idea how God could put the f*cking global cabal to shame in the category of deceit until the ascension-hell years started)

Enough with sacrificing the forerunners! … and the rest of the 1st wave for that matter… and even frickin’ GAIA at this point!

God, quit mollycoddling the “precious” frickin’ lightworkers (LWs), most especially the “seasoned” LWs who talk like they’re all that, but talk is frickin’ cheap!  Time for THE SEASONED LIGHTWORKERS to start making some of their own f*cking sacrifices for the almighty f*cking purpose of this ascension project.  It is way overdue that the seasoned lightworkers grow the f*ck up, pull their big kid pants on, STEP UP and F*CKING TAKE SOME RESPONSIBILITY IN THIS ASCENSION PROJECT ALREADY!

It’s HIGH TIME to allow Gaia and the 1st Wave to ascend!

God, enough already!  Either ascend me or kill be, but either way DO IT QUICKLY!

God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.



Just expressing… isn’t that what blogs are for?!

Massive Apocalypse

Here it comes!  That proverbial schtuff is about to hit the oscillating blades.

Ok now, don’t get your brainwashed panties in a bunch get.  I know many people have been led to be-lie-ve that “apocalypse” means the end of the world.  Ah, no, that’s NOT what that word means.  Learn what the words you are using REALLY mean!   We create through our Thoughts, Words and Deeds and you don’t even know what your words mean!


Along those lines though, the leftists are claiming the world will end in about 12 years.  Eh, I’ll give it 20 – 25 years… for the “end of the world”… AS WE’VE KNOWN IT.  Not written in stone, but with current energies and inertia, yep, an extinction-level event looms on the horizon.

Yep, the leftists and the rest of the cabal have their own fear-mongering agenda and they are going out of their way to bring an extinction-level event.  They’re doing fairly well with that… with your help! … by hijacking your creative powers and using them against you and your planet for their own agenda.  If you are in deep denial about the health, or lack thereof, of the Earth’s environment, you just might end up being part of the potential (and highly probable) extinction-level event.  Enjoy your Mad Max adventure.

See 3D Earth and Planetary Ascension Project Overview (Review?! and comments there for more.

Hear what Mike Adams has to say about all this:

I digress…


Well, in a more immediate way, for the global cabal, the “apocalypse” is absolutely the end of their world.

But!  The word origin / True Vibration of apocalypse is “uncovering, revealing”.  Sure wish ya all would quit using this word to mean “the end of the world”, when that’s NOT what it means!

The apocalypse – UNCOVERING / REVEALING! – has been in full swing for quite some time now, but we now move into a time where even the most sleepy will have the Truth all up in their faces.

That will also apply to those who know some truths, but not all Truth.  Time for a shattering of be-lie-f systems.  Right, left or center, no matter how you identify politically (why are you still identifying with these terms?), your be-lie-fs have been keeping you down, keeping you disempowered.  Time to release those be-lie-fs and embrace Truth.


See the following links for starters, then look in comments on this post for continuing updates.


God has me intentionally posting this at 5:33 local time:

5’s and 3’s, such as 533 or 553 – The ascended masters want to prepare you for a big life change that is imminent. They want you to know that they are holding your hand through this change and that everything will be alright. Embrace the change, and look for the blessing within it.


Keep in mind folks, as the big names in the cabal take a tumble… Just because the programmers are gone does NOT mean the programs are gone!  Everyone needs to heal, to “deprogram”, otherwise you’ll all just keep perpetuating the same disempowerment, ignorance and dysfunction that the cabal wanted you locked into.



If you’re just awakening to the reality of this world, also see Current Events… for Dummies .

Ascension Update Six

Gaia wanted to play cards today.

This is very direct verbiage from someone’s definition of the cards… as I have been directed by God and Gaia to use.


Tarot reading:

To 2nd Wave Lightworkers (those who just completed in the last year or so) on down through the lightworker ranks:

Now is a time to learn understanding and control while affirming and expressing your nurturing qualities, your earthiness.


To all lightworkers at every level:

You are now at a point to reap results from the positive efforts you have made in the past.  


To humanity at large:

A young woman with an active imagination and insight is willing to help you.  Stay centered and own your own power.  Flow toward new experiences, moving past the ordinary reality into Otherworldly dimensions.  


Last Call – You Don’t Have to Go Home, But Ya Can’t Stay Here

We’re right on top of a BIG shift.

Quite the buzz has been going on online about it, people have different takes on what’s coming, but all sense a very significant change.

Some are speaking of “The Event”, ya know, “The Event is coming!”  Whatever the f*ck “The Event” is.  I had to laugh to read someone pick apart some of this “The Event” nonsense – things that make it sound like there will be waving of magic wands to make change happen instantly.

I want it all
I want it all
I don’t know what it is
But I want it all

And I want it now
I want it now
I don’t know what it is
But I want it now

~ Eurythmics – “I Want It All” 

Well, that’s not how it works… until it does, but most of that “instant” stuff will only happen after your transition, in full, to 5D.

“The Event” has seemingly become the New Ager’s version of the Second Coming – just sit back and wait, do nothing, someone or something will come and save / rescue you.  Not!  Folks, stop looking “out there” for what you will only find “in here”.  As the title of the above links says – YOU ARE the Event!  YOU are your own savior.  Stop waiting.

“We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.”  ~ Hopi

Screw “The Event”.  No offense to whomever but… Don’t get distracted!

FOCUS on the MAIN EVENT here folks, which is ASCENSION.  Make it and keep it the main thing!  

What IS coming imminently?

  • 1st – Gaia and the 1st wave (the Original ~145,000 and another million forerunners) will ascend NOW!  (hopefully that’s more the kind of “now” that we understand, as opposed to the whole “eternal now” version those above the veil like to use) We WILL be going HOME (we’ve had enough to “drink” anyway – “last call” has been too long in coming for the Original ~145,000, who are too spent to do much more for this ascension effort from this level anyway, it’s the lightworkers’ time to step up to help this 3D world FROM this 3D world, from “inside” the program, if you will – in the world but not of it).  We, the ones TRANSITIONING IN FULL, will be the ones who have major instantaneous outward shift.  The rest of you may very well feel some energetic shift, but…
  • 2nd – The truth about the mundane world and the global cabal will very soon surface in a big way.  You may be blown away yourself by some of it and yet you’re more than likely better prepared to deal than those who will be waking up to a whole heap all at once.  Boys n’ girls, can you say “paradigm shift”?   I knew ya could.  These folks could use your light and support.
  • 3rd – Freshly Ascended Masters, from the first wave, will return and assist humanity in awakening to ASCENSION.  Even those awakened to the global cabal don’t necessarily know about the ASCENSION.  Some may have heard about it but unfortunately have heard from some charlatan so-called “lightworkers” / self-help-guru types, so have been turned off of the topic and who could blame them.  If their discernment skills work at all they probably don’t want anything to do with that malarkey.  Good.

Now, I have no frickin’ idea what people mean by “The Event”, and they don’t seem so sure themselves and there’s seemingly not so much consensus about the ever so nebulous “The Event”… but, by God, these 3 items I listed above sound rather eventful, eh?

There will be a bit of time between these 3 things, but not long.  I am told weeks at this point.

I saw someone had gotten some info through another’s higher self that beings will come and help humanity… because humanity is so far behind.  Yep, some of the forerunners will come back and help out.

That would be the REAL forerunners folks.  See Definition of Terms and Forerunners vs. LightWorkers posts.

I am now seeing (being shown) some who are not even 2nd wave, aka NOT complete and probably no where’s near, who are now calling themselves “the forerunners of the forerunners”.  LMAO  Boy will they be surprised… or perhaps just reinforce their denial… when the REAL forerunners show up.  *shaking head*  Well, I guess old ego trips die hard.  Perhaps they think they are leading from behind.  lol  I’m telling ya folks, if these non-forerunner lightworkers (LWs) are not aware of the REAL forerunners, ya gotta question their consciousness levels… and see their remaining ego issues.  They’re probably not as “all that” as they make themselves sound… I don’t care how big their ego issues or their following are – lots of codependents out there quite willing to enable, protect and defend their friends’ continued dysfunction (with friends like that…).

And… do they even know where GAIA’s ascension is at?  Do they care?  Now, THAT, Gaia’s ascension, sounds like THEE event if ya ask me, ya know, here in this time of PLANETARY ASCENSION, yep, I’d say it’s the MAIN event here folks.  Will you blink and miss it because you’re waiting for waving of magic wands?

We indeed ARE a bit behind on this ascension project.  It seemed to be like pulling teeth to get the more seasoned (not so much about “age”, but more “awakened for many years”) lightworkers (LWs) to move along to completion to become the 2nd wave.  Hey, I’m a seasoned LW myself.  These LWs, whether younger or older than myself, have been awake as long or longer than I have.  The difference is that folks like myself stepped up when many, many millions of other seasoned LWs did NOT proactively step up and those who have recently made it through to completion needed some major Cosmic Cattle Prod from those “upstairs”.

I am still seeing LWs, some of which have actually completed recently, who keep putting out supposed channeled messages that say, “No one thought you’d do this much / come this far IN THIS LIFETIME.”  That’s SO bogus.  Here we real forerunners HAVE BEEN ascension-ready for years, waiting for them to step up and take the torch from us to hold this whole ascension effort together and these people are still pondering the possibility that this is not a one-lifetime thing.  What they’re making such a stinking big deal about, that they just FINALLY knocked out, has already been done BY OTHERS.  I’d refer them here.  But hey, whatever it takes to turn their laggard / retarded / RESISTIVE ascension “efforts” into something grandiose.  Egomaniacs.  They’ve kinda covered both ends of the ego-issue spectrum – playing small, but talking big.

Planetary and collective ascensions are more of a “git ‘er done” sort of thing than these milquetoast types would like to acknowledge.  It’s like giving birth – both figuratively and rather literally as we birth a new planet – once the process starts, ya really can’t stop it, ya really don’t want to or attempt to slow it down either… and ah, yeah, all hands on deck and “Push, push, push!  Now breathe.  Again… Push, push, push!”  The next time you have a friend who is ready to give birth, tell her she’ll just have to wait while you take your sweet time getting ready to help her out.  I’m sure that will go well.

And now that some have been complete for almost a year now, a year and a half for others, they have still been having to release fears of showing their True Self.  Goodness sakes but some of these seasoned LWs have dug their heels in the whole danged way.  But, not to worry, the irritation of not being themselves will get to them even faster than ever before, helping them finally get over it.  Praise frickin’ be!

Those above the veil had to keep the Cosmic Cattle Prod up their butts to keep them moving.  And yet kudos to the recent ~6 million who did push on and completed… since they still left many of their fellow seasoned LWs in the dust.  (Ya know, those who fancy themselves to be the forerunners of the forerunners…..ROFLMAO.  Excuse my laughter but I swear there are no bigger egos than LW egos.  So arrogant and so clueless all in one.  lol  … from those who also fancy themselves to be oh, so intuitive.  I guess their egos keep winning that wrestling match.  lol  Yep, Ignorance and Arrogance are often common bedfellows.  These so-called “forerunners of the forerunners”, NOT, remind me of that old joke – “Hire a teenager… while they still know everything.”)

As I have harped on about for years (still can’t believe it’s been YEARS… since my own completion… since Gaia’s completion!), to too many deaf, seasoned-LW ears: doing your own inner work does more for others (and for the ASCENSION project) than anything else you could do for them!

I may be giving them more credit than they deserve though as many of them seem to have a major aversion to SERVING… good “lightworkers” that they are.  Not.  Dark Clingers.  That’d be a better name for ’em.

Goodness sake folks, you’re either part of the problem or part of the solution (soul-ution).  WHICH ONE ARE YOU?!  Are you going to feed the light or the dark?  How CAN you feed the light more and feed the dark less?  Ask the Divine to guide you.  Keep finding any and every way to do and be so.  How much of your energy do you put towards your lightwork?  ALL of it.


Many “lightworkers” go on about “Nothing happened in 2012”.  Whatever did or did not happen in 2012 was YOUR CREATION dear lightworkers!

The Original ~145,000 had Gaia prepared for her ascension at the end of 2011.  She had a few more things to go through over the next year but we transmuted out all the old garbage energy that had collected over millennia and unlatched / disconnected / freed her from 3D Earth (Gaia’s old physicality).  We then figuratively turned around and saw that there was NO ONE coming up behind us.  *hand over brows*, to fellow forerunner,  “Hey mate, can you see anyone coming up over the horizon?  Nope, me neither.”

What is going on THIS year, this current year of 2018, with the downfall of the cabal ‘n all, could very well have been happening in 2013… but the seasoned LWs had not done their part.

If they’d have been at least within sight of us forerunners back then, we would have promptly ascended Gaia RIGHT THEN and the lightworkers would be right there holding light in the world (3D Earth world) and their ability to do so at that time would have indicated they’d already had quite the influence on the collective building up to the state of being able to hold light in the world.

In that scenario, with a more proactive LW force, the ~ 1 million who are now ascending in the first wave with Gaia and the Original ~145,000 would probably have NOT ascended with us but instead would have been a couple years behind us and would have been “the 2nd wave”, since there would have been many more LWs bunching up behind them.  We could have had some major “wave action” then.  But instead of more LWs being right on the ~ 1 millions’ heels, here we are about 5 1/2 years later, just now having enough LWs up to speed to allow for anyone before them, GAIA INCLUDED,  to actually ascend!

… and yet, many 2nd Wavers are still scared / timid about showing themselves / shining their light and still not surrendering over to their own Divine Guidance.


And gosh oh gee, will some of the 1st wave returning to continue to help out in 3D satisfy some people’s need to “see ETs on Earth” or what have ya.  I guess we will technically be ETs at that point.  lol  … even though “from” (born) here / Earth.  Never mind that HUMANITY can be as up to their eyeballs in ETs as they’d like to be if and when they ascend beyond the 3D consciousness veil.  People!  Could we paaahlleeasse get our priorities straight already?!  If you have some need to phone home to ET just do it, but does that really have to be yet one more distraction FROM YOUR ASCENSION PROCESS?!  Really?  Ascension is your sure way to see ETs.  *shaking head*  Perhaps you could actually get ALIGNED with your ascension and that will get you to ET even faster!


*dreamily*  … if only we would have had a more proactive lightworker force…. but… then there’s the reality of how things actually have gone down.

The REAL forerunners, already weary from readying Gaia, have been in a holding pattern, playing Energetic Atlas, holding the world up, wondering if our knees were going to buckle before a 2nd wave would even start to form.  Meanwhile, 3D-level truther / info-warrior types were having to sword fight with the cabal… while the seasoned lightworkers took their sweet time getting their process knocked out.

The forerunners had done about as much as we could, including taking unusual and drastic measures toward holding this whole scene together and getting Gaia herself more involved because we just couldn’t do it anymore.  See Nova Gaia Grids Descend post for some of that.  Upon reading that, I hope you recognize the fact, that it really sinks in, that Gaia was then, and has been, since we pulled her nova grids down, ASSISTING THE VERY LWs WHO CAME TO HELP HER!  *shaking head*  Completely nuts!  

And the 3D-level folks’ hands were a bit full and besides, they could use some ripe and ready LWs to get ’em up to speed anyway AND someone, anyone had to get far enough along to take the torch from us real forerunners and HOLD LIGHT IN THIS WORLD!  I’m talking the sort of light that is purely energetic, time to literally be a “human antenna” sort of thing as opposed to just “spreading or shining light”.  And one can only be as good of a human antenna as they are cleared.  Personal blockages don’t make for good human antennae.

It’s like we all (3Ders, 4Ders aka the LWs, and 5D+ers) were sitting in a car together and the seasoned lightworkers sat there and pissed and moaned, “Why aren’t we moving?!” ….while it was they themselves who were in the driver’s seat…. with the key!

They’re looking at all of us, be it 3Ders or 5D+ers, and we’re saying, “What are you looking at all of us for?”  We’re all doing our part to hold this whole scene together while you seasoned LWs take your sweet time getting up to speed.  Quit looking down your nose at all the rest of us and get a frickin’ move on so we can ALL have that forward movement that YOU are so loudly calling for and that YOU will need to make happen.



This is how collectives get ascended – by INDIVIDUALS doing what’s theirs to do!

Finally, after several years of Cosmic Cattle Prod, when the “2nd wave”, the ~6 million, started to approach their completion in 2016, then the ACCELERATION started in earnest.  It’s like the collective awakening / enlightenment had been linear, steady, but a little overly much.  But in 2016, it went exponential!  Praise frickin’ be!  More than just lightworkers were picking up on that.  And what’s up with the acceleration?  Well, now there are millions of new human antennae.  Clear energetic channels… being that which connects Heaven to Earth.  Go figure.  Geez, who’da thunk it!  Really?  Millions of individuals KNOCKING OUT THEIR OWN INNER WORK could change and shift whole worlds?  Yep, really.  Not just in theory, but in reality, in actuality.  I guess they got enough cattle prod to realize that complaining that the shift hadn’t happened yet wasn’t enough to make it happen.


The energetic evidence of some major upcoming shift is just nuts.  Since I’d completed my own process and then later after my Energetic Service Work ended a few years later, I had kinda mostly lost the energetic palpable-ness (if you will) of where this ascension project was / is.  (Intuition working wonderfully though.)  But THIS?  I CAN FEEL THIS!  …this current… surge.  Still subtle but quite detectable.  I see many LWs are still having ascension symptoms, but to me it feels up, lifting, energizing.  Yep, excitement and anticipation are off the charts and I’m leaving them there!

I know post-ascended me won’t be dealing much with lightworkers, most especially the “seasoned”, “celebrity” or “spiritual commerce” sorts and certainly not the “guru wannabes” since they are all on path and are either not a concern or are too recalcitrant to accept guidance anyway.  I certainly don’t care to bang my crystalline head on recalcitrant LWs’ carbon-based brick walls.  I’ll just help get everyone else up to speed (ya know, doing the LW’s work for them again)… and the recalcitrant LWs can shut the lights off when they leave… since they seem to insist on being the last ones out.  If part of their refusal to serve their fellow being equates to them not talking to Joe Average – and filling Joe’s head with b.s. – that might actually best serve this ascension effort.

Instead, I’ll be talking to those folks out there who need to learn about Healing, Empowerment and Ascension.  The True Lightworkers best be doing the same.  We have some catching up to do.  The light is pouring in and yet there are still far too many in the world who haven’t even heard about ascension let alone know how to go about it.


Many are speaking of “the New Earth”.  The planet Earth itself won’t be changing much.  It’s the energy of the human collective that is shifting.

Some people who are tapping into info from above the veil, are seeing a very pristine future planet.  In some cases they are labeling that “the New Earth”.  No, that pristine planet they are seeing would be Gaia, not Earth.  As I keep saying, which many LWs still don’t understand – Earth is NOT ascending.  Her old soul essence Gaia is ascending.


I’ve heard others say that everyone’s carbon-based bodies will be converting to crystalline this year.  Ah, no.  That’s not how it works.  See here: What of the body during ascension?   One body does not “convert” to the other.  I’ve been ascension-ready for about 7 years now and no new crystalline body for me, not instantly, not gradually.  Never mind my old 3D carbon-based body is toast from all the Energetic Service Work.

You create your 5D crystalline body during your ascension process, but it is created in 5D and is a thing of 5D.  You get your crystalline body when you transition in full to 5D.  

AFTER you COMPLETE your ascension process – what I call being “ascension-ready” because until you FULLY transition, no matter how prepared you are, until you’re ascended, you’re not, so unlike many others who claim they have ascended, you won’t catch me saying I am… until I actually am! – you stay in the 3D world, even though not “of” it, and stay in your 3D carbon-based body, which is what keeps you in the 3D Earth realm – you literally wouldn’t be here without it – to be the human antenna connecting Heaven and Earth.  You’ll have to be connected on both ends in order to bring Heaven to Earth.  Your 3D carbon-based body is a large part of what keeps you GROUNDED into the Earthly realm!  Enough with your “escapism” ways, you are here to SERVE 3Ders, not run away from them.

Those of us who ascend, in full, and return to help out will technically not be either “in” or “of” 3D Earth.  We’ll just be visiting.

Furthermore, folks! make no mistake that this ascension thing is done by INDIVIDUALS.  Who advances in any way?  Those who do their inner work.  The members of the human collective absolutely benefit from the trail blazing done by the forerunners and the paving of that trail by the lightworkers and also benefit from lightworkers being clear energetic channels bringing light to / holding light in the world, but no one gets to ride anyone’s coattails.  Ass, gas, or grass, nobody rides for free.  You flow with all the incoming light and do your own inner work or there won’t ever be a crystalline body or ascension FOR YOU, even if every single person around you knocks out their ascension process.  No one else can do your work for you!  Remember this ascension thing is the ultimate exercise in Self Mastery.  Really, you think someone else can do that for you?

Sure, overall, the frequency of the collective has increased and will continue to do so but as anyone who has been in process really ought to know, it IS a process that takes time, even if these days it can take less time due to all the light in the world now, there will still not be waving of magic wands and instant change… for Earthlings.


And… Folks, really?  Do I really need to tell you that 3D Earth is NOT in good shape?!  Yes, this ASCENSION, YOUR ascension absolutely has to happen IN THIS LIFETIME because that’s about all the time ya all got.  Capisce?  That’s why Gaia asked to be ascended!  And if you don’t understand that yet, then Earth and some astrological energies will be happy to attempt to convince you.  Expect some major Earth changes over about the next decade.  And… Earth may see her 6th extinction-level event a decade or so after that.  And yet all this healing and ascension process that so many Earthlings still need to go through… tick, tick, tick.

3D Earth is and shall remain continuing down a destructive path.  Perfect.  Nothing better than some continuing earth changes to keep everyone MOVING FORWARD and working together.

Nope… certainly can’t “stay here”.  Humanity has two choices – Extinction or Evolution.  Not kidding.  Did you see “stay here / stay the same” in those available choices?  Nope.  This is not me being overly dramatic or fear mongering, this is reality folks, this is the End of Life as We’ve Known It.  Truly.

The Divine doesn’t really want you to get all so comfortable here because you need to be focused on ascending and helping others ascend.  There is nothing to “go back” to anyway and stopping is as good as moving backwards as Earth won’t be supporting life for all that much longer.  There is only onward and upward… and yes folks, in THIS lifetime.

So yeah, you will more than likely feel the energetic difference in this world, but YOU’RE NOT DONE YET!  And if you’re not in the 1st wave, you’re not going anywhere… yet.  Yep, big shift, but you’re to stay here and be grounded and be a human antenna bringing Heaven to Earth.  Get comfy cozy in those big kid pants.


Many TRUE lightworkers are “coming online” as some folks who’ve only awakened in recent years, some just since 2012, who are catching up to and flying right by some of the seasoned LWs.  THANK GOD!

Note: I’ve added a wee bit of age data to the end of the Ascension Timeline Thus Far post.  Age, not necessarily “seasoned” (awakened for a long time), so not quite apples and apples, but one thing that really jumped out at me when receiving this info was the 30-somethings in the 2nd wave.  I’ve been awake for about 24 – 25 years so even if these folks have been awake since childhood, hey, way to frickin’ step up!  Yep, catching up and passing the older / seasoned LWs.  Again, THANK GOD.

There are LWs in their 60s and 70s who claim to have started channeling as a child and yet they have STILL NOT knocked out their own ascension process and even those that finally have are still scared to show themselves.  *shaking head*  To use conservative numbers here… if they were now 60 and have been channeling since they were 10, well, that’s 50 frickin’ years.  I’m 54 and have been awake for about 25 – 26 years, only half as long as they have and yet where the hell are they?!  And it’s SO not about age / generational or what have you ‘cuz there are plenty my age and younger who have been awake at least as long as myself and where the hell are they also?!

SEASONED LIGHTWORKERS, STEP THE HELL UP ALREADY!!!  GET YOUR OWN INNER WORK KNOCKED OUT!  Do I really need to point out the gravity of this situation to you?  Well, ok, ya talked me into it – A WHOLE WORLD FULL OF LIFEFORMS ARE COUNTING ON YOU!


There are now ~ 6 million lightworkers who have completed in the last year or so and who are now the new light holders for this Earthly plane.   Blessings to you all.  Thank you all for working on you!    Many more coming up behind them.  No stopping this ascension train now… but plenty of work left to do… and it will take some time… which is quite the commodity right now.

Now it’s time to serve others in no small way.



Below I leave a copy of something I left in comments a while back.  Take note that the 2nd, 3rd and 4th things that Gaia Portal addresses below are pretty much the 3 things I list above.  As Above so Below. lol

My interpretation below GP line:

Primary Light stations complete the process.
“2nd wave”, if you will, are complete and ready to go, ready to serve, ready to SHINE.

Favorites are eliminated.
That would be the “1st wave”. I’ve always joked, “Don’t ask to be one of God’s favorites, it’s more a curse than a blessing.” (Don’t recall ever asking for that status… hm… oh that’s right, I made that other fatal error, I told God, “Thy will be mine”.)

Shadow violators are eliminated.
The cabal are incapacitated.

The Light Worker Alliance commences the new works.
The next phase begins… and boy oh boy can the light really go to town now! Full steam ahead!

Power of Words & True Vibration of Words

I recently put out a post with a message from God, part of that being “Be aware of your words and intent.”  Uh huh.  ‘Cuz that’s how we create.

I was in an online discussion with a couple people and one brought up “humility” implying that it is a desired state to be in.  I told them humility was highly overrated.

I told them that “humility” comes from “humble”, which means “lowly”, ya know, like the whole “Jesus was a humble carpenter” bit.  Boy, did “the theys” (cabal) get and keep humanity down with that bit, as if “lowly” were “Christ-like”.  Au contraire mon fraire.  I laugh because the character of “Jesus” supposedly said, “Have I not said ye are gods?  You too shall do these and greater things.”  Right in that line it’s implied that Jesus’ audience knows what “these (things)” are.  He couldn’t refer to “these” things he himself had already done without his audience knowing that he had done “these” (things).  Implication?  He showed himself.  He shone his light.  He didn’t hide himself… in the name of “humility”.

I’ve said it before and will say it again – Lightworkers, don’t help the cabal keep human divinity a secret!

And I told this person that I was NOT about to apply a term that means “lowly” to myself or to my Powerful-Creator-God fellow humans.  Nope.  Not feeding that disempowering paradigm.

My “highly overrated” comment made the third person chuckle.  They then posted a link to an old article about how the then recent discovery of the Gospel of Judas revealed that there were some “alien” entities in the world and the line about “ashes to ashes, dust to dust” was really an insult to humanity, basically calling humans “dirt”, but the broader implication being that humans don’t accomplish, learn, or grow much, just incarnate then die… rinse, repeat.  Over and over, just ashes to ashes, dust to dust, caught on the reincarnation hamster wheel.  Getting nowhere fast.  Stuck in a ‘tweener state, in a gray area.

So, in the middle of our “humility / humble” discussion, I had to ask, “Dust?  You mean like lowly?”  lol

And the “lowly” origin of humble is also tied in with “ground” and we circle back around again… to dust.

Dust and ground are not “bad” in and of themselves, but we could stand to recognize what was really being communicated with that ancient line.

And what was really funny was that the “humility” person seemed to be offended by the idea that humility / humble means “lowly”.  They said that lowly was my word.  I told them no, it was not MY word, it’s the True Vibration of the word THEY were using.  The dictionary will, in the other direction, also define lowly as humble… right after it says lowly means “low in rank, status or importance”.

The first definition of “humble” that one dictionary gives is “having or showing a modest or low estimate of one’s own importance”.  This “humble” program in lightworkers (LWs) is probably a big part of why they didn’t fully grasp JUST HOW important them stepping up, doing their inner work (ya know, like a master would) IS / WAS to Gaia, to humanity, to their own Soul Mission.  Just how IMPORTANT THEY are.  *shaking head*  They just about let a whole world full of people and other life go down the tubes, themselves included, because of their disempowering humble / lowly / unimportant programs and language.  Just about got stuck in the ashes to ashes, dust to dust cycle… yet again.  *whew*  Earthlings dodge yet another bullet.

Screw humble / lowly.  Humanity, it’s time to pull your big kid pants on and BE REMARKABLE!  Time to acknowledge the Powerful Creator Gods that you TRULY are, to step the hell up and graduate beyond this world.  

Folks, perhaps you could bother to know your word origins / True Vibration of words because that is the energy you are creating with your choice of words.  Don’t take my word for it.  I’m just the messenger with some helpful words for you.  Take up discussion about this with the Divine.  The dictionary doesn’t always get it right (usually though) but the Divine can help you out with that… if ya let It.

Check this the heck out “… almost every word we use today has moved away from its root meaning.”  Yeah, that’s a problem.  The gal in this link seems to want to make the case for abandoning the root meanings of words and yet THAT is the vibration we are working with when we use the words we do.

In above link, also check out that the root of “nice” = “foolish” or “lewd”.  lmao  I’m telling ya folks, if you want to set this upside-down world back upright, you best learn what your words mean.  Yeah?  You want to be “nice” do ya?

small detour here for a joke…

A gal returned to her hometown for a class reunion.  She eventually found herself at a reunion gathering, drink in hand, in a circle of old classmates.

She asked, “So, what did you all do after we graduated?”

Someone said, “I went to MIT and became a top rocket scientist at NASA.”

The gal said, “That’s nice.”

Someone else said, “I went to Harvard and have become a world-renowned lawyer representing many famous people.”

The gal said, “That’s nice.”

Someone else said, “I’ve recently ousted Ben Carson from his perch for world’s top brain surgeon.”  (lol)

The gal said, “That’s nice.”

They then all turned to her…


“Yeah, so, what did you do after graduation?”

The gal said, “I went to etiquette school.”

“And what did they teach you there?”

“They taught me that instead of telling someone they were full of bullsh*t, just tell ’em… ‘That’s nice.’ ”

(little did I know how close this old joke hits to what is really going on with the word “nice”)

Time to quit with the lowly bit (and yes also with the “nice” bit).  Read this blog to get some idea of how to get out of it.  Time to truly BE the GODS and GODDESSES that you are!  Ya know… CONSCIOUSLY!

And ya know folks, it’s about being the truest version of your True Self that you can muster in any given moment.  Just that simple.  Just keep yourself from keeping yourself from being yourself.  One can still be “just folks”, still be the “salt of the earth” and not have to take on “lowly” energy.  The implication I see in that “salt of the earth” line is it’s saying that these types are everywhere and are integral to the planet itself, which is VERY important.

I told these folks that I always say, “Who the hell am I?  I’m nobody.  If I can do this, so can you.”  And THAT is the biggest reason to just be one’s own Powerful and Glorious self, ya know, in front of God and everybody.  Not necessarily about getting on a soap box or blaring your message from a loud speaker (well, unless you are actually Divinely guided to do so!) or getting all pretentious in your New Ager purple flowy dress, it’s more about just not holding back.  Let True You actually join conversations and Speak True.  Heavens yes!  Talk about your spiritual achievements for Christ’s sake!  Very literally for Christhood’s sake, yours and others.  You are the example.  You.  Little ol’ you, who, yep, just looks like Joe Average.  But you’re not.  How will Joe Average know he can be more, just like you are now more than you once were, if you don’t demonstrate, if you don’t set the example and SHOW YOURSELF?!

And that online discussion made me think… this “humility” concept that this person was describing, well, we all know how that word has been peddled to us, but which nevertheless means “lowly”… but what they meant by it, the quality they meant to address, well, to me what is the utmost, the epitome of THAT state of being would be to COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY SURRENDER ONESELF OVER TO THE DIVINE, to strive to ALWAYS follow Its guidance no matter what that means, no matter how it makes you look to others, no matter what “be-lie-f” system of your own has to shatter (ya know like the “humility” program), etc.

And yet this person, who was so clinging to “humility” (almost an air of “See how humble I am.”  Ah, well, if ya have to point it out… lol), is yet just another lightworker who has admitted they allowed their pea brains to get distracted and addicted to “news” when they were being called to something else.  Do any of these folks have any vision or can they only “see” what is already manifest?  This person is just “reporting the news”.  They’re not “creating” in that mode, they’re just observing and reporting.  That’s called re-creation, creating again what you have before.  (Parks and Recreation, or in this case, Parked at Re-creation)  Keep looking at what is and focusing on it and guess what, you feed energy into it and re-create more of it.

Did ya care to actually help CREATE this ASCENSION?!

This person shirked their calling in favor of “reporting the news”.  I questioned them on what they were posting quite a while back.  I know others did also.  They literally answered me then that basically “but no one reads the ‘good’ stuff.”  Oh, that spoke volumes.  So it was more important to get as many visitors / readers / views as possible than to actually follow Divine guidance.  lol  Gee, no ego issues there.  Not.

Meanwhile, little ol’ me, who no one has ever frickin’ heard of, was quietly getting a planet ascended for goodness sakes while this person was trying to make a name for themselves… then has the audacity to talk “humility” to me of all people.  Completely clueless!

The third person and I continued our conversation and at one point, in a small attempt to let these folks know my outer circumstances through the ascension hell years (since the lightworkers can’t seemingly “see” us true forerunners, the “forerunners of the forerunners” as Karen Bishop would call us) I told them that my one and only one pair of sweat pants (that are wearing out), my one and only one pair of shoes, my old T-shirts, well, the ones that are big enough to stretch over my ascension-hell-years fat-suit, the clerk at the store counting out my “piggy bank” with me at the counter, well, these things just SCREAM “humble”.  lol  These people have no clue just what we forerunners released / let go of / sacrificed (just like “sacred”, word origin = “holy”, that means “whole” folks, where “heal” – to make whole – also comes from) for this ascension project.  And I’m not even into some “sacrifice paradigm” or what have ya, but I can’t deny the knock-down, drag-out hell we forerunners went through for the collective …while this person was online trying to win popularity contests.  GAWD!

(circling back around again)  … as if all those who WERE / ARE called to do the whole alt-news things don’t have that covered.  This “humility” person acts like a baseball player who tries to play someone else’s position, not trusting others to do their part and who then has left their own position wide open / uncovered.  What this person WAS being called to do, well, all those alt-news folks may not have a clue about that… but this person did! … but they’d rather reinvent someone else’s wheel than to step into the Divine role that they were / are ready for.  So scared of their own Power and hence refusing to take Responsibility.  THAT is NOT surrendering to the Divine, but it is “lowly” and yep, a cop-out.  Powerful GODS playing small.  *shaking head*  As if that helps others somehow.  Please!  (now I’m laughing – I checked to see how to spell cop-out and the example sentence the dictionary offered was “being ‘average’ is the lazy person’s cop-out”.  Ha.  Imagine how being “humble” / “lowly” is even more of a cop-out.  Not even with it enough to have delusions of adequacy.  lol)

This person also acted like they could just make up whatever definition they wanted for the words they use.  That’s a problem.  It’s been a problem.  Our language has gotten so corrupted.  I told them the goal is to consciously return to the True Vibration of words since that is the energy that words put out.  In essence – say what you mean!  And that’s what we are working with here – energy.  We’re returning to the True Vibration of everything… by stepping out of the illusion.  That includes the illusion and corruption we have created in our words and language.

Hey, I myself have not read the whole dictionary, but I get what I am telling you and have been looking up word origins for years because I want to know what energy I’m working with.

Here’s some fun etymology… I myself often use the term “inner demons”, yes usually in quotes, when what I’m really talking about is disempowering programs in one’s psyche… because I think it’s funny… because some folks, yes, still to this day, actually blame “demons” for everything – their idea of what a “demon” is.  In part, my word usage is “to meet them where they are and take them somewhere new”.

And yet the conventional use of the term “demon” is a “demonization” in and of itself.  Demon comes from daemon which literally means “diety” (or “genius”) which literally means “god”.

There are some derivatives, created by adding a suffix, that have to do with “lesser gods / dieties” implying something “between humans and God” (ah, so much to learn from word origins, how informative the frickin’ dictionary can be about world history, who knew?!).  This is obviously at least part of the mix-up on this word.  Daemon / Demon had a suffix added which added the “lesser” part, but later the “lesser” suffix got dropped and yet they kept the “lesser” definition.

In case you didn’t quite follow that, let’s just express it in English.  Start out with the word “god”.  Add a prefix (in this case) that means “lesser”.  Later drop the prefix, so you’re back to “god”, but the definition that you mean for it now is “lesser god”.

And there’s one small example of how language gets corrupted.

And “genius” sounds to me like one’s soul or Divine Intelligence since “genius” is from late Middle English: from Latin, ‘attendant spirit present from one’s birth, innate ability or inclination,’ from the root of gignere ‘beget.’  Ah, so that’s what all those begets in the Bible are about!

Ah, so the Bible thumpers ARE right – demons / daemons ARE responsible for everything!  It’s just that “demons” are NOT some “evil” entities like the Bible thumpers have been conditioned to think.  We’re talking about Divine Intelligence here!  YOUR Divine Intelligence.  Yep, you are the Creator of your life and reality… ya little daemon.

We create through our Thoughts, Words and Deeds, so yes, the True Vibration of the words you use will affect you and your creations… whether you are consciously aware of it or not.  You’re never not creating.  You’re always creating.  Do you care to start creating consciously?

This “humility” person said that word meanings were often a point of argument in their comments section.  Huh.  Sounds like other messengers have been sent also.  How many have to be sent before they allow the message to actually sink in?

To help put things in perspective, I told them that we are returning to God (and our True Selves).  In that process we are not changing God (or redefining Him, well, beyond within our own pea brains), we are just stepping out of our illusions of what God is (and what we are).  What we are doing here, in this healing and ascension process, is, yes, “evolution” but it’s more significantly just a RETURN.  We’ve been living in an illusion.  We are just to step out of the illusion and RETURN to our Powerful and Glorious God/dess Selves.

It’s the same with words.  We want to return to the True Vibration of words, not attempt to change their meanings – ‘cuz that’s what we HAVE been doing, which has corrupted our language and distanced us from the Divine, it’s been part of the Separation Paradigm –  but instead learn what the words REALLY mean as opposed to their warped and corrupted “meanings”.

It’s some of what leads to Mastery of Creation.  You work with what God gave you, in its PUREST form, not some twisted form you’d like to apply to it willy nilly, at your whim.  Old paradigm conditioning showing there (hey, tuck that in, nobody needs to see that!)  Kind of the mentality of “If it don’t fit, force it!”… just bend those words to whatever you will them to be rather than surrender over to the Divine essence that permeates all creation.  As I said, this forcing things to our whim is what we HAVE been doing and what a fine mess we made by doing so.

But some think themselves so clever… in all their pea-brain overuse.  “To hell with laws of the Universe, I’m making up my own laws!”  Yeah, how’s that going for ya?  You seem to have great difficulty just knocking out your own healing and ascension process, or even just keeping yourself from being distracted from your process, and yet you think you’re ready to change the whole Universe, eh?  And how?  By not giving a crap about Divine law?  *shaking head*  ‘Cuz you know better than God, right?  So much for “humility” (ya know, in your warped definition of that word, not that THAT quality is warped, but you’re using the wrong word to describe it and sorry honey, as much as you’d like to delude yourself, you are also NOT living your idea of “humility” either).  A few little ego issues to still work out there, eh?  You seem to be getting ahead of yourself a bit.  Perhaps you could Master your own Christhood first, then maybe you can take on creating Universes some other time, well, ya know, other than your own little universe.  Just a suggestion.  lol  Ya know, like some raffles, you need to be present to win.  You’re currently working on being Christed.  Focus on that.  And use the Divine and Universal Laws to help get you there.  Let go of “clever” and actually tap into some INTELLIGENCE!  Use your intuition to actually utilize “God’s brain” if you will, instead of clinging so to your own tiny pea brain.

Someone else had said something about basically leaping to telepathy, as if to say that negates the need to correct our language.  So, it sounded like mastering words / language was a bother to them.  Sounds rather ungrounded to me.  And ah, yeah, this whole adventure is about mastery… of every aspect of your life.  It’s as if they are saying, “I failed 1st grade, so, that means I can continue on to 2nd grade, right?  Or maybe even just take a leap to Senior in high school, ya know… since I failed 1st grade so horribly.”  Uh huh.  Then there’s reality.

Ya know folks, I point you to information (one definition of “light”).  You don’t necessarily have to take up some major study on these things I bring to your attention, but just you actually being OPEN to these things then allows more ways for the Divine to get necessary information to you.

I encourage you all to NOT stop with this post.  Take this topic of the Power of Words and True Vibration of Words to the Divine for some discussion.

How to Create

You are a Powerful Creator – you are never not creating, you are always creating.  

But if you don’t acknowledge the FACT that you are a Powerful Creator, if you think that everything that happens in your life is by chance, just happenstance or sheer luck (good or bad) then you are creating unconsciously.  Well, that sure can, has and will continue to make a big mess.  Done with that yet?

So, how do you create?

First and foremost, we create through our Thoughts, Words and Deeds.  You must align your thoughts, words and deeds with your goal – always / all ways.

When you think about something, you put energy into it.
When you then talk about it, that puts more energy into it.
When you act on it, that puts even more energy into it.

Intention.  When it comes right down to it, everything starts with Intention.  Ya know the old line, “The road to hell is paved with good intentions”, well, whoever says that and be-lie-ves it does NOT truly understand Intention, how to set it or use it.  I’d dare say that they are confusing random, whimsical passing thoughts for True Intention.  In short, they don’t really MEAN their supposed “intentions”.

First of all, Intention is another “in” word (inward) implying that it starts from an inward place, from one’s Divine Self.  This is no little thing, ya know, to actually include your Divine Self in your Intentions.  And someone who TRULY means to Intend something also knows that when they are called to think (in a focused way… and mean it), say or do something, they WILL do so.  ‘Cuz hey, if they don’t TRULY plan on aligning their Thoughts, Words and Deeds with their Intention, just how “intentional” are they really being about manifesting something?!

Ritual.  At this point I want to discuss ritual because until you get good at setting Intentions, ritual can help you focus your Intentions.  And that’s really all that ritual is.  Ritual comes from “rite” which means “usage”.  Many think of it as a traditional thing but no, not at all.  Ritual is more personal than that… and more spontaneous.  You might come up with a ritual in the moment that you and no one else has ever used before or ever will again.  Again, and expanded – it’s a physical-level action that helps you focus your Intention.  We’re in a physical realm so our physical actions matter towards manifesting our desired creation.  Now, that action doesn’t necessarily need to be a direct action, as in… oh, let’s say you want a new house, a very direct action towards that goal might be to grab a hammer and a nail.  But ritual can be very much less direct, but yet is still physical.  You’re expending physical energy with the Intention (yep) of FOCUSING your Intention.  Intention piled on more Intention.  That ritual might be as simple as lighting a / some candles or holding a crystal you feel guided to, maybe… doing a “rain dance” or the like.  Whatever works for you, just about assisting in focusing your Intention.

Energy flows where attention goes.  Wherever you are putting your attention, you are feeding that energy.

Are you sure you’re feeding what you want to feed?  Fighting and resisting something is still putting energy into it.  What we resist persists.  

Now, I’ll have to refer you back to Intention.  The Intention you come from is really the biggest thing that determines where your energy is going.  You can change your Intention and yet, in some cases, you just might say and do the same things outwardly that you were before you changed your Intention – maybe, depending on what it was you were saying and doing before – is it truly in line with your goal? – but now you come from a different Intention.

Ok, an example of where you really DO need to change your actions: if you want to be healthy, you must think, talk, eat and live in a healthy way.  Wishing / hoping / praying / waving a magic wand doesn’t make it happen.  Again- You must align your Thoughts, Words and Deeds with your goal!  If you think or talk about how you’re going to get or you have some ailment because an ancestor had that ailment is NOT a healthy thought and will not lead to health.  Eating conventional food that is nutrient-deficient and / or toxin-laden will not lead to health.  Being an utter couch potato will not lead to health.

But here’s an example that is profound in our current world situation of where you can change your intention but may not really change your words or actions all so much:  Instead of “fighting / resisting” the cabal, just inform people about them, come from an Intention of getting to the Truth and sharing that Truth with others… so you can all redirect your energy, in this specific case – so you withdraw your energy from the cabal’s creations, so you also stop fighting their creations and instead just QUIT PARTICIPATING IN / feeding your energy into their creations, ‘cuz, as you’ll learn as you get to more Truth, “they” have hijacked your creative energies and have you unwittingly feeding their agenda, yes, in some cases, that includes merely by fighting it.  Yep, so, outwardly, in some cases, your words and deeds towards learning and spreading Truth may not even change, but that different Intention is a world of difference!  See Create Anew!

OF COURSE you’ll have to clean up your Thoughts and Words along the lines of fighting / resisting.  Stop saying “I’m fighting the cabal.”  You may as well be saying “I’m feeding the cabal.”  Here’s a better thing to say: “I’m informing my fellow human about the Truth of what the global cabal are doing… so that they quit feeding it… also.”

Don’t misunderstand though, you have every right, oh Heavens, you have every obligation to stick up for yourself and to set boundaries.  As I’ve said elsewhere, you are the piece of the multi-verse that YOU were put in charge of.  If it’s not YOUR job to stick up for YOU, then whose job is it?!   If there is ever a time when you have the full Power of God at your back, it’s when you are sticking up for yourself and you’re in the right to do so.  Mind my words.  I said “… at your back” for a reason.  God does not lead your life.  You do.  But when you are doing the Empowered, Sovereign thing to do, yep, you’ll have God’s backing… because you’ll be in alignment WITH God’s Power and Light… which is also about aligning with YOUR OWN Power and Light.  High time to remake that alignment.

And… “sticking up for yourself” is a much better INTENTION than “fighting the cabal”.  Capisce?!  Yep, even if how you actually go about it doesn’t change all so much.

Just flat creating what YOU want is even better yet!

Get really good at Standing in Your Own Power and you won’t draw a lot of garbage to you in the first place and… will more easily and quickly dispel that which does manage to find you.

As I talk about throughout this blog, don’t forget that you draw to you what you fear.  Release the fears and then you no longer have any reason to draw that.  Just keep in mind that there is nothing “criminal” with having fears.  If you repress fear thinking that you’re not “supposed to” have fear, well… you cannot RELEASE what you REPRESS.  You must let it surface, but then go about understanding what it’s about so you can release it.  The Divine would love to help you.

Emotions and Feelings further fuel or supercharge the Thoughts, Words and Deeds.

Emotions are also, more importantly, closely connected with Spirit.  So being in touch with your Emotions, understanding what they are communicating, will help you align your “Mini-Me” creations with the Divine’s agenda.  THAT is the biggest and best way to utilize your Emotional energy in your creations, is to just allow your Emotions to be the Divine Communication Tool they were meant to be and following the subsequent guidance that comes with that Emotional Communication.

But yes, in this process of Self Mastery, you’ll need to (re)learn what your Emotions are REALLY telling you.  Might be a bit different than what the programmed version of you thinks.  Ask the Divine for help on understanding what your Emotions are truly communicating to you.

KNOWING that something will happen helps to manifest it.  In part, it’s that thing of acting like that which you wish to manifest already exists.  Knowingness.  Not “knowledge”, mind ya (lol) in a lower-mind way, but knowingness in an intuitive / Divinely guided way.

Expectation holds a space for that which you choose to manifest.

Some say that expectation sets you up for disappointment.  I say – so what if it does!  In the short term it may very well come with some disappointment.  Are you going to squelch your joy and excitement of anticipating that which you care to manifest just for fear of a little disappointment?  (Fear.  That means you still have some things to work on.)

FEEL IT!  Feel it ALL!  The excitement of expectation… with a little disappointment from time to time.  What’s so frickin’ scary about feeling a little disappointment?  Ya know… for one who is a Master… or is working on their mastery.

And… by NOT getting excited in expectation of that which you care to create, you are holding back putting energy into that which you want to create.  Why would you do that?

To feel even less disappointment, make sure you are aligning your expectations with the Divine’s agenda.  You’ll then be combining your Knowingness (which comes from Intuition / Divine Connection) with your Expectation.  

The expectation then has to do with Big Picture / long-term goals.  For instance, I fully expect that this ascension project will be very successful.  Do I know exactly who will ascend and when?  Nope.

I’d say what’s most important is that you set your goals with the Divine.  And yeah, EXPECT to reach that goal.  But!  Little “Mini Me” you could stand to release expectation of the HOW to get to that goal.  Let the Divine provide its higher perspective to you on the how.  Because if you invest in some Mini Me expectation, then the REAL solution or path or what have ya, well, you might trip over it and not recognize it for what it is because you have invested in your own pea-brain-level expectation.  I like to use this analogy – if your goal is to be healthy and yet you think that what is required for that is doctors and money, but that is really not the way, then, yep, you won’t recognize the real path when it shows up.  Stay open to the Divine’s version of the “how”.

And, well, in a slow, dense realm like 3D, yes, it may take a while to manifest something.  Yes, you may have to hold your focus – using the proper Thoughts, Words and Deeds –  holding your energy, your knowingness and your expectation for a very long time.  So do it.  Remember, 3D Earth is the Masters Program, not kindergarten.

You know you can do it.  You HAVE BEEN doing it for quite some time now… but what exactly were you “expecting” and hence creating before?  Was it along the lines of “Worry is a prayer for something you don’t want” ?  You’ve held onto energy for extended periods of time by worrying about something you don’t want and have had plenty of personal experience with manifesting that which you put so much energy and focus on with your worry.  Yep, by this time, you ought to know that you can, have and will again hold the energy, focus, expectation of something long enough to make it manifest.  Now you can actually consciously create what you want instead of unconsciously creating what you don’t want.

And… BE PRESENT!  This moment is a gift, that’s why we call it “the present”.  And the Present is where / when we create.

Scott Adams had recently spoken of the old line “history repeats itself” but he said it has no business repeating itself because every moment is different.  Indeed.

Unfortunately programmed humans are into “re-acting” – acting as they have before – rather than responding – Responsibility, the ability to respond – to the present moment.  Their programming keeps them from BEING PRESENT and also from having to take on the Responsibility of thinking, judging and discerning for themselves IN THE MOMENT… without bias, without prejudice, ya know, without carrying energy from old moments into the present moment… without having some unthinking, unfeeling robotic, programmed “box” to put everyone in.  (*tsk tsk* “But GAF, thinking / discerning is just so bothersome.”  Whah!  Poor mindless, heartless programmed, silly, robotic humans.  Oh, don’t bother them with such hard work.  Eee gad!  LOL)

Time to be a heretic, which literally means “someone who thinks for themselves” and to release Duality’s hard and fast / black and white rules, which cannot possibly take into account the varied and subtle differences from one moment to the next.  Don’t even think for a second that you have the next moment figured out BEFORE YOU GET TO IT.  Trust and Flow!  You’ve got what it takes to be the Powerful Creator God/desses that you were meant to be… Responding to the Present moment.


When you first start off on your healing and enlightenment path, in your transitioning process, which is 4D, Life and the Divine conspire to demonstrate to you what a powerful creator you are and you may find that as you CONSCIOUSLY master your creation abilities, while in 4D transition, you can easily and quickly draw to you what you desire.

But, when you have “completed”, that is, when you have finished your ascension process, what I call being “ascension-ready“, at 5D consciousness levels, but are as yet not totally transitioned to 5D, you will be in 3D still, “in the world and not of it”.  This is your time to serve!  You may not be manifesting much at all for yourself “out there” in the 3D realm, past supporting your vital signs… and supporting your Service Work.

If you need it, it will be there.  If it’s not there, you must not need it.  If you’re really having to work really super hard for something or every move you make towards something seems to be thwarted, perhaps it’s time to check in with the Divine to find out what you REALLY need.  It may not be what your “Mini Me” pea brain thinks it is.

When you are Complete, first, you’d best serve yourself (in not driving yourself bonkers) and others by aligning your “Mini Me” will with Divine Will.  You are here during a planetary ascension.  You are here to help the collective now, sometimes in ways that you could not before your completion.  I can’t emphasize enough – get in alignment with the Divine and your Soul Mission of this Planetary / Collective Ascension… because nothing else matters… AND not much else of anything is going to manifest.  Gaia Portal said something about that recently:  “Egoic creations are ignored.”  If you like exercises in futility / pissing up a rope, then go right ahead and attempt to manifest your personal mansion on the Riviera… when the Divine has other business for you to tend to.

And don’t act like that desired Riviera mansion will somehow demonstrate to your fellow human how joyful you are or advanced or whatever, ‘cuz gee, no spiritually unadvanced people have ever had mansions on the Riveria… right?  Yeah, right.

You are here to demonstrate how you ARE Joy and Abundance, by nature, no matter what your outer circumstances.  Material things don’t give you joy and many folks with plenty of material things know this first hand.  You ARE Joy!  Just let yourself be your True Joyful Self.  It’s not something you have to seek, but more something to just relax into… ‘cuz it’s already you.

And you could stand to get into a different sort of “Life of Abundance”, a more Divine-centered / soul-centered Abundance, which shallow, materialistic ways won’t give you.  It’s not about being “impoverished” or the like (*shrug*, well, maybe), it’s just about having your priorities straight. Perhaps being bogged down with material crap is crippling your ability to do your light work.  So what?  Do you honestly think that when you are doing the Divine’s Will (ya know, YOUR Divine Will) that suddenly the Divine will quit supporting you?  Really?  Ye of little faith.  Again… If you need it, it will be there.  If it’s not there, you must not need it.  That pretty much applies to everything, including material things and experiences.  Perhaps there’s an experience you want or think you need, but do you?  Did it occur to you that the experience right in front of you, in this moment, is just EXACTLY what you need?!  Maybe it’s not personal.  Perhaps YOU don’t necessarily need that experience FOR YOU, but perhaps it serves your Service Work TO OTHERS!

Yep, you learned to make yourself your top priority.  The Divine guided you on how to stand on your own two feet, to be an empowered and sovereign being.  Now that you finally and truly know how, it’s now time to serve your fellow human.

It’s time for you to start asking the Divine about THE ASCENSION (the entire project) and not just about your own bidness. Dare I say… time for big kid pants. 🙂

How long can you hold your focus for a collective ascension?  Long enough to make it manifest?

“Making miracles is hard work, most people give up before they happen.”
~ Sheryl Crow – “Maybe That’s Something”

How much of your time, effort, energy, focus will it take?  ALL of it!  No really.  There is nothing else to focus on, to put energy into… past keeping your vitals signs – which is about being grounded, NOT about being caught up in the old disempowering paradigm, but being realistic about and honoring your human, physical self AND getting down to the business of actually living your Soul Purpose, being that which connects Heaven and Earth… yep, connected on BOTH ends.

And if and when you get into the flow of following Divine guidance, you won’t be spinning your wheels or chasing your tail or wasting time and energy about something that is just not important or is just an out-and-out DISTRACTION.  Then you’ll find you have plenty of free time, just for you and your enjoyment (important that you tap into and share your Joy with the world)… if you just follow guidance.

Acknowledge that everything else that is going on in your life is supporting you in your Soul Mission.

Be Present!

Ascension Update 5

God gave me info through Tarot today about The Ascension.

(cards indicated by bolded, bullet points below)

  • Giving and receiving, balancing of polarities.

Ah.  I heard that and thought – Masculine and Feminine.  Balancing and integrating those.

And yes, there seems to be some need for this message now as I observe (am shown) “out there” that some folks want to swing the pendulum from patriarchy to matriarchy.  Nope, not what’s being called for here.  We don’t have time for that Dualistic nonsense.

Time for Balance, Wholeness and Integration.  

And “giving and receiving”…

… for those who saw my last post… everywhere I look I keep coming across this Service to Self (STS) / Service to Others (STO) crap (Ra Material / Law of One b.s).  Argh!  I’m being shown just how pounded into lightworkers’ subconscious this “belief system” is.  I had to laugh at the last time I saw it, it was in comments and yet it was to someone that could stand to hear the STO side of this and yet, I know they get the Serving Self concept so just probably dismissed it anyway.  LOL.

But!  Folks!  If you want UNITY, you’ll have to release Duality!  Most especially when it comes down to things which, in this world of Duality, can be expressed as Masculine or Feminine… ya know, everything. lol.  Learn about Duality so you can remove yourself from it… so you can put the pieces together and Unify.

Masculine and feminine energies are not “opposites” but complements, as in “to complete”, they complete each other.  Swinging back and forth between this is “good” and that is “bad” and just flip-flop the this with the that and all is well.  NOT!  You can’t keep wanting to “throw out” or “kill” parts of yourself or exchange this part for that part and expect to be WHOLE and INTEGRATED.  Time to “re-pair” – put the pair back together, the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine in Sacred Union within EACH of us, not in that dysfunctional “my other / better half” nonsense.  As if someone else could complete YOU.  No, you complete yourself.

I’d recently interacted with someone who thinks that 4D is about heart and 5D is about mind (*rolling eyes*, sorry, but it just had to be “said”) and that somehow heart is good and mind is bad.  They also recently spoke of swinging from a patriarchy to THOUSANDS OF YEARS OF a matriarchy…. and that ascension to 5D is some grand conspiracy to make us somehow leap over heart and go straight to mind.  *shaking head*  Goodness sakes.  As if we haven’t already been camping out in left-brain lower mind, ya know, since we’ve been in the patriarchy for quite some time.

In their reality (don’t make it your reality folks) 4D = Heart = good (not accurate), while 5D = Mind = bad (again, not accurate).  So, they have dissed Dimensions / Densities (Ds) and also themselves in that, clinging to a Dualistic mindset (while they scream to the high heavens about “heart”) that promotes the idea that some Ds are “good”, some “bad” and some parts of self are “good” (heart) and some “bad” (mind).  They are also part of the “Ra Religion” apparently and deem Other to be “good” while Self is “bad”.

Completely clueless.  Clearly demonstrating how steeped in Duality they are… and are NOT consciously aware of that.

This is Duality 101 here… and this person fancies themselves a gnostic.  Me thinks that they found their “esoteric knowledge” (gnosis) in a book (or a few 100) OR perhaps they got it out of a Cracker Jack’s box… and not so esoterically – INWARDLY!  Mmm.  And I am seeing that this person who has served as a good example of a bad example is in “good company”, as in, there are many, MANY more lightworkers who have been caught up in some obviously insidious disempowering belief systems.

Now, as far as the mind goes, we have been too steeped in mind for a very long time, nothing new there, overusing our pea brains at the detriment of our body, emotions and spirit (intuition).  But that still doesn’t make the mind “bad”.  Maybe we are underutilizing the communications and wisdom from our body, emotions and spirit because this world had brainwashed us into thinking those parts of us were “bad.”  Enough already!  Time to stop dissing any and every part of Self.  Time for balance.

  • Be aware of your Words and Intent.

Yep, been getting that whole “Power of Words” theme coming up also.  And it’s all tied together.

Folks, we create through our Thoughts, Words and Deeds.  Mind your words!  Now we’re in Creation 101.  This is as fundamental as it gets.  Get this!

Are you mindlessly parroting something you learned years ago, even when you yourself have, through PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, come to realize that those words you continue to parrot aren’t really so true?  “LIGHTWORKERS” this needs to stop!  If you TRULY want to serve others you’d best be more self-aware than that!  We have enough going on with those who very intentionally want to promote darkness without “lightworkers” mindlessly assisting the cabal agenda (and obviously still operating under the cabal’s programs) by broadcasting far and wide this disempowering nonsense.

  • You are now at a point to reap results from the positive efforts you have made in the past.

Folks, it’s time for some “fine tuning”.  So, SO many of you out there get what I’m telling ya here, but you MUST align your Thoughts, Words and Deeds with your goal if you want to reach your goal.

You all seem to think / feel it’s so very important to get your message out and yet you keep being part of the problem instead of part of the solution, because you are not cleaning up your language to match the housecleaning you’ve done inwardly.  Folks, I shouldn’t have to tell you that it will get downright uncomfortable for you if you don’t align your outward expression with your inner knowingness… and you’re at a point where you can make this SUBTLE BUT VERY PROFOUND shift, this refinement of your energy right now, quickly and thoroughly.


Too Long a Soldier

Dedicated to the Light Warriors.

Did you know soldier comes from a word that literally means “solid” ?!  …which in turn means “safe” and “entire”.

My eyes have seen the glory and the suffering and the pain
I’ve been too long a soldier
Too long, too long a soldier
I’ve been too long a soldier

Rock on Light Beings.

Dress Rehearsal


It’s almost showtime.

There are still many folks out there in the world who are unawakened.  Unawakened to both the mundane and the Heavenly.  They don’t know the truth of the horrors of this world and who has been running it.  They also don’t know the truth about themselves, who they really are.  Life is about to thrust the truth of the world all up in their faces.

They could use your light.

Have you rehearsed?  No really.

Ya know, we can all blabber away online and it’s great that we do document things as we go, never know who it may be useful to down the road.  But for the most part, when we do that, we’re preaching to the choir.  If folks are reading your writings, watching your videos, it’s probably because they are awakened.  Yep, the choir.  There’s really no reason to even have any concern whatsoever about those folks.  They’re on path.  Score!

But the unawakened could use your help.  In many cases, those unawakened souls will not be interacting with you online and through your sites, but in your day to day life, out there, in person.  In some cases it’s just strangers who have a brief interaction with you.

That’s your chance to be the Spiritual Minuteman, the Spiritual Opportunist.  Seize any and every opportunity, no matter how brief, to bring a wee bit more light into someone’s life.  You won’t often get time to have lengthy discussions.  So, how can you get the biggest bang for your buck in your brief interactions with your fellow human?  Have you considered such?  What words will you use?  What concepts will you convey in a sentence or two?

I like to use the following as an example, but your interactions may not involve this topic, but just to give you some idea…

When speaking of those who have been secretly running this world for many years, I like to use the word “cabal”.  Most people who don’t know about the cabal don’t even know that word.  With just that word, you’ve conveyed an awful lot more light / information than you would with, oh, say, “globalist” or “establishment” or the like.  People will probably ask you to repeat the word and they’ll be looking it up first chance they get.  You just shifted their paradigm with one word.

We silly lightworkers often like to use little one-liner wisdom tidbits, such as:

“Energy flows where attention goes”,
“What we resist persists”,
“We create through our Thoughts, Words, and Deeds”,
“The only way out is in”,
“Lightwork is an INSIDE job.”
“If you need it, it will be there. If it’s not there, you must not need it”, even things like
“What you think of me is none of my business”, etc.

You know, things that stick with people much like advertisement jingles, little lines that make them think, perhaps even set them back on their heels.  What tiny wisdom tidbits do you have that you like to share?

What other ways can you “meet” folks “out there”, get their attention, create an excuse to share some light?  My old “Fire the Grid” T-shirts (I have two) always have and still do get people’s attention and often inquiry.  I can get totally “left field” on ’em at that point.  😉  lmao  Back when I was consuming books, often being in the middle of half a dozen at a time, I would almost always have a book with me wherever I went, including sitting at the bar… whether I actually read any of it or not and I made sure I held the cover up or laid it facing up so that people could read the often very interesting book title.  It very often resulted in some very fun, interesting and Spiritual-Opportunist conversations.

Folks, get ready.  BE ready.  Ask the Divine to help prepare you to be the ultimate in Spiritual Minutemen.  Uber Spiritual Opportunists.



I’m going to invite you to (re)read my Service to Self, Service to Others post.

There are WAY too many lightworkers out there who are still MINDLESSLY (and I don’t mean that in a good way in this case, sometimes it IS good to “lose one’s mind”, but…) parroting this “Ra Material” (and how many other channeled ETs) nonsense about STS / STO.

As someone who wrote a book with the subtitle “Top Priority: Self”, I just can’t stomach all these lightworkers putting out such DARK and disempowering nonsense as to even imply or allow someone to infer (which would be easy to do when using such lingo as STS / STO) that Serving Self is somehow “bad” in some way.  So, SO disempowering.  AHH!

If you get where I’m coming from, please help me call all these lightworkers on the carpet about the silly, dysfunctional and disempowering notions they are putting out there.  Oh Heavens, send them this post!  GAWD but this sh*t is frickin’ old!

What sits in the back of my mind as I write this is… years ago, Byron Katie wrote that she had never been much of a spiritual person and yet she’s always lived by “Love thy neighbor as thyself.”  Problem was – she didn’t love herself.  As drag queen Ru Paul says, “If ya can’t love yourself, how the hell ya gonna love somebody else?”  Indeed.

Below is a comment I left someone recently.  They received it well and they understand what I am saying… but they could stand to clean up their language.

“With the choice of Creating reality through either the perception of STO or STS.”

I have to call b.s. on the STS / STO bidness.

First, this whole either / or thing is very dualistic, limiting and not reality. “We leave a more “dualistic” view behind…” Actually not. The whole STS / STO nonsense IS dualistic. Others are “good”, self is “bad” nonsense. You even speak of them as being “polarities.” *shaking head* Purdy darned dualistic.

The truth of the matter is, the goal you are shooting for is TO SERVE, period, whether self or other. But PRIORITIES matter.

I told someone else this the other day:

“The whole concept that Service to Self is bad in some way is some of the most disempowering programming running on this planet, even before Ra (and a whole host of other ETs started talking this STS / STO nonsense) and above the veil also as ETs didn’t get it right either.

ETs needed to learn some things about these things. They have. Unfortunately, many of the “Ra Material” RELIGION followers cling very dogmatically to their religion and belief system… and that OLD, outdated (ya know, since ETs have learned some since then) Ra Material… and they have their priorities screwed up because of their Ra Material / STS-STO be-lie-fs.

In this regard, the flight attendant has much better info than Ra does as the flight attendant wisely advises to… put on your own oxygen mask before assisting others with theirs… because that’s the proper order of things.”

See more here:
“In reality, TRULY serving self is actually what best enables one TO serve others.”

I’ve understood AND LIVED this prioritization, putting self first, for many years and it is what has ENABLED me TO serve at the high level that I have. I had and still have my priorities straight.

*name*, from what else you’ve written, here and elsewhere, I know you get what I’m saying. But we create through our Thoughts, Words, and Deeds and anything that even implies, even if just initially or whatever, that serving self is bad is the kind of thing that would make me say a line that people often say to children who cuss – “Language!” It’s kinda along the same lines as Christians saying “God-fearing”. Again, “Language!”

Don’t take my word on this, just let me provide you with the next question you can take to the Divine… over this STS / STO nonsense.

“The only “constant” in Creation is “change”.” Perhaps it’s high time to change up your language concerning such.

Also, just to say… my focus right now is on those who are new or yet to awaken to the whole ascension thing and first impressions mean a lot. I have been familiar with this whole STS / STO mentality (if you will) for many years and yet at first glance, first impression it’s just reinforcing Joe Average’s disempowering program of putting Other above Self. They really don’t need help with that.

Love Alive

“Love Alive”

The sky was dark this morning
When I raised my head
I stood at the window
Darkness was my bane

Suddenly a sunbeam arc
Thrilled me to my weary heart
It was the prettiest thing I’d ever seen

I knew I had to keep my love
Keep my love alive
Keep my love – keep my love alive

Baby I want you to roll me
Hold me in your love
No more habits, promises and jive

Ever since I was a baby girl
Wanted one thing most in this world
It was to keep my love –
Keep my love alive

I gotta keep my love –
Keep my love alive
Keep my love – keep my love alive

You’re up there under the spotlight
Your silver trophy shines
With all you got, my lord!
You must get high

You need a whole lot more than money
You need more than to survive
You gotta keep your love
Keep your love alive


Or Luci… for short.  🙂

Excerpt from Awake & Aware – Top Priority: Self :

Demonization of Lucifer

This leads us now into how Lucifer, the light bearer has been demonized. For a good, concise history of the term Lucifer, see:

The term Lucifer was only used in the Bible once. It was in reference to a fallen Babylonian king, not a fallen angel or an “angel” of any sort. Lucifer is Latin for “light bearer / bringer.” Latin. So of course that wouldn’t be in an old Hebrew manuscript. In the Hebrew text the expression used to describe the Babylonian king before his death is Helal, son of Shahar, which can best be translated as “Day star, son of the Dawn.” (As the afore mentioned article states “The name evokes the golden glitter of a proud king’s dress and court much as his personal splendor earned for King Louis XIV of France the appellation, “The Sun King”). So when translated into Latin, yes the term Lucifer meaning “light bearer” would be a good choice. Amazing that “the light bearer / bringer” morphed into the Prince of Darkness. Hilarious actually.

Lucifer is associated with the planet Venus as it is the brightest thing in the sky past the Sun and Moon. More specifically, it is Venus when it is the Morning Star, low in the east in the morning. When Venus is the Evening Star, low in the west in the evening, it is called Vesper. Fundamentalist Christians could stand to note that the Bible has Jesus referencing himself as the morning star. I would guess that the concept of Jesus being a “fallen angel” wouldn’t sit well in a fundamentalist Christian mind. The symbology, in this case, is more about an awakening of consciousness than anything else.

The planet Venus is the lightbringer, the first radiant beam that does away with the darkness of night. It is a symbol of the development of the divine light in man, for the first awakening of self-consciousness, for independent thinking and the real application of free will. It means the bringing of the light of compassionate understanding to the human mind. In this broader view the connection of the morning star with Jesus makes good sense, because compassion is the essence of Jesus’ teaching.

From “Some Light on Lucifer” by Ina Beldris

The metaphor of Lucifer being applied to the Babylonian king had to do with him thinking he could rise above God. Little ‘g’ god perhaps? What “god” are we talking about here? A jealous one perhaps not the One True God?  

Regardless, this was word play to do with the fact that since Venus is in an inferior / lower orbit than Earth, we never see it traverse across the sky as the Sun and Moon do.   So it could not rise as high as those two orbs. The king could not rise as high as God / god.

So, somewhere over time, through translations, the idea of an evil fallen angel was concocted. I’m not sure that this was all that unintentional. Since Lucifer ultimately meant Venus as the Morning Star and Venus represents feminine energy, then perhaps those wanting to maintain the imbalance of the patriarchy may very well have been demonizing feminine energy.

The icon of “the devil” is also a conglomeration of feminine symbols and “connection” symbols put together. How ‘bout them there horns. Michelangelo made his statue of Moses with horns. Some say this is a misinterpretation but I can see it may be a very intentional use of the Language of the Birds (the Green Language). The horns represent the connection to spirit. According to the Wikipedia entry for Michelangelo’s Moses:

The mistake in translation is possible because the word “keren” in the Hebrew language can mean either “radiated (light)” or “grew horns”.

Another interesting interpretation of these horns can be found online in the article called Moses and Those ‘Horns’ by Eloise Hart. An excerpt from that article:

Here possibly is where the idea of horns originates. For in the Mystery language horns are the sign of the successful neophyte, of one who has passed the dread tests of initiation and quite literally touched divinity.

The red of the devil represents the bride or sexual feminine energy. (White would represent the pure youthful sister feminine energy and blue would be the old wise woman feminine energy. Huh. Red, white and blue.) So, gee, two birds with one stone there – demonize women and sex by making “the devil” red. It’s my understanding, decades ago, the Vatican admitted that “the devil” icon was of their own making. Not that that admission helps much to undo the damage done since this icon has become “common knowledge”, never mind untrue common knowledge.

The corrupted use of the term Lucifer has most certainly, over time, become it’s own entity in the collective conscious, a rather nasty entity, but a rather universal meme at this point. This situation reminds me of a sci-fi book I read years ago called Cirque. It was millennia in Earth’s future and the city of Cirque sat on the edge of an abyss. The citizens dumped their garbage into the abyss along with willing all their “sins” into it as well. After many years something started to grow there and it was rather nasty. Our story reminds me of that novel because in our ignorant and veiled state we have dumped our crap onto an entity we’ve dreamed up named Lucifer. OUR crap. Nothing quite like shifting responsibility. And we’ve done it for so long that the story of that character has grown into something quite nasty. If there were any “fallen angels” here it would be us. We Earth humans. Stuck under a Sea of Glass as William Henry tells of. And just like a glass ceiling, this Sea of Glass is there but we can’t see it. And yet awareness of it plays a huge role in our ability to pass through it. We can regain that connection to spirit, grow our horns if you will, by becoming aware of that veil, that Sea of Glass.

In this discussion I can’t help but talk about angels in general. And interesting that Lucifer would be considered an angel. I’ve often wondered if angels are really entities or would it be more accurate to say they are energies. Then tying such symbols to math, are archangels the same as arc angles. Angels are supposedly here to serve human kind. Perhaps in our dense state of being we have such a tough time wrapping our minds and hearts around what angels are that we’ve collectively personified them as a way to tap into that energy. We can utilize that energy by calling on our personified image of them.

What’s interesting for me concerning Lucifer is that the collective idea / creation of what Lucifer is never resonated with me. I understand the Hebrews never have considered there to be some “devil” type entity. I’d have to say I’m with ‘em on that count.

If I were to personify Lucifer it would be like this: Lucifer anchors the world of polarity and duality, basically the world of illusion or Maya as some cultures call it. And also Free Will, so we can have the experiences we choose to have here. He does what he does because we asked him to. An ungrateful job for sure since we don our veils, cross the river of forgetfulness and check in here with little to no memory of setting up this whole video game ourselves.

And in this personification, Lucifer, the Light Bearer is there to catch us when we reach a low point. Even if we go so deep into darkness that we drop out the bottom, we still end up in a place of light, in the Light Bearer’s arms. Hey, as long as we’re dreaming things up and creating our own reality, how’s about we make it a good one.

And associating Satan with Lucifer has never sat well with me either. The article Some Light on Lucifer by Ina Beldris had this to say:

There is yet another reason why it makes no sense to read the Devil into Isaiah 14: the traditional role of Satan in the Old Testament. Satan comes from the Hebrew satan, which means “opponent” or “adversary.” According to Strong’s Concordance, this word appears in 1 Chronicles, Job, Psalms, and in Zechariah. In Psalms “satan” is used both in the plural (accusers) and in the indefinite sense (an accuser). In Chronicles and Zechariah its usage is ambiguous, while in Job “satan” as The Accuser appears only in the first two of its 42 chapters. It is important, however, to keep in mind that the texts of the Old Testament did not reach their “final” version until after the Babylonian exile. Before this exile there is no evidence in Hebrew scriptures of an Accuser as a force that opposes God, and even after the exile it is still doubtful. Though the story of Job is very old, its final version is dated after the exile, after the Hebrews came into contact with the dualist Zoroastrian religion with its god of good and its god of evil.

Yes, the dualist Zoroastrian religion. So we’re talking from Persia (Iran) which is next to the area of Sumeria / Babylon (Iraq). Now we’re back to Enki and Enlil who account for “God’s” (more like gods’) schizophrenia in the Old Testament, which may have been built, in part, from Sumerian texts if you trace it back far enough. Enlil was the one that wanted to use Enki’s newly designed human beings as a slave race. He also very much wanted to keep humans in the dark about divinity, technology and pretty much anything beyond what the five senses can detect. So, ah yeah, I could see how the people living under that rule could view that as evil and also how Enlil could fit the role of “Satan” as “accuser” and “adversary.”

Dodging the Arrows

A while back, someone had said something to this effect: “No one talks about the consequences of shining one’s light.”


Make no mistake folks, when you bring light to a world of darkness, your light creates chaos.  Creates it.  No doubt about it.

I chuckle at all the lightworkers who talk like chaos is “bad” or undesirable in some way.  They point to the fact that the cabal likes to create chaos.  Yes, they do, but they are often their own worst enemy and are rather clueless about chaos.  Good thing for all of us… on both counts.

Creating chaos is the reason why we “lightworkers” are here.  We didn’t come here to “fit in”.  We sure as hell didn’t come here to just leave everything to continue going down the destructive path it had been on.

Dual meaning of Chaos = Crisis or Opportunity.  Which do you choose?

Yep, people’s “little demons” will be SO ticked and yep, they may lash out at you.  Your light is shining into another person’s darkness, stirring the pot.  And that IS desirable.  By stirring their pot, your light has provided them an opportunity to see all that sludge at the bottom of their pot, to give them half a chance to know they have some healing work to do.  And I say “your light” as opposed to “you” stirring their pot because there’s a good chance that you may not even have to say or do anything with some folks, just being in the same room might be plenty enough.

And yep, their darkness will come out and shoot arrows at you.


Like the second of “The Four Agreements”:

2. Don’t Take Anything Personally
Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering.

Those arrows flying at you are not about you.  The “archer” may not be consciously aware of that… but you can be.  Now that you know, there is no reason FOR YOU to allow it to be about you, ‘cuz it’s not.

Don’t engage with them from the same re-active energy that they are.  As an old friend and their spouse used to say about arguments “Remember the rule – only one crazy person at a time.”

And I say “from the same energy” because your INTENTIONAL ENERGY is what matters.  You may or may not engage in discussion with someone.  And ya just might even “speak their language” right back at them.  If someone comes at me speaking asshole-eze, (like Chinese), well, I figure that’s the language they understand.  And hey, I just happen to be fluent in asshole-eze… lucky for them.  Speaking “their language” may not always be what’s called for, but sometimes it is just the thing to actually get their attention.  Just be present and flow with your intuition.

But regardless, even if speaking asshole-eze to someone, I come from a different energy, a different Intention and you can bet I’m coming from a conscious intention while their re-active energy is more often than not unconscious, although even if someone may be aware of their issues and triggers, if they are still getting triggered then they still have some work to do.

And that Intentional energy matters.  Your Intention is the biggest part of your whole exchange with people.  And don’t think they won’t detect the difference.  They might even do so consciously.

Perhaps at that point in the interaction a wry smile :-/ (breaking the “dead pan” gaze 😐 ) or a wink would be in order.  😉

Let their arrows fly right on by and just beam love at this person.  Yeah, easier said than done.  Do it anyway.  lol

And right there is an example of “re-sponding” rather than “re-acting” (acting as you have before).  I often think of re-spond like “transpond” – take the incoming energy and transform / transmute it before sending it back out.

If you do “allow” others’ arrows to hit you, then you know that you yourself have more to work on, if you’re still taking THEIR schtuff personally.

And when such things no longer bother you, you’ll know you’ve reached quite a milestone in your healing and self-empowerment process.  Let’s toast that achievement in advance.  Cheers!

For the Love of Big Brother

See that old timeline sailing by.  “Like a train passing in the distance… “

The bullet dodged.  Before ya know it, it’ll be far in our rear view mirror.  Just a few speed bumps between here and there.

Let’s celebrate the passing of the Orwellian timeline… while we can still see it… eh?

Skin Problems

I’ve recently had a case of psoriasis.  It’s not typical for me to have skin issues.  I know some lightworkers have had skin issues as they work through their process and I’ve felt for ’em and figured it had to suck.  I’ve now had my small taste of it and yep, it’s been confirmed – it sucks.

So, I thought I’d bother to document my experience here, one of the biggest reasons being to demonstrate to the newbies how this whole Divine guidance thing works.  You may not get your guidance in exactly the same way as I do but nevertheless perhaps this will help ya get the flavor of it.  Intuition and paying attention play major roles.

… and also to provide some physical-level / nutritional info that may help some folks.  Frankly, I do believe I found the smoking gun on this one and I’ve been my own lab rat for this.


So… Initially, I got the psoriasis, mostly on my right hand, ring finger, but also a bit more across my index and middle finger and my pinky knuckle and one tiny patch on my left index finger.  It eventually took over a fair amount of both hands.

Me being me, I wanted first to know the energy behind this.  So the following comes from Louise Hay’s book “Heal Your Body”, which describes the thought energy (Probable Cause) behind physical ailments (Problem) and provides an affirmation (New Thought Pattern) to repeat and remind yourself of the new energy you’d like to take on.

  • Problem:  Psoriasis
  • Probable Cause:  Fear of being hurt.  Deadening the senses of the self.  Refusing to accept responsibility for our own feelings.
  • New Thought Pattern:  I am alive to the joys of living.  I deserve and accept the very best in life.  I love and approve of myself.  

The probable cause didn’t resonate all so much here, but I have had relationship stuff on my mind – past, present and future – and that’s what shows up here throughout, so yeah, I get it.  But regardless, I’m absolutely on board with the new thought pattern for sure.

Many more components to this though, some of which did absolutely resonate as far as the current thought and emotional energy I had going on, not necessarily that the thoughts were chronic or problematic but just happened to be the thought energy at the time when I first got the psoriasis so I look at it as those thoughts determined where the outward symptom would appear, even though it runs deeper nutritionally (see later on), but we’ll look at a few components:

  • Problem:  Right Side of Body
  • Probable Cause:  Giving out, letting go, masculine energy, men, the father.
  • New Thought Pattern:  I balance my masculine energy easily and effortlessly.    

The part here that resonated a bit – Giving out, letting go – giving and letting go, like with new and old relationships respectively.

I’m not too focused on the whole masculine energy thing here because I’ve had a repetitive-stress fracture at the base of my left thumb for quite some time.  At the physical level, that has to do with picking up a laptop computer too many times over too many (ascension-hell) years and perhaps not in the most proper way.  I’ve adjusted things in that regard and it’s not been doing too bad but I did something to it again here recently so I’ve been putting arnica on that.  Then one day I jump up to save the pot on the stove that was threatening to boil over and hey, I’m not used to moving very fast for years now, and I slammed my left-hand ring-finger knuckle into the corner of the doorway.  lol  So, if I have masculine / feminine things going on it’s obviously at least balanced.  lol  But I can so relate this back to relationships.  So, we’ll cover that side too:

  • Problem:  Left Side of Body
  • Probable Cause:  Represents receptivity, taking in, feminine energy, women, the mother.
  • New Thought Pattern:  My feminine energy is beautifully balanced.

So now, hands:

  • Problem:  Hands
  • Probable Cause:  Hold and handle. Clutch and grip. Grasping and letting go.  Caressing. Pinching.  All ways of dealing with experiences.  
  • New Thought Pattern:  I choose to handle all my experiences with love, with joy and with ease.  

And fingers, specifically the ring finger where I had the worst patch of psoriasis:

  • Problem:  Ring finger
  • Probable Cause:  Represents unions and grief. 
  • New Thought Pattern:  I am peacefully loving.

This resonates to do with releasing old relationships and embracing new ones.

And Louise also said that a rash is about frustration over delays.  Yep, I’ll definitely buy that one.  Try as I might to just be present and yep “look forward to… ” a wonderful future, I’m just so ready to move on!  … with my / a life.  But yep, enjoying some things lately that I haven’t been able to for years – getting out ‘n about to walk, get fresh air and sunshine, to dine out, hit a happy hour or two.  Ah, semblances of a life again.  And I flow with it as I know that not only is this enjoyable in the moment, but it’s preparing me for the future, ya know, when I have a life at levels like never before!  Easing me back in.


So now, onto the physical level.  My default for research on physical-level causes of ailments is always “nutrient deficiencies”.  That went in my search engine along with “psoriasis”.  What I came across that resonated (getting confirmation from the Divine by using my dowsing rod, my best “yes / no” answer tool) was zinc deficiency.

So some things I found out:

  • Zinc is a trace mineral we need.  Don’t need much but do need it.
  • Zinc and copper compete for absorption, so too much of one can deplete the other and sources of copper that people don’t think of are water pipes and copper cookware.  We need both copper and zinc but need the proper ratios.  Vegetarians / vegans (not me, but just fyi) will be even more susceptible to copper buildup and hence zinc deficiency.
  • Zinc can be depleted from the body from stress.  (Gee, like the stress of ascending a planet, ya mean like that?  lol  And, in my case, a few self-induced physical-level stresses as you’ll soon read)
  • The body has no way to store zinc so you must get it through food on a regular basis.
  • Zinc is involved with hair and skin, wound healing and pH balance.

Some info on psoriasis and zinc deficiency.

And some info on  different forms of zinc supplements, to see which are most absorbable, etc.

More info on zinc here and here.

And here I’d like to say “keep reading” (a ways down) because I just had personal experience with one of the biggest causes for nutrient deficiencies of all sorts…


These things below I do regularly, but it was now time to do them daily until I healed.

I took multivitamins (which had some zinc but not much), liver support supplements, antioxidants, some immune support herbs and magnesium (which is also a common deficiency and aids in absorption of some other minerals and nutrients) for a week before I finally got my hands on a zinc supplement.  Had a bit of a mini-detox due to all that.  After I got the zinc I did other supplements only when guided to.

I also took vitamin E, which is always good any time you need to heal and it’s used by the body for repairing damaged skin.

I started doing pumpkin seeds and kefir daily.  The first kefir I had was non-dairy made from cashew milk and cashews are high in magnesium.

I did flax oil daily.

I took baths with epsom salt (magnesium), sea salt and eucalyptus essential oil.

Best my skin has felt in an overall way for quite some time due to all of the above.  Ah, a good dose of self nurturing.  My elbows, knees and knuckles are no longer dry.

I used some (very old, lol) polysporin (that my roomy had) on the worst of my psoriasis with a band aid and it helped it feel better.  I noticed one of the components in it was bacitracin zinc, which is an antibiotic actually made from bacteria… but, ah yeah, zinc.  May be something to that, but it was also helpful to just have some salve of some sort on it to soften the skin and open the pores so it could drain, which made it stop itching.


During the ascension-hell years (starting early, like 2010 or so) I have gotten quite a few moles and skin tags.  I’ve not had much luck at finding what that was about.  I’ve found some info that a potassium deficiency can contribute to that, but that has not resonated and I eat a lot of high-potassium foods (mostly tomatoes and avocados) and God wasn’t telling me that was the issue either.  So, if I continue with the zinc, I’ll be curious to see if that clears up also.  I know that fruit seeds / pits like the “bitter almond” from apricot pits can and do help with such but I’ve just not gotten to that yet.

I’d smoked tobacco (natural, hand-rolled cigars, not too bad as far as tobacco goes) for 3 years between 2012 and 2015, purely for something to do during the ascension-hell years as I’m really not a tobacco smoker, just got completely bored outta my gourd in an outward way as I had been a human-antenna, shut-in and isolated, exhausted… and bored… for too many years.  My body finally had enough of that tobacco thing though and made itself clear on that one.  I went for about 5 months without smoking then started to smoke some wacky tobaccy, so been doing that for over 2 years now.  It has been no where’s near as harsh on me as tobacco.  Throughout all of the smoking, my throat and lungs haven’t hurt, I’ve had no problem breathing, don’t often cough, but nevertheless I knew I’d asked a bit much of my throat and lungs in recent years and would have to say that even though they’ve been working fine, they did feel a bit raw at times and mucousy (excuse my Buffy-ism, lol).

Seemed like I’d remembered there was a lung-skin connection so I looked that up.  See here.  And that says the spleen is tied in also.  I have reason to think I may have had mononucleosis about a decade ago and my spleen hasn’t been completely well since, even though I do astragalus and GSE (grapefruit seed extract) semi-regularly, both of which help a lot but it’s not completely gone away.

My hair is fairly gray too and I’ve been taking some Fo Ti / He Shou Wu for that but wasn’t real religious about it until recently and yet, here again, has the zinc been the missing piece?  I do see that Fo Ti is a good source of zinc and other goodies.  I got gray hair at the temples at midlife / Uranus opposition and took Fo Ti for several months and it went away.  It was not as gray as it is now though and again… hmm… that zinc thing.

Some of my passing thoughts as this all went on:

  • For years I’ve known that outward symptoms indicate inward problems.
  • I thought of an anti-smoking poster I’d seen years ago in a high school that showed the portrait of a teenager with what was perhaps tar and nicotine all over their face and it said, “What if your outside looked like your inside?  Would you still smoke?”  I looked at my hand – yep, again, outward symptoms of inward problems.


In late 2014, which I found out later, was when the Divine quit using me for Energetic Service Work, I could tell I wasn’t being used for Energetic Service Work anymore but my physical energy wasn’t bouncing back.  6 months later, since I didn’t know how long my car would last, I started shopping at a natural food store that was more local.  One of their specialties was sandwiches, which I started to indulge in.  I have also kept bread around, which was unheard of for me for many years.  I have eaten more gluten and dairy in the last 2 1/2 + years than I had for many years.

Gluten and dairy (and also soy and corn) have casein in them, which is what glues are made out of, and they coat the beginning of your small intestines (duodenum), which is where you would normally absorb the bulk of the nutrients from your food, but the casein prevents nutrient absorption.  

All old news to me.  Prior to this, for many years, my gluten and dairy consumption was reserved for all-natural desserts (eaten away from other food) or perhaps a time or two per month I’d go out for breakfast and just break all the rules.  These things were not gone from my life, they were just a rare treat.

But after 6 months of not doing Energetic Service Work and yet not bouncing back in my personal energy, just completely used up, I was just fed up with being exhausted and stuck in a holding pattern waiting for others to step up and relieve us – and in no way was I anticipating then that I’d still be here almost 3 years later waiting for the 2nd wave to step up enough to allow for the 1st wave’s ascension – not to mention pretty bored with my ascension-hell existence, so comfort food seemed like just as good a choice as any.  lol

So, that all was obviously catching up to me… and time getting away from me – time being so very meaningless by this point and yet I still have to deal with time to some degree even when “in the world and not of it”.  I’d done a Tarot reading somewhere in all this and one message that came out was that I “lost my grounding”.  Grr.  In the world and not of it and yet have always been well grounded.  I so blew it.  lol  I guess after years of intense Energetic Service Work, I figured I deserved an extended “treat” but it don’t work that way.  And sadly, silly brain-dead me, it took me asking the question over and over “Why did the deficiency happen and when?” before it hit me – oh duh!  I’ve been eating gluten and dairy regularly FOR YEARS!  O.M.G.

Nothing quite like using myself as a guinea pig… to essentially be a good example of a bad example.   😐  *face palm*  And yet 3 years of throwing my hands up in regards to food still hasn’t done the number on me that 4 years of intense Energetic Service Work did.

In the last year or so, I’ve also started to do quite a bit of iced tea.  Through the years I always had bottled iced tea around, but on average might do one single-serving bottle every other day.  Well, I was up to a quart / day, every day and usually with my food.  Not good.  This is like so many areas in my life where I have come full circle… back around… to where I never was in the first place – I’ve never been a huge iced tea drinker, but hey, I was just twiddling my thumbs anyway so might as well have an experience or two while I’m still here.  lol  Gawd.  So now I find out that coffee and tea, especially when drank with your food, can block zinc absorption.  It’s recommended to wait at least 30 minutes after eating to drink coffee or tea.  If you insist on drinking tea with your meal, consider putting lemon in it, the vitamin C in the lemon will help you absorb zinc and other nutrients.  

I’d say that most everything I’m telling you about here played a role in my manifestation of psoriasis, but these last things I’ve mentioned – gluten, dairy and tea with food – I’m sure are the biggest factors.  And those are the same factors that play into MANY people’s ill health.  Our bodies can put up with a whole hell of a lot – smoking, pollution, etc. – IF we fuel them properly.  It’s kinda tough for our amazing 3D carbon-based bodies to work their wonders when we aren’t getting enough nutrients or eat things that block nutrient absorption.

So… I’ll be cleaning my act up again.  Groan.  I must say it was nice to “let my hair down” concerning food for a while.  It wasn’t good for my physical health but I must say it’s been enjoyable to eat…oh, I don’t know… a grilled cheese sandwich… and just not care.

And it’s been enjoyable to eat better again also.  Just had some out-of-the-ordinary experiences to shake it all up a bit.


Then what may have been what really pushed me past the tipping point is that I had been shopping at natural food stores, but the local place closed for a couple years while their building is replaced… then my car broke down (*shaking head*) so I’ve been walking locally and scrounging what I can.  One local store is attempting to cater to the natural-food-store customers so has taken on more natural, organic products but it’s taken a while for them to make that shift and I’ve eaten out more than I have for years and also eaten more stuff with refined sugar in it than I have for years.  I’m sure I saw a nitrate or nitrite or two also, amongst other bad nasty food additives.

My teeth got plaque for the first time in years because of the conventional food.  I’d also been using Alex Jones’ “Super Blue” toothpaste recently since my roomy and I have been testing out his products, which was great as far as my gums went (and tooth problems as old fillings are falling out and I see that the barbarian dentists had drilled my teeth down to where there was almost more filling than tooth), but I had to go back to brushing with baking soda to combat the plaque.  And my teeth were staining too, which again had not been happening for years and during the ascension-hell years I was so not brushing my teeth every day, too exhausted, and yet still didn’t get plaque and staining when I was eating pristinely and brushing with baking soda.  I’ve done sweets my whole life but when I can shop at a natural food store I can get desserts made with whole, raw sugar.  Totally different thing.


One day I was searching the internet for something completely unrelated – because this is how these things work, accidents never happen – and came across an article from about 15 years ago from a chiropractor.  I was so supposed to read it because it truly had nothing to do with what I was searching for but I was so drawn to it and completely sucked in by it.

One thing this chiropractor spoke of was – if you have some symptoms of something and you are treating it and doing so properly – like taking the right supplements for a nutrient deficiency – and yet the symptoms aren’t going away quickly, it may be because those particular symptoms are not the only things going on, but just the ones that you can see or are most bothered by, but it may not be the most urgent thing that needs tending to – again, outward symptoms of inward problems.

They also said that the body will go into triage mode and address the most urgent thing first, but will not fully heal one body part then move onto the next, but instead will go back and forth.  They gave the example of something that was adversely affecting both kidneys and heart, but kidneys more so, so they get top priority, but it makes no sense for the body to fully heal the kidneys 100% only to have the heart give out a few days later.  The body will tend to the kidneys long enough to stabilize them then do some work on the heart… because now it’s the heart that is the most urgent since the kidneys did get some healing.


So that message was brought to me before I got the zinc supplements.  When I started taking the zinc, I knew I was getting better right away but there was definitely an ebb and flow of things, two steps forward, one step back kinda thing.

I’ve been taking the zinc for just 2 weeks today and for the last two days I have seen a major breakthrough happening.

First, I couldn’t help but notice that my throat and lungs feel better and cleaner than they have for years (the problems developed slowly but the healing is happening fast and I can’t help but notice the difference).  Ah, yes, healing the inward issues.  And I’m still currently doing the wacky tobaccy and yet my lungs are quite happy to use the zinc for healing anyway.

A couple days ago my psoriasis had seemingly turned the corner and stopped with the ebb and flow and was just continually getting better.  The inflammation stopped happening and the skin just needed to finish healing, which I am observing happening by leaps and bounds.

I’ve felt a bit lethargic in the last couple days and sense it is because my body is putting on a big healing push.  God confirms.


So, bottom line, for me, the psoriasis was caused by a zinc deficiency, which was caused by eating too much gluten, dairy and tea, especially due to consuming all of this with (or too close to) food as these all serve to block nutrient absorption.

See Healing – Physical for more info.


Hope that helps some folks.  Not a fun experience, but my body did what was necessary to communicate to me – the body never lies – and I did my part by listening to it and the Divine and following their guidance.

The Lie of Omission

… and related ways of duping, manipulating and oppressing humans that the global cabal have used… such as revisionist history.

Yep, just like Winston Smith’s job, in George Orwell’s “1984”, working as a reviser of history at the Ministry of Truth.

“Those who control the present, control the past and those who control the past control the future.”  ~  George Orwell

Yep, if you have control over information in the present, you can change the way that people see the past.  That then steers their creative energies in a certain direction and hence determines the future.


Hmmm… let’s start here… someone online said something that got me thinking.  What I got out of it had nothing to do with the angle this person was coming from and yet a significant point came from what they asked.

So, the setting is this current world situation where cabal stooges (both the knowingly so and also the unwitting) use race-baiting as some of their latest “divide & conquer” tactics.  There was discussion of race going on in some online forum and I feel that this person asking the following genuinely could not understand how we got from point A to point B on this.  Yeah, I hear that.

So, what this person online said was something to this effect:

“Any European could tell you that Spanish people, i.e. people from Spain are white.  How is it then that the “hispanic” suddenly become “people of color” when they are from the Americas / Latin America?”  

Yes, why indeed would someone of Spanish ancestry be considered “brown” or a “person of color” and yeah, just because they were in / from “Latin” America (again relating back to Spanish)?

Now, there is certainly a bit of blurring of lines and meanings since many times “hispanic” refers to people who speak Spanish and yet that somehow gets blurred into an ethnicity in some way.  Sorry, but if some blonde-haired, blue-eyed Scandahoovian were to speak to me in Spanish, I wouldn’t then call them “hispanic”… would you?

And yet, can any of us truly deny that there are plenty of Latin Americans who are not creamy white.  Nope, they indeed are brown, which the cabal stooges with all their race-baiting / divide & conquer so love to point out… and yet these Latin Americans are repeatedly labeled as “hispanic”.

Do I really need to point out that their “brown” skin, in most cases, comes from American Indians of various tribes?  Kind of a “duh” isn’t it?

And yet, even though we are constantly reminded of their “non-white” status, we also keep hearing them being called “hispanic” – the emphasis is on their European ancestry not on their American ancestry… which is what gives them the brown color.  I guess the cabal stooges are kinda getting mixed up on all their deceptions and kinda giving themselves away.  Yes, dear cabal, why ARE the “Latin” Americans “brown” and why don’t you ever reference THAT ethnicity?  If they are purely Spanish, they would not be brown and if they are brown there’s more going on there than just pure Spanish… but we’re to call them hispanic.  Obviously too many lies for the liars to keep track of.


Also, all this hubbub about sports teams having supposedly “derogatory” American Indian names… well, first, I sincerely doubt that most Joe Average American Indians even give a crap at all, let alone are offended by sports teams having American Indian referenced nicknames / mascots.  Perhaps only “liberal”-college-educated American Indians have a beef with such.

But I’d like to make you all think about some things here.  Ok, let’s just go with this idea that these team nicknames / mascots actually are derogatory in some way.  Fine and well, then change the stinking names.  But I’ve yet to hear of anyone actually proposing that those (supposedly) “derogatory” American Indian references be replaced with another American Indian reference that held them in a better light.  Nope.  No proposals of that… only of just ERASING any reference to American Indians.

Nothing new to that concept.  See video I left in comments on America for more on how the cabal have done their best to hide / erase any evidence of American Indians even existing in some cases or being anything other than “savages” in other cases (and also some evidence of the Anunnaki being in the Americas).


Sadly, the brainwashing and revisionist history does seem to work.  Here’s a story.  About a decade ago, I met this person who is Puerto Rican.  In our conversation, the Mayans came up.  I said something about how the cabal have people thinking that the Mayans were all killed off or otherwise “disappeared” from the face of the Earth somehow.  I said there are still Mayans in the world.

This Puerto Rican said, “Funny you should say that…” and proceeded to tell me… years ago, when they lived in Puerto Rico, they had a friend in Florida who wanted to move to Seattle and planned on packing up their car and taking the long drive.  The Floridian asked their Puerto Rican friend if they would come over to Florida and take that long drive with them.  Yep.

So they were driving through Montana and saw a sign for an Indian reservation.   The conversation went something like this:

The Puerto Rican asked, “What is that?”
“An Indian reservation.”
“Indians?  You mean like cowboys ‘n Indians?”
Laughing, “Well, yeah.”
“So what’s that sign for.  Is it like a museum?”
Laughing, “No, that’s where the Indians live.”
“Where they live?  But there aren’t any Indians anymore.”
“Yes there are!”

The Puerto Rican made their friend turn around so they could drive through the Indian reservation to see the Indians for themselves because they just couldn’t believe it.

They told me they had that notion – that there were no longer Indians in the world – put in their head as a kid and it stuck.


Here’s a story about King Tut, Tutankhamun, who could have been known as Tutanaton instead.

You see, the suffix to his name, the “amun” part had to do with the Egyptian pantheon of deities.  This is where the term “amen” comes from.  How many Christians would keep saying “amen” if they knew it was technically pagan?  Ha, ha, ha.  But then again, many a Jew and Christian disrespect paganism having no clue that Judeo-Christian scripture is paganism hidden in plain view.

The suffix “aton” had to do with “the one god”.  I won’t say “the one TRUE god” because that is not what the whole “aton” thing was about.

Akhenaten (-aton), was a “Hyksos”, which in ancient Egyptian meant “rulers of foreign countries”.  (See Michael Tsarion for more on the Hyksos.)  The Hyksos basically invaded northern Egypt and performed a coup and Akhenaten became the Egyptian king.  The Hyksos were the ones to introduce this concept of “the one god”, but they really didn’t care about the “one TRUE god”, no, it didn’t really matter all so much which one god it was.  Their motive was to dumb people down.  They did a bit of looting too of gold statues and such in the name of getting rid of the pantheon of deities.

Later, King Tut had pressure on him from both sides about which suffix to use on his name.  This essentially had to do with how the Egyptians as a nation would view Spirit / the Divine.

King Tut, the boy king, even though young, obviously had a few things going for him.  You see, he could understand the concept of one god (essentially the All That Is).  That was no problem for him, but he argued that even if taking on this new concept of “the one god”, perhaps there was still a place for the pantheon of deities.  Indeed there was there boy king.

The Egyptian pantheon of gods later morphed into Greek and Roman gods – our solar system planets’ names.  No accident there.  Across the board, the stories of these gods provide Archetypal and Initiatory Rites information about the Earthly realm and the human experience.  So… you might have guessed… the archetypal info about these Egyptian / Greek / Roman pantheon of deities is, in part, describing the energetic influence from the planets, etc. who bear these “deity” names.  Much information there on how to navigate this human, Earthly experience.  There was indeed very valuable information for humans in the pantheon of deities and yes, it was the Hyksos’ desire to dumb-down and control the Egyptians that made them push their one-god theory.


The Romans and the Catholics, in the 4th century, through the Roman Emperor Constantine the Great and the Catholic bishops of the Council of Nicaea did a similar number on the world when they put the Bible together.  They looked to the entirety of the world’s recorded, documented information and produced just one book from it.  You can bet the Lie of Omission is huge in regards to the Bible.  It’d be kinda like in today’s world where Chris Cuomo from CNN is telling everyone that only the press can look at Wikileaks and no one else can – “Oh no, don’t look over there.  We’ll tell ya all ya need to know.  We’ll be your one source.”  Yep, the Romans and the Catholics were kinda losing their influence / control and wanted it back so they made one book, and kinda like the Hyksos with their one god, the biggest part of this “one book” thing was that it was the only one that anyone was to be focused on.  Don’t look at that whole world of information, no, only look at the one book that they want you to look at.


“Jesus” of the New Testament is a composite character, meaning that the stories are about more than one person but they are lumped together under the “name” of “Jesus” and you can bet that a lot of all of their life stories got left out.  A whole lot of lie of omission there.  In today’s world, especially in news reporting, people might call this “controlling the narrative”.   Yes, sometimes the fake news people will just flat out lie, but their biggest tact at controlling the narrative is to just leave out information – more than likely EMPOWERING info – that they don’t what you to know about and also overly emphasizing other things, all to fit their control agenda.


The Catholics also hid away information about Duality and the Sacred Feminine / Sacred Masculine / Sacred Union by renaming the feminine aspect of the Holy Trinity as the “Holy Ghost / Spirit”.   (See Interpretation … of Stairway to Heaven post for a bit more on that.)  Yes, they hid the powers of feminine energy and also of sexual energy away from Joe Average but they kept it to use themselves.  The Vatican is full of men, supposedly celibate men (obviously homosexual drug orgies don’t count  😉  ), but the cardinals dress in red – the “sexual bride” part of the Sacred Feminine – to bring energetic balance.



These days, the leftists keep trying to associate the whole white supremacy / KKK (Ku Klux Klan) thing with those on the right.  Nope.  lol  I’ve heard some folks correcting this “stinkin’ thinkin’ ” as of late, but I’ll come at it from the direction I learned about it, and that was a lot of years ago and no, sorry, don’t have any handy dandy references, only a story.  I’m sure God and Google can help you with the rest.  And hey, I’m not responsible for “your” truth anyway, you are.  😉

The way it was presented to me was… way back when, when the KKK first started – contrary to today’s conventional thinking – they did not threaten, intimidate and kill only blacks.  They did indeed do so with others also.  So, then what did the victims of the KKK have in common?  They were Republicans.

The blacks had just been freed and given voting rights.  Many of them were drawn to the Republican party since it was more spiritual / religious as were the blacks themselves.  Suddenly there was a hoard of new voters, created out of thin air, who were mostly joining the Republicans.

The Democrats were not happy and used some pretty nasty ways to work towards solving their new problem.  Yes folks, the KKK came from the Democrats.


These are just a few examples of the Lie of Omission and other deceptions that have happened down through time that many folks still don’t know about and new revisions of history are obviously still going on in recent times.


I had a bit of discussion with someone a while back.  We spoke of healing and clearing out “shadows”.  It ended in a mention of purity because of name meanings.

And yet, in our quick-fire discussion, when it comes right down to it, we weren’t talking so much about a state of purity, but really more the process of purification.

The alchemy metaphor of turning lead into gold is about turning a mundane-level human into the god/desses that we truly are.

When you heat metal, the dross (impurities) rises to the top and can then be skimmed off, leaving only the pure metal.

The healing process is the “heat” applied to humans (metal) which drives the impurities (dross) to the surface (bringing subconscious programs to a conscious-level awareness)  where we can acknowledge and examine them, then clear and release them.

The concept of “crossing the Lake of Fire” is the same.  We walk through the “fire” of healing to burn off the dross of the disempowering programs that were planted into us in this Earthly realm.

And this discussion started with… we don’t need to seek love, joy, peace, abundance, all-knowingness, etc. because we ARE those things naturally.

People just need to clear out all the crap – fears, ego issues, disempowering programs, old emotions they repressed – which is a result of living in the old 3D Earth paradigm.

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”  ~ Rumi

Sadly, far too many lightworkers want to have all those awesome things that we naturally are without going through the purification / healing / shadow-work side of things.  They think that the “train” that goes to “Heaven” is going to allow them to bring all their baggage with them.  Nope.  That old 3D level baggage is too low of frequency, it won’t be allowed through.  Cling to it and YOU won’t be allowed through.

The only humans who don’t need to heal are those who already have.  If anyone tells you that healing is not necessary for ascension, then, I’m just gonna say it – they don’t know what they are talking about (misinformation) or they are intentionally attempting to lead people astray (disinformation).  Period.


Folks, there are no “shortcuts”, no work-arounds, no way to cheat the healing and ascension process.  You’ll only be cheating yourself.  You can’t skip the healing process or go around it, you must go through it.

The dross of disempowerment will not let loose of the metal of a human without the fire of healing.

Individuation and Collectives

Each and every one of us is an Individuated Soul having an Individuated Experience.

We are also part of a Collective.

Well, many really.  We’re in the “All That Is” (God’s) collective for sure, but also in many sub-collectives, the most important one in this moment being the human collective as we pull off a planetary and human-collective ascension.

It does not serve / is not serving you or any collectives you are a part of to deny either side of this – your Individuation or your Energetic Connection to the Collective.

Collectives are made up of Individuals.  Collectives themselves don’t “do” or “be” much of anything, only the Individuals within those collectives do.  The collective isn’t healing per se, but the individuals within it are.  If you think the world’s consciousness needs to be raised, then raise yours!  (thank you Lao Tzu) ‘Cuz that’s how it’s done!

I’m not going to remember the exact quote or who it was from, but someone told the story of a spiritual teacher and their student.  The student had awakened to the fact that they were One with everything, but in speaking of it, they made it sound like they were not an Individuated entity any longer.  The teacher then asked if the student was warm.  The student said they were warm.  The teacher said, “Then who is feeling that?”

And all that needs to occur is that one wakes up to the fact that they are at One (atonement – at-onement) with everyone and everything else because we are ALWAYS energetically connected to the collective, to everyone else.  One just awakens to that fact.  Nothing else changes in a general sense, but much can now change for the awakened individual.

Unfortunately, many lightworkers / spiritualists are still stuck in Duality.  They get all “either / or” about things.  Like the afore mentioned student who thought that awakening to their Oneness with All meant that they were no longer having an Individuated experience.  Not true.  We are always connected and yet are having an Individuated experience.  It’s not “either / or”, it’s “and / both”.  Yep, at the same time.  Let go of the “either / or”, the hard-and-fast / black-and-white rules of Duality.  

I love to express that Power and Responsibility go hand-in-hand.  You only have Power over that which you are Responsible for and you only have Responsibility for that which you have Power over.  And that would be YOU!  You are the piece of the Universe that you were put in charge of.  You don’t get to make choices for others and that includes after you wake up to the fact that you are connected to others.  Changing “I” to “We” really doesn’t cut it.  If you said “we” about something, implying that you are including me in that, well, I’d have to tell you to get your funny ideas off MY creations.  You don’t get to make my choices for me – ever.  Capisce?

But what you DO have is influence.  What each Individual within the collective learns or heals goes onto the “Telepathic Collective Innernet”, if you will, and the energetic connection between us all provides opportunities for us to benefit from each other’s learning / re-membering (putting the “members” back together – body, mind, emotions, spirit).  We have energetic influence on each other.

And as I’ve said before, Love is a higher vibration than Fear and hence has more influence.  Careful about your disempowered desire to put Love in a cage (more on that), as if to say that Love is all “nice” and fluffy and Fear looks all creepy.  Not necessarily.  To your “inner demons” / disempowered programs Love – and the Truth that goes with it – is one scary frickin’ thing!  Especially the straight-forward, “tough love” sort, which I’ve come to notice is more perceived as “tough love” by those on the receiving end (in their programmed state) than those dishing out that supposed “tough” love.  I can give it to ya straight all day, every day and don’t feel “tough” at all about it.  It sometimes amuses me though to see someone squirm so… really under their own inner knowingness… that I just re-minded (put the mind back into it) them of.  And in those moments, those moments of Truth, regardless of whether one’s True Self cares to respond in any way, one’s dysfunctional, programmed self often has a very knee-jerk re-action (acting again as you have before) because the Truth threatens its existence.

Christ energy has been associated in esoteria with “The King of Terror”.  Why?  I’d guess that many a lightworker who has intensely resisted their process, resisted surrendering to their own Divine Self, denied the reality of this ascension scenario and their own service work as part of that, well, they could probably give you some idea of what the hell is so terrifying about being Christed.  Advice?  A little less resistance and denial makes the ride a little less bumpy.  As the old joke goes, is that the voice of experience talking there?  Sure is.  I had just enough resistance way back when to convince me not to do that anymore.  I guess I’m just not a very good masochist (although someone needed to tell that to those “upstairs” / above-the-veil and to laggard “seasoned” lightworkers who refused to step up and take Responsibility – the ability to respond – when it came time for us forerunners to do the Energetic Service Work which was originally meant to be theirs to do, read this blog to understand).

When some individuals in the collective awaken / heal / raise their frequency / raise their consciousness, that influences others.  And because of entrainment, the lower frequency naturally wants to rise up to the higher frequency.

So, no matter how you slice it, YOU are your top priority.

If you’d like to help others heal, the best way to do that is to tend to your own personal Individuated healing.  You won’t do that by shirking or denying your Responsibility in your own personal healing process or by obsessing on helping everyone else’s healing, which is just distracting you from your own healing.

And being all “love and light” or “kumbaya” or (to get all Bud-beer on ya) “I love ya man!”, well, that stuff looks nice – so much for cosmetics – but it’s not accomplishing much towards this ascension effort.

It’s a matter of priorities.  As I’ve said before, just like the flight attendant instructs you: Put on your own oxygen mask before assisting others with theirs.

Do you really think that person next to you who is waiting for your assistance with their “oxygen mask” really needs to hear “I love ya man!” right then?  Especially in dissertation form?  They’d probably just like some assistance with their own oxygen mask, thank you very much, as they are dealing with sheer survival, but instead they’re hearing you yammering on about “love thy neighbor” instead of getting your own danged oxygen mask on!  All talk, no action.  All foam, no beer.  How’s about you demonstrate your love for your neighbor by loving yourself enough to do what it takes to complete your healing and ascension process.  Ya know “love thy neighbor as thyself.”  Byron Katie wrote a book called “I Need Your Love – Is That True?”  She said that she never really had been much of a spiritual person, but she has always lived by “love thy neighbor as thyself” – problem being: she didn’t used to love herself.  Yep, loved her neighbor as loved herself – she didn’t.  She’ll get no awards for uniqueness there, that’s been the sad story of pretty much all silly humans in this world.  It all starts with Self Love.

Yeah, yeah, I know some of you so want everyone “out there” to be all healed and I truly do hope you’d like to help with that since it is ultimately your soul mission after all… but… You must make and keep yourself your top priority.  How much will you help the next person heal when you’ve yet to heal yourself?  How much will you help the next person raise their consciousness when you’ve yet to raise yours?  What real good is “love thy neighbor as thyself” when you don’t even love yourself?  You can only give as much as you’ve got. 


Something to remember in all this is that Other just might have a little something for you too.  Jordan Peterson had said something to the effect of – embrace the fact that the next person just might know something you don’t.  Ya don’t say.

“We are all here on earth to help others; what on earth the others are here for, I don’t know.”  ~W.H. Auden    

LOL, well JP (above) just gave ya a clue!

Here’s some not-so-small examples:

Many New Age lightworkers tend to be left of center politically and even though some of them have been doing their inner work, they still can’t see straight about the present-day global cabal and often serve the cabal as useful idiots, ya know, parroting the msm and pushing progressivism, having no clue what agenda they serve.

Many Judeo-Christian types can see the present-day cabal, can name names and list their crimes against humanity and yet don’t understand how the global cabal used religion early and often to dumb them down and disempower them and made them dis the wisdom of Paganism and the archetypal information of the Occult… even though Western religious scripture is STEEPED in Pagan and Occult symbolism – hidden in plain view.  Yep, still plenty of useful idiocy going on right of center also.

Hey, one of the latest persecuted groups in this world are the Christians – you’d have to be blind, deaf and dumb (as in stupid) not to know it – but that doesn’t mean that the b.s. that Christians have been fed is true.  What the persecution is is just more of that tired old divide and conquer tactic that the cabal ought to be well-known for by this time.  Keep people dumbed down and brainwashed and use them against each other.

The left, both the past more sane version and the more recently off-the-rail “progressive (communist / socialist)” duped version of the left have actually helped the right get to a more sane and centered place.  Oh hell, the cabal have helped with that also.  Case in point, many brainwashed Christians used to have (some still do) a case in the ass (all puns intended) against gays, but once the “awakened” Christians saw that the cabal is all about killing EVERYONE, well, that helped snap many a Christian out of their dissing of gays and be more “live and let live”.

Regardless to how the cabal have used one religion against another in “divide and conquer” fashion, what’s even worse is how religion has been used against its own people, to oppress and dumb-down its own people.  Many a disempowered and brainwashed Christian and their preachers have certainly done a number on oppressing their own.

Once Joe Average Christian actually wakes up to their own Christ within (go to The meek shall inherit the Earth post and search for “Christ-I-Am”) instead of waiting for some past Christ to swoop in and “save” them, well, look out world because the cabal gig is most definitely up then.  I might go so far as to predict that the EMPOWERED Christians, who acknowledge their own Christ within, just might fly right by many a New Age lightworker (LW), especially if said LWs fight their own awakening about today’s global cabal who make the enslavement of socialism sound so very attractive.  I’m amazed that there is anyone who doesn’t understand at this point, that “both sides” of, well, frickin’ everything has been hijacked by the global cabal.

And why lightworkers, of all people, still identify with any political label is beyond me.  Wake up!  What you want is the truth, not another be-lie-f system with its control agenda.

The New Agers contrarily can see the old cabal tactics used by religion, especially concerning dissing Pagan and Occult wisdom… even when they are clueless about the present-day cabal.

Plenty of be-lie-f systems to be shattered yet… all around.  How will YOU face the shattering of YOUR be-lie-f system?  Don’t make the mistake of thinking you ARE your beliefs.  No, you HAVE beliefs and you’ll be much better off without them.

Yep, you are here to help others, but the “others” just might have some help for you too.  You all have some things to learn from each other.  Please be what I call “good students of life” and bother to keep learning.  I feel sorry for those who know it all since they have nothing left to learn.  What a drag that must be.  *yawn*

(and… when will they / you all get over identifying as “left” or “right”?  You’re still stuck in Duality.  Time to get to Unity and some Masculine and Feminine INtegration!)

And folks, down through the ages, you can bet that what the global cabal have most wanted to keep from you is your ability to ascend out of this Earthly realm, to keep you from knowing who you truly are.  They have kept the truth of God, dimensions, ascension and most significantly your own creative powers from you.  The planetary and collective ascension that is happening RIGHT NOW is the single biggest reason for the control through history and for the major uptick in recent times to attempt to gain complete and utter control over all of us.  Not only are they having “time pressure” due to many people waking up to them, the Ascension Project is moving forward (finally even beyond linear ways), which is REALLY putting a time-crunch on the cabal.


But you must get your priorities straight.  Tend to your own healing as your top priority.  Tend to the “in here”.  Nothing does more towards helping your fellow human than that.

And why is that?  Because of your Energetic Connection to the Collective.

Do you see how both parts of this are intertwined?  And both are important?


I’m still seeing some rather advanced lightworkers still talking about 3D and 4D physically separating.  *shaking head*  No.  Not happening.  As I’ve said before, 3D and 4D go together.  Enough with attempting to “escape” 3D.  Those folks still firmly in 3D are your mission.  This is NOT the time for lightworkers to be leaving those 3Ders.  It’s time to REALLY connect to them.  If you’re “scared” to be in the same world as 3Ders, you yourself still have some work to do, some fears to release, some “3D” to release yourself yet.


I always like to remind people that the words “Individual” and “Indivisible” come from the same root word.

(Who’s really different here?  Who is the individual?  lol)


Don’t act like the Individuated Experience and the Energetic Connection to the Collective are mutually exclusive, like it’s one or the other, either / or.  That’s Duality thinking there.  They most assuredly interconnect, as all does.  But don’t drop the ball on your part in all this by denying your own personal Responsibility (ability to respond) of your own healing process.

I laugh to see lightworkers who deny their Individuation as they try to escape the work of their own healing process and they’ll scream “collective” stuff at ya… oh, up until they actually manage to hammer out their own healing and ascension process all the way to completion, then they start denying all that “collective” stuff when the topic of Service to the Collective comes up.  lol

It’s called light “work” for a reason.  But ya don’t have to get all down about it and make “work” seem like a dirty word.  You don’t need to quit using the word “work”, just change your attitude about it.  Look that word up and see all its meanings so you know and maybe you could stand to drop the associations you may have with work = chores / drudgery.  Do you really think that artists think artwork is some major drag?

Lightwork is a Labor of Love that we perform here – both literally and figuratively.  With the right attitude it’s the most Joyous Labor of Love that could ever be.

Read Awake & Aware – Top Priority: Self for more on how to get your priorities straight.

Sacred Symbology

I’d thought about writing about this a while back, then find this video today (below).

He’s discussing the symbology of Baphomet (and some other things).  This is an example of Sacred Symbology that the global cabal use and so folks who know about the cabal often (wrongly) think that the symbol of Baphomet is evil.  Nope.

I’ve felt it is / was one big, fat representation of Duality – Light and Dark, Heaven and Earth, Feminine and Masculine, etc.  This fellow is obviously in agreement.  But hey, as long as “they” have you thinking that Baphomet is “evil” then you won’t bother to learn about the Duality that the figure of Baphomet points to.  And if you don’t understand Duality, you’ll have a tough time stepping out of it and into Unity.  How do you unplug from something that you don’t even understand you are immersed in?!

There are numerous representations of Feminine and Masculine energy – Moon and Sun, woman’s breasts but implied male genitalia with the rod of the Caduceus… with the two snakes, which again represent the Feminine and Masculine components to Kundalini energy stored at the base of the spine.

This fellow gets it covered and I don’t agree on all he says and he gets off on some tangents, but he’s making you think and that’s always good, plus he’s entertaining.  lol


So… let’s get into this Sacred Symbology, shall we.

Just like with Michelangelo’s horned depiction of Moses, the horns represent Divine Connection.  See the wavy lines around the horns on Baphomet.  It indicates energy waves.

Also the goat head and horns look like the uterus and fallopian tubes so there is Feminine energy represented there.

The goat legs to me represent animalistic nature, including Earth element / mundane desires.

The wings can be angelic and yet also represent Air element.

Not sure what that round thing is behind the Caduceus but it seems to have scales on it and it’s located near the 2nd chakra / desire / sexuality / reproduction – Water element.

The Fire element seems to be represented with a flame from the crown chakra.  Appropriate since Fire is associated with Spirit.

“Solve” and “Coagula”/ Dissolve and Coagulate – “separate” and “join together” – like the breathing in and breathing out of the whole Separation experience and recovering from that and Unifying again.

The two-finger mudra of both hands, one pointing up, one down kinda looks like the Prana Mudra or Mudra of Life (I see there is some difference between the two hands, one has the thumb tucked and the other open, it all means something) and to me that two-handed gesture together represents the prana tube connecting Heaven and Earth through the being.

If you’d like, plug “Jesus mudra” into your search engine and see how many depictions of Jesus you find using various mudras.  Then, if ya care to, look up the mudras and find out what they mean.


And… from wikipedia:

Since 1856, the name Baphomet has been associated with a “Sabbatic Goat” image drawn by Eliphas Levi which contains binary elements representing the “sum total of the universe” (e.g. male and female, good and evil, on and off, etc.).  On one hand, Lévi’s intention was to symbolize his concept of “the equilibrium of the opposites” that was essential to his magnetistic notion of the Astral Light; on the other hand, the Baphomet represents a tradition that should result in a perfect social order.

What I’ve bolded there… that’s what I’m telling ya, the “Sabbatic Goat” image is one big, fat representation of Duality!  And Levi seemingly understood Duality and how important INtegration of polarities was… regardless of who later hijacked that symbology and what their intention / purpose was to use it.

The cabal kinda understand “duality” and have many depictions of it, but ya know, most especially at this late date, “satanists” themselves probably don’t truly know the meaning of the Baphomet symbology.  As I think was attributed to the character of “Jesus” talking to the establishment, and I paraphrase: “You have the knowledge, you won’t let anyone else have it and yet you yourselves don’t know what to do with it.”  The knowledge spoken of was esoteric knowledge, but yes, the establishment / cabal keep attempting to use esoteric info in an exoteric way.  Just clueless.

No such entity as “Satan”.  Satan is just a word that means “adversary” or “accuser”.  It’d be like if you were a boxer and instead of just referring to the other guy in the ring as AN opponent, you instead start calling him Opponent, as if that were his name.  I will give ya though, those who associate themselves with / worship “satan” absolutely take on adversarial and accusatory energy and consciousness, indeed they do – and words, like everything else, have energy and vibration, so by using that word over and over, yep they’re tapping into the energy of that word – but that doesn’t turn that word into an actual entity.  This has certainly served the experience of Duality though.

No one by the name of “Jesus” either, so Christians have that in common with Satanists – they both worship non-entities.  The character of “Jesus” was / is a composite character – based on actual stories from MANY different people’s lives, all lumped together under one “name”, based on many Pagan archetypes from many cultures throughout history, but also on the Gnostic Christians.  They were the New Agers of their day, here to help usher in the Age of Pisces.

The stories of the New Testament are rather archetypal though and hence useful – the Spanish pronunciation of Jesus, ya know, “Hey Zeus”, may give you some clue to archetypal info imbedded in that “name”… just like all the pantheon of gods symbology / archetypes.  All these “dieties”, in various cultures across the world, aren’t entities either.  It’s EXTREMELY useful information to humans though, just need to understand how to interpret the info.

These dieties represent energies that one is immersed in while on Earth or are the personification of energies that one can draw to themselves and use.  So, not ENTITIES, but ENERGIES.  One example – Ganesha in the Hindu religion is a god of wisdom, success and good luck and the Hindu tradition calls Ganesha the Vighneshvara. “Vighneshvara” in Sanskrit language means one who is the lord of obstacles or difficulties so calling on “Ganesha” can help YOU overcome obstacles and difficulties.

Why have and use archetypes and allegory?  For the same reason that the character of “Jesus” used parables – to appeal to humans’ right brain, which is about Intuition.  It also then becomes a sort of “shorthand” if you will.  For example, in the Ganesha info in the prior paragraph, I have highlighted what energies Ganesha is about.  But by calling on Ganesha, you are essentially saying all of that… by just saying one word.

So… when I hear of Christians calling on Jesus, I have no issue with that, even though Jesus is not an entity and has no business being “worshipped” whether he was / is an entity or not.  What folks are actually calling on by calling “Jesus” is Christ Consciousness.  I would wish for them to understand that is THEIR OWN Christ Consciousness on which they call and to know that AT A CONSCIOUS LEVEL.  Boys ‘n girls, can you say EMPOWERMENT?!  I knew ya could.  Ya know, just what the global cabal don’t want for you.

Ya know, John Dee, who was (if I remember right) Queen Elizabeth I’s mystic (or whatever), contacted some higher dimensional entities to help him.  With what?  Well, unfortunately, with controlling humanity.  These entities said they would help him but he had to warn people before he did anything to them.  In today’s world, often movies are used for this purpose.  If you understand how to interpret the movie message then you do indeed get the heads up.  But, as I’ve said elsewhere, those who want you to know the Truth and those who want to keep it from you BOTH present it to you in symbolic form.  So, no matter their intention, they are cluing you in.  Do YOU have the eyes to see and ears to hear?  Yes, either way, they are providing humanity with a shorthand to use to communicate with.  The Matrix movies come to mind.  George Orwell’s book “1984” also provides that shorthand – think of his terms like “newspeak”, “thought crime”, “big brother”, etc.  For those who are familiar with the stories (books or movies) they can communicate a whole lot in a short time by using the shorthand references from the stories.

And the Jesus archetype is essentially ABOUT YOU.  Yeppers folks, you too can liberate yourself from this world and be Christed.  It will start by NOT worshipping some past ascended master / Christ and instead acknowledging your own “Christ within”.  Why in the world would one soul worship another soul?  Disempowered much?  Have you bothered to check what your “good book” scripture has to say about the Christ within yourself?!  (Go to The meek shall inherit the Earth post and search for “Christ-I-Am”.)  The biggest lie of the Bible is the Lie of Omission – what was left out of the Bible – but it’s far from being a throw away.  Seriously Christians, see what the Bible has to say about YOUR Christ within.  Might I suggest you take God with you on your research adventure, ya know, utilize that DIRECT Divine connection OF YOURS to get to the Truth and maybe look outside the Bible so you can get a fuller picture.  God will help you with that too.  Did you think communicating with God was reserved for people who lived in ancient times, ya know, like in your “good (god) book”?

When you do look into this, you just might have to “sacrifice” your oh, so precious be-lie-f system though.  Eee gad!  lol  Just remember folks, you HAVE beliefs.  It’s not that you ARE those beliefs.  You might feel like a part of you is dying (you may go through that many times over in your healing and ascension process) but it’s NOT you but programming that has been implanted into the human psyche over millennia.  Let it go.  It no longer serves you.


None of this, yes, SACRED Symbology is “evil”.  There is nothing inherently good or evil in the world, it all depends on the intent behind it.  As I love to say… it’s like all those superhero stories ask, “Do you use your powers for good or for evil?”

The cabal have loved it though when you think that things like Sacred Symbology, the occult, paganism, magick etc. are evil because that keeps you from utilizing the powers therein.  They have you scared of the occult.  There’s nothing to be scared of in that direction.  But continuing down the path you have been on, creating out of ignorance, now THAT ought to concern you!

And no, you WON’T utilize Sacred Symbology / the occult in the same way as the cabal, well, I hope ya won’t.  Hey,  you’re never not creating, you’re always creating, but until you wake up to some things you’ll be creating unconsciously.  The cabal have been happy to hijack your creative energies to use for things that you never would… well, IF you understood what your energies are actually going towards promoting and maintaining.

Since you’re always creating anyway, wouldn’t you like to do so CONSCIOUSLY?!  Then you can create what YOU want, for you and for the world… instead of being the cabal’s unwitting pawn.  See my post “How to Create” to start getting some idea of how Powerful Creator God/desses like yourself actually create.

Your Intentions behind your “magick” will be much better than the cabal’s and I sincerely doubt you’ll feel moved to be chopping heads off any chickens (unless it’s time for dinner) – although some non-cabal / non-“evil” / non-“satanist” folks, Judeo-Christians included, still do just that, the whole sacrificing animals thing … because… they are stuck in an even older paradigm, the Old Testament.  “Jesus”, a composite character – many people’s stories lumped under one “name” – came to usher in a new age – the “New Agers” of their day, that age being Pisces, which is why “Jesus” is associated with the symbol of the fish – and here we are urging another big shift as the Age changes again from Pisces to Aquarius and yet there are Judeo-Christian animal sacrificers who haven’t even gotten into the Age of Pisces yet.  They’re not just one but two ages behind.


But yeah, the Baphomet symbology is communicating information about Duality and if folks are too scared to look at such for fear of it being “evil” then they missed an opportunity to learn about the dualistic realm they have been living in… that they could actually free themselves from if they’d bother to learn about it.  As I’ve said, Sacred Symbology and other occult information helps you understand the energetic environment you are living in on Earth, ya know, “Being an Earthling for Dummies”.  

The single biggest way that the global cabal have used the occult against you is by convincing you that it is evil or nonsense or superstitious.  It’s the frickin’ manual for how to live on Earth and hence it’s also the manual for how to heal and ascend (be Christed) on outta the Earthly realm.  They have brainwashed you into dissing the very knowledge and wisdom that will free you from their control.  As one of my favorite researchers Michael Tsarion likes to say, “You were sold a lie and worse yet, you bought it.”  Time to wake up folks!  


If such is old hat to you, this might be boring.  If you just woke up then this fellow and I just dumped a boatload of new search terms on you.  You’re welcome.  🙂

As One Door Closes, Another Door Opens

But it can be hell in the hallway.

And yet that time in the hallway is very healing.  Hell, hall, heal.  Huh.

I’ve seen many a conditioned soul, who knows they really need to let something or someone go and yet they’re in a scramble to find its / their replacement before they let the first thing / person go… so scared to be alone or go without or not have everything planned out.

It’d be much healthier and healing to release what you need to and allow yourself that healing hallway time.

One key thing is to demonstrate to the Universe – through your choices on where you put your energies – that you value yourself.  If you won’t do that why would you expect others to do so?  Ya know.  The Universe will faithfully reflect your creations back to you.

You release what you need to out of self-love, self-respect, self-care.

Let go of people, partnerships, jobs, whatever, BEFORE the new comes to replace it.  And that’s really the proper order of things.  Some say to “make room”.  I like to say you don’t put a new building on an old, crumbling foundation.

When you release something / someone and take some down time, then you can mourn if need be, which even includes mourning things you’re glad to let go of.

And you can also process what you just came out of and where you’d like to go… instead of just bringing all the old crap with ya, getting a new partner or job or whatever that looks remarkably like the old one, because you’re still in a repeating pattern… because you didn’t allow any down time in between to sort through the growth, learning and healing opportunities that old relationship or situation provided you.

The hallway time has its place.  As much as I like to tell folks “don’t tell yourself you can’t know something”, there are going to be times when you just don’t know what’s going on, what you just came out of, what’s next.  Sometimes ya just gotta let the mystery be… and spend some time in the hallway.

“Listen, it may feel like hell, but, sometimes, lost is where you need to be.  Just because you don’t know your direction doesn’t mean you don’t have one.” ~ Battlestar Galactica

To Whom It May Concern

Me loving myself does NOT mean I don’t love you.  Me loving myself is what has ENABLED me to love you at levels that you may not even fathom at this point.

My “winning” is not making you somehow “lose”.  Contrarily, my “winning” has and continues to set up an energetic field that you can tap into if and when you too are ready to WIN, it assists you in your “winning”.

My success can have more influence on your potential success than it will EVER have on your supposed “failure”.

Me having something does not keep you from having the same.

Me not playing small is not an issue.  You playing small is.

You seeing me as having “better than” issues is you projecting your “lesser than” issues onto me.  Oh no, I couldn’t accept!  And you shouldn’t have!  No really.

Me having a Divine connection is not keeping you from having one.

Me talking about my Divine connection and the information it brings is not somehow negating or dismissing your Divine connection.  It’s to encourage your own connection and enhance it.

Me not putting up with your fear energy does not mean I have fears of my own.

Me setting boundaries with you or attempting to jar you loose from the rut you are stuck in is not unkind, it’s downright compassionate.

I do NOT neglect my own self-nurturing and self-care to hold your hand or say “how high” because you want me to jump to your so-called “needs”.  Tend to your own self-nurturing and self-care, don’t expect me or anyone else to do so – not our Responsibility and also not within our Power.  Knee-jerk catering to your so-called “needs” would NOT be a service to you, but a disservice.  It would be enabling your dysfunction.  I love you too much to do that to you… and definitely love myself too much to let you wear me out.


What you think of me is none of my business.  Your thoughts don’t determine my reality.  Thank God!

Ascension Update – IV

That is a roman numeral for 4… but it also looks like I.V.  lol  Hook me up!

More card-playing with God.  Tarot reading:

  • muddled thinking has lead to a serious misjudgment
  • you must relinquish some of your self-imposed responsibilities in order to achieve any of your goals
  • you are more intuitive than usual and should trust your instincts

I’m told this is about the ~6 million lightworkers (LWs) who have completed recently.

The muddled thinking has to do with the mundane world.  Some of these LWs don’t really understand the truth of the mundane and hence have been putting their energies into things they really don’t want, for themselves or the world, but they don’t understand that is what they are doing.  Ask for the truth of things to be brought to you… but then you’ll have to actually be open to it… even when it beats against your be-lie-f system.

Relinquishing self-imposed responsibilities – time to get their priorities straight and this ASCENSION PROJECT is their priority now.  If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans.  Let go of all the headless chicken activity and FOCUS on light work!  Basically about Intention and also about making oneself “available” to others.  Making your life simple and uncomplicated and slowing down, being present and responsible (able to respond) so as to be a Spiritual Minuteman / Spiritual Opportunist.  Offer your consciousness up to those who stand in front of you in the moment.

And ah, yeah, this group is fully connected back into the Divine and are through the challenges of their own ascension process so yes, their intuition ought to be working quite well.  Time to actually follow it.

New Beginning

No band-aid big enough folks.  Let the old fall away.  Time to start all over.

“New Beginning”

The whole world’s broke, it ain’t worth fixing
It’s time to start all over, make a new beginning
There’s too much pain, too much suffering
Let’s resolve to start all over make a new beginning

Now don’t get me wrong, I love life and living
But when you wake up and look around at everything that’s going down –
All wrong
You see we need to change it now, this world with too few happy endings
We can resolve to start all over make a new beginning

Start all over
Start all over
Start all over
Start all over

The world is broken into fragments and pieces
That once were joined together in a unified whole
But now too many stand alone, there’s too much separation
We can resolve to come together in the new beginning

Start all over
Start all over
Start all over
Start all over

We can break the cycle
We can break the chain
We can start all over
In the new beginning

We can learn, we can teach
We can share the myths, the dreams, the prayer
The notion that we can do better
Change our lives and paths
Create a new world

Start all over
Start all over
Start all over
Start all over

The whole world’s broke, it ain’t worth fixing
It’s time to start all over, make a new beginning
There’s too much fighting, too little understanding
It’s time to stop and start all over
Make a new beginning

Start all over
Start all over
Start all over
Start all over

We need to make new symbols
Make new signs
Make a new language
With these we’ll redefine the world

Start all over
Start all over
Start all over
Start all over

Ascension Update… the Third

God was in the mood for cards again.  So, Tarot reading:

  • Rebirth / transformation
  • Beware of burning bridges
  • Time to get on or strengthen your spiritual path

I’m told this is about the most sleepy folks.  These would be the folks who are really duped by the cabal and their msm stooges.

As I was going through this reading, “libtard” kept coming up in my head.  lol  I always say the “lib” part of that is not the issue, it’s the “tard” part.  Being “liberal”, well, what most folks would consider true liberalism, is not an issue, but many on the left are retarded in their knowledge of the reality of this world situation.  Many liberals have gotten duped into actually pushing “progressivism”, not knowing what “progressive” is really implying.  And frankly what do the”Democrats”, have to do with true liberalism, especially these days?!  They epitomize hypocrisy.  They are illiberal / anti-liberal.  Communist, socialist, authoritarian, totalitarian are better descriptions of the high-ranking Democrats and also their fellow cabal-stooge counterparts on the right.

And… it’s probably long overdue that we start to call that spade a spade.  I often caution folks to not just assume that people are talking about the same thing just because they are using the same words.  Liberals seem to think that “progressive” means “progressive liberalism”.  I frankly can’t remember the last time that anyone in the higher ranks of the Democratic party have actually used the word “liberal”, they always say “progressive.”  So, how’s about we all start calling it what it really is and including the word “communist” somewhere around that word “progressive” – “progressive communism” or “communist progressivism” or just flat progressivism / communism.  Maybe that will help the liberals wake up to the fact that “progressive” is not about “liberal”.  Capisce?!

There is no difference between communism and socialism, except in the means of achieving the same ultimate end: communism proposes to enslave men by force, socialism—by vote. It is merely the difference between murder and suicide.  ~ Ayn Rand

… which is why…

America was not founded to be a democracy.  We were founded as a republic to protect Americans from the tyranny of a democracy.  Because a democracy, like socialism, has failed every time it’s been tried, because the people vote in socialism.  ~ Peter Schiff  (added Feb. 14, 2019)

In general, the Joe Average folks right of center are more awake to the present-day global cabal and their players and tactics.  When the folks left of center wake up to it, they may or may not abandon some of their liberal ideals.  This isn’t about left or right.  That used-to-be libtard is not necessarily going to suddenly become a conservative.  This is about who is awake and to what.  When Joe Average “libtard” truly wakes up to what “progressivism” really is, they’ll realize that it in no way aligns with their own perspective on things, quite the opposite.  Liberals, go look up the #walkaway movement to know why your fellow liberal is walking away from the Democrats.  You’ll find an ocean of testimonies from your fellow liberals who have awakened to the fact that the “progressive” Democrats do NOT represent them.

The unawakened on the left think what is going on right now is about left / right and that it’s just a difference of opinion.  But in that is the assumption that the sleepy left and the awakened right are looking at the same body of knowledge when they are not.  Those unawakened on the left, when they do awaken to the global cabal, they may surprise themselves at how much they then agree with those who are awakened on the right… because now… they are indeed finally looking at some of the same body of knowledge that the right have been looking at.

And those on the right seem to know quite a bit about the present-day version of the global cabal, but they still have apparent programming / brainwashing that was laid into the human psyche centuries and millennia ago, mostly by organized religion, especially Western religion.  They still have some things to learn.

You can bet the cabal used religion early and often to dumb people down because humanity’s innate sense of “otherworldliness”, that beyond this Earthly realm, is real insistent.  Instead of religion helping you to spirit / the Divine, it has been used to keep you from it, to drive a wedge between human-level you and God & your own Divine self, to “head you off at the pass”, if you will.  

Fear has also been used by religion to manipulate people away from important sources of information.  Goodness sakes, but isn’t the Vatican-created icon of “the Devil” one of the biggest clues about that?!  Another use of fear by religion to steer humans is the demonization of the Occult – which literally means the “culture of light”, eee gad, not that!, which I like to call “Being Earthlings… for Dummies” – and Paganism – which, when it comes right down to it, is acknowledgement, honoring and celebration of THE PLANET YOU LIVE ON, again, eee gad, not that!  How dare you actually be a good steward to the planet you live on.  Here is the word origin of pagan for some clue:

late Middle English: from Latin paganus ‘villager, rustic’, from pagus ‘country district’. Latin paganus also meant ‘civilian’, becoming, in Christian Latin, ‘heathen’ (i.e. one not enrolled in the army of Christ). 

Those damn small-town and country folks, ya know, who live near / in nature and have to actually work with it!  (I said sarcastically.)  Sorry, but that sounds all too familiar in this day and age – danged rural people in “flyover country” anyway!  Another eee gad!

So… many right of center have been hamstrung by religion, getting next to nothing out of it, including not getting any worthwhile DIRECT Divine connection and hence no personal Divine guidance.

Then there are many down through history for whom religion just didn’t resonate and was a downright turn off.  Unfortunately for many like that, they closely associate religion with God, so when they toss out religion, they unfortunately toss out God and all else Divine, including acknowledging their own Divine Self.

And just in the last 2 examples I just gave, yep, the cabal used religion to drive a wedge between you and the Divine.  They won.  You lost.  Time to reverse such.

You don’t need a preacher man, the “good book” or any other go-between / middleman (unless of course you are actually guided there), you have a DIRECT Divine Connection.  High time to use it already!

Ya know the old line, “If ya can’t beat ’em join ’em.”  Well, I think most folks interpret that to mean that you just cave in to the other side and do as they are doing.  Years ago I had a revelation about that line, that it’s really a cabal directive.  It means if they can’t out and out destroy their “enemies” (pretty much humanity) in some way, silence them or even kill them off, then join them / infiltrate them and corrupt them from within.  

They most assuredly have done that with religion over time and also with such things as the Freemasons, who at one time were helping to keep Truth in the world.  Down through history, both those who have wanted you to know the Truth and those who don’t have displayed the Truth in symbology.  Those who DON’T want you to know it can hide it in plain sight, while those who DO want you to know it would have been killed off if they just spoke the Truth openly.

Many know that many of the founding fathers of the United States were Freemasons and they also know that the Masons are now rather corrupt, especially in the upper ranks.  So they think they are putting 2 and 2 together to say that the founding fathers were corrupt.  No, the Masons were not always corrupt.  The infiltration and corruption started about the same time the U.S. started… and George Washington knew this and gave his fellow Masons a heads up about it.  The Royal Society of Freemasons were an early part of the cabal monarchies infiltrating and corrupting the Masons.

And dear lightworkers, as I’ve said elsewhere, the New Age Movement is absolutely at the forefront of this Ascension Project, but you can bet that the New Age realm is just as corruptible as anything and everything else… and has been.  Your discernment is absolutely required for you to get to the Truth and that would include Energy Discernment ‘cuz some folks who put out both disinformation (they know it’s a lie) and those who put out misinformation (they don’t realize it’s a lie) can and do use all the same words, terms, phrases that the rest of us do… to lead you astray.

Furthermore, the Truth is for those who have eyes to see and ears to hear.  It’s up to YOU to get to the Truth.  It’s up to YOU to sleuth through the symbology, the archetypal information, the subtle Divine guidance, to come to know the Truth in a very personal way.  And those who don’t have the urge, the drive to do so, just won’t get there, even if and when the Truth is handed to them on a silver platter.

Science has also been used to keep people from knowing about other dimensions.  This is why they can’t come up with some Unified Field mathematical equation that works in all cases, there are always exceptions BECAUSE THEY DO NOT INCLUDE OTHER DIMENSIONS and the influence of those dimensions on 3D.

Both religion and science have been used to keep you from knowing the Powerful Divine Creators who you really are and you can bet the cabal’s main objective is to keep you from spirit and yes, keep you from knowing about the ascension and how to ascend.


But, this reading – for the most part – has to do with those who have yet to or are just waking up to the present-day global cabal.

And that first card is the biggy.  What would spur a rebirth / transformation in the most sleepy of the sleepy?  Perhaps a MOATB – Mother of All Truth Bombs!  Here it comes…


See Current Events… for Dummies for more on the global cabal.

3D Earth

Just a few things to understand about 3D Earth that then may in turn help one understand more about the ascension.  As always, I encourage you to take further questions to the Divine.

The Original Intent for our co-creation here on Earth was that it would be 3D and Dualistic.

But it didn’t stay at that level.  Because the whole free-will thing got hijacked by the cabal, the separation paradigm got even more intense.  It could be said that both at a “world” level (I mean the realm we co-created as opposed to the planet herself) and at an individual level, you could think of it being sub-3D levels but yeah, it definitely affected the planet.

As I’d said in the Planetary Ascension Project Overview (Review?!) post we are not here to ascend Earth, but Gaia.  Gaia has been ascension-ready since early 2013.  She’s set.  She and the first wave cool our heels as we wait for the lightworkers to get their feet under themselves so they can hold things together for 3D / 4D Earth.

So, I’m told that any gridwork being done in recent years is really about Earth, not Gaia.  And if we are not ascending Earth, what is that gridwork about?  It’s to bring the Earth grid out of sub-3D and up to a FULL 3D level.  It helps to release old paradigm stuff that, yes, was even MORE dense than just 3D normal levels.  And the grid release then in turn helps people release from those sub-3D levels.

Then, at the same time, there are many lightworkers who are bringing in and holding light in the world, to lead by example, to offer another choice, another option, to make it more apparent.  Every chance being offered.

In the What of the body during ascension? post, I describe how this same sort of thing is the case for a person’s 3D carbon-based body.  The 3D body does NOT convert into a 5D crystalline body, so ya could say that we are NOT ascending our 3D carbon-based body, just like we are NOT ascending Earth.

Our 3D carbon-based body and our 5D crystalline body (resulting from the ascension process) are two very distinct bodies.  You’ll be in your 3D body until you transition IN FULL and then don your crystalline body in 5D.

But the 3D body had been at sub-3D levels also, just like Earth, so the healing and ascension process reactivates everything in the body so one has FULL 3D capacity at the physical level.  And you can bet that one’s consciousness levels – so then also thoughts, words & deeds – play a role in getting one’s physicality working more fully.  Everything is interconnected.

As I’ve said in these other posts, 3D will remain 3D and whoever chooses to stay at that CONSCIOUSNESS level, for however long, can do so.

And while any of us are still here, regardless of what level of consciousness, while in the 3D world, pre-ascended, we’ll be in our 3D carbon-based body.

And our 5D creations are in 5D.

I saw that Gaia Portal had recently said:

“Assistance comes as dark hu-beings require.”

Again, this is another re-minder, even though there is still long, ongoing catastrophic stuff that will remain a part of the 3D experience, no HUGE and SUDDEN catastrophic events are being allowed to happen.  If CERN actually punches a hole, the angels patch it over.  If a missile, especially nuclear, gets launched when that’s just not gonna work out well, it gets dealt with in some safe way by ETs.  If some harmful energy starts to reach some critical point lightworkers may be transmuting it.  Individuals’ own creations are not being interfered with, but all this assistance buys folks time.

I had to laugh (or as my cockney friend says, “I gotter larf.”)   The inspiration for my post Fear showed up the other day.  They responded to the Savin’ Me post basically saying that I’m worth saving.  Ah, ha, ha.  They are implying that’s why one day they tried to fill my comments with fears and worries about “what they are doing with colliders” or whatever.  LOL  *shaking head*  Still clueless I see.  Very, VERY clueless.


Return to Innocence

“Return To Innocence”

Love – Devotion
Feeling – Emotion

Don’t be afraid to be weak
Don’t be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence

If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don’t hide
Just believe in destiny

Don’t care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don’t give up and use the chance
To return to innocence

That’s not the beginning of the end
That’s the return to yourself
The return to innocence

It’s a return to innocence

Self Love

If someone asked me to name just one thing and only one thing that is critical for ascension I’d have to say Self Love.

And heading off down the path to Self Love will involve learning and healing an awful lot more than just what one might initially think of as Self Love.

If Self Love is the goal sitting out on the horizon, then pull yourself back to the present moment and see what the current next step in that direction is.  The Divine would be happy to help – just ask.

Your ultimate in Self-Love goal will be at the end of many steps, many dominoes having to fall to get to that goal.  It might surprise you what all various disempowering programs will be discovered and will have to be released in order to get to your Self-Love goal.

Regardless of how one gets to Self Love, both the goal and the journey is what opens doors and opens one’s eyes to so much more.

The “self love is bad” program really hits to the core of so many problems in this world.  Think about it for a second.  Just pull yourself up out of all this human drama, your own included, and think about that – a program put in people’s psyches that makes them not love themselves.  Just about can’t get more debilitating than that.

I’d recently quoted someone who said that love of God and Self Love are one and the same.  That right there is something that gets “hidden in plain view” when someone is running the “self love is bad” program.  Folks might think they “love God” and yet haven’t truly mustered or mastered loving themselves yet.  God loves you too and would like you to be the Powerful Creator God/dess that you truly are and He would love to work through you but that’s a bit difficult to do when you don’t love yourself.

Part of that “self love is bad” program involves not trusting yourself.  If there is ANYONE you could stand to trust, it ought to be yourself.  And yep, we’re talking about debilitating programs here so yeah, quite understandable if someone who is disempowered doesn’t trust themselves but can you not see how basic, how fundamental, how foundational Self Love is?  How in the world will you navigate through much of anything if you don’t trust yourself?  Do what is necessary to regain your self-trust.  Healing and Divine Connection are key in that.  They are also key in ascension.  It’s all one and the same.  It’s all a return to Self.

And Fear is the opposite of Love.  Fear, in its many guises, is ultimately the “cause” of all the crap in the world.  Fear had gotten so big in this world that it had taken on a life of its own, become an entity unto itself… almost.  The beauty thing here is that Fear is a really slow frequency, a long wavelength.  Love on the other hand is high frequency, short wavelength.

If you were to see your composite energy field as a signal on an oscilloscope, then superimpose Fear and Love onto your energy field, you’d see how Love would win out.  Love IS winning out in this world.  Fear being a slow, low frequency, doesn’t touch your energy field as often as the fast, high frequency of Love does, hence Love ultimately has more influence.

There’s an awful lot of “narrative” on narcissism these days.  Actual narcissism can be problematic and the down side of that is more shadow work for some folks to do.

But if YOU are bothered by people who love themselves or even by those who are narcissistic, yep either way, the “bothered by” part is YOURS.  Own it.  That’s the first step towards healing YOUR issue on this.  And ya know, all the narcissists in the world could heal – which you get no say in – and yet that doesn’t mean that YOU will quit being bothered by them – since they also get no say in YOUR healing – their healing won’t mean YOU have healed.  If you don’t address your side of things, then you’ll be stewing on past episodes with narcissists until long past when the cows come home.

And isn’t making someone else’s narcissism all about you, well, isn’t that narcissistic?

*holding up one index finger* while saying, “You” and *circling that finger with the other index finger* while saying, “Universe”.

Like the second of “The Four Agreements”:

2. Don’t Take Anything Personally
Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering.

Tell them, “What you think of me is none of my business.”  It will set them back on their heels… but more importantly, it will re-mind yourself that others’ issues, thoughts, words, actions really aren’t about you.  Why make them about you?  Narcissist!  lol  😉

And… if / when you actually heal your issue and quit being bothered by narcissists, watch them no longer even show up in your life… because you don’t need them anymore.    If you need it, it will be there.  If it’s not there, you must not need it.  

Perhaps people who are narcissistic were neglected as children, which psychologists have come to know is the absolute worst form of child abuse, even outweighing physical and sexual abuse because at least those things get them attention.  But with neglect, the child can’t figure out why their parents hate them so very much that they don’t want anything to do with them.

Narcissists and those bothered by narcissists both need to learn to love themselves, to know they ARE love.  It doesn’t come from “out there”.  It comes from “in here”.

But this “narcissism” term is being applied willy-nilly to people who are NOT narcissistic (the wisdom of children: “Point a finger at me, you’ve got 3 more pointing back at you”) but who, yep, they do adore themselves, and why shouldn’t they?!

Can you all not hear / observe the propaganda campaign that the cabal and their mainstream media (msm) stooges are putting out with this?  It’s one of their dying efforts at refreshing the “self love is bad” program.

The New Ager / lightworkers with their “kill the ego” disempowered program is more of the “self love is bad” program.  Ego is just one’s Sense of Self.  Really?  What do you plan to do after you’ve “killed” your Sense of Self?  Do you think that’ll bring you to “collective unity”?  Not hardly.  You don’t even know who YOU are and you think you’re gonna know the next person?

You think SELF SOVEREIGNTY comes from LOSING your Sense of Self?  Really?

The only way I’d care to lose my sense of self is if and when the time comes to just completely let go of my Individuated Soul experience and melt back into the Isness, losing my sentience, no longer existing.

I guess one could drop out the bottom to get to that point too, submitting to their ab-users and along the way to losing their individuated experience, they become some drop in a soulless, homogenized cesspool of human ooze.  What a way to go.

“Self Centered” also gets such a bad rap.  Self Centered – Centered on Self.   And yet where else would one BE centered but on Self?  What?  Should one be centered somewhere “over there”?  And yet many a programmed human does just that – attempts to be centered somewhere outside themselves.  Gee, can’t imagine why they are so off-kilter.  (I’m all for “kilts off” but not off-kilter, lol.)

Self Love, Self Respect, Self Nurturance, Self Healing.  Self Mastery.  Self Realized.  These are the ultimate goals and the starting point all in one.  There’s only so much you can do for others when you’ve not put yourself FIRST.

Make no mistake, YOU are your TOP priority.  You get yourself to that place and then you maintain it.  I understood this years ago.  That’s why I wrote the book on it.  😉

Awake & Aware – Top Priority: Self

… and also why I have been able to serve this ascension project to such a high capacity.  I had my priorities straight.

I’ve carried a photo of myself in my wallet for years.  The only photo I’ve carried.  For a shorter time, but for many years also, there has been a fortune cookie message attached to that photo.  It reads: “Our first and last love is… self love.”


Also see Healthy Selfishness post.

Ascension Update – the sequel

Playing cards with God again:

The Magician
Spiritual path of self-control.
This is about those who are not “on path” yet.  Time to get on path.

10 of Cups
Strong friendships or love brighten your existence.
This is pretty much about everyone.
(How’s that for good news?!)

9 of Swords
This card indicates a time of great misery, sadness, and depression.
This is about those who intentionally follow the dark.  The cabal basically.

Savin’ Me

“Say it if it’s worth savin’ me.”

I say what I do to folks, even when their disempowered programs, conditioning and fears don’t want to hear it… because you’re all worth it.

I can’t save you but I might wake you up to the fact that you can save yourself.  You have no idea what depths and breadths and heights that I have and would go to for your salvation.  Join me in that effort and we’re all set.

Lightworkers, SAY IT to your fellow human.  Let them know that the way “out” is IN.  Lots of fear running around loose out there.  Let folks know that their inner work is where they can and will make a difference, not by getting caught up in all the fear and chaos “out there”.

They’re worth savin’.  It’s what we’re here for.

“Come please I’m callin’ “

“Savin’ Me”

Prison gates won’t open up for me
On these hands and knees I’m crawlin’
Oh, I reach for you

Well I’m terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’, I’m fallin’

Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
With these broken wings I’m fallin’
And all I see is you

These city walls ain’t got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And all I scream for you
Come please I’m callin’

And all I need from you
Hurry I’m fallin’, I’m fallin’


Hurry I’m fallin’

And all I need is you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’, I’m fallin’, I’m fallin’


Hurry I’m fallin’

Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

Bring Me To Life

Wake up the somnambulists.

“Bring Me To Life”

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul my spirit’s sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

Now that I know what I’m without
You can’t just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time I can’t believe I couldn’t see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don’t let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Thank U

“Thank U”

How bout getting off of these antibiotics
How bout stopping eating when I’m full up
How bout them transparent dangling carrots
How bout that ever elusive kudo

Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence

How bout me not blaming you for everything
How bout me enjoying the moment for once
How bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
How bout grieving it all one at a time

Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence

The moment I let go of it
Was the moment I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it
Was the moment I touched down

How bout no longer being masochistic
How bout remembering your divinity
How bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
How bout not equating death with stopping

Thank you India
Thank you providence
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you nothingness
Thank you clarity
Thank you thank you silence…

Mental Health Hotline

Hello, and welcome to the Mental Health Hotline.

If you are obsessive-compulsive,
press 1 repeatedly.

If you are codependent,
please ask someone to press 2 for you.

If you have multiple personalities,
press 3, 4, 5, and 6.

If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want.
Stay on the line so we can trace your call.

If you are delusional,
press 7 and your call will be transferred to the mother ship.

If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully
and a small voice will tell you which number to press.

If you are manic-depressive,
it doesn’t matter which number you press; no one will answer.

If you are dyslexic,
press 9696969696969696.

If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the pound key until a representative comes on the line.

If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, telephone number, date of birth, Social Security number, and your mother’s maiden name.

If you have post-traumatic stress disorder, s-l-o-w-l-y a-n-d-c-a-r-e-f-u-l-l-y press 000.

If you have bipolar disorder, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep.

If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9.

If you have low self-esteem, please hang up. All operators are too busy to talk to you.

Service to Self, Service to Others

I wrote the following over 2 years ago in an email to someone who asked my perspective on this whole STS / STO schtuff, duality, channeling.

They asked if they could post it and did.  I did not have a blog myself then, but now I do, so guess I’ll post it now.

Without naming them, I thank them for their questions.

Well, service to self in what way?  At what level? At what frequency? At a 3D level – with greed, selfish inconsiderateness, not caring who ya step on or ab-use / misuse?  Purely for money or for fame or a following?  Or lust or perhaps out of fear… of being lonely or whatever other dis-empowered motive. 

Or service to self at a higher level – self-respect, self-love, getting healed… ….  to then be able to turn around and help the planet by transmuting millennia of shit energy out or help others and not because you heard someone say some fancy term or line and want to parrot it to others but because you’ve experienced it yourself FIRST, you’ve LIVED it, you KNOW it, you know what works and what doesn’t.

Because you know if you don’t take care of yourself and heal and self-nurture then you really have nothing to offer the next person.  Because if you’re dead you have no help to offer the 3D world. Because, as I said before, what we TRULY have to offer anyone else is our consciousness and how can you offer it to the next person if you don’t get there yourself, FIRST?!

“If you can’t love yourself, how the hell you gonna love somebody else?” 

And on the flip side, service to others in what way, at what level, at what frequency, from what agenda or motive? People who have egos and subconscious that are programmed in dis-empowered ways are often ass-kissers, boot-lickers, will do anything to make a buck, to keep a job, to get along, to have a friend, to be popular, to be liked, to have low frequency “power”.

To be “slothful”, to follow someone else’s agenda rather than their own agenda, to “go with the flow” to “fit in”, no matter what the cost to themselves or others, doing all the wrong things because others do and they want to “succeed” at low frequency levels and cave in to all the things they feel in their gut and heart and intuition to be wrong because “that’s just the way it is”.

People who don’t have the guts to tell someone what they need to hear to heal.  People who will enable other’s dysfunction so as not to rock the boat… that often so desperately needs to be rocked.  People who don’t want to rouse the rabble that so desperately needs to be roused.  

Then again, duality in what way?  That there are just some things that are complementary, like masculine and feminine?  Neither is bad, but that difference is most certainly part of duality.  Both could stand to be integrated within each individual and no one needs to be androgynous or have a sex change to incorporate both.  Just one example of complements, which means “to make complete”.

Other examples of duality though, in some cases, some dark sides of things could stand to be let go of like ignorance and thinking there are things that just can’t be known.  Like ego issues that on one side make one feel grandiose while on the other side make people “play small” and claim “I’m only human” as some sort of cop-out, some excuse to not be all they can be.

And societal programming that deems that some things are bad or wrong when in reality there may be nothing wrong with them or in some cases, these things judged as “wrong” or “bad” are actually strengths and are downright healthy.

In this planetary ascension, those who get themselves to a 5D level are serving themselves , serving their own soul by healing, clearing, releasing and upgrading.  Nothing wrong with that.  If 7 billion people would have been self-centered (Centered on Self) in THAT way, we and Gaia would have all been outta here long ago and the work, the burden would have been spread around evenly and not just put on a small minority of people.  

Heal themselves first, then and only then can they go on to serve the planet and others in any higher level energetic capacity.

And yet along the way, in the effort to offer consciousness they can do that for the next person on some topic that they are even 1/2 a step ahead on.

Yeah, I don’t like the ambiguity of these terms STS & STO.  Those terms are very black and white and biased in its perspective, in its assumption that everyone will just see it the right way, the most healthy way for all involved… and those terms are too easily misunderstood / misinterpreted in a very harmful and dis-empowering way… and nobody bothers to explain.

Btv (Below The Veil – BTV) or atv (Above The Veil – ATV) there are WAY too many assumptions that just because different entities / beings are using the same terms / words, there must be an understanding, there must be the SAME interpretations and definitions because it’s the same word.  Errr!  Wrong answer!

A recent channeled message said this:
“Even though the techniques necessary to fulfill your dreams have been outlined for some time, those techniques were ignored, misunderstood or denied.”

Ok, if we apply that to your run-of-the-mill LW (Lightworker – Information Worker), yep.

But look at all the channelled messages that didn’t get these people on the right track in the first place.  How many channelled messages have said some emotions are good and some bad?  Don’t feel angry or bored or whatever.  What?  From a bunch of unemotional non-humans who don’t know wtf they are talking about?!   Oh, they are proving now they can dish out the tough love message (about time) and yet where are they accepting the responsibility for their part, their role in the misunderstanding? 

How many times have the human channeller’s gotten the message wrong, stated it wrong or misinterpreted it after the fact and yet where are these channeling entities to make that correction?  “Hey there dear human, we can tell by what you told others that you did not correctly interpret our message, so we’d like to explain further…”  Do they even bother to check in and see how humans, especially their own channeling human is interpreting their message?

And why are human channellers just swallowing all these messages without question?  And even when the message is a good one, why aren’t they making sure that they themselves actually understand it and LIVE it?  ETs and LWs, a match made in hell.  The blind leading the blind.

Bottom line?

TRUE service is never bad!

This whole STS / STO business superficially makes it sound like serving oneself is bad while serving others is good.  That right there is one of the most disempowering programs running in this world and also dualistic and polarizing.  By using such terminology you are energizing / feeding / refreshing that old disempowering program.

Many a “spiritualist” and “lightworker” are steeped in that disempowering program, putting other over self, wanting to help the next person heal when they have yet to heal themselves.  Their priorities are screwed up.  As some would say, “Lightwork is an INSIDE job.”  I can’t emphasize enough – DOING YOUR OWN INNER WORK HELPS OTHERS WITH THEIRS MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE YOU COULD DO FOR THEM.

If you truly want to serve self and others, you must make and keep yourself your top priority!  You can only give as much as you’ve got.  That applies to everything from material things to Healing and Consciousness.  

And there are those “lightworkers” who have so much dysfunctional dogma to defend around this whole STS / STO line, as they proselytize their “Ra Religion”… and would love to distract you with the tomes of it that I’m sure there is, whether it takes all that to get the gist across or not – boys n’ girls, can you say “distraction”?  I knew ya could.  They have no clue how steeped in their “religion” they are.  They don’t like to be alone in their distraction and “worshipping” of entities who like to push this STS / STO line, but eventually they’ll have to face the reality that putting one self first is the proper order of things.  Anything else is just keeping them from moving forward on their own healing, empowerment and ascension path… and hence, keeping them from being of any TRUE service to others.  The more they resist their own healing and Divine connection, the longer they postpone their ability to even BE of much TRUE SERVICE to anyone else.

I told someone it’s about frequency, a difference in level of consciousness, so perhaps expressing it in “light vs. dark” instead of “self vs. other” terms would have been better.

The Ra Religion people parroting their dogma never compare apples with apples.  So, let’s assume – because that IS the case – that STS and STO both have a low frequency end and a high frequency end.  But these people mindlessly saying this crap always compare the low freq. end of STS to the high freq. end of STO.  Why not compare the low freq. end of STO to the high freq. end of STS and see which looks better then?!  Doh!

Someone else said that Service to Self really means “Service to Self against Others”.  Oh, ok.  Fine and well, but I’ve yet to hear them discuss “Service to Others against Self”.  *shaking head*  The whole world, each brainwashed individual has been in Service to Other against Self for centuries, unwittingly serving the cabal’s agenda… or anyone else’s agenda other than their own.  That’s what the Enneagram of Personality (personality typing method) would call “sloth”.  Not about being physically lazy but instead sloth is about going along with someone else’s agenda rather than setting your own.  The slothful personality types like to say they are “just going with the flow”.  Whose flow?  Best learn to make it about your own and the Divine’s flow and not anyone else’s.  Time to quit giving authority of your life away, something that can be done as easily as worrying what the neighbors will think, including the neighbors who aren’t even having one passing thought about you.

Why do these Ra religion people not compare the low frequency end of each of STS and STO to each other and same for the high ends of each?  

But these Ra religion people don’t ever even mention the low frequency end of Service to Others.

The other day, someone compared what Ra had to say about STS to the satanists.  Yep, ‘cuz that’s the low frequency end of STS that Ra spoke of.  It begs the question – why did this Ra character never speak of the EMPOWERING end of the STS spectrum?  Why did Ra not speak of the dark / disempowering end of STO?  Hmm?  Are you SURE that Ra character had / has ANYONE’S best interest in mind or at heart?

I’d just love to see them talk about how the cabal have kept humanity in STO mode, keeping others above self.  The utmost in disempowerment.  In “Atlas Shrugged”, Ayn Rand spoke of how the people who ran the world (communists, which she just never named as such, but she knew communist rule on a personal basis from her time in the Soviet Union) were always encouraging people to essentially sacrifice their own personal interests for “the public”, which was a very nebulous thing.  No matter who you were, you were somehow not part of “the public” and yet everyone was to place “the public” above themselves.  The covert term for communism these days is “progressive / progressivism”.  Were you aware of that?

There seems to be a total disconnect with these Ra parrots… about their own inconsistencies… even just in the space between the beginning and the end of one of their blog posts.   They parrot their b.s. Ra line, then spend the rest of the post “elaborating” on this b.s. line, but everything else they write negates the first line.  I told someone that I didn’t care if they agreed with me or not, but for their sake it might be worth it to make some effort to actually agree with themselves.

But there’s so much dogma they have to defend in their worship of Ra.  Who the hell is Ra?!  That’s a rhetorical question… for all you info-overload / news addicts types who’d now like to tell me who “Ra” is.  (just can’t wait to proselytize can ya?)  lol   Overuse your pea brain much?  A little unbalanced there perhaps?  (And Ra is not the only channeled ET source to talk about this whole STS / STO thing.  *yawn*  Old crap that just seems to keep catching more new people.)

Is Ra your higher self?  Is Ra God?  (“God is Source.  Everything else is just Re-Source.”)  Then who the hell is Ra?  To you?!  A frickin’ nobody, that’s who.  He’s your peer at best… if even.  I’m glad that the Ra Material spoke to you… how long ago now?  You’ve not learned and grown any since?  Perhaps it’s time to step out of grade school and get on to high school.  (*looking around*  Where are those big kid pants?!)  No doubt you’re allowing Ra to serve as a “middleman” when you could instead be utilizing your direct connection to God / Prime Creator / All-That-Is… as Sovereign Beings do.  Ooh, but that just might require you put yourself first, eh?  Dang.  Gosh oh gee, now who do you think is going to best serve others, those who are utilizing their direct connection to God or those who aren’t?

Circling back around to “self / other” vs “light / dark”…. This person said that “in Ra’s cosmology, dark has its purpose”.  Gee, ya think?!

I told them in MY cosmology, SELF has its purpose (“my” is important there because I’ll be a son of gun if I’m gonna give authority of my life over to this chump named Ra).  Duh.  Goodness sakes but this whole healing and ascension business IS about SELF, gee, ya know, since Self is the part of All-That-Is that YOU were put in charge of (Responsibility), that YOU have anything resembling control (Power) over.  Ready to actually take some Responsibility yet?  Ya know, over something YOU actually have any Power to change, ya know… YOU!  What you have for Other is just influence, no real Power.  Get the biggest bang for your buck in truly helping them by seizing the Power you ACTUALLY have and deal with YOU as YOUR TOP PRIORITY… to set the example.

You don’t make choices for others or for the collective, you make YOUR OWN CHOICES.  You have neither the Power nor the Responsibility over or for the next person.  The whole collective connection thing just is AND IS THE SINGLE BIGGEST INFLUENCE YOU HAVE ON OTHERS.  By making certain choices, you energetically are making that choice more available or perceivable to others, but you still don’t get to choose for them.

So now, what do YOU have to donate to that Collective Innernet?  Is it worth a darn?  Maybe cleaning up your own back yard would put the absolute best quality energy out there to others, eh?  Use your Inner Technology to that end instead of the headless-chicken “altruism” tango.

Our Inner Causal Realms CREATE the World of Outer Effects.  Your preoccupation with “helping” / “saving” / “rescuing” others is like… stepping up to a mirror, seeing you have something on your face and trying to wipe it off… in your reflection.  The “in here” CREATES the “out there”.  Your greatest creative work, MOST ESPECIALLY TOWARDS HELPING OTHERS, is done within!

But people like this think they can somehow magically “join with others” (“horizontal unity”) when they’ve yet to tend to joining all aspects of themselves (“Vertical Unity”).  Their priorities are screwed up.  They are caught up / distracted in “serving” others “out there” with their rabid altruism – that often does more harm than good as it is often truly based in their own ego issues not on True Divine Service as guided by the All-That-Is – when they would BEST serve others by tending to their own “self” stuff FIRST / as their top priority “in here”.  They dis the very simple but wise guidance even from the “flight attendant” who advises them to don their own oxygen mask before assisting others with theirs.

In reality, TRULY serving self is actually what best enables one TO serve others.  Priorities!

You can only give as much as you’ve got.  You can’t pour from an empty cup.  And if you don’t take care of yourself, as a bare minimum and also as your top priority, then there’s risk of not only you not doing well but you then become a burden on others.  And this all helps anyone / everyone how?  You are your Responsibility.  Take care of you.

Many lightworkers are caught up in “serving” others when their top priority ought to be to serve themselves FIRST.  So dysfunctional.  They are so preoccupied with helping others heal that they are not knocking out their own healing and hence are truly NOT serving.  Someone had said, rightly so, that serving self IS serving others.  Indeed.  Someone else put out a post titled “Deal with your sh*t.  Then serve.”  Indeed again.  Get your nose out of other people’s business until you’ve cleaned up your own backyard.   Your “advice” isn’t worth a darn until you do… as evidenced by this STS / STO nonsense you insist on parroting.  As I’ve said before, if 7 billion people would have been “self centered”, as in, Centered on Self, in a healthy, healing way, THAT would have served everyone.  I certainly would have appreciated how it would have served me and others like me, by not having us few carry such a heavy burden in this ascension project for far too long.  AGAIN, the best thing you CAN do for others is TO serve yourself as your top priority.  So, by being obsessed with helping others at the expense of doing your own inner work, you are not serving anyone.

And there is an awful lot of disservice parading around as service because people have yet to learn what truly SERVES oneself and others and what does not.  They are often coming from old disempowering programming as they attempt to determine what is service and what is not.  The result is that they often “enable someone’s dysfunction“, their own included.  Perhaps some discussion with the Divine on such things would be in order.  (just skip the middlemen)

Also see Individuation vs. Collectives. Both sides of this are important.  Sometimes, leaving Duality behind means not setting up “either / or” scenarios that don’t need to be.  Like you have to choose between Self and Other, as if you can only have one or the other.    Where’s the “unity” and “integration” in that?  You can have it all… and you will… IF you get your priorities straight!

I got this concept years ago, which is why I wrote the book on it, but now, years after my own “completion”, as I observe others completing, they get it too.  They understand that Self Love and a whole lot of other “self” stuff needs to take top priority.  They’ve learned that the whole headless-chicken “altruism” tango they’d been doing is not serving anyone.

Also see:

Self Love
“If ya can’t love yourself, how the hell ya gonna love somebody else?”

Healthy Selfishness
You can’t pour from an empty cup.

Self (vertical) unity first.  Unity with all others just is… and when you are self-unified, you’ll KNOW that.

Individuation and Collectives
Each and every one of us is an Individuated Soul having an Individuated Experience. We are also part of a Collective. It does not serve / is not serving you or any collectives you are a part of to deny either side of this – your Individuation or your Energetic Connection to the Collective.

Unconditional Love
… distinguish between the SOUL that is standing in front of you and the ENERGIES which they are currently carrying.

You Got This! / “This Is SO Hard!”

(note: these used to be two separate posts that are now combined here, just fyi)

Ha, when I first typed in that title, muscle memory made me type “You God This”.  Accurate.

As some of you may recall, years ago there was a mass UFO sighting (literally, as in unidentified flying objects) over Phoenix, which came to be known as the Phoenix lights.  Many people saw them.

So, not long after, I’d heard someone tell a tale about this.  They or someone they knew had contacted a news agency of some sort in Phoenix as this was going on.  They asked the news person what was going on there.  The news person said, “I’ll check the wire” meaning the AP (Associated Press) news wire.  This person who contacted them laughed. Here they were contacting someone local to this news event who wanted to “check the wire” when in reality, they would be the ones to put that news ON the wire because they were local to the event.

Well, I’ve seen parallels of that story in our ascension story.

First, as you can read about in the post The Higher Self, the higher self (HS) works with us to regain our Divine connection, but once we have, we’re kinda on our own, our higher self having fulfilled its duties and obligations to us.  Then it’s time for us to step into some bigger shoes.

So, yeah, during the personal healing and ascension process, the HS assists and guides and you can bet that they can and will draw on other humans’ healing experiences in order to guide their own human.  There are plenty of areas of common ground concerning healing, oh heavens, there were frickin’ blueprints set up by the ancients for this.  So, while healing and working on your ascension process, you are receiving guidance on how to go about that.

When we complete our ascension process, then we step into service work for the collective.

When my friend and I were working above the veil (atv) we came to realize early on that, even though we still had God’s guidance and assistance, we were the “frontline”.  We’d reached a point where God could not guide us based on anyone’s prior experience as we were now in uncharted territory.  It was now we forerunners who were to be “putting the news on the wire”.  God was looking for cues from us as much as we from Him.  He could not advise us on things no one else had done before.  He could and did provide us with a higher perspective, an atv perspective and He certainly assigned us to some tasks.

And what we did atv and energetically to assist in this planetary and collective ascension is done now, but everyone else can count on there being plenty of new ground to cover in this massive ascension project.  Many lightworkers who have now recently or will soon complete / become ascension-ready / fully embody their Christ Consciousness will now find themselves in uncharted territory.

Do you think Lewis and Clark refused to continue on their mission just because they couldn’t get guidance from home?  Lightworkers, time for you to put the news on the wire.

With increased awareness comes increased responsibility.

Lightworkers step up!

You Got / God This!


This whole healing and ascension thing can be quite challenging.  Yep, sure can be.

And yet each and everyone of us is a powerful creator who creates through our Thoughts, Words and Deeds.  Are you sure you want to make an already challenging experience worse yet by constantly telling yourself “It’s so hard!”

My own healing and ascension process was challenging, but I really don’t recall myself saying that whole “it’s so hard” bit.

I’ve said similar though since I’ve been used to energetically assist all the people out there who keep making things worse by constantly telling themselves how hard it is.  And yet we forerunners just forged on, gave our feedback to God, stepped up to do our part when God worked to change things up for that whole situation.

Are you all ready yet to release the “It’s so hard” paradigm?  Clean up your language then!  Enough with refreshing your own “It’s so hard” program.


Things ain’t what they used to be it’s theme park living A to Z

(John Prine was making me get in touch with my “Inner Twang”, so these ladies got some of that to offer up.)


Things ain’t what they used to be now I believe in all extremes
Things ain’t what they used to be and that won’t change till we’re a hundred and three
Let’s never try to solve it babe – the equation of you plus me

Things ain’t what they used to be can you believe it all we’ve seen
Things ain’t what they used to be it’s theme park living A to Z
Let’s never try to solve it babe – the equation of you plus me

It’s all the same we’re here today yesterday is just a dream
Ancient history
It’s all the same we figured out what to take and what to leave
For the honey bees

Things ain’t what they used to be no money and no guarantee
Things ain’t what they used to be our future’s in a cup of China tea
Let’s never try to solve it babe – the equation of you plus me


Ascension Update

I guess this is a note from our “sponsor” (word origin = promise solemnly) about the current overall picture.

Today Jesus needed someone to talk to and God obviously needed someone to play cards with.  So, below is the resulting Tarot reading.  He let me know about this yesterday but I’m just now getting there…


Ace of Pentacles
Taking the creative inspiration of Spirit and turning it into physical works.

Knight of Wands
Shift into a new paradigm.

The Warrior
This is a card of powerful forward-moving energies, indicating that you can master adverse circumstances through your determination and courage. Spiritually, this card speaks about the development of the Will. We are all subject to many fears, and it is the warrior’s purpose to seek them out and defeat them.


I said “Jesus you look tired”
He said “Jesus so do you.”

Huh, this explains all the channelers.  Those above the veil obviously just need someone to talk to.


While out sailing on the ocean
While out sailing on the sea
I bumped into the Savior
And He said pardon me
I said “Jesus you look tired”
He said “Jesus so do you,
Sit down son
‘Cause I got some fat to chew”

Everybody needs somebody that they can talk to
Someone to open up their ears
And let that trouble through
Now you don’t have to sympathize
Or care what they may do
But everybody needs somebody that they can talk to

Well he spoke to me of morality
Starvation, pain and sin
Matter of fact the whole dang time
I only got a few words in
But I won’t squawk
Let ’em talk
Hell it’s been a long long time
And any friend that’s been turned down
Is bound to be a friend of mine


Now we sat there for an hour or two
Just eatin’ that Gospel pie
When around the bend come a terrible wind
And lightning lit the sky
He said so long son I gotta run
Appreciate you listening to me
And I believe I heard him sing these words
As he skipped out across the sea


Enabling Others’ Dysfunction

… which is dysfunctional on your part, if you’re doing it.

I recently read an article from someone who was basically asking lightworkers to step up.  Overall it was an ok article.  One thing I read there though jumped out at me as it was way off base and very disempowering.

They basically had made up a list, sorta like “You may still have work to do if…” and made a list of experiences one may be having.

But this one item was “If you are still being triggered and are triggering others.”

Err!  Wrong answer!  … to the last half of that.

You cannot and do not even want to try to make yourself responsible for others’ triggers.  That does not serve you or other.  You are taking on burdens that are not yours.  You’re walking on eggshells for others’ buttons and triggers.  The world is full of people with a whole lot of different buttons and triggers.  Are you going to remember all their triggers and walk on eggshells for each different issue?  That’s a lot to keep track of.  What if walking on eggshells for one person triggers the next person?  What will you do then?  That’s quite the jig you’re dancing there… to please others… over their issues.  Theirs.  Don’t stake claim to their crap.

And you’re not doing the other any good by walking on their eggshells.  You’re sending the other the message that what they are doing is ok, that their blow up because you bumped into their trigger is ok to aim at you and you will just adjust for it.  SO messed up.

In that moment of you triggering them, there are a whole lot of empowering messages you could bring to them right then, but what, instead you’re going to just enable their continued dysfunction… and yours?

They might ask, “Why are you pushing my buttons?”  They are asking the wrong question.  The question is – Why do they have the button?  You might ask them, “Whose?  Whose button?”

One more time we come back to Power and Responsibility going hand in hand.  You have absolutely no Power over the next person’s triggers.  They have some healing to do there and you can’t do it for them, so why would you want to try to take Responsibility for those triggers?

But here again, you do have influence.  So rather than doing some hippy dance on a world full of eggshells, you instead remind the other they were just triggered and it’s THEIR trigger and they could stand to own it and by doing so they will start to heal that issue associated with their trigger.  Now THAT is called shining one’s light.  You’ve communicated through your words and also through your actions, including demonstrating that you are not about to enable someone’s continued dysfunction by tip toeing around them and their triggers and issues.

That right there is a true expression of Love and Compassion.


Masculine AND Feminine

“Be what you want the world to be.”

How’s about some balance?!

For eons here, Masculine energy has been over-utilized and Feminine energy under-utilized.  But the answer to a patriarchy is NOT a matriarchy.  This is about balance and INtegration, not about another pendulum swing, which just continues Duality.  It’s time to step out of Duality and into Unity.

These days, many who identify as being “right of center” exhibit masculine energy and those who identify as “left of center” exhibit feminine energy.

Those on the right are all about mind / logic / reason.  They’re half right.  (Are you actually bothering to be a heretic, as in, one who thinks for themselves?  If not, may as well toss your thoughts because they aren’t serving you.)

Those on the left are all about senses / emotions / feelings.  They too are half right.   (And… on that side, have you allowed your emotions to be hijacked by the fear mongers?  May as well toss those too then, since they are not serving you either.)

Time to put it together folks.  Enough with swinging the pendulum from one extreme to another.

Part of one’s personal ascension process is to INtegrate the Masculine and Feminine WITHIN oneself.  As each and every person becomes more balanced, INtegrated and whole that in turn makes the world more balanced, INtegrated and whole.  We’re to bring balance, not REPLACE Masculine with Feminine.  Masculine energy is not going away.  We just usher in more Feminine energy to balance.

For those who are stuck in the extremes, I offer this analogy:  Let’s let “mind” be represented by the physical brain and “feeling / emotion” to be represented by the physical heart.  If you had two people, the first of which you chopped their brain out and the second you chopped their heart out, which one would live?  Neither.  One cannot live without mind (brain) OR emotions (heart).  You need both!

Masculine and Feminine energies are not opposites, they are complements, as in, “to complete”.  They complete each other, make whole / holy.  We’re talking about energies here, not people, not the “my other / better half” bullsh*t.  No one else completes you.  You must complete yourself.  Now… two healed (whole) people coming together.. now THAT is literally a match made in Heaven.  Good stuff there.

This is also about finally stepping out of the dysfunctional / unevolved characteristics of both Masculine and Feminine.

Ya know, since forever, the two-party political system has used the Republicans to utilize Masculine energies and used the Democrats to utilize Feminine energy.  Do I really need to tell ya that they’ve used the “down” side, the dysfunctional characteristics of both Masculine and Feminine with the political parties.  The Republicans are overt and tell you what they will do, whether you like it or believe it or not, then they do just that – take that!  The Democrats are covert and they deny they do something and do it anyway – a little manipulation anyone?

But yeah, those are a couple small examples of using these energies for nefarious reasons and purpose, but you can bet that down the road, how folks utilize both of these energies will be in a more evolved way.

So, just what ARE Masculine and Feminine energies?  Well, first and foremost, don’t think that you can make a good judgement of that by going with societal ideas (in any culture) of what women and men should be, what roles they’re “supposed” to play.  There are some rather natural roles that come with the different physical-level genders but don’t confuse that with societal b.s. that is thrust on everyone.

You can search this blog for those terms for starters, and the web also and use some “understanding tools” like astrology, etc. to understand what is really meant by these terms.  Astrology is a good hint – we ALL have Masculine and Feminine energies in our birth charts!  This is SO NOT about gender.  It’s about ENERGIES!  The understanding tools can also help you understand the unevolved vs. evolved characteristics of both.

When it comes right down to it, in this Earthly realm that is Dualistic, any and all that exists here can be considered a Masculine or Feminine energy.  Day & night, summer and winter are a couple examples of Masculine & Feminine energies.  Day / summer / solar energy is Masculine, active, assertive.  Night / winter / lunar energy is Feminine, rest / gathering energy, passive.  Many, many cycles of Life, going back and forth between the Masculine and Feminine.

So, a small example (it’s subtle but the subtle is very significant and it accumulates, you’re always creating) of an overuse of Masculine energy and an underuse / honor of Feminine energy – and yes folks, one imbalance which is demonstrated just as much by women as by men – is how silly humans just insist on being so go, go, go around “holiday time” in the dead of winter.  Party, party, party.  Frickin’ outdo the Griswolds at outdoor Christmas lights.  Goodness sakes, don’t actually get into the Feminine “rest / gather energy” or darkness of winter, oh no, just flood the wonderful, peaceful winter darkness with lights every frickin’ where… maybe so ya can’t see the stars for so long you’ll forget they’re there… at a time when one really ought to be resting and gathering energy… in preparation for… summer, the next Masculine active half of the cycle… because if you don’t capitalize on the Feminine rest / energy-gathering of winter (and nighttime also), then you won’t be able to really fully utilize the next Masculine active cycle either (summer or daytime).  You must honor both halves of this or you’ll be burning your candle on both ends.

Now, for a very big example of this imbalance that is old and far reaching is how, centuries ago, humans were discouraged from using their intuition, even taught to fear it, that it was bad or demonic or what have ya… or could get you killed by someone who feared it.  The majority of the people killed during the Inquisition were women.  They were feared and demonized because, eee gad!, they were intuitive.  The global cabal have loved to use the “divide and conquer” tactic in every way, and in this case, they literally made men fear the women in their lives – mothers, sisters, partners, daughters – were just so “scary” because they seemingly knew things that just couldn’t be known outwardly, at a purely mind level.

Huge, HUGE blow to Feminine energy right there, and here again, one that has affected women even though they tend to be more naturally intuitive and has really struck a blow to men because not only is their (in many cases) intuition not quite as natural to them, but the women who could teach them have been conditioned not to do so.  (Also see Holy Trinity info in Interpretation … of Stairway to Heaven)

The Feminine energy side of the sleepy masses was gutted by demonizing intuition and now, in recent times, they’re going after the Masculine energies by dissing men and making men seem unimportant and downright obsolete.  “They” (the cabal) never quit.  Let’s not help them put the final nail in humanity’s coffin by dissing either Masculine or Feminine energies, eh?!

In a dualistic realm, the Masculine is considered light and the Feminine dark.  It’s not that “dark” means “bad”.  The Masculine is visible and the Feminine is hidden (good, bad or indifferent).  Just male and female genitalia give some hint to this.  The Knights Templars built many cathedrals.  What you see of the cathedrals is the Masculine part, but it’s said that there is as much underground as what sticks up above the ground and what’s underground, that which is hidden, is the Feminine part.  Often there are Black Madonna statues in the underground part of the cathedrals.  It represents the Earth in part and Feminine energy / dark / hidden / shadow.

So, here again, I have to chuckle at many lightworkers who are so pushing Feminine energy – fine and well in general, ya know to balance things out so we can finally step out of the patriarchy – but many of these lightworkers seem scared as hell to address their own shadow aspects.  *shaking head*  You’re not going to bring the Feminine energy balance to your own life and bring it to the world if you’re not courageous enough to face your own shadows / darkness.

I’d recently said in comments that the cabal likes to hijack current energies…

One case in point… I feel the Millennials / Gen Y folks were to actually help usher in Unity Consciousness but the cabal influenced them at an early age, especially through the education system, to do everything in groups.  They were essentially “trained” to be codependent.  They were taught to find unity “out there” or horizontally rather than unifying vertically with all aspects of themselves “in here” first before unifying with others.  (See Unity post.)

I feel in this same way the cabal have hijacked this Masculine and Feminine INtegration thing with all this “trans-trender” / gender-fluidity propaganda push, which is exactly what it is .  It is meant, in part, to confuse people.  I’d say that anyone who truly feels they are transgender knows that confusion about gender is not fun and they probably wouldn’t wish that on anyone.  I’ve never felt that this, yes, BIG propaganda push was advocating anything that was actually in transgenders’ favor in any big way and perhaps was actually doing them a disservice overall and even some transgenders have noted that (and are not happy with) this push that is “politicizing” transgenderism.

This push is also a step in the direction of transhumanism, pretty much just turning humans into cyborgs, so… getting people used to taking drugs (or hormones) and having surgery (doctor-assisted self mutilation) for anything and everything.  Here again, they are making people turn an “in here” thing into an “out there” thing.  They’re getting people used to dealing with their body issues (real or imagined), this one and any other, in an outward way, literally going under the knife and filling one’s body with hormones or whatever other pharmaceuticals to force their desire to manifest outwardly.  Well, good luck at actually manifesting an outward gender reassignment in this slow, 3D realm.

As if some boy / man has to put on a dress or have body parts removed in order to get in touch with their Feminine aspects (or vise versa).  Not.  This INtegration may not exclude crossdressing or what have ya – hey, whatever turns your crank – but don’t confuse the two.  As far as “playing dress up” goes, well, aren’t we all?!  … as soon as we incarnate into human form.  If transgenders have the feeling that “This body doesn’t feel like me”, well honey, “this body” isn’t any of us.  Our bodies are a vehicle on loan to us by the planet.  A vehicle.  A VERY IMPORTANT vehicle that we’d best take care of.

Don’t get distracted with trying to change your “out there” when the task at hand, along with your other healing and ascension work, is ENERGETIC INtegration “in here”.

Hey, addressing and honoring the physical part of you is part of all of this and yeah, loving and accepting all parts of you, including your human aspects, including  your physical body is important and, for the most part, one is either male or female in this dualistic Earthly realm.  Gender is a physical-level thing.  At the soul level we have no “gender” and we certainly are not dualistic at a soul level.  But when we are incarnate as humans, it serves to honor your human side and along with loving all other aspects of yourself, honor your body.

Embrace your body, it’s you… for now.  Transgenders also.  It’s not necessary to alter your body, just accept it.  It’s temporary.  Whether you depart from this world through the death portal or through the ascension portal, your current 3D carbon-based body is temporary.  It’s also part of the experience you are having, so have it.  You can do or be something else in some other life, perhaps in some other place… and if you want a new outward gender after you ascend, it’s QED (quite easily done)… but for now, how’s about being right here, right now.

I cast no judgement, but if it were me and all else was the same, only thing different was that I felt I was transgender, I absolutely would not take hormones or have surgery.  I respect my body too much for that.  And that thing I just said about one’s current body being temporary… I KNOW it.  … and I love me, all aspects of me.  My body has been a total champ in this ascension effort, which I completely appreciate and don’t hesitate to express that to my body.  I’m not so comfortable in my ascension-hell-years fat-suit either, complete with next to no energy, but… it’s temporary.

And our 3D carbon-based body is what we have… until we don’t.  It’s not only our vehicle to motor around in on the 3D physical plane it is also kind of our vehicle outta here since we are in it while we go through our healing and ascension process, so it serves you to take care of it as best ya can… not to mention that your body is the outward manifestation of your energy.  If you are not physically healthy you could stand to examine your choices and the energies you have taken on with your choices.  All part of your own Self Mastery / Ascension Process / your own Christhood.   You’ll be in that body until you die or cross over the consciousness veil and fully transition / ascend to 5D.

Folks, please look up information about Masculine and Feminine energies, perhaps some esoteric info – word origin of esoteric = “within” or “into”.  And inwardly is where your Masculine and Feminine INtegration will happen.

Here’s a couple good places to start:

Margaret Starbird explains why 666 Mark of the Beast is not Caesar Nero

Hidden Messages: Sacred Numbers and Christianity


Sacred Symbology / Sacred Geometry.

Feminine and Masculine energies before becoming a Merkaba (above).  

Feminine pyramid (top) has its foundation in “Heaven” and yet has a point reaching to Earth.  The Masculine pyramid (bottom) has its foundation in “Earth” and yet has a point reaching to Heaven.  

The two united in the Merkaba.  In a 2D depiction, the Star of David represents the Merkaba with its two equilateral triangles.  In a 3D depiction, a Merkaba is a Star Tetrahedron – two tetrahedrons, which are 4-sided objects with each side being an equilateral triangle.


Don’t worry when you find that Feminine energy gets the “Heavenly” position at times and the “Earthly” position at others.  Same with Masculine.  Don’t allow this to confuse you.  It’s a natural physics / metaphysics / Divine plan sort of weaving and dancing of these two energies in such a way that naturally wants to bring balance.  Let’s just say that Duality contains all the components that one needs for Unity, it’s just about INtegration.

For example, with the depictions of the Merkaba as shown above, the Feminine is more Heavenly and the Masculine more Earthly.

But, when you look at the 4 elements of astrology, you see that Fire (Spirit) and Air (Mind) elements are Masculine and yet are more Heavenly energies, while the Earth (Physical) and Water (Emotional) elements are Feminine and yet are more Earthly energies.

And also notice in the picture above of the pre-united Masculine and Feminine that the Watery Feminine downward-pointing pyramid is on an “Air” background, which is Masculine.  The Fiery Masculine upward-pointing pyramid has an “Earth” background, which is Feminine.

Also, as I say, there is a close connection between:

Mind (Masculine, Air element, Heavenly) and Body (Feminine, Earth element, Earthly).

And also a close connection between:

Spirit (Masculine, Fire element, Heavenly) and Emotions (Feminine, Water element, Earthly).

“The Work” of Ascension

I won’t mention names, but I just came across a video where someone talked about ascension.  They mention two names of people who talk ascension.  One of these people I know to be out and out fraudulent and the other well, I’ve had absolutely no draw to them myself (need I say more?), nevermind you’re hard pressed to look at anything ascension-related without running across them.

But in mentioning them, this video maker kinda poo-pooed ascension.  No wonder considering who they’ve been listening to on this matter.  They said it sounded like the rapture or something.  To me the rapture always sounded like something done to or for you, but that’s not how it works.  Ascension is something you do for yourself… that no one else, God / All That Is / Prime Creator included, CAN do for you.  Others have blazed and paved the trail for you, but we can’t make ya walk it.

This video maker also said these two who talk of ascension keep talking about doing “the work” with no explanation of what “the work” is.

They said these two ascension talkers act like you have to be “special” in some way to ascend.  Oh, you do have to do your inner work, but past that, this whole ascension gig is not an elitist thing.  It’s for anyone who chooses it and does “the work”.  No one can do “the work” for you and no one can keep you from it… only you.

If anyone asks you what “the work” of ascension is, please refer them to this blog and tell ’em to start reading from the beginning.  There are currently only just over 100 posts, which are basic healing, empowerment and ascension fundamentals… not my own personal daily diary entries.  I don’t have all the answers for you.  What I give you is the overall gist of this healing and ascension process so you have some idea of where to start and what it’s about.  The details FOR YOU are for you and the Divine to work out.

But yeah, I’m happy to let my blog serve to answer the question of  – What is “the work” of ascension?  No one ought to be left wondering what that is.

Take it from me and The Love Guru – The only way out is in!  (I’ve said that for years and lmao to hear the Guru say it.  So wise he is!  😉 )

Darren, the only way out is in.

Also see post Healing / Inner Work – What Is It?

Check out the One of These Things… page for what to expect of this blog.

Let go, let God

I knew someone who went to Buddhist temple.  They told me that a young zen monk had come to speak with them.  People would ask this monk questions and one thing my friend made a point to tell me about was that after someone asked the monk a question, it was interesting to watch him “access” the Divine, to see the subtle signs as he was “checking in” upstairs and the person who was telling me this was very intuitive themselves.  It was a fairly serious and straight forward discussion.  Then the topic of surrendering to the Divine came up.  The monk said, “Start small – consider giving the Universe 60 / 40.”


To the Divine.  Your own Divine Self.

Allow yourself to Live ON PURPOSE, to live your soul mission.

Get out of your own way.  To hell with your mundane level plans.  If you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans.

Bypass all the middlemen, go straight to Source / God / All That Is / Prime Creator.  This ascension is a big project, don’t allow the middlemen, humans or ETs, to get between you and God.

Don’t let a book, including “the good book”, get between you and God either.  But then again, in the 4th century, when the Romans and the Catholics put the Bible together, you can bet they wanted it to get between you and God, that was EXACTLY their intention / motivation… and you’re helping them do just that.  They got ya.  Why would you go through a bunch of ancient authors that have been interpreted and translated and cherry-picked by many, MANY others, over and over (*yawn*), when you can utilize your direct Divine connection and go directly to God?!


Again, I offer this from “The Angels Within Us” by John Randolph Price:

The next coded instruction is to stand still.  In the ancient schools “stand still” meant to enter into a state of serenity and trust through complete surrender to the Presence within and to have faith in the activity of the Spirit.  For a greater understanding of what this means, imagine yourself as a musical instrument, a clarinet for example.  See the instrument as you would on a Saturday-morning children’s cartoon – alive and animated.  It has free will, which means that it thinks it can play itself, so it functions in the world by striking its own keys, blowing its own squealing notes.  And all the time the Master Musician is waiting to play the most harmonious melody the world has ever heard.

As time passes, the little clarinet discovers metaphysics and begins to tell the Master Musician within what notes to play for it: “Oh Mighty Spirit, play the note for a new car for me, for money in the bank and a new job.”  At first this new way of playing brings results, but they are not lasting.  Then the little clarinet seeks to make his demonstrations more “spiritual” and begins to listen for instructions from the Master within as to what notes to play: “Lord, give me the note for health and happiness and I will surely play it in your name.”  And again some fruit falls from the tree, but the taste is not satisfying.  Finally the clarinet’s consciousness evolves to the point where it declares, “I surrender to the great I AM THAT I AM.  Master, play your notes through me!”

Who Will NOT Ascend?

Years ago, I’d come across a TV evangelist who had made a revelation.  There are passages in Matthew 24 which describe “who would not get to the Kingdom of Heaven”.  This evangelist thought to look at this list the way you would read an ingredient list on food packages – what there is the most of is listed first, then on down the line.  On this list are the usual suspects like murderers and thieves, etc. but at the top of the list – the fearful.

Now, this evangelist thought he was the cat’s pajamas and said, “I’m the only one talking about fear.”  Well, perhaps in the evangelist arena, but New Age lightworkers have been talking about fear for quite some time so this dude was a little more “Johnny come lately” than he’d like to admit.

A few weeks back I came across someone’s comment on a blog.  They were basically saying that if it wasn’t for the “Religion of Peace” then perhaps all others would be able to embrace 5D, etc.

I had this to tell them:

What those of the “Religion of Peace” (how Orwellian is that?!) have to get from all this is one thing. What they are helping others with is another thing. Everyone else, individuals or collectives at some level or other, including the nation level, are learning how to set boundaries and stand in their own power.

Europeans are struggling with concerns about “being racist” vs being raped, both literally and figuratively. Some rape victims won’t even report the crime because they don’t want to “play into racism.” If that isn’t the epitome of some severe lack of self-respect and self-love, I don’t know what is. And what? Like NOT reporting the crime is somehow helping the criminal / thug? Really?

As drag queen Ru Paul says, “If ya can’t love yourself, how the hell ya gonna love somebody else?”

Sad the level things need to get to before people start being MORE Self-Centered, as in Centered on Self. It all starts with self.  Read the book “Awake & Aware – Top Priority: Self” for how to get one’s priorities straight.

So, this person makes it sound like if we can just somehow get rid of all the “villains” out there then everyone else will be magically ready to ascend.  Nope, don’t think so.  Sorry to have to break this to ya, but the “victims” won’t be ascending either.

There is much talk these days of doing one’s “shadow work”.  Rightly so.  Yep, you’ll have to connect with the Divine as part of your healing and ascension process, but you’ll also have to address your shadow.

In many cases, one’s shadow, one’s own darkness has mostly to do with ignorance, ya know, that whole “in the dark” thing.  The ignorance causes disempowerment.  Just being “nice” and not being an ax murderer is not enough.  If you attract ax murderers you won’t be ascending before they will.  Not really a joke – we draw to us what we fear.

So, there will be many “shadow parts” that you will eventually just release because they belong to a disempowering experience and you’ve had enough of that.

There are also “shadow parts” that really aren’t “bad” or even “dark” but people have allowed society to convince them that these characteristics are not desirable.  Folks could stand to realize this and embrace these characteristics, to reclaim them and utilize them, not to mention gift the world with them.

No folks, what you’ve possibly “done unto others” really isn’t what will keep you from ascending – everyone is redeemable.  We just might get some reformed ax murderers ascending too.  Yep, good chance of that.  They turn around and do the inner work, yep, they’re in.

But what you do to yourself with your disempowering thoughts and beliefs and how you ab-use yourself and allow others to ab-use you, those kinds of things, if you insist on clinging to them / not releasing them, can and will keep you from “the Kingdom of Heaven”.   There’s that Power and Responsibility thing again.  You want your Power?  You’ll have to take Responsibility for your own creations.

In K.I.S.S. ing Ascension, I describe how, in broad terms, ascension is about Divine connection AND healing, which in LARGE PART has to do with addressing one’s shadow, one’s own “darkness”.

It reminds me of a twist on the first step of all those 12-step programs, so instead of “admitting you have a problem” it’s more a case of starting from a point of acceptance.  Not acceptance like in “condoning” something, but more of acceptance as in “this IS how things are in this moment”.  Denial is more than just a river in Egypt and there is no “healing” happening or perhaps not finishing as long as you are not willing to face your shadow, your own darkness.

Just being nice, wearing the crystals and the flowy purple dresses, saying “Namaste”, putting out flowery messages and “playing a part” aren’t enough to get the job done.

That superficial makeover isn’t the deep clean required.

The first step is looking right at your darkness.  Ask the Divine to assist.

Grand Illusion

“Grand Illusion”

The obliteration of your isolation
The complete explosion of your fondest notion
This disintegration is your elevation
It’s a grand illusion, it’s a grand illusion

You’re crying, you’re trying so hard now
You’ll be laughing a hundred thousand years

There is only one day and tonight is the night
It’s a grand illusion

The devastation of your separation
The disillusion of your constitution
It’s exhilaration, it’s your liberation
It’s a grand illusion, it’s a grand illusion

You’re crying, you’re trying so hard now
You’ll be laughing a hundred thousand years
There is only one day and tonight is the night
It’s a grand illusion

War Pigs

Dedicated to Senator John McCain.

Judgement Day is here John.

“War Pigs”

Generals gathered in their masses
Just like witches at black masses
Evil minds that plot destruction
Sorcerers of death’s construction
In the fields the bodies burning
As the war machine keeps turning
Death and hatred to mankind
Poisoning their brainwashed minds
Oh lord yeah!

Politicians hide themselves away
They only started the war
Why should they go out to fight?
They leave that role to the poor

Time will tell on their power minds
Making war just for fun
Treating people just like pawns in chess
Wait ’til their judgement day comes

Now in darkness world stops turning
Ashes where the bodies burning
No more war pigs at the power
Hand of God has struck the hour
Day of judgement, God is calling
On their knees the war pig’s crawling
Begging mercy for their sins
Satan laughing spreads his wings
oh lord yeah!


Concerning lyrics below, well no, Columbus was not “lost”.  He had a map.  He didn’t “discover” diddly in this sense of the word:

find (something or someone) unexpectedly or in the course of a search

Like I heard an American Indian comedian say years ago (and I paraphrase), “How can you ‘discover’ a land where people already live?  That’d be like me going out into the parking lot and ‘discovering’ that Lamborghini.”

No, “they” (the global cabal) had known of the land to the west called La Merika.  When Columbus set sail it was a Kodak Moment, a public relations stunt, a way to announce to the general masses that it was time to get their slave selves, at their own expense and effort, to the new land, to build that up for the cabal.  So, Columbus DID “discover” La Merika, but more in this definition of the word:

divulge (a secret)

And what would prompt people to move to La Merika?  Well, what’s said on the plaque at the Statue of Liberty gives a hint:

“Keep, ancient lands, your storied pomp!” cries she
With silent lips. “Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me,
I lift my lamp beside the golden door!”

The PTWs (powers that were) just made things so unbearable in people’s home countries that folks would expend their own energies and resources to get themselves to the New World.

Well Tracy, the worm has turned.  No more conquering of Americans.

And… concerning the lyrics…

The meek shall inherit the Earth… while the masters will ascend to Gaia.


You were lost and got lucky
Came upon the shore
Found you were conquering America
You spoke of peace
But waged a war
While you were conquering America

There was land to take
And people to kill
While you were conquering America
You served yourself
Did God’s will
While you were conquering America

The ghost of Columbus haunts this world
‘Cause you’re still conquering America
The meek won’t survive
Or inherit the earth
‘Cause you’re still conquering America


You found bodies to serve
Submit and degrade
While you were conquering America
Made us soldiers and junkies
Prisoners and slaves
While you were conquering America


Your hands are at my throat
My back’s against the wall
Because you’re still conquering America
We’re sick and tired hungry and poor
‘Cause you’re still conquering America

You bomb the very ground
That feeds your own babies
You’re still conquering America
Your sons and your daughters
May never sing your praises
While you’re conquering America


I see your eyes seek a distant shore
While you’re conquering America
Taking rockets to the moon
Trying to find a new world
And you’re still conquering America


The ghost of Columbus haunts this world
‘Cause you’re still conquering America
You’re still conquering America
You’re still conquering America


Here’s someone who understood what was going on in this world:

Russell Means:  Americans Are The New Indian

Understanding Tools

This is the term I like to use with such things as astrology or face reading or the like.  Ya know, the kinds of methods that allow you to understand yourself and others better.

I always like to say – Two ways to understanding, either through compassion or personal experience… but these understanding tools can help also.

I always like to emphasize the proper balance in perspective concerning the individual and the collective.  Individual and indivisible come from the same root word.  But collectives are made up of individuals, each doing their part.  “Collectives” technically don’t really “do” much of anything.  The individuals within the collective do.  And like the old line – it takes all kinds to make the world go ’round.

In so many ways we have so very much in common.  From the most sleepy and dysfunctional person to the most conscious, from the wounded to the healed, when it comes right down to it, we all have so much more in common than we have differences.  And there are really only so many variables here.  Many variables and yet still only so many.  Using astrology as an example, everyone’s birth chart has the same 12 signs and 10 planets.  Yep, all sorts of subtly in characteristics according to house, degree, what aspects what, etc. but it’s all Earth-centric, all about the energies an Earthling has to deal with, is exposed to, has to work with.

And yet, the differences do exist.  Just because someone is different (maybe you yourself are the someone) doesn’t necessarily mean these differences are “issues”.  But before we come to understand some of what’s behind the differences, it can be easy in a 3D-Earth-paradigm state of mind to judge and find fault with others who are only just being themselves and bringing to the world what they came to bring.

The face reading I learned was based on the 5 element theory of Chinese medicine.  So, the 5 elements are the 4 of astrology – Fire, Earth, Air (or Metal in Chinese medicine), Water – and the 5th element is Wood.

Because I’ve come to understand the differences in personality between the 5 elements, I just see people being themselves when others may have some issue with these people’s personality traits.

For example, if, in a gathering of people, one person, no matter what topic or who brings it up, this one person always somehow makes it all about them, well, the next person might see this as problematic “They’re so full of themselves!”, whereas I would just know I was observing a Fire element.

Another person there may be very forceful and loves to use a closed fist gesture.  The next person may see them as angry or aggressive, but I just see a Wood element.

I’ve often thought that this disempowering 3D Earth paradigm has made everyone feel like there is something wrong with them.  Is there anyone who feels like they fit in anymore?  Even the straight, white male now feels oppressed and persecuted.  Yep, “the theys” used their salami tactics to carve away at one social group after another and now they’ve caught them all.

And the programming has people wanting to be something other than themselves “Oh, I wish I had a nose like hers”… while she probably wishes she had a nose like the next person.  So, just what is that ever-elusive gold standard that everyone seems to be shooting for?

How’s about looking no further than the mirror.  That seems like a fine gold standard to aspire to.

In some discussion on the Enneagram of Personality, which is a personality typing method involving nine (enne) personality types, someone had said that the conventional psychology / psychiatric world has a “disorder” or mental problem or the like for every one of these personality types.

Sure, there is an up and a down side to every type, element, sign, whatever.  There are unevolved and evolved characteristics for each.  But really?  No matter who?  Everyone has a disorder?  Now, no doubt that folks got stuff to heal but just the old paradigm’s way of assigning some bad label to every frickin’ personality type, being all judgy about it… and of course they don’t want people to know that whatever issues they may have they can heal.  Don’t frickin’ empower anyone whatever ya do… just make ’em feel like there’s something wrong with them… that can’t be fixed… or worse yet, “Here’s your prescription.”

By learning and using understanding tools, you come to understand yourself and others better.  You come to know that we don’t all have the same needs, desires, talents, skills, foibles, whatever.  By understanding your own element (or sign or type, etc) you can relax into being you and not pressure yourself to be like others.  By understanding others’ elements, you can allow them to be themselves without reading anything else into it.  Knowing such things help people work together.


My face reading instructor does Feng Shui also, but she doesn’t do it in a traditional way, like the desk has to be in this room facing that direction kinda thing, but instead focuses on the elements of the people living there.  So here are a couple of stories about people learning about theirs and others’ elements and then working towards more harmony.

She went to advise a couple of gals who were roommates.  One gal was an Earth element while the other was Metal.

Earth elements just love their “things”.  Earths like and can put up with a rather large amount of clutter.  If someone is a hoarder you can probably count on them being an Earth element.  They’re the ones you can almost count on having a mantle full of family photos.  They love their Earth tones.

Metals on the the other hand can be rather ascetic, liking a sparsely furnished and decorated place.  Less is more.  Monochromes over colors.   If any element abhors clutter it would be Metals.

So they were informed about themselves and each other.  Their solution?  They literally divided the shared living areas right down the middle.  One half of the living room was very Earth and the other half very Metal… and that worked for them.  They came to understand what both of them needed, they allowed that for themselves and the other.

In another case, she was asked to come do Feng Shui for a couple whose young son would not come out of his bedroom when he was home and he always kept the door closed.  It didn’t take long to understand why that was.  Upon first meeting, she knew the parents were both blatantly obviously Fire elements.  The son was obviously Water.

They then showed her their son’s room.  Just outside his room, across from the door was this huge painting that was VERY Fire element.  It was modern art with big splashes of red.  Yep, totally understandable why the Fire parents like this painting, but it was a bit much on their energetically sensitive and emotional Water son.  Subconsciously, that painting may have seemed like a murder scene to the Water son.  She explained this to the parents who then promptly took the painting down and their son no longer hid in his room and if in there didn’t feel a need to always have the door closed.


Are you still being all judgy about yourself and others… even and perhaps especially with the stuff that has nothing to do with anything other than just element, personality type or what have ya?  Ya know, like they (you) didn’t assault anyone, it’s not wounds or dysfunctions, they (you) just have their (your) own preferences and their (your) own way to be.  No crime in that.  Ask the Divine to bring you just the right understanding tools so you can actually see things for what they really are.

Ask for Compassion so you can cut yourself and your fellow human some slack, knowing that all differences aren’t “bad” in some way and even the wounds and dysfunctions are healable and EVERYONE IS REDEEMABLE.  Kinda the whole point of what we’re doing here.  Don’t act so surprised when some former Walking Zombie actually wakes up.  Don’t act surprised when the former Walking Wounded actually heal.  Don’t act surprised when the formerly disempowered step into their own Power.

Some of people’s differences have to do with strengths, not weaknesses.  Some with energies that piss off people’s “inner demons”.  Why do you think the Divine sent them with that energy?  It all has its place.

Let the Divine and the Understanding Tools help you see more clearly and with it create more loving and accepting relationships.

Everybody Lay Down

Hey there “meek”, aren’t you tired of laying down?

“Everybody Lay Down”

Everybody go ’round, go ’round, go ’round
Everybody lay down, lay down, lay down
Don’t nobody make a sound
Everybody lay down

Everybody give up, give up, give up
Nobody hang tough, hang tough, hang tough
Life a little too rough
Everybody lay down

Everybody say hey, don’t nobody say no
Everybody say wait, don’t nobody say go
Everybody lay down

Everybody cry loud, cry loud, cry loud
Nobody too proud, too proud, too proud
To tell you what they’re all about
Everybody lay down

Everybody don’t care, don’t care, don’t care
Nobody play fair, play fair, play fair
Maybe everybody too scared
Everybody lay down

Everybody say hey, don’t nobody say no
Everybody say wait, don’t nobody say go
Everybody lay down

Everybody’s wanting higher
Everybody wanna touch the fire
Nobody willing to lay it all down

Everybody want heaven
Everybody say amen
One thing is certain
You gotta lay it all down

Everybody say hey, don’t nobody say no
Everybody say wait, don’t nobody say go
Everybody lay down

The meek shall inherit the Earth

… while the masters will ascend to 5D Gaia.

The meek submit to the worldly paradigm, while the masters surrender to the Divine.


quiet, gentle, and easily imposed on; submissive


a skilled practitioner of a particular art or activity

Master of what?  Of oneself.

To get there, just be the truest version of your True Self that you can muster in any given moment.  One foot in front of the other.



Alternate title – Don’t Put YOUR Sh*t on Me.

Are you projecting onto others what is yours?  Your dysfunctional programs might just love that but it’s not serving you, others or the world.  It’s certainly not serving this ascension project.  Ready to let go of that yet?

First, there’s the concept of “mirroring”.  Basically, if something about someone else really bothers you, you more than likely have that very same issue yourself and you don’t like it in yourself any more than you do in others and yet you deny that it is yours.  Like stepping up to a mirror, seeing you have something on your face and you try to wipe it off… in your reflection.

And this might be about a character trait that is not even “bad” per se, but one’s programming has made them think it is bad.

One tact you might consider is to actually allow yourself to consciously express this trait that you have, that you see mirrored in others and yet that bothers you so.  Perhaps then you can break away from being so judgy about it.

Projection is a little different than mirroring.  One significant difference between mirroring and projection is that with mirroring, both parties share the same traits or issues or perhaps even complementary issues, whereas with projection the one doing the projection is the one who has these traits or issues and puts that on others as if other people have these issues when they don’t.

Programmed humans are also into that whole misery loves company thing, hanging out with people with similar issues and programs.  Life in an echo chamber.  They’ll speak of resonance but what are they supposedly “resonating” with?  Each other’s dysfunction?  Yep, similar frequency and issues.  It’s called codependency folks.

And they just hate it when someone or something comes along and stirs their pot.  They like their little codependent “friends” (with friends like that…)  and call them their teammates but anyone who is not right in stride with them are seemingly not their teammate.

I love sports analogies, most especially where the word “team” comes up.  So, this person would be like a member of a high school sports team.  They’re a Sophomore (and in real life and spiritually really rather sophomoric to boot) and they will only see other Sophomores as their teammates.  The Freshman, Juniors and Seniors, in their warped reality, are somehow not their teammates.  *scratching head*

But whether they consciously realize it or not, when new and fresh input comes along, they ARE having Divine-level resonance.  It’s just also affecting their little “demons” / disempowered programs / conditioning, which are re-acting.  So… resonance with something that is true will be indicated by a strong emotional response, which may not always be a warm and fuzzy feeling or even an “ah ha” moment.  Instead it might be very intense denial or rejection… or projection.  Hey those little demons / programs recognize healing wisdom when they see / hear it and that’s the last thing they want.  They’ll fight it tooth and nail.


Once, over several months, myself and others witnessed a lightworker who obviously had anger issues.  From what I could tell, by both things said and the outward symptoms – usually coming in the form of projection – they had pent up anger.  Anger was a “bad” thing according to some “program” implanted in them, probably in childhood.  I’ve seen this person say since then that as a child, they were indeed told not to express anger.  One of their readers (codependents) had some anger projection issues also and in their case they witnessed an awful lot of anger from someone else when they were a child. Perhaps it scared them and they made the subconscious association that “anger = bad / scary / wrong”.  So they too would repress and project.

These people’s “inner child” probably had a whole lot of anger and could stand to express it.  Their unexpressed / stuffed down anger had no place to go.  It was their traveling companion.  And as much as this person so wanted to put on rose-colored glasses, their anger issues made them see red… everywhere.  If someone came along and stirred their pot so that they could get a bit of a glimpse of that sludge at the bottom that they so desperately tried to ignore – intentionally doing so or just innocently triggering this LW’s issues, doesn’t matter which – then came the projection.  They kept saying others were angry when they were not.  They’d ask others why they hold so much anger within them when it was they themselves doing that.

They also said anger as if it’s a bad thing, something to be avoided at all costs.  Not a healthy perspective.

They also love to go on about joy.  I told them that if they were really tapping into TRUE JOY, then anger wouldn’t scare them – not their own or anyone else’s… and I told them that anger was ok.  And it is.  Anger happens.  Let it.

They kept doing the whole “put on a happy face” thing and kept talking about all the joy they have… as if they were trying to talk themselves into it.  Perhaps they’d best tap into that joy by being authentic in their emotional expression ALWAYS.

Don’t say you’re up when you’re down
It’s Elemental  

~ Tears for Fears – “Elemental”

This reminds me – I’d heard this lead guitarist interviewed.  He also wrote songs and he’d come to realize that if the band members were having to tap their foot in order to keep time while playing the song, then there was something not so right about the song.

And if someone has to keep telling themselves they are joyful, something is not so right with their “song” either.

Joy is who we are.  Not something to look for.  Just allow it.

And how will you know your True Self in your True Joy if you keep judging emotions as bad, stuff them down and then project your emotions onto others?  They’re YOUR emotions, own ’em… and for goodness sakes, express ’em.  If not, you’re not healed / healing.  You might fool yourself in that regard but you’re not fooling anyone else.

Has someone stirred your pot and showed you what further work you have to do?  Did you kill the messenger when you could have been thanking them?  The messenger is there for your sake.  The Divine sent them, whether you or they are even consciously aware.

Also see Understanding Tools.

Trust and Flow

And that title is a nod to my best mentor, an astrologer and intuitive who said that all the time –  Trust and Flow.  She passed from the world on 4/11/11 and I couldn’t forget that if I wanted to since she always had the 411 for me… and her name was Monica, which means “advisor.”  Love you Monica, thanks for helping me help this world.

As I spoke of in my Stepping Stones and Individual Path post, well, essentially… to every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven.  And in order to scale to the next rung on the ladder, you must be willing to release the one you’re on.

In my Create Anew! post (meant for those who obsess on cabal plans and schemes) I spoke of how someone at one time or another will learn the truth about the mundane world, learn about the global cabal in all its faces and facets and down through history and yep, it can be a rather big story with so much interesting stuff to learn about.  But there comes a time to stop looking at that, stop putting your energy into it.  Looking at such – past the time of when you get the plot of this Earthly story and you’ve learned enough about the wounds and dysfunctions that occur due to the influence of the old 3D Earth paradigm – is just becoming an obsession and it’s just info overload of details… and a distraction.  So you let it go.  (Know where you are in this.  Is it time to look at that or time to let it go?)  But don’t worry, if you’re to know something you’ll be informed.  Trust and Flow.

I offer a little story here that really is about Trust.  Let go, let God.  Trust in both one’s mundane self and in the Divine.  Trust that the information will come to you and that you will recognize it for what it is when you see it.

So, when I woke up, it was a dual awakening, if you will, for I learned / remembered the truth about the mundane and the Divine in tandem.  But in the beginning it did tend to be weighted a bit more towards the mundane, then later the scales tipped more towards the Divine.  Perfect.  I could learn about what caused the wounds and dysfunctions and how to get out from under that illusory crap heap.  That right there helped tremendously towards me understanding who I really was, that I was a Divine and Powerful Creator so segue right into deeper comprehension of the Divine.  And then during the ascension-hell years it was pretty much only bare necessities / keep my vital signs going as far as mundane level and otherwise it was ALL about the Divine and this almighty ascension project.

But, years ago, a while after I’d let go of my global cabal studies, some information was brought to me.  It came in snippets over a couple incidents, not all in one shot.  It was short n’ sweet and I’ll keep it that way.

I was not listening to much mainstream anything about then.  I didn’t listen to the news.  I only watched a few TV series and always recorded them so I could skip all the commercials.  In the car I listened to tapes and not the radio.  For the most part, the only “news” I got was from little bits heard while surfing the TV or radio, which I rarely did anyway and magazine covers at the store and coworkers, etc.

I won’t mention names here but if anyone is familiar with this story then you may know who this is about.

But… I was in my car one day and heard that a U.S. senator and his family had been killed in a plane crash.  Well, I knew from the plot of this Earthly story that plane crashes and being suicided are the cabal’s favorite ways to kill off political enemies.  At that time, since my focus was off the mundane, I didn’t know a whole lot of names in politics and this guy wasn’t from my state so I knew nothing about him.  But I had every reason to think the cabal wanted him dead and made it so.  I understood the what.

So, then later that day or the next, I was surfing the TV, again, not typical for me, but accidents never happen.  I caught a news story about this senator.  All they said about him was his name, that he and his family were in a plane crash and killed and… that… he was kinda “known for”… if there was a bill in congress that had bipartisan support, this senator was often the one or one of two dissenting votes.  Ah, now I understood the why.

Ya know, how – well, at least in the past, but that’s changing as government gets a makeover – if something just flew through congress with bipartisan support it was often something that in a very big and bold way was taking away people’s rights.  The stooges and idiots in congress could argue abortion or idk, homosexual this or that until the frickin’ cows come home, finding no common ground, no compromise… BUT! if it was something that just wholesale violated and dashed constitutional rights across the board, then gosh oh gee, they sure could agree on that and in record time.  Jerks.

Well, from just the few clues the Divine insisted I see, I had the whole frickin’ picture.  No mess, no strain on my part.

Years later, a few years ago, I saw someone left a comment on a blog.  They’d written a book about this senator’s suspicious death.  They gave a tiny tidbit of info about the book.  But I didn’t need to read the book, the Divine already got me the memo.

Energy Discernment

How’s yours?

I want to tell a tale here, but now that I think about it, it’s kinda (remotely? maybe only in a Ricochet Rabbit kinda way? lol) along the lines of this line from Gaia Portal’s message from the 6th:

External evidences are no longer necessary for those who question.

To me, this has to do with reading energy, with feeling for resonance, checking in with the Divine… with sheer knowingness… instead of “external evidences”.

“Those who question.”  Let your first request be asking the Divine to reveal the Truth to you, then get to asking, inwardly… anything, everything.  Ask and ye shall receive.  Let the Divine do all the work, you just need to be open and receptive.  Then, if there actually is outer evidence for something, you’ll be guided to it.

There are and will be external evidences of some things, but evidence can point either to or away from the Truth.  I’d just heard congressman Trey Gowdy tell FBI Director Comey that one witness might say the traffic light was green while another witness says it was red.  Both are evidence, but not both are true.  So the spin doctors might tell you there is evidence of something… oh, but leave out the part that there is also evidence against it.

And there is an implication here also of “proof” –  “Prove it to me!”  “What proof do you have?”  For you?  Well, none frankly.  Not I nor no one has either the Power or the Responsibility to prove diddly to you.  You will think and believe as you choose.   The onus of the Truth FOR YOU lies firmly on YOUR shoulders.  What I or anyone else has for you is information, yeah light, and information is one definition of light… and also perspective and consciousness, but it’s ultimately up to you to discern the Truth and it is you, your life and your reality that will pay the consequences – good or bad – for what “truth” you accept.

Life and the Divine do have a certain fondness for Truth though and they know you deserve Truth and they, Life and the Divine, also have a certain insistence about getting the Truth into your noggin.  They love ya THAT much.

I’ve come to realize that some folks are obviously triggered by that phrase “the truth”.  Even when the possible details of “the truth” are not being discussed, some folks have obviously been programmed with such self-limiting programs as “No one can know the truth.”  They literally re-act when someone dare to say that phrase “the truth.”  Well, they can replace their “no one can” with “I can’t” because their limiting thoughts are creating their own reality and no one else’s.  Does that just irk you when someone says “the truth”?  Are you sure you want to maintain the “I can’t know truth” program?  God is Truth.  Many of you speak of reconnecting to God / the Divine / Source and yet you seemingly don’t want to connect with Truth.  How far do you think that will get you in your own healing and ascension process… and connecting with Source?!

People talk of “your truth” and I highly encourage everyone to speak your truth as that in turn encourages others to do so and now we have an exchange of information / light.  But even though “your truth” creates your reality, it may not be in line with The Truth and yes folks, there is The Truth, no matter how much your disempowering programs tells you there isn’t.  And yes, you CAN  know The Truth and, since you are a Powerful Creator God, you really don’t want to be telling yourself that you cannot know The Truth, even indirectly by saying something like, “No one can know The Truth.”  I call b.s.

Now, along the lines of “speaking YOUR truth”, well, when it comes to spiritual experiences, often folks speaking their own truth is all they can do.  They know what they experienced.   But unlike dealing with the mundane world where much is documented and photographed, etc., when you move into spiritual realm truths, there is often no “proof”.  There may be plenty of “evidence” but it may be subtle and you’ll have to get good at actually seeing it for what it is.  Also, it may not satisfy the next person.  Oh well.

So, the 2 sides of “speaking one’s truth” is… 1. Just do it.  Speak your truth, no matter if it brings ridicule or what have you.  You are here to spread Truth and Light, so find your spine and do it.  2. Those who hear someone else “speak their truth” now have the challenge to take that information inward, to utilize their own Direct Divine Connection, ya know, your intuition, your discernment and ask God, your higher self, your own Divine Self what the heck.  

And, when creating at the level of slowly-but-surely ascending a big ol’ planet and its many lifeforms, having that knowingness about your creations is kinda key, perhaps mostly just for your own sanity since, as I’ve said, most of your outwardly manifested creation is happening in 5D not in 3D.  You’re influencing the energy here through both your Doingness and Beingness (step out of Duality already and utilize BOTH Do and Be instead of saying it’s one or the other), but the 5D physicality of it all will be yours when you get to 5D.  Just KNOW it.

But you must surely KNOW the HUGE energetic shift that is happening currently… right?!  Feel it?  Sense it in the world around you?  Pick up on the subtle evidence?

And just to include this great tidbit:

Judgement is a left-brained logical function based in reason and 

Discernment is a right-brained intuitive function based in knowingness.  Use it!


Now, the tale on my mind….

Must be a couple years ago now, I had commented on a blog and someone else said a few things to me and asked me to email them.  I knew I was to go there so there I went.  We communicated for a few months then something came up for them that I was to help them realize consciously and at that point we both knew our time together was over.  I guess our “reason” was done.  I know from this person’s blog that they get that a lot, that people coming and going thing.  Don’t we all.   Purpose served.  Move along now, nothing to see here.

But one day we were online at the same time and were emailing, kinda in real time, had a few different threads going, then this person slipped in a new thread.  It had no subject title, just a link with no comment by them.

I could see by the link what source it was from.  I was aware of this source and it’s been around for a lot of years but I’ve read very little from them as I’ve had no draw.  I still didn’t have any draw to it with it sitting there in front of me.  That was my first sign and usually the only sign I’d ever need.  If I’d have run across that online somewhere, no way would I have read it.

… but this person sent it.  I made myself open it.  About a paragraph in and it was too much.  I about wanted to hurl.  That was my next sign.  And me, silly me, long past such nonsense and WAY too sensitive to energies to be doing such.  *shaking head*

I set it aside for then but later on I decided I’d just force myself to read it.  Ugh.  It was like schlogging through some energetic equivalent of quick sand, sewage, and Le Brea tar pits.  Yuk.    Ok, ok, I know, I wasn’t supposed to go there!

But words-wise, the kinda general gist of it at just a word level, well, I could see how someone who doesn’t discern energy well could have read that message and read the exchanges between the person who sent it to me and myself and I could see how they might think, “You two must love that kind of thing, it’s right up your alley, oh hell, it sounds just like the things you talk about.”  Uh huh.  And yet, yep, reading it made me wanna hurl.

I wrote back to this person and asked “Are you TRYING to make me hurl?  Whataya doin’ to me?”  I then told them what I’ve told you.

They write back, “It made me feel the same.”

I was laughing and told them that was a whole lot like “This tastes horrible.  Here taste it!”

You shouldn’t have.  No really.

Words aside, there was something energetically or intentionally sick and wrong about that message and we both picked up on it.

I told this person that with such there have been times when I would’ve picked it apart with the Divine’s assistance, to learn what the real intention is and hence real meaning, but felt no need to do that in this case and had tortured myself enough with it.


Taking outside information inwardly, to your Divine Self, asking about specifics is always good.  Truths mixed in with lies can sometimes make ya swallow a lie, but you don’t need to just let such things sit at a pea brain (lower mind) level.  Ask the Divine.

Reincarnation and Karma

These topics were brought up in comments (thank you thankyourmuse – obviously my muse today).  See previous post comments.  You may want to read those first for some background.

I had enough to say about it that it was time to write a post.

A few years back, during the ascension-hell years (well for me anyway), I took up discussion with God about karma and reincarnation.

Well, first, let’s back up a bit… I’ll just start by saying that I’ve always had a slightly different perspective on what karma is.  Many people seem to think of it as… “you were bad / good before so you’re being punished / rewarded now” kinda thing.

To me karma has been more about unfinished business.  It’s energetic business for sure.  Often times intense emotional energy is involved.  But it’s not so “judgy” as the conventional ideas of karma.

I’ll offer up as examples a couple of stories I’d heard many years ago from a fellow who was interviewed on a radio show.  He was a chiropractor.  Well, unbeknownst to him years before, he had a natural healing gift.  Well it started to surface and his first clue was when several clients would tell him he was making them feel so good and he hadn’t even touched ’em yet.  Over time it became apparent that he had a healing gift.  Then some of his clients would go into a trance state and start talking about all sorts of things.  He came to realize they were accessing past-life events.  He started recording his sessions to study later.  So these are the stories (Reader’s Digest Condensed Version – omg, how dated is that?  Giving my age away again) of two of his clients.

A woman, during a session with him, went into trance and started talking in German.  He had no idea what she was saying but it was recorded so he had it translated later.   In a past life she had been married to a military officer in Nazi Germany.  She had secretly been helping people escape persecution from the Nazis.  When the war ended, her husband came home and had said that he was so glad the war was over, he was so tired of killing people.  Because of this she thought she could open up to him about helping people.  Mistake.  He got ticked and proceeded to beat, rape and kill her.  Perhaps needless to say, she left the world in a very emotional state… and hadn’t had the chance to work through that emotional energy.  In her modern-day lifetime, that past-life emotional energy (probably especially due to the rape) manifested in her reproductive organs, like with ovarian or uterine cancer (can’t remember which).

Another client, a man, went into trance and what came out was that he had been a priest in a past life and had been captured by someone and was tortured on the rack, castrated and killed.  Just like with the lady client, he had left that lifetime in a traumatic, highly emotional state and didn’t have time in that life to work through it.  It greeted him in his modern-day life as testicular cancer.

In both cases, they were dealing with unfinished business.  Neither had been “bad” per se in their former lifetime and so didn’t “deserve punishment” but nevertheless, they had some things to finish up.


So… flash forward many years later and I take up some in-depth discussion with God about what the deal is with karma and reincarnation.

So, I’m told that my concept of unfinished business is accurate.  Karma is energy that stays in the 3D Earth realm (matrix?) and if / when you return it’s there waiting for you.  A chance to finish that unfinished business.

But what I got from God in recent years is… that leftover energy is very personal, it’s one’s own energy so doesn’t really affect the overall 3D realm, well, unless we are actually here incarnate then that energy affects the world THROUGH us, BUT just because that energy is still in the 3D matrix, waiting for you to work it out, it does NOT determine if or that you must reincarnate and deal with it.  If you do return, yep, danged handy to work that out so it doesn’t become a stumbing block in your current incarnation and if you want to ascend from here you’ll be needing to heal such things.  But if you do not reincarnate, your leftovers aren’t hurting anyone else.  And they are also NOT requiring your return.

I was told that I myself offer a good example.  I have incarnated here before, but when I left I didn’t get trapped into thinking I had to return.  I am here now to help Gaia and humanity and that was by choice, not because of karma.  I did indeed have past-life karma though, see here, and I did have that come up for healing and knocked that out.

So… what I’m told is that ultimately what determines one’s “escape from the wheel of reincarnation” is just sheer consciousness, having a high enough level of consciousness to see this Earthly realm for the illusion it is and not feeling any need / musts / shoulds to have to return.  That level of consciousness may not be all that is required for ascension and it may indeed still involve leaving some unfinished business / energetic leftovers (karma!) in the 3D Earth realm, but it will keep you off the reincarnation hamster wheel when you pass through the death portal.


Some of what came up in our conversation had to do with souls having this “pull” towards “loved ones” from their incarnation(s) and that holding them to the Earth realm.  This reminds me of people who are so concerned that they will ascend and leave their “loved ones” behind.

First, you have neither the Power nor the Responsibility to get anyone else ascended.  You do have influence though.  Use it.  And increase the “potency” of your influence on others by doing your own Inner Work AS YOUR TOP PRIORITY.

Second, who do you mean by “loved ones”?  You mean your “family” and “friends”?  Only them?  So the neighbor down the street who you could really live without who was your, idk, family or friend in a prior life, you’re not concerned about them?  Yeah, yeah, I know you’re having a rather unique relationship right now with, ya know, your “loved ones” and not to play that down mind ya, but when it comes right down to it, they’re just another soul, no more and no less significant than any other.

Yeah, I would hope you do have some sense of SERVICE for your fellow human since that’s ultimately your (and everyone’s) soul mission in a time of planetary ascension, but I would also hope you have sense enough to realize that your greatest influence towards assisting others is to do your own inner work.  I really hope you don’t hold back on / resist your own healing and ascension process out of concern for others… only to learn down the road that they are actually prepared… and you aren’t!

Reverse Speech with David John Oates

For anyone who is not familiar with reverse speech, well, take a gander.

I’ve known of this and Oates for many years.  Wonderful information comes through.

In a nutshell, by listening to someone’s speech in reverse, some messages come through and often times it’s when someone stutters, stammers, puts in filler words like “uh” whatever, ya know, when someone goes “off script” literally in some cases like with prewritten speeches, but also in a more metaphoric way when someone’s just gathering their thoughts or searching for the right word to say.  The reversals are essentially from one’s own subconscious… which doesn’t lie.  Reversals can even be detected on infants who can’t speak forward yet.

So, what might show up in reverse could be anything from confirming or denying what’s being said in forwards to, regardless of topics being spoken of, the reversals might show what’s really on the speaker’s mind concerning some completely unrelated topic.

I thought I’d offer up this video of David John Oates on with Jeff Rense.  What Oates has found with Trump is that he’s just pretty darned straight up.  His reversals jive with his forward speech.  He means what he says, no deceit, no b.s. and is usually very present and his reversals don’t indicate his mind being elsewhere.

So on the Jeff Rense show just prior to this one, David and Jeff were really surprised to see reversals that were just not tracking as closely as usual to the forward speech and they couldn’t figure out what was up.  So they got some additional clues before this show.  I’m with David and Jeff on thinking that Trump, just before this speech, had come to realize some more horrors of this world.

From there just run with whatever reversals you’d like to check out from David.

David John Oates – Reverse Speech – youtube

Something to See

“Something To See”

No war no greed
That would be something to see
I hope I live that long

No blood in the streets
Just a distant memory
The history books recount

Now we’re all free
Now we’re all free

No war no greed
That would be something to see
I hope I live that long

No want no need
The struggle to end poverty
Finally has been won

Now we’re all free
Now we’re all free

No war no greed
That would be something to see
I hope I live that long

Hold my consitution
And have the courage of heart and mind
To right what is wrong

Now we’re all free
Now we’re all free

But now you can’t believe
What you’re told
You can’t believe what you hear
The speeches of the politicians
Ring untrue and insincere
You can’t believe what you read
You can’t believe what’s said
They count the targets and the bombs
But do not count the dead
They do not count the dead

No war no greed
That would be something to see
I hope I live that long

Not lose my faith
In every word on the page
In the face of freedom

No war no greed
That would be something to see
No war no greed
That would be something to see
No war no greed
That would be something to see

Current Events… for Dummies

Ok, I’m going to put out my perspective here and frankly, if I do say so m’self, I’ve got a pretty good perspective on this whole sitchiation.  Hopefully folks can learn a bit from it.

This may be so cursory it’s not even funny, but my Sadge Moon loves the Big Picture so I’ll let you and the Divine hammer out the details.

Let’s see, to really comprehend current events one would have to know some things about the past, about how we got to where we are.

First, this Earthly realm is 3D so it’s very dense and slow.

We co-created it to be a Free-Will / Veiled-Consciousness experience.

It wasn’t originally intended to be a Dualistic experience, but due to some entities’ control agenda and their hijacking of the Free-Will / Veiled-Consciousness state, it has indeed become a Duality, so that brings its own illusory component.

And if the aforementioned doesn’t make things cloudy and confusing enough, about oh, 10,000 to 14,000 years ago (or so) there was a great calamity.  The fall of Atlantis perhaps?  And that stemmed from power trips from “aliens”, literally, as in “not originally from here” who were messing with the locals and other aliens / visitors.

There were many souls who left through the death portal (how’s that for a euphemism?) and those still incarnate were thrown into survival mode for thousands of years.  So that whole scene wasn’t doing a whole lot for helping people maintain their Divine connection.  High consciousness things don’t get shared and documented when your tech has been blown away, you’re busted down to caveman level and you’re in constant survival mode.

Some wisdom survived.  Some cultures maintained esoteric knowledge.  The Druids were a biggy in this regard.  Michael Tsarion can help you understand that history and also the wisdom maintained there.  But, try as they might, the Druids weren’t able to keep the precious esoteric knowledge from those who would abuse it.

What always comes to mind for me is what “Jesus” (ya know, that “composite character” of the New Testament, ya know, from the Bible, aka, the editing / compilation product of Constantine the Great and the Council of Nicaea) supposedly told the establishment… and I paraphrase, “You have the knowledge, you won’t let anyone else have it and yet you don’t know what to do with it.”  To this day the global cabal still don’t know what to do with the esoteric knowledge they’ve worked so hard to keep from all of us.  They get all hung up on the “out there” of it all, using the esoteric in exoteric ways, trying to do outwardly what can only be done inwardly, to utilize Outer Technology when it’s Inner Technology that’s called for.  They get all obsessed with the nuts and bolts of it all and they do some bad, nasty, “dark” sh*t, completely lacking in Love and Compassion, kinda mostly consciously although they certainly don’t see the full spiritual repercussions for themselves, silly cabal anyway.  Just because they think themselves “Illumined” does not make them so.  They’ve worked hard to keep the people from knowing the esoteric wisdom so they are like the one-eyed man in the land of the blind, but they still do not have full “sight” / consciousness.  Far from it.

The cabal has its various facets.  They work together in an overall way but they don’t agree on everything and in some cases don’t even like each other.  I often think of them as various coaches on a football team – they are all on the same team, working together but have different ideas on how to go about it.  They have their hidden hands into everything.  There are religion, government, media, education, commerce, technology, entertainment, medicine, food, etc. components.  They lie, trick, deceive and poison to gain and maintain control over people.  They energetically feed off of fear.  They love killing off humans and other lifeforms but they love the slow, fearful, agonizing sort of lingering death so they can get their extended energetic jollies.  Sick psycho f*cks that they are.  Excuse my French but it warranted the emphasis.

They’ve been up to their shenanigans for millennia, but they really turned up the heat in the last century or so.

I get the impression there are a lot of freshly-awakened folks who know about the cabal in more recent times, in the last century, but don’t realize that the cabal has been around in some form or another for millennia.  They’ve had plenty of time to program generation after generation (each generation helping the cabal to program the next generation) of human psyches.  David Icke speaks of this sort of thing and that the end result is that people who love you – parents, teachers and preachers – have played the biggest roles in your personal disempowering programming.  You may be surprised by the “common knowledge” that parades around as Truth.  Just because MANY people “be-lie-ve” something doesn’t make it true.  You may be surprised at all the various levels of disempowering programs that have been implanted into YOUR psyche.  One of my favorite lines that Michael Tsarion likes to use is, “You’ve been sold a lie.  Worst yet, you bought it!”

Right now there is much going on concerning the “Deep State” which is basically a bunch of bureaucrats who are not elected but appointed and also people within the various agencies and they can and have often been around for years in government as presidents and congressmen come and go.  If their allegiances are to the cabal and not the Constitution then the country is ruled by tyrants and unelected ones at that.

David Icke is a really good source on comprehending the whole cabal thing.  Tsarion and Icke can and do provide info about both distant and more recent history – and that would be a much truer version of history than you find in your history textbooks or through the mainstream media (msm) – but I’d recommend Tsarion for the more distant past and Icke for more recent stuff, like last century or so.  Lots of videos and articles put out by these two, but with David, I’d strongly encourage anyone and everyone to read at least one of his books.  Check out his book list and see which one sparks an interest.  Now, it’s gonna read like a history book because that’s exactly what it is – full of names and dates and places.

Alex Jones is all over this stuff too.  Jones really knows politics and history and he’s just such a wonderful example of emotional expression.  He just expresses in front of God and everyone.  Many lightworkers (LWs) could learn from that.  His emotional expression would have been awesome to utilize in transmuting crap out of Gaia a few years back as we readied her for ascension, but he’s having to be in “release maintenance” mode I’m sure just for his own sake as he looks at reams of horrific news day in and day out.  His love for humanity is unmistakable.  What a mother lode of passion that man is.  Alex and his InfoWars gang have daily news shows to keep you current.

All three will tell ya that the cabal like to document everything they plan and do and they laid out some recent plans a century or two ago and wrote it all down and one can just read the stuff and see how it’s all playing out.  The cabal aren’t prophets, they’re architects.  They weren’t predicting, they were planning, then set about to manifest their plans… over decades, generations, centuries.  Meanwhile Joe Average has a tough time digesting this information in part because poor Joe has been so beaten down and dumbed down that he can’t imagine anyone actually making plans generations out and many people cooperating  especially people who don’t even like each other in some cases.  Yep, even the cabal have got something to teach others in the dept. of cooperation, longsightedness, diligence and patience.

Along those lines, it’s downright asinine for people to say that some of the global cabal political stooges are “incompetent”.  People say such, as if to say that these politicians were aiming to help their country and fellow human and just fell on their faces and made a big mess.  No.  They were never aiming to help anyone but themselves and the mess WAS their goal.  They meant to make the mess, to cause the destruction.  They’d been hitting their mark on that for many years.  Pretty tough to call that incompetence.  Perhaps those claiming they are incompetent are the incompetent ones.

And many people still don’t understand the level of environmental destruction and, brace yourself, don’t know that the cabal are very literally terraforming this planet.  Not kidding.  It’s also called geoengineering.  Such things as chemtrails (not contrails), weather modification, fracking, etc.  Strange to use a term like “terraform”, Terra being Earth, when it’s being used to make Earth less Earth-like, less Terra-like.  They’re trying to “terraform” humans too for that matter, doing things with GMO “food”, personal products, vaccines, etc. that could literally change people’s DNA… and not for the better.

And yet, the “cabal” themselves couldn’t do all this by themselves.  We’ve all played into it to some degree or another, at some time or another.  Our own creative energies hijacked and used against us, our fellow human and our planet and all its lifeforms.


So… let’s fast-forward to the immediate now and talk some specifics of what is going on right now.

Contrary to what the msm propaganda machine says about Trump, he is working for the light and no dear lightworkers (LWs), not in some roundabout, indirect way like a frickin’ burr under your saddle, but very directly so, very INTENTIONALLY so.

If he or anyone is serving as a proverbial burr under your saddle you’ve got some work to do.  Someone’s light is shining into YOUR darkness.  Tend to your own bidness… and while you’re at it, thank the Divine for sending you Trump (and whoever else) so you can wake up to your own issues.  The question you need to be asking is not why does the guy push your buttons or stir up fear in you, the question is WHY DO YOU HAVE THE BUTTONS AND FEARS.  Whose?  Whose buttons and fears?  Own ’em.  Now you can actually get about healing that instead of playing the victim.  And again, shut off the war-mongering and fear-mongering msm already.  They’re obviously scaring the crap outta you (not to mention feeding your pea brain with b.s) … then feeding on your fears.  

Are you sure you’re as awake as you think you are… when you are literally triggered by someone’s (anyone’s!) name?  That would be called re-action, acting again as you have before, and in a very programmed and brainwashed way… for someone’s agenda other than your own!

Memes, Time, and Trump: WATCH  THIS  TRUMP  WORKS  EVERY  TIME!

Trump knows he’s working for God.  He sees a good part of the true big picture here but not all of it.  He’s not perfect, he’s not your savior – you are!  He’s got plenty enough left to learn, plenty of space to grow into – same with many of you still, especially if you can’t get past your conditioning, which is being constantly “refreshed” from the msm and hence you can’t understand that Trump is working WITH us – but he’s absolutely the sort to flow with those growth and learning opportunities.

If you don’t understand that I strongly suggest you get to know him as directly as you can and not go through someone else’s filters, bias and agenda… certainly NOT through the msm’s lies.   The msm is the global cabal’s mouthpiece, yes, their propaganda machine.  They work to maintain your continued enslavement and disempowerment.  Tired of listening to them yet?

Here’s an example – don’t only look at the tweets from President Trump that the msm tell you about (who definitely cherry pick and then do their spin on ’em), but look at ALL of his tweets, including all the ones where he is reporting his progress to his bosses, the American people.  Wow, how awesome is that?!   He actually IS transparent rather than just paying transparency lip service like Obama did.  But the msm refuse to report on Trump getting his job done and fulfilling his campaign promises, then act like he’s not or that he’s not focused on his job or won’t talk about it when it is THEY, the msm who refuse to focus on, well, much of anything “real”, the president’s job included.  Just the typical msm magician’s trick of waving one hand, “Look over here!  Look over here!”, while it’s the other hand that is up to something.  The msm try to control the narrative, intentionally talking A LOT about some things and not about others.

And some of what Trump says in his tweets or how he says it, well, he’s just so playing the msm and they fall for it, over and over, seemingly just can’t wait to expose themselves more, lining up to take a number.  He talks about doing his job, often daily for weeks on end and the msm say nothing.  Then he throws some chum out there for them and they go for it.  Beyond predictable.

I had to chuckle the other day… I went out for breakfast at this busy cafe and sat at the counter.  Got to talking to a couple people.  One of them brings up, out of the blue, all the Trump tweet stuff.  I told them it sounded like they listened to the msm.  Come to find out, they really didn’t know there was any other way to get news, not so computer / internet savvy… but did have an i-phone so I know they have the means.  I slung terms at them like “mainstream media”, “alternative media”, “Alex Jones” to which this person said something about conspiracy so at least I know they’ve heard of Alex, lol, thank you msm and corrupt cabal politicians for at least shooting yourselves in the foot by telling the world about Alex Jones… and I also said to this person – “global cabal”.  “Global what?” they say.  Ha!  But just after that whole scene, I was thinking – do people really think that there is nothing else going on in the world, nothing else to report on but some of President Trump’s more colorful tweets?  I just find even THAT to be so hilarious.  Alex likes to say folks are “low information”.  Indeed.  I’m sure if this person actually went and looked up Alex they got a tsunami of information.  Whoosh!

And looping back… Obama was / is pretty much ALL deceit, ALL the time… which, yep O, Life and the Divine would just LOVE for some transparency from you too and all your cabal cronies including the msm who have been covering for ya all.  And in lieu of your volunteered transparency, Life and the Divine would happily settle for exposure.

I do declare, it is the Apocalypse!  Word origin of apocalypse = uncover, reveal.  Indeed.  Apocalypse Now!

And that exposure will apply to everyone, yourselves included dear lightworkers.  Time for the light to shine into every dark corner, yours too.

And here’s a novel idea, perhaps you could include the Divine in your quest for Truth about Trump.  I frankly don’t know why anyone wouldn’t want to draw on the Divine’s higher perspective on EVERYTHING that is going on here.  Do ya all bother to “check in”?  And when the Divine delivers the Truth to you are you actually ready to face it… and release your be-lie-f system?

Trump cares about Truth, Justice and the American way.  He’s definitely for the Constitution and is a States’ Rights advocate which is about as constitutional as it gets.  He’ll openly talk about what he knows about the cabal – although he may not think of them by that term, he might think of ’em as “globalists” or maybe “establishment”.  I prefer “cabal” as it communicates more and is a word that many of the unawakened are not even aware of.  “Globalist” doesn’t show the whole picture and I could see how Joe Average might see “establishment” as like career politicians or similar.  It goes beyond such things.  It goes beyond politics, period.  Many leaders of big corporations are part of the cabal also, as are big movie moguls, Big Pharma, the Big Tech Giants (Google, Twitter, Facebook, etc.), religious components, older religions yes, but also including infiltrating and corrupting the New Age Movement, etc.  As I’ve said, they have many facets.

Trump openly talking about “the cabal”, well, that’s why he so resonated with so many people – Republican, Democrat, whoever, he just called the political cabal stooges on the carpet, called ’em on their b.s.  The awakened Americans couldn’t believe their ears.  Wow, someone actually running for president who could actually pull it off, who actually openly, honestly talks about the cabal… and on the stage of either presidential campaigning or in office, the msm have a tough time censoring that.  I don’t know that Trump sees the full picture of the global cabal yet, but he ain’t scared to talk about the parts he does understand.  And when he tweets, the msm just hate that.  They used to be the valve for information and now they aren’t.  He passes the ball over their heads, directly to the people.  Double plus whah to you, fargon msm iceholes.

I had to laugh that I saw someone do an astrological reading on Trump and one thing that came up is he “likes to win”.  No… really?  I couldn’t tell.  Was a birth-chart reading really necessary for that?  Can’t get nothing by that astrologer.  lol  But there was comment from this astrologer about there being some concern about that… and ego this and ego that… blah, blah, woof, woof.  I told my friend about this and said, “Hey, we have a president who is actually working for the Truth and the Light and he wants to win!  Frickin’ Score!”  Would you prefer Truth and Light don’t win out here?  Really?

Lightworkers, you’d best want to “win” also, because the Divine does and you might as well get aligned with that because the Divine is NOT giving up on this ascension project and all the many folks who still need to wake up and heal.  You being “in it to win it” is not only going to make your efforts more effective, it will also improve your attitude, perhaps get you out of “oh poor me” mode and step into those Powerful Creator shoes that have been waiting for you.

Lightworkers, it’s long past time to get over being scared / fearful of or timid about showing yourselves!  You certainly didn’t come here to not show yourselves.  Shine!  In front of God and EVERYBODY!  Gods are NOT fearful or timid.

For Christ’s sake (very literally), don’t help the cabal keep human divinity a secret!

Over time I’ve seen a few lightworkers who say that “winning and losing” is old paradigm. It was especially funny to see that one person who was saying this was also promoting a hashtag of #LoveisWinning and someone called ’em on it, saying that if they weren’t buying the whole win / lose thing then perhaps a different hashtag was in order. lmao

In a Dualistic realm, the illusion part of winning / losing is the “losing” part.  In “God’s realm”, The Realm of the Absolute, there is ONLY winning.  There is no “failure” because you just keep after it… until you win.  You can think of the whole journey as the path to winning.  Yeah, so there are some bumps along the way.  So what.  Just do your best to not get off on some distraction detour.

Folks, if ever there was something where one person winning then helps the next person win, it would be ascension!  Our collective energetic connection plays a big role in that.  As I’ve said, God is not allowing for failure on this.  Let me translate that for you – if something doesn’t work, then something else gets attempted.  And be thankful that we forerunners didn’t call it quits and slit our wrists during our intense Energetic Service Work or none of ya all may even still be here.  You’re welcome.  Now don’t YOU give up on everyone else.  We didn’t give up on you lightworkers!  It’s not a case of “Oh well, we tried, we give up, let’s take our ball and go home”.  Ah no.   Be in it to win it.  No one else loses because of your winning.  Quite the contrary.

And be thankful that the POTUS is also in it to win it because 3D would be one out-of-control mess right now if he hadn’t gotten in… *shuddering* I shudder to think.  It got WAY too far outta hand as it was.  Kinda sad to see… but it’ll turn around.

I’m sure we’d be full into nuclear WWIII if Killery were POTUS.  Trump is (as Kryon has said, see info at end of post) a Wild Card, yep, gotta say it… a Trump card, played at the nth minute.

And me being me… I just have to talk about that term “trump (card)” and its word origin / True Vibration.  A trump (card) was originally referred to as a “triumph”.  The dictionary says trump means:  “(in bridge, whist, and similar card games) a playing card of the suit chosen to rank above the others, which can win a trick where a card of a different suit has been led” and “a valuable resource that may be used, especially as a surprise, in order to gain an advantage”.  Uh huh.  Very, VERY appropriate that Trump is the current “man of the hour”.  Names frickin’ mean something and are no accident.  This is the Divine at Its finest.  The cabal may have had a “hidden hand” in world affairs for quite some time, but the Divine does too… and… the Divine’s hand always trumps everything else!

Thank God that He / She / It played the Trump card.  3D dodged a major bullet right there.  There’s plenty of work since and continuing forward because the cabal are not giving up easily.  Many will more than likely have to be prosecuted for their crimes and imprisoned (or die) before they’ll stop their nonsense.  And that all brings more opportunity for more people to wake up to the truth of things.  And that right there is the biggest and best reason to prosecute these, ah, well “people” (use that term loosely with these psychos).  It is not for revenge or punishment, not even really so much for justice, but really more for Truth.  It provides a chance for those who have been unwittingly supporting these cabal stooges to wake up to who it is they’ve been supporting.

And on states’ rights, I’d heard Larry Nichols (who used to be a hitman for the Clintons, who trained them in their wicked political ways but watched them go off the deep end with it and so he has worked hard for many years to now expose the Clintons), who is a big states’ rights advocate, say that the founding fathers didn’t so much know what we all might want and need down the road but they did know what they didn’t want for the country.   They knew they didn’t want an authoritarian government.  So, as Larry said, the Constitution wasn’t so much about telling people what to do but telling the federal government what NOT to do.  The “what to do” part was covered by allowing for each state to maintain its sovereignty and states’ rights and decide for themselves what they wanted for their state… and that allows for “competition” in a good way, allowing for many ideas to see fruition.  Don’t like what your state is up to?  Then either work to change it or move to another state.  The states will then learn from their own and each other’s trial and error.

And Larry told a semi-recent tale … There was a bill that went through a state’s congress and all it needed was the governor’s signature, but the governor made the mistake of asking their state attorney general to ask the feds if it was ok to do this.  Errr!  Wrong answer.  By doing that they were giving the authority of their state over to the feds.  Much to be learned from this on a personal level.  No one can truly take authority over your life but you sure can give it away.

And as far as worldly governments go, the U.S. Constitution is about as close to documenting one’s God-given rights as any could be.

Because I was holding a higher space for others for years, I very intentionally did not allow my focus onto 3D events and yet if you spend any time online you can’t help but see some of it peeking out at ya (SO glad the campaign is over, I was SO sick of seeing Killery’s ugly mug popping up here, there and everywhere, I can’t EVEN imagine the amount of money spent on advertising by her…to no avail – gee there cabalsters, I guess all your money, most of which you took from all of us, doesn’t have the power it used to.  Bummer… for you).  So with no effort, oh hell even trying to avoid the news, I couldn’t help but notice that the global cabal can’t stand Trump and are fighting him on every front.  Well, there’s yer first sign.  But then, if you don’t understand the global cabal, don’t “know them by their fruits”, don’t understand their methods and don’t know their names (and many names are quite knowable – plug George Soros into your search engine for starters), then you might not pick up on their all-out assault on the elected president… and on you!

Words like treason and traitor come to mind.  Such is being and will continue to be exposed.

This isn’t about left or right, this is about Truth and it’s about who is awake and to what.

The cabal have played both sides of the 2-party system (and every other form of political parties / systems in countries across the globe) for a long time.  They have players in both parties.  They were having such a sh*t hemorrhage over Trump getting in that even George Bush Sr. came out with a video (did ya catch it?) endorsing Hillary and FINALLY admitting what those of us who have known the truth for years have known – that the Bushes and the Clintons have been good friends for years.  What?!  But that doesn’t fit the political brainwashed paradigm.  Well, Bill Clinton is a Rockefeller bastard.  Rockefeller did favors for Bush (I do believe by getting him into the CIA) so Bush returned the favor by looking out for his bastard son Bill.  And they’re all in cahoots… even when they put on such a good show of being “political enemies”.  They’ve been good actors alright.  So much so that they have all the actors duped (well those Hollywood types who aren’t actually in on it / cabal stooges themselves).  They can outact the actors.

There are battles of light and dark going on everywhere.  The various alphabet agencies have cabal stooges and patriots alike working for them.  They are currently in a civil war.  One side is attempting a coup on the presidency and government.  The other side is running a counter-coup.  All of us who care about the Truth are playing our role in the counter-coup.

Those “White Hats” (as some like to call them) inside the agencies who care about Truth, Justice, the Constitution and their fellow human, they leak, hack or whistle blow about what their agency is up to.

I’ve not liked LWs obsessing on the so-called “White Hats” in their various roles because the LWs need to play their own role and do their own inner work.  Those White Hats won’t “save” you and those of you who know to knock out your own inner work / healing need to get on it and stay on it… until your completion BECAUSE YOU ARE CREATING A NEW SPACE FOR EVERYONE ELSE and holding light in this world / bringing Heaven to Earth through you, which NEEDS to be done and you can probably bet that those “White Hats” in government, etc. don’t even know to do their inner work, so we can’t count on them to do THAT.  Can we count on you lightworkers to do it… since you actually understand to do so?  I’ve said for years that behind every doer is a lightworker.  Do YOU really have the doers’ backs?  Make sure you do.  And yet does it really surprise you to think there are, ya know, “good guys” in, oh say, the CIA for example?!  Wherever there is darkness light will be shined.

And the Divine is always in on the deal, always playing their hand, lining things up, helping folks wake up.  So, case in point – Trump’s head and heart are in the right place overall, he’s got the necessary skills required at this moment, but yeah, still some things to learn, some bigger picture perspective to take in.

For example, Trump has basically said that Snowden was a traitor and should be in prison.  (Is Trump speaking his own thoughts on that or implying what the cabal think about it?  Hmm.)  For what?  For exposing the traitors in the NSA who are illegally spying on each and every American citizen.  Oh well now… what’s coming to light now is that the Obama administration was using the various agencies to spy on Trump and his family for years.  Yep, them and me and you and everyone.  Interesting how Life and the Divine bring all this stuff to a head.  Trump didn’t see what a HERO Snowden has been to disclose what the NSA has been up to.  Now the NSA’s crap has hit Trump directly.  I’d wager that before this is all said and done, a certain President Trump will pardon Snowden.

The Trump admin seemingly also has issue with Wikileaks… now.  Gee, just loved ’em before election time.  Come on there Trump admin folks, pull your heads out!  Wikileaks is helping to disclose the Truth in the world and they do so VERY professionally, I might add.  Downright enviably so.  That Wikileaks Truth helped to get Trump elected.  Now you’ll bite the hand that fed you… and that cares for and stands for TRUTH?  You’d best get yourselves FULLY aligned with Truth for Truth IS God and vise versa so that will mean also aligning yourselves with others who align with Truth.  Get your priorities straight.  Step out of the old paradigm b.s. “rules” and for Christ’s sake (again, literally) support the disclosure of TRUTH!

And even though frickin’ spying on the Trumps, the cabal, try as they might, can’t come up with anything that will stick to Trump.  He’s so frickin’ squeaky clean it’s not even funny.  Some could consider the man a downright “saint” compared to me, well, you know, from a tainted and judgy 3D Earth perspective.  😉  And I helped get a planet ascension-ready, so I’d wager he and his folks can turn the big ship of a country around… perhaps not achieving quite the lofty, saintly accomplishments as we *cough, cough* forerunners, but hey… 😉   *breathing on knuckle / ring and shining it on shirt front*

All they have about him is just smear, lies.

I had to laugh that around the time of the election I saw someone leave a comment on a blog saying, “All the lightworkers only talk about Hillary’s bad stuff and none of Trump’s.”

First, I want to know where these LWs are who see these truths.

Second, well, you see, there’s just THAT much bad sh*t to say about her.  It’s not smear when it’s true.  Bother to do some REAL research and learn about Killery and Billery… and the Clinton Body Count.  They are murders and war mongers, Bill a serial rapist and Killery his accomplice in that.  “Women’s rights advocate”… my ass.  Wake up folks!

Presently, while the cabal Democrats, Republicans, msm, the technocracy are doing everything they can to bring Trump down, he has his teams working in the background – not necessarily intentionally “quietly” but when the msm won’t report on it then the “sheeple” don’t find out about it – busting many pedophile rings.  Only a matter of time before they start arresting the big names in the cabal.  And if you weren’t aware of all that, well the cabal are and that’s why they are in such a sh*t-panic and going so outside-the-law to try to stop Trump.  Just unsane, truly.  Nothing new for the cabal, but recently they have assisted in exposing themselves more fully than a herd of streakers.

The cabal are all a bunch of pedophiles, satanists and have crimes against humanity a mile long.  And those terms are NOT just me slinging insults.  That’s reality, literally.  Never mind that “satan” was not a name and hence not an entity.  Yep, the cabal worship a non-entity.  They may have managed to keep humanity duped for a long time but they still aren’t the sharpest tools in the shed.  Yep, satan is just a word… which means “adversary” or “accuser”.  Now, I will give ya, the cabal have absolutely taken on adversarial and accusatory energy.  Yep, they have, but that still does not make satan an entity.  Ya gotta do your research folks!  The Truth is absolutely in this world but you have to be willing to look for it, find it, then FACE IT AND ACCEPT IT or the Truth cannot serve you.

If you have your issues with Trump, that’s one thing… as long as they are truly YOUR issues with him and it’s not just you regurgitating msm propaganda.  He’s doing a really courageous thing.  He’s the Man in the Arena… and you’re bitching about him… while you’re no where’s near that arena and I doubt you Trump haters (hate – you’re hating someone, do you really think that is serving you?) would have even the slightest bit of courage to do what he’s doing… although most of you, due to your ignorance and how easily duped you are by the msm, would be working FOR the cabal if you were POTUS because YOU HAVE NO CLUE!

But, your issues with Trump are one thing.  If you are singing high praises to Killery of all people, you have just put your ignorance on display BIG TIME.  When you do that, all the rest of us know how clueless you are.  If you can sing praises to a murdering, warmongering, greedy, thieving, satanic pedophile like Killery, then you are either a cabal stooge yourself or you are completely clueless about the global cabal and in general about the mundane world you live in.  I don’t need a crystal ball, or a Tarot deck bringing me the Tower Card for you, to see yet another Dark Night of the Soul and shattering of belief system in your future as the Truth continues to come out in bigger and bigger ways.

So, ah yeah folks, Trump is our teammate.  Make no mistake about it.  Get your head out of the New York Slimes and the Washington Compost (currently owned by Bezos of Amazon who is in a contract with the CIA and helps them leak damaging info about their “enemies”, which, at least indirectly, could be you) ‘cuz they’re just feeding you a load of crap and would be happy to sell you down the road and have been.  I told someone recently that they’d literally be better off to shut off the msm and not even replace it with anything than to continue to listen to it.  Perhaps their own intuition might stand a chance then without the constant msm brainwashing and program-refreshment.

But it’s ok, you don’t have to stop there.  The Truth about the cabal is certainly in this world… and well documented!  And the Divine would be happy to guide you to the pieces of the puzzle that you need to learn.  Are YOU actually willing to know the truth?  God / Source IS Truth.  How will you find your way back to God if you’re not willing to face the Truth?

But there are many “truthers” and “lightworkers” who don’t really know the truth of things as much as they’d like to think.  David Icke, as much of a one-man army that man has been for so many years and what a HUGE role he’s played in exposing the cabal, he thinks Trump is cabal.  I even heard David say something like, “Even though Trump has money, if the cabal wanted to stop him they could, so he must be one of them.”  Goodness sakes David, how many frickin’ times has someone said that about you, not necessarily about the money but that the cabal kill their “enemies” left and right, just willy nilly, then get back to eating their breakfast, so if Mr. David Icke is not working for the cabal, why haven’t they killed him off yet?  Hmm?  Gee David, idk, is it because you are doing the Divine’s Will and hence have Divine Protection and are also tapping into that soul-centered quality called Courage, which further protects you?!  Gosh, could your pea brain possibly compute that it’s the same for Trump?  Ya think?  I’ve seriously considered starting a post titled “Who are you and what have you done with David Icke?”  and the content would have to beg the question of David – Do you not recognize your own success when you see it?  Has your intuition completely gone out the window?  Are you really that stuck in a groove, an endless loop tape, a skipping record?  “This is the way it’s always been and this is the way it will always be…. Beep.”  lol  But dear Grasshopper, you came to change things up here AND IT’S WORKING!  Now all that’s left is you could stand to recognize that.


Now… having said all that… the ultimate Truth, ya know, jumping right on out of this experiential Earth realm, well, this is all just an illusion, one big, fat video game for us to play in.  “Good” and “bad” are part of the Dualistic illusion.  Every single person here – “good”, “bad” or indifferent – is just a soul having an experience and helping each other wake the hell up.  But hey, everyone is getting the opportunity to graduate from this illusionary realm and getting to know your True Self, ya know, outside the illusion, is a big part of the graduation requirements.

The name of this game is Self Mastery.  It’s not about “fighting” someone else’s creation.  If / when you achieve Self Mastery, the next person’s creation ultimately can’t touch you.


Also see info I’ve left in comments below and on Exposure.  If ya haven’t caught on yet, I’ve buried some info in comments here and there, hopefully pertaining to the topic of that post.

Also see Massive Apocalypse and the comments there for more updates on current events.

Read Awake & Aware – Top Priority: Self for some good “Awakening 101”.  Then pass it on to others in your life who could stand to wake up.

Here’s a good article that gives a quick summary of the global cabal:
What is the Cabal and How to Become Aware of It


Note:  Over time I’ve included many videos in the comments section of this post to assist in keeping you updated on events.  You’ll notice many videos are gone and I’m leaving that displayed.  In case you didn’t know, this is due to the MASSIVE internet censorship that is going on by the Big Tech Giants, who are absolute cabal stooges.  Your free speech rights are being violated BIG TIME!



If you knew that you would die today
If you saw the face of God and Love
Would you change?
Would you change?
If you knew that love can break your heart
When you’re down so low you cannot fall
Would you change?
Would you change?

How bad how good does it need to get?
How many losses how much regret?
What chain reaction
What cause and effect
Makes you turn around
Makes you try to explain
Makes you forgive and forget
Makes you change
Makes you change

If you knew that you would be alone
Knowing right being wrong
Would you change?
Would you change?
If you knew that you would find a truth
That brings a pain that can’t be soothed
Would you change?
Would you change?

How bad how good does it need to get?
How many losses how much regret?
What chain reaction
What cause and effect
Makes you turn around
Makes you try to explain
Makes you forgive and forget
Makes you change
Makes you change

Are you so upright you can’t be bent
If it comes to blows
Are you so sure you won’t be crawling
If not for the good why risk falling
Why risk falling

If everything you think you know
Makes your life unbearable
Would you change?
Would you change?
If you’d broken every rule and vow
And hard times come to bring you down
Would you change?
Would you change?

If you knew that you would die today
If you saw the face of God and Love
Would you change?
Would you change?

Sticks and Stones…

Wisdom of Children:  “Sticks and stones can break my bones, but words can never hurt me.”

Awakened:  “What you think of me is none of my business.”

How true!

By thinking that others’ words have anything to do with you, you just gave authority of your life away… even to those who don’t want it.  No one can truly take authority over your life… but you sure can give it away!  

Anyone who thinks and speaks of “how done unto” they are by someone else’s words and thoughts are in victimhood.  Ain’t no one else keeping them in victimhood.  Their victim status is self-imposed.

The second of “The Four Agreements”:

2. Don’t Take A