Attack on / Collapse of the Family

There has been much talk on this topic in recent years. But, most of that is about the “nuclear family”, basically just parents and their children.

Oh, this started long before just recent years. One example is how children, when getting out of high school or college would tend to move away from their parents, moving from rural to urban environs or moving from one city to another. They have children of their own. But their children’s grandparents are not in their children’s lives… or their own. Both the young parents and their children no longer have the wisdom of any elders in their lives. Young adults striking out on their own, who have moved away from their parents, don’t tend to gravitate to older folks, even if having older coworkers or neighbors or what have you. They tend to hang out with people around their own age.

God told Neale Donald Walsch, in one of his “Conversations with God” books (the third, if I remember right) that when humans were tribal, the bulk of the childrearing fell on the elders, grandparent- or older-aged folks. The parent-aged people were not only at the right age to make babies but they were also at the right age to do the bulk of the work for the tribe – hunting, gathering, chewing the fat off of hides, etc.

This was a more perfect childrearing. The children and the elders are closer to spirit than the parent-aged people, who get a bit caught up in the world. And the elders had been around the mundane-level block a bit and had sifted through what was worth a darn and what wasn’t.

Often these days, that influence and wisdom from the elders are not in the young parents’ and their children’s lives.

Recently someone younger than myself said to me what they had come to realize, “What we often judge as a “bad” thing eventually ends up being a “good” thing.”

In the scenario I’m about to talk about, I like to say, “Some problems fix themselves.”

So, a couple years ago, in a coffee shop, I met a grandmother who moved from another area to be close to two of her children, one of which was now a parent. They were pooling their resources, the grandmother living with her child and helping to raise their children so they didn’t need a babysitter or daycare.

I could so see how many people might say, “That’s horrible that they all can’t afford rent / mortgage and babysitters / daycare.” But yep, they got back to that more perfect childrearing that humans used to have going on.

I’m going to now give some dialog from a TV series called “Mind Hunter”, which is very good and lightworkers may be interested since it presents what happens when people don’t address they own healing. It’s based on a book that is about real-life events.

So, in the ’70s and ’80s the whole serial killer thing was starting to get rather prevalent. A young FBI agent got the idea that perhaps it would be fruitful to interview the serial killers they had caught to see why they did what they did. His boss bought in and partnered him with an older agent.

The first prisoner they talked to was Edmund Kemper. He was very lucid and helpful to the FBI agents.

His parents had separated and he spent his early years with his obviously wounded and dysfunctional mother who was very abusive. He had reminded his mother of her own father, which she obviously had issue with. Likely some childhood wounds of her own.

I looked up Edmund and, when I saw his picture, my face-reading skills kicked in. I saw that he had NO LINES / WRINKLES on his face. I had known someone in their 30s who was like that. I’d asked my face-reading instructor (Jean Haner) why that would be. She said that it either meant they were completely healed or… they didn’t express much. Those lines / wrinkles on most people’s faces are from making the same expression over and over. I got the impression that Edmund’s domineering mother probably didn’t allow him to express and that meant also making facial expressions.

Well, the agents also moved on to other prisoners, the next of which also had issues with his mother.

So… the two agents were alone talking and the younger agent asked the older one, “Do you love your mother?”

The older agent said, “Of course.”

“How ’bout your father?”

“My father was non-existent, isn’t everyone’s?”

I got the impression that his own parents were not separated but that his father wasn’t around much.

This older agent was obviously following in his father’s footprints. He and his wife had adopted a young boy. But this older agent had been traveling for his work for years and continued to do so with this new serial-killer thing. Their son started to hang out with older boys who were trouble makers. Perhaps he was drawn to the older boys in an effort to have a father figure in his life.

I personally had two long-term partners in my life – one male, one female. Both were workaholics. And their second drug of choice seemed to be alcohol, often as an extension of the first as most of their drinking was with coworkers after work. I couldn’t get their sorry asses home.

I recently read about my North Node (of the moon) in Cancer, which then implies that my South Node, in Capricorn, was having to do with past-life experiences of workaholism. I guess I was perhaps being shown the other side of that. *shrug* In this lifetime, I was so NOT a workaholic. Work did indeed come easy to me, too much so as it was often mind-numbing b.s., but I in no way had any desire to be camped out at work. I had the mentality of “work to live” not “live to work.”

But, when I was with my first partner, my ex-husband, I got the definite clue that it would not be a good idea to have children with that irresponsible workaholic. If I couldn’t get him home to me, I sincerely doubt I could have gotten him home for the kids we hadn’t had.

Also about that time, my then husband had a coworker who with his wife (of course) were about to have a baby. Her job was going well. His, not so much. I got the impression that if pay played into that it wasn’t the only thing. I got the impression her job was more in line with what she wanted from her career. Again, the husband’s / father’s job… not so much. He was not pleased with his job. They decided that he would stay home with the baby and she would continue to work.

I asked my then husband if he would be willing to stay home and raise our kids. Well, he didn’t answer my question… and yet did. I could infer the real answer. He and I had both recent to that time gotten married, bought a house and both of us changed jobs, all within about a month.

So, the answer he gave me was, “How much money did you plan on making at this job?” *shaking head* I got my answer though. Further stories I could tell about Mr. Irresponsible. Nope, not having kids with that jack ass. I didn’t have any “great need to breed” and sure as hell had zero desire to be a single mom which I absolutely would have been, whether we stayed married or not.

A couple years before the ascension-hell years started, I was on the dating scene after my split with my ex-girlfriend. I saw this one gal for a few months. She told me about how some of her childhood wounds had to do with all the arguing her parents did. She had a grown daughter herself. At one point she asked me why I didn’t have kids and said I’d have made a good parent. I told her that if I would have had kids with my ex-husband it may have been a scene like her parents had, ‘cuz I’ll tell you, ain’t no frickin’ way I would have put up with my ex-husband’s lack of responsibility and setting that example for my children. This gal I was seeing got it. She said it was wise of me to not bring kids into a situation like that.

My second partner, my ex-girlfriend, like me, had no real desire to have kids. But she and I have been uber lightworkers for years and have been helping God’s human children more than most of their own parents, teachers and preachers have.

I stayed with my ex-girlfriend for the first 8 1/2 years of the past 12 ascension-hell years. We both had moved on from watching the events of the 3D mundane-level world years earlier, as we were quite well versed in the plot of this world story. I moved more towards healing and Divine Connection and serving this planetary and collective ascension project.

But, as I’ve said elsewhere, in 2016, I was urged by the Divine to start monitoring mundane-level events again. I’d forward videos to my ex of what was going on. She, like me, again started watching alternative news folks to get caught up on what all had been going on.

She came home one day and was freshly flabbergasted with the human trafficking and pedophilia that is so rampant with the global cabal yahoos. She said, “You know I so could care less to have kids… but we can’t let this keep happening to our children.” I responded, “Yeah, I’m with ya on both counts. Why do you think I’m doing what I’m doing and getting my ass kicked doing it?!”

Folks, look out for the children, including your own “inner child” by addressing the healing of your own childhood wounds.

See also

Layering on of Programming

Core Issues / Wounds / Programs / Fears / Beliefs

You Gotta Be

You Gotta Be

Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead, release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don’t be ashamed to cry

You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day

Herald what your mother said
Read the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my, eh, eh, eh

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day

Time asks no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can’t stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning
Can’t stop it if you tried to
The best part is danger staring you in the face, oh

Remember, listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
My oh my, eh, eh, eh

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Yeah, yeah, yeah

You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day

Vaxx Stats Point to Mass Casuality Event

Here we go folks. Do or die. Can and will you find your spines, your voice and take action to stop this?

Or will you just be another casualty?

If you’re just going to lay down for this… good riddance to bad rubbish. Yeah, I said it.

Push, pull or get the hell out of the way!

Vaxx Stats Point to Mass Casualty Event

Mike Adams of joins The Alex Jones Show to breakdown estimates and projections show, as long as “clot shot” covid vaccines are being administered around the world, about ten million people each day are being put on an irreversible countdown to vaccine death. For each day that these vaccine shots continue, in other words, roughly ten million people will likely die over the next decade, based on these projections. Read more here:

Intuition, Insight, Instinct

I’ve heard many folks confuse these and maybe say “I feel it in my gut” and they think that is “intuition”. Nope.

So, let’s start with this. Let’s talk astrology a bit.

The three Water signs are about emotions (feeling = emotion + thought). But they sense in different ways.

Cancer is about Instinct. Scorpio is about Insight. Pisces is about Intuition. All “in” words (inwards).

What’s the difference between these watery ways of sensing?

Let’s paint a scenario. You are taking a hike in the woods. The trail splits into two different trails. When you see this, you have this sense not to take the first trail. That’s your intuition working.

I’ve known MANY folks who are actually very intuitive, and what their intuition is telling them is usually the first thing they think or say. But then the brainwashing kicks in. Then comes a long stream of reasons why they don’t have to follow their intuition.

So… we’re back on the hiking trail… your (stupid) brainwashed, left-brain, rational pea brain overrules your right-brain Divine Connection / intuition and you take the first trail.

A ways down the trail you run across a grizzly bear. Ah, now you know what your intuition was trying to tell you.

Now you’re in instinct mode. Yep, in your gut chakra, and yep, all about survival at this point. The threat that your intuition attempted to warn you of is now all up in your face.

To me, insight is very much like intuition, but with a bit of pea-brain knowledge involved also, using what you know in a left-brain way and using your right brain to put it all together.

In this simple hiking scenario I present, it’d be like if you had a small drone you could send ahead and you see the bear on camera. Or, if you’re a hunter type and recognize bear poop when you see it and see a fresh pile a ways down the first trail, then your insight confirms your intuition and you wisely decide to turn back and go on the other trail.

And the global cabal have worked long and hard to get you all to live in your three lower chakras – survival mode. If you would just listen to your intuition (Divine Connection), you’d be way out ahead of any real threat. But your intuition can only work for you if you actually learn to hear it and FOLLOW it.

Folks, do you really need to keep getting hit over the head with things, have the grizzly bear all up in your face… before you catch a clue? Learn to use your intuition. Your Divine Connection will serve you well.

See also:

Divine Guidance – It’s Not Just For Everyone, It’s Also FOR YOU!

Are You Living or Dying?

Check out this book:

Wheels of Life: A User’s Guide to the Chakra System 

Follow Divine Guidance

I don’t care who ya are, that title above, is my best advice for you.

Find out how to receive Divine Guidance (click link). Then follow it!

Not everyone will be doing the same thing.

No individual will be doing the same thing from now until forever.

Learn how to receive Divine Guidance and you will get guidance that is tailored just for you, in real time, from one moment to the next.

If / when you get good at receiving and following Divine Guidance, all your efforts will hit their mark. You no longer have to spin your wheels, chase your tail, go through trial and error.

One added benefit of this is that you’ll actually have some time, energy and other resources left over for you, so that you can actually ENJOY (INJOY) yourself. This world could certainly use some joy.

Also learn How You Create, so you know how to create what you want and quit creating what you don’t want (your creative energies hijacked by the cabal to use towards their purpose / agenda). Start being part of the solution instead of continuing to be part of the problem.

Ya know the game with fortune cookies where you read the fortune out loud, then finish it with “… in bed.” Well, I’ve been thinking that most of what I communicate to ya all, well, you could finish all my sentences with “… and it’s gonna take some work!” Yes it is!

Anything worth having is worth working for. Is your own soul worth having? Is it worth it to ascend / achieve your own Christhood / return to the “Kingdom of Heaven” / graduate from beyond this very intense level of ex-perience? If so, yep, you need to do the work.

I sense many of you folks are in overwhelm mode right now and debilitated and paralyzed by your fears. Time to release your fears. You are just one person and can’t do everything, but that’s the case for everyone. You see all these global cabal-sters working “in lockstep“. Yep, they are coordinating their efforts. But just like you, each of them can only do their part. Start doing YOUR part.

Do you honestly think that the Divine, with its perspective of all perspectives can’t perfectly orchestrate all of your efforts? OF. COURSE. IT. CAN!

Many of you still have much work to do – both inwardly and outwardly.

Do you Inner Work.

Take right action in your outer world.

Get God and your own Divine Self in on this process up front.

Do this breathing and visualization technique to be Calm, Centered and Grounded. Just like the calm is at the center of the storm, your calm is also at your center, so… stay Calm, Centered and Grounded. Learn this, memorize it and do it whenever you need to. See more about it on Useful Healthful Tips post.

Calm, Centered and Grounded:

  • Calm – breathe deep into your center of mass which is two inches below your belly button.
  • Centered – with the next breath, visualize your prana tube which runs up your back, extending up into Heaven and down into Earth, connecting Heaven and Earth through you.
  • Grounded – with the next breath, place your feet flat on the floor / ground and visualize roots coming out of the soles of your feet, sinking deep into the core of Mommy Earth.

Breaking: Ghislaine Maxwell Found GUILTY Of Helping Epstein Sexually Abuse Teen Girls

I figured this isn’t getting much attention from the “mainstream media”, so let’s give it some attention.

From Zero Hedge (thru Info Wars):

Trump Abandons Base – Pushes COVID VAX

Trump supporters, get after him!

Photo and video bomb him – hold signs behind him, get your voice on audio telling the truth about the “vaccine” (that isn’t a vaccine).

This is a grand opportunity to get the word out about how these jabs are maiming and killing people. Rehearse your lines, then get on camera / audio with news agencies.

Attend events that Trump is at and start singing (to the tune of She’ll Be Coming ‘Round the Mountain) “You can stick your poison vaccine up your ass!”

Boy, if he’s trying to convince people that he’s like a “double agent” or “controlled opposition” or the like or just trying to convince folks that he got hit with a stupid stick about this whole vaccine thing, he’s doing a fine job.

Is he tripping over his ego, wanting Warp Speed to be his legacy? At the expense of HOW MANY lives? Damn it Donald J. Trump, PULL YOUR F*CKING HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS!

Perhaps he’s been compromised / threatened. Perhaps a chant at an event could be “Trump, blink three times if you’re in trouble.”

Perhaps he’s surrounded by folks giving him the “mushroom treatment” – keeping him in the dark and feeding him bull sh*t.

But you can bet your sweet patootie that this all serves the Divine’s Purpose. These times are not about electing the right people to play savior, superman or nanny to you all. THESE TIMES ARE ABOUT YOU RECLAIMING YOUR POWER! YOU!

So, Trump supporters, ya went to the polls in 2016 and checked off a box on a ballot, then brushed your hands off and went back to your disempowered, busy, busy, headless chicken life full of complete and utter nonsense. Geez, checking off a box on a ballot…. don’t knock yourselves out or anything. Did ya break a sweat? Trump actually did one whole hell of a lot of good for the U.S. and the world frankly (although the Walking Zombie Trump haters with TDS wouldn’t know it because the msm feeds ’em b.s. and they swallow it whole). But he’s only one person. He did though demonstrate what a big difference one person can make. Imagine if all the rest of you stepped up!

And I’m gonna tell ya right now, regardless of the many various reasons people could come up with to explain why Trump is not in office for his second term, his great downfall, if you will, was that he did not and is still not EMPOWERING his base. He’s not urging his supporters to TAKE ACTION.

So many of you just love to make things all about you (*holding up one index finger…) “You” (… while circling it with the other index finger*) “Universe”

This is your Grand Opportunity to make things all. about. you. Step up folks!

If the people will lead, the leaders will follow.

Trump Abandons Base – Pushes COVID VAX:

In Honor of Art Bell

I woke up with Art Bell.

I’m sure if he was still with us and heard me word it that way, he’d laugh.

Best danged radio host EVER!

Here are a few of the musical performers Art turned me onto with his bumper music.

Belly dancing anyone?

And that dude worked with Donna Summer, so let’s also get this powerful song on here from the Queen of Disco.

Who Is John Galt?

Find out by reading Ayn Rand’s “Atlas Shrugged”.

It took me the better part of a decade to read this. It’s a tome of a book. I had an old paperback copy – 1100 pages, small print. And I’m a slow reader. And the decade in question was the Ascension Hell Years, so I didn’t do a whole lot of book reading, mostly online stuff, keeping my thumb on the pulse of humanity.

Ayn was young when the Soviet Union came about. She knows how communism / socialism / Marxism / Leninism / Stalinism / Maoism starts, from a first hand perspective. I was reading her fictional novel of such as I watched it unfold in our world, not so patiently wondering when silly souls in human form were going to wake up and take their lives and world back.

If you want to know how this draconian, tyrannical, communist takeover of your world ends… if you let it end that way… read this book. Ready yet to take your lives and your world back?

Are You Letting Your Beliefs Run the Show?

(I’ll give ya a short ‘n sweet one here.)

All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident.” ~ Arthur Schopenhauer, Philosopher

Are you self aware enough to realize how you’ve been the one doing the ridiculing, violently opposing and (hopefully) finally SEEING / KNOWING the Truth? You’d all best get a little quicker at moving through those three stages of truth. You’re running yourselves out of time.

Here’s a story that just totally epitomizes what your be-lie-fs do with the Truth.

In recent years I met this guy who was well aware of chemtrails. He told this one couple about chemtrails. Of course they don’t even want to consider that is happening. At a later date, this guy ran across this same couple again out on the street. They chatted a while, then the guy realized that there was a chemtrail in the sky right then, in that moment, so he reminded this couple what he’d told them about chemtrails and told them there was one in the sky right then… and pointed right at it.

Both of these people turned and looked up… in the opposite direction the guy was pointing.

That is just exactly what YOUR beliefs will make YOU do – turn away from the Truth.

Your be-lie-fs are self-sustaining software programs. The Truth scares the crap out of your beliefs, ‘cuz the Truth means the end of your beliefs.

The “hardware” is just fine – you as a soul have everything you need. Your human form and all the potential that comes with it are just fine. It’s the “software” programming that is so debilitating.

Someone can point you right at the Truth, the Truth could be all up in yer face, but if you as a soul (a sovereign one at that) insist on allowing your be-lie-fs to run your life, you won’t get to the Truth and hence won’t return to your True Divine Self and God.

Here’s another little story that serves as a demonstration of someone NOT letting their beliefs run the show.

I used to attend Body Mind Spirit Expos years ago. Kinda like a psychic fair – psychics, Tarot (and other card) readers, gem and crystal dealers, there was a past-life regression hypnotherapist there once, that sorta thing. Some of the venders / readers, etc., would give hour-long free talks to let folks know what they were about.

One fellow there, an attorney by trade, talked about how years earlier he’d set out to disprove palmistry (palm reading). Why was he at this Body Mind Spirit Expo? He was there to give palm readings.

He obviously started with a be-lie-f, but he didn’t just look at the information from naysayers which would support / reinforce his belief, he dared to LOOK RIGHT AT information from palm readers. He came to realize there is something to palm readings.

Which, of course, there is something to it. Your body is an outward manifestation of your energy. And, due to the holographic nature of the universe, “Everything interpenetrates everything.” People read feet, bumps on head, body posture, etc. I learned how to read faces and OH YEAH it’s right on. It can even tell you about, not just your personality, but also your health.

So, check these books out:

The Holographic Universe

Face Reading in Chinese Medicine (I see this is the 2nd edition, hardcover, a bit pricey – not to say it’s not worth it mind ya. The 1st edition was in paperback – and was completely and utterly awesome, I’d love to see the new edition. The 1st edition may not be in print anymore. Look it up, and maybe find a used copy.)

We Are the Ones

“We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.” ~ Hopi Elders

Just for a chuckle… conservative radio host Dan Bongino said a friend of his told him “We are the leaders we’ve been waiting for.” Good for his friend for giving him that message in a “digestible form”. 😉 (love ya Dan)

I’ll let the lyrics below expand on the Hopi Elders’ message.

“We Are the Ones”

We are the ones that we’ve been waiting for.
We are the ones who will make a difference.
We are the ones who will change the world.
We are the ones, we are, we are.
We are the ones, we are, we are.

I’ve been feelin’ like I can’t make a difference,
I’ve been feelin’ like there ain’t no use.
Feelin’ tired and a little unconscious,
coming up with every kind of excuse.
‘Till I realized it’s not all up to me,
when we join together we shape our destiny,
to see a world where we are living as one,
it can be, it shall be, it will be done.


No one else gonna’ make the changes,
no savior gonna’ drop from the sky.
Nothin’ left to do but wake up,
’cause it’s really up to you and I.
To take it one step at a time,
stand together with your hand in mine.
Then we will see the world that we’ve been dreaming about,
We need it now, the time is now, there is no doubt.


(I am the one, you are the one, we are the ones.)

Astrological Energies for 2021 by Sarah Varcas

Sarah turned this out in February. I love how she knows astrology so well and is also quite awake to the situation in the world and can hence relate the two so well.

How did you do at stepping up this year to take back your life and your world… as the energies were urging?

Her title, “A Fight for Life and a Love Story” reminds me of the lyrics from “Gravity of Love” by Enigma:

“The experience of survival is the key… to the gravity of love.”

Saturn in Aquarius squaring Uranus in Taurus: February 2021 – December 2021

by SARAH on 02/04/2021

A Fight for Life and a Love Story


Sarah Varcas

If you would prefer to listen to me reading this post, an audio version is available at the bottom of the page.

Saturn squares Uranus three times this year (February, June and December). This square is therefore a defining factor in the events of 2021, especially at a collective and societal level. Saturn is the planet of discipline, calendar time, karma and responsibility. Uranus is the planet of liberation, individuality, freedom and innovation. Far from natural bed fellows, these two cosmic heavy weights now embark upon a dance that will see much disruption and unpredictable twists and turns. If you think you know what happens next, think again. If you’re certain in your world view, let the edges begin to blur for much is not as it seems. When Saturn squares Uranus we’re all tasked with building a future from the wisdom of experience, potentised by openness to new possibilities.

Get off the fence!

With the square occurring in the fixed signs of Aquarius and Taurus, the consequences of this time will be enduring and irrevocable. A fixed square leaves no doubt that action must be taken, with a tangible outcome required. We won’t get away with sitting on the fence this year! We all need to dig deep and stand tall when it comes to the decisions we make and the actions we take. Uranus in Taurus disrupts the status quo, shifting even the most intransigent conditions and deeply rooted circumstances. Saturn in Aquarius holds us all to account and hammers home the responsibility we share to steer the human family in a life-affirming direction. The shadow side of this cosmic square-dance sees efforts to constrain the creative spirit; to control a narrative and its outcomes; to limit and suppress independent and original thought in favour of toeing the party line.

This square between Saturn and Uranus insists that we confront what’s happening in our world, contemplate the facts, take in the truth of it and decide where we stand. We cannot leave this up to others or allow self-appointed ‘experts’ to tell us what to believe. While freedoms the world over are evermore constrained, we retain forever the freedom to come to our own conclusions and act accordingly. When we sacrifice that for the ‘convenience’ of being told what to think, all hope is lost.

Saturn: our wise and faithful friend

Saturn wants us resilient, wise and strong, able to withstand the challenges of life, capitalise on its opportunities and carry our share of responsibility. It is nothing if not pragmatic. If there’s a problem, deal with it! If you’ve made a mistake, own it! Saturn puts us through boot-camp and tests our mettle at every turn. It can feel like punishment, but when we willingly take our part, something begins to shift. Facing fear becomes a little easier; the patience needed to reach our goal is somehow more available; our ability to endure when we thought we were broken increases notch by notch. Saturn wants us whole, not fragmented by fear and denial. It will do what it takes to get us that way, but welcomes us as allies in the process. When we can embrace challenge as a catalyst for creativity we come to know obstacles not as life gone wrong or a frustrating distraction, but an essential part of existence, honed to better shape us for the road ahead.

Saturn matures us, placing strength in our heart, wisdom in our mind and iron in our soul. Saturn’s in it for the long haul and wants us there too. It sees our potential, the challenges ahead, what we need to endure and the blessings of doing so. It rewards us with patience, wisdom and foresight, inner security and a deep, deep peace born of knowing ourselves so well that nothing can shake us or throw us off course for long.

If, however, we play the victim, bemoaning an unjust fate, Saturn won’t tolerate self-pity and we may feel a sharp thwack across our knuckles! No matter how much we can justify feeling sorry for ourselves, Saturn insists that we rise to meet life, not allow it to batter us down. It sees self-pity as an intolerable abdication of responsibility and power, and we simply cannot afford such a dereliction of sacred duty at this time.

Uranus: our liberator

Whilst Saturn holds our feet to the fire, Uranus invites us to reinvent ourselves. It reminds us nothing is set in stone as long as we’re prepared to release everything that binds us in the very moment it does so. Not a week, a month, or years down the line, but immediately – freeing familiar pain, old beliefs and habits, behaviours that sabotage us and conditions that keep us stuck. Allow nothing to stick in your energy field. Visualise it as flowing water, rushing wind. See its constant motion. By identifying with the trials of life, buying into their drama instead of claiming our freedom, we create substance where movement should be, calcifying thoughts and feelings unnecessarily. Recognising and reversing this process is key to profound and lasting change this year.

The Moon makes it personal

The Moon is conjunct Uranus at the time of the first square in February, making the Uranian energy of emancipation, innovative thought and liberation from past restraints the stronger of the two drives at this point. In Taurus the Moon is sensual, physical, loyal, unyielding and predictable. When conjunct Uranus she reveals another face of Taurus: the potential for profound, deep rooted change born of a lengthy process of patient inner adjustment. If you’ve been working away at some project in your life, be it inner or outer, this Saturn / Uranus square comes as assurance that your hard work will not go to waste. If last year felt like swimming against the tide or climbing a mountain with bloodied feet, this year offers rewards to those with the courage to stand their ground and keep on keeping on regardless of the struggles ahead.

Rebuilding from the bottom up

But this is a long game not a rapid result.  The inner and outer work required is like no other we’ve encountered. For both people and institutions, bottom-up restructuring of everything within and without is called for. It’s scary, overwhelming, intimidating and exhausting. But it’s also exhilarating, inspiring and rejuvenating. We cannot move through the current state of the world by staying the same. We must change. We must allow ourselves to be reborn anew, realigned, pared down to the absolute necessities of life so we can focus and act with great wisdom and much courage.

This square must be honoured with our full attention, deepest respect and steadfast commitment to fully exploit its gifts and graces. It will kick-start otherwise lagging change, up-turn certainties and catalyse issues and themes which shape the coming years. The action of this square throughout 2021, will reveal the deepest truths of our lives. Many of us may be shocked by what we see, but from that seeing freedom cannot help but arise.

The cosmic square dance of responsible revolution

With this dance between the past (Saturn) and the future (Uranus), between revolution (Uranus) and responsibility (Saturn), even things we thought we’d dealt with could resurface for a while. Relationships may replay old dynamics. Stable situations may go pear-shaped. Our own inner calm may waver and progress paid for with blood, sweat and tears may begin to falter. Let this come as no surprise. These are incredible times of immense challenge. Its okay to falter, to feel the fear, even to lose hope. But never let any of these states be the final word, for we are in motion, on a journey. And the sun rises fresh every single day.

In this square, Saturn and Uranus teach the mind can be our liberator and our jailer. If we allow it to oppress us with a refusal to think outside the box, question what we hear and apply our own inner knowing to received truths, we will lock ourselves in an inner prison devoid of our unique power to discern our own sovereignty. But if we can expand our mind to embrace previously dismissed possibilities, to view life from a fresh perspective and see ourselves anew, unbounded liberation awaits. The veils between the egoic and higher minds are paper thin now and we can break through so easily, with just the slightest effort if we choose. This year there are new vistas waiting to be seen, something we simply haven’t perceived about our situation can revolutionise the path ahead in the moment of its revelation.

Easy is overrated

In no way is this square an ‘easy’ aspect! But easy is overrated when a total overhaul of humanity is in the mix! As the world locks down and big pharma is increasingly touted as the messiah, we are each of us tasked with doing our part to birth the future we want to be our reality. If we don’t, rest assured someone else will do it for us! We are our own saviours, sovereign to the end. Never has it been more important than now, to know this in our very bones.

If, however, we allow the shadow side of Saturn in Aquarius to inform our choices, we risk giving in to fear of the unknown, allowing anyone who offers certainty – no matter their motives – to become our master. Saturn in Aquarius can be very reluctant to stand up and be counted or do the opposite of what others expect. It seeks security in being part of the crowd, no matter the sacrifice of sovereignty that crowd may demand in return. But to the extent that we surrender our inalienable right to think for ourselves, tension will increase as this year progresses. We’re being shaken awake to finally live life on purpose. Bold and brazen in our assertion that we all have a right to be free.

A poetic battle cry

This year is both a fight for life and a love story, a battle cry and the dreamtime of the soul. We’re deciding the very future of humanity with our every thought, word and deed. It requires bold commitment and the courage to pursue innovative solutions to old problems. Solutions which dare challenge all called ‘normal’ up to now. The choice is leap now or be pushed later. But either way we must shift at some point!! This square between Saturn and Uranus says best get it on with it today, for standing still is no longer an option. The future – our future – awaits.

Sarah Varcas

Reader’s Digest Condensed Version of Western Religion

(might want to grab a cup of tea before starting this one)

Let’s start with this – as George Orwell said, “Those who control the present, control the past. Those who control the past, control the future.”

Regardless of your opinion of AG William Barr, he understood this. Late in his time as Trump’s AG, he was asked in an interview, “How will these times go down in history?” to which AG Barr responded, “It depends on who wins.”

In case you don’t know what George Orwell was communicating there, it is this: whoever is in control in the present gets to write history the way they want to. If they can get you to swallow their version of the past, they can use that to steer you to create the future they want you to create – your creative energies hijacked for the cabal’s purpose / agenda.

More and more folks are waking up to the present-day global cabal, but still far too many don’t understand that this control agenda has been here since the beginning of humanity. What does that matter? Well, through many lifetimes, many of you have been programmed. You can’t just stop new programming from happening, you have to undo / release the age-old programs. Take out the garbage. Those programs are causing problems. You continue to run those disempowering programs and you continue to hurt yourself, your fellow human, the planet and all of its lifeforms.

Ok… about 40,000 years ago (as God tells me), a race of beings called the Anunnaki came to Earth. They were mining for gold here. But their own people went on strike.

So, their leader, Anu, asked his son Enki – a genetics engineer – to create a slave race. Enki used the Anunnaki’s own DNA combined with the DNA of an already existing hominid from Earth. Enki had two goes at this, because… the first race he created were too intelligent – read “Divinely Connected” – to go for that slave b.s. So, Enki was back to the drawing board. With the second race he created, he dumbed them down a bit. He split the race into two genders and split their brains into two hemispheres.

As I’ve said before and will now say again – the physical changes were one thing, but the brainwashing put on top of it kinda sealed the deal. Yep, sadly for the human race – the 2nd race that Enki created – a slave race resulted.

First, let me give you an ever-so succinct summary of the Garden of Eden story that the cabal tell you. Their version of that history, which so many of you have heard so many times before. So… their version goes like: “The serpent was evil. Eve was duped. And Adam was a good little boy.”

Now, I’ll tell you another succinct summary of the TRUE story of the Garden of Eden.

The first race that Enki created were the serpents (yes, plural). Yep, they resembled their Anunnaki / reptilian cousins. They were the ones who were too intelligent and wouldn’t go for being slaves. They kept their eyes on the Anunnaki though and saw that they had genetically engineered another race of people – the Adams and the Eves (yep, again, plural), who more closely resembled their hominid cousins. So, the serpents went to the Garden of Eden to WARN the Adams and the Eves! It went something like this: “They created us serpents to be a slave race but we didn’t go for it, so they created you Adams and Eves to be their slave race. We’re here to warn you. You don’t have to become their slaves.”

One’s left brain is conscious / logical / based in reason. One’s right brain is about unconscious / intuition / based in knowingness / gnosis, ya know, Divine Connection. As I’d said elsewhere, the Eves, being more naturally right-brained (Divinely Connected), caught a clue, while the Adams, who were practically right-brain-dead, weren’t even quick enough to catch a cold. Unfortunately for BOTH the Adams and the Eves, the dummy Adams were bigger and stronger… and they were told they were good little boys. Well, I guess I don’t have to tell you who won out since humanity has been rather Divinely DIS-connected for thousands of years. And that’s what the imbalance of a patriarchy does for ya – it creates major dumbed down and Divinely disconnected beings. A matriarchy would also be imbalanced but would at least have Divine connection which could guide them well. A patriarchy is just flat more controllable. Perhaps that has become blatantly obvious now, hmm?!

Notice I said that the patriarchy was unfortunate for BOTH the Adams and the Eves. Uh huh. Many a woman has been beaten, stoned, burned at the stake down through time here in this patriarchy. And for what? Mostly for being intuitive. Ya know, Divinely Connected. CONNECTED TO GOD! Sounds criminal doesn’t it. Any men who were used by the cabal as “useful idiots” in the persecution of women were participating in their own undoing. Those women could have taught the right-brain-dead men how to be Divinely Connected. At least if a woman died being burned at the stake for being intuitive, she still had her connection to God. The men who lit the pyre? Not so much. Still just beasts with no Divine Connection. Yep, the patriarchy may have hurt more souls in male form than in female form. Many souls have been both male or female during many incarnations here, but their female incarnations, although challenging, may have served their soul better at eventually returning to their True Divine Self and God.

Since I directed the last post to Alex Jones, let’s include him in a present-day parallel to the Garden of Eden story, which is pretty much the archetypal story of Prometheus – anyone who dares bring the truth to humanity will be attacked, tortured, ruined, perhaps killed. Alex knows that first hand.

So, Alex would be like the serpents, here to warn humans of their impending enslavement. The Eves would be like Alex’s audience, being intuitive enough to at least recognize truth when someone like Alex tells them. And “the woke” (ya know, here in the cabal’s upside-down world / Orwellian world – the Walking Zombies / Sheeple / Useful Idiots / Programmed Robots are called “woke”, when they’re anything but) are like the Adams – dumb as stumps, but they’re told they are the smart ones and everyone else is crazy. And this is how the insane end up running the asylum.

Let’s also talk about the Garden of Eden story in terms that many of you are familiar with. Anu is who you all call “Satan”. No capitalization. Not a name. Small letter ‘s’ satan is just a word that means “adversary, accuser or opponent.” Yep, fitting term for the role that Anu has played in this veiled, dualistic ex-periential realm.

And the Anunnaki are who many of you call “demons”. Again, many of you don’t know your own languages (dictionaries can be so helpful, use one – WHAT YOU WANT IS WORD ORIGIN – older dictionaries may be better since they are rapidly changing word meaning, more ongoing corruption of the language, but regardless of the dictionary, just breeze right by the lists of “definitions” and go right to WORD ORIGIN), so you don’t realize that all “demon / daemon” means is (little ‘g’) “god”. Yep, accurate again, the Anunnaki were / are indeed little ‘g’ gods. But so are you! That’s the part they didn’t want you to know. ‘Cuz you know, Divinely Connected beings don’t go for being slaves. As William Henry likes to put it, “Christs don’t pay their taxes.” Ha!

Yeppers, the Truth of the Garden of Eden story is a bit different than the cabal’s version that everyone hears. Completely 180 degrees out of phase. Talk about “upside down world”. It’s been going on since the beginning of the human form.

So, you all have a certain “knowingness” / gnosis about this story. So, even if you don’t understand what “satan” and “demon” mean, applying the real meanings of “satan” to Anu and “demon / daemon” to the Anunnaki, yep, it’s still accurate. You just don’t realize what exactly you’re saying.

But now here’s the complete and utter disconnect / blockage that Christians and others have around this story. Another name for Anu, was Yahweh. Yep, the “God” (nope, not God, but god) of the Old Testament. And yes indeedy schweetie, the entity that so many of you RIGHTLY call “Satan”.

Nope, Yahweh is not God / The All That Is / Prime Creator (or whatever term you care to use). Yahweh did indeed peddle himself as being big ‘g’ “God”. Sounds completely like a “satan” to do such, huh?!

There were plenty of clues that Yahweh is not God. Here’s just a few simple ones… Yahweh was male. God does not have gender. (Yep, I myself have / can / do use the male pronoun often for God, but for balance I also use the female pronoun for Earth / Gaia when neither the planet or its soul essence have gender, but as long as silly religious people keep saying “Father God”, I’ll keep saying “Mommy Earth”… to keep emphasizing the need for Balance, Wholeness and Integration of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine). The fact that Yahweh had gender implied he had a physical body, which, again, God does not have. We individuated souls are how God ex-periences being in physical form – through us. You also got the distinct impression that Yahweh (and his people) were interacting on the physical level with humans. Again, not something God would do… except, of course, through other individuated souls.

As a side note here… Constitutional lawyer and conservative radio host Mark Levin said about a year ago that he’d been meeting with his rabbi because Mark knows American history very well, but doesn’t know ancient history. He wanted to know who “this king” and “that king” were. Now, if his rabbi actually thinks that Yahweh is “God”, well, as I’m sure Mark’s lawyer mind could understand, if you start with a false premise and continue on from there, you won’t get closer to the truth, but further from it. So, if there was a king who was “loyal to Yahweh” and you think Yahweh is God when he’s really “Satan”, well, that tells a much different story about that king, eh? Yep, a story that is 180 degrees out of phase with the truth.

And the whole thing with Adam and Eve eating “the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil” is not what most have been brainwashed to think. Yahweh said that sort of knowledge was a bad thing. Think about this folks. You’ve been told that knowing the difference between good and evil is a bad thing. After all that has happened in recent years, do you still think that? Many of you have awakened to the evils in the world and so now you can have some inkling of what it takes to not participate in and not energize evil yourselves or not be duped by it. Make sure you get to the whole truth so you COMPLETELY quit participating in “evil”. If you don’t know about the difference between good and evil you can get caught up in evil. In a nut shell, by convincing humans that knowledge of good and evil is bad, humans have been put under a consciousness veil. The whole thing that started the “free will” ex-perience.

So that was the beginning of Judaism.

Now let’s look at Christianity.

The true, original Christians were the Gnostics. They were very literally the New Agers of their day. That’s how it’s been for quite some time. Soul groups from elsewhere incarnate here to help humanity wake up and yep, to shift from the energies of one astrological age to another.

The Gnostics told the Jesus story. Jesus is not a real person but an archetypal character, one who shares an awful lot of characteristics with older / earlier archetypal characters. Those characteristics are not unique to Jesus. These stories and characteristics are from very old pagan archetypes. See video at bottom of page. The story the Gnostics told was very enlightening and empowering and yeppers, much archetypal / symbolic information embedded into the story, which has much to teach you if you would bother to learn about archetypes and symbology. God would love to help!

So, yeah, fictional, archetypal characters, so the story is not about them, it’s about you and your own Christ potential. I see so many Christians wanting to quote “Jesus” all the time, but they seem to always breeze right over this line – “Have I not said ye are gods? You too shall do these and greater things.” And boy oh boy have the Christians been “playing small”, ya know, for a bunch of Divine and Powerful Creator gods.

Well, the Gnostics, just like the serpents and the archetypal character of Prometheus (and Alex Jones), were bringing light, truth, empowerment to humans. The cabal couldn’t have that.

So, the cabal’s version of history tells us that Saul / Paul converted to Christianity. Nope. Saul / Paul was cabal. I don’t just say that to sound like Longfellow. Saul / Paul would pursue and kill Gnostic Christians. But no matter how many he and others killed, the Gnostic Christian movement would not stop. So Saul / Paul hijacked Christianity by starting “the church”, so he could steer Christianity where he wanted it to go.

He said that Jesus was an actual soul incarnate as human. Nope. Not true. Saul / Paul also said that Jesus was special… implying you’re not. He said Jesus was the only “son of God”… implying you all are NOT sons and daughters of God. (Lowly / humble you. Not!) So, you are to worship Jesus. And Christians claim that pagans were “sun worshipers” when in reality it is the Christians who are the son / sun worshipers. Jesus was the archetype for the Divine Masculine / the Solar Masculine.

First, talk about idol worship. JESUS IS A FICTIONAL, ARCHETYPAL CHARACTER IN AN ALLEGORY!!! Silly programmed Christians will say dumb ass sh*t like, “If you just be-lie-ve in Jesus, you can return to the ‘Kingdom of Heaven’.” I suppose if you just believe in Cinderella, you too can go to the ball. But even if Jesus was a real person / soul, it’d still be stupid and disempowering to worship him. That’s one soul worshiping another soul. *shaking head* You’re putting yourself in a “lesser than” mentality. Yep. Disempowering!

Now, the word origin of “worship” literally means “worthiness, acknowledgement of worth.” That’s great. God is worth it. But! God is THE ALL THAT IS. Everything and everyone are worth acknowledging their worth. Hell, even the archetypal character of “Jesus” is worthy information. But I don’t see any of you “worshiping” yourselves, as in ACKNOWLEDGING YOUR OWN WORTH. That’s the problem. The biggest ego issue with Joe Average human is not feelings of grandiosity, but having a “lesser than” mentality. “I’m not worthy. I can’t do what Jesus did ‘cuz I’m just a scum-sucking, worthless, bottom-feeder nothing.” Err! Wrong answer.

This is another one of the cabal’s old tricks – to get you to worship something / someone outside of yourself. They also like to turn non-entities into supposed real entities. It could be Jesus, it could be Moloch, neither of which are actual entities. Moloch comes from the Hebrew word “mlk”, which means “sacrifice” and that sure as hell isn’t about roasting your children on a fire, it’s about letting go of what no longer serves you, ya know, like be-lie-fs. It doesn’t matter if the made-up entity is “good” or “bad”. The disempowering part of worshiping any entity is not about the entity but about worshiping something outside of yourself… and dissing yourself big time in the process.

Yeah, yeah, I know, if you actually acknowledge your own Power and Worth, then ya might have to actually OWN ’em along with owning your own CREATIONS and a part of you knows that if you want to reach your glorious potential… you’ve. got. some. work. to. do. Ahh, poor babies. You want the Power but don’t want to take Responsibility (the ability to respond). Good luck with that.

You wanting and expecting what a (supposed) former Christ accomplished by merely riding his coattails is like a teenager who wants a fancy car like his folks have, but he doesn’t want to do the work that the folks did to get it. He just wants to hold out his hand and have a set of keys dropped into it.

Getting Christians to think Jesus is their savior keeps Christians sitting back on their heels, doing nothing to save themselves. They’re waiting for someone to swoop in and save them. Talk about “magical thinking”. What would anyone save you from? Yourself? Your own creations? No one else makes your choices, lives your life, is in charge of you, creates for you. YOU are your savior. Here’s a novel idea – if you don’t like what you’ve created, create something different!

And I suppose if someone with cancer just “believes in a healthy person”, they too can be healthy. The healthy person is healthy because they aligned their Thoughts, Words and Deeds with health. That’s how you create. You cannot ride someone else’s coattails to health. And you can’t ride someone else’s coattails to Ascension / Christhood / “the Kingdom of Heaven”.

Jesus’ greatest apostle and his partner was Mary Magdalene. She was the archetype for the Divine Feminine / the Lunar Feminine (or “the black hole that isn’t black” Feminine). No, she wasn’t a prostitute, she was a harlot. Mary practiced sex magic, using sexual energy / ecstatic energy for spiritual purposes. She helped Jesus reconnect to his Ka body / Light body so he could ascend. He had his own bag of healing tricks and gave Mary a chakra clearing – what the Bible thumpers call “having seven demons driven from her”. Nope. Just a chakra clearing.

But, just like the Anunnaki created imbalance and lack of Divine Connection by creating a patriarchy, the church reinforced that by making “Jesus” (ya know, the Divine Masculine) “special” and by vilifying Mary Magdalen, the Divine Feminine. The cabal couldn’t let humans know about their Divine Feminine aspect or they just might connect into God and realize they are Divine and Powerful Creator gods… who won’t be good little slaves, who do as they are told.

The next big bumping up of the dumbing down of Christians happened with the compilation of the Bible in the 4th century. Constantine the Great and the Council of Nicea put the Bible together. A Roman emperor and a bunch of church bishops. The cabal. The biggest lie of the Bible is the Lie of Omission. They had a whole world of information to draw on and you can bet they cherry picked what went into the Bible. They were “controlling the narrative”. Just like CNN does today. So, not only are you missing a lot of info, but you’re also missing the context it brings to what did get included. They also twisted and turned and muddied things up like CNN does also.

All of you who have swallowed the cabal’s b.s. around the 3 western religions could really stand to quit being so naive about it all. It’s really quite sickening to see today’s Christians being some of the most awakened to the present-day cabal and yet keep themselves hamstrung with old hijacked-Christianity programming that has frankly made many Christians very docile. Sick, sad, pathetic. Present-day Christians definitely have some “inertia” issues. They seemingly can’t get off the fence, out of the gray areas, out of their uncomfortable comfort zone. And yet… they fancy themselves to be so connected to God. No, not hardly.

Many of you have been through one or many paradigm shifts already. You can face this one also. Hey, ya woke up to the truth about Santa Clause and it didn’t kill ya. You can wake up the the truth about Jesus and that won’t kill ya either… it will EMPOWER you… as the Gnostics meant for their ARCHETYPAL ALLEGORY to do for you.

Centuries later there were still Gnostic Christian holdouts in the world. One group were the Cathars, the Pure Ones, which is what their name means. Here again, they were bringing enlightenment and empowerment to humanity. The cabal just can’t have that. So, Pope Innocent the III sent mercenaries / hired soldiers to take out the Cathars. Where the Cathars lived they were surrounded by church people (later known as Catholics, the church steeling the name from the Cathars). There were 3 church folks for every Cathar (if I remember correctly). When the soldiers came, the church folks (Catholics), who knew the Cathars were good folks, basically said, “You’re not taking our Cathars.”

Obviously even the church followers back then had more of a spine than most present-day Christians who, at least until very recently, are / were terrified to even attend a school board meeting.

To digress a bit in that direction… a conservative radio host rightly said that many a parent, if present at a school shooting, would put themselves between the shooter and the children… but don’t ask ’em to attend a school board meeting. Ooh too scary. And then the Marxists (ya know the top of the Democratic Party and their mainstream media propaganda machine) started calling school-board-attending parents “domestic terrorists.” Ooh, WAY too scary now. They’re calling ya all names now. Who could possibly be expected to have to face that! 🙂 Find your spines already and release your fears. Goodness sakes.

Well, Pope Innocent the III’s soldiers got word back to the pope, who responded with, “Kill ’em all. Let God sort ’em out.” He was willing to kill off 3 church people for every Cathar. Gee, I guess he felt threatened by the Cathars, eh?

Another group of Gnostic Christian holdouts were the Knights Templar. They were battling the cabal of their day, which was still the church and the European monarchies. Well, they had their tricks to use but the cabal finally caught onto them. The pope and the French king went after them… on Friday the 13th. That is why we talk about that day being unlucky. It was for the Templars. Some Templars were tortured and / or killed and the rest were forced underground.

Alex Jones rightly observed that the first impeachment vote of Donald Trump was on Friday the 13th. You can bet that was no accident. But Alex, in his brainwashed state put out some garbage info. He did a special report on the Templars then. If he had only listened to himself, he may have realized his error. He said early on that the info he was presenting about the Templars came from “mainline history”. That’d be like saying, “It came from the mainstream media… it must be true.” Remember, those who control the present control the past. The Anunnaki and the cabal, who answer to them, have been in control in this world most of the time. And even if there were times of enlightenment, if / when the cabal got control again, they then went about rewriting history to suit their purposes.

Alex WRONGLY said that the Templars were a “secret society”. Donald Trump, who yes has read the Art of War, said, “You don’t tell your enemies your plans.” Alex himself has said he has projects in the works but is not ready to disclose what they are. Are Donald and Alex “evil, secret societies”? Nope, just wise. The Templars were the Donald Trumps and Alex Joneses of their day, fighting the cabal of their day.

The Templars later resurfaced as the Free Masons. Many present-day researchers see the corruption in the present-day masons and see both the masons and the cabal using symbology, so the researchers wrongly think that the masons are evil and always have been. Nope, just more Gnostic Christian holdouts. The researchers also know that many of the founding fathers of the U.S. were masons, so they just assume, wrongly, that the founding fathers were bad. Nope.

There’s the old line “if you can’t beat ’em, join ’em”, which I think many a person wrongly thinks means if you can’t beat the opposition, just cave-in to the other side. I had a revelation years ago that that line is a cabal directive to their stooges – if you can’t beat ’em… infiltrate and corrupt them from within their organizations, etc. And that is exactly what the cabal did with the masons. Some of the first indication of this was the Royal Society of Free Masons, ya know, the European monarchies’ version of masonry.

George Washington, a mason, knew of this infiltration and warned his fellow brothers about it. I said this in comments on an Info Wars site and to Alex’s credit, he looked it up. Alex found it in the Federalist Papers. Good for him, doing his own research and using his own direct connection to God and all.

A couple of present-day masons – Robert Lomas and Christopher Knight – went through their 3 initiations for their 3 masonic degrees, which included reference to Hiram Abiff. They asked their fellow masons who Hiram Abiff was. No one knew. Well, these two masons did it right. They didn’t just think, “Well, those were interesting initiations” and just went back to their lives. No, they “caught the spark” and set out on their own Holy Grail Quest to find out who Hiram Abiff was. I’ll let you look into that yourselves.

But in the epilogue of their book “The Hiram Key”, they said they’d heard of corruption in the masons, but when they were researching for their book, they visited many mason lodges and the masons there were very helpful, sharing whatever info they had and they were also interested and asked these two authors to please inform them when their book came out. So far, so good.

But when they released their book and went out on tour to promote their book, almost invariably someone from the Grand Lodge of London would show up to heckle them. These authors said (perhaps naively so at the time) that these hecklers obviously hadn’t read their book because they kept saying that the authors had said something they hadn’t. The cabal have no new tricks. This is exactly what the Jim Acosta types would do with Trump, ask things like “How can you say such & such?” implying Trump had said “such & such” when, no he hadn’t. So, these authors realized that there was indeed some corruption in the masons.

A little personal story… years ago, I had many an email contact, mostly lightworker types. We shared info with each other to help us all get up to speed to help this world. We mostly didn’t respond to each other and just trusted the next person to get from the info what they would. I sent out an email about the corruption in the present-day masons. A friend wrote back, something to this effect, “I’m so sick of hearing about the corruption in the masons. I’ve known many masons and they are good folks. You want to see corruption, you need to check out the Vatican.” I told them I was well aware of the corruption in the Vatican and the Catholic church, but I was raised Catholic and I knew many Catholics who were good folks. In both cases, the rank and file Catholics and masons don’t know what is going on at the top of their organizations / institutions. My friend said, “You’re absolutely right.

Many present-day masons may have no idea that their institution is a Gnostic one. Gnosis? What’s that? William Henry had joked that what the masons do they call “the craft”. William figures that stands for Can’t Remember A Friggin’ Thing.

Gnostic = “relating to knowledge, especially esoteric, mystical knowledge”. Knowingness. And as the word esoteric implies (please use your dictionaries and see WORD ORIGIN), this is an INNER knowingness, one that comes from Divine Connection. Many people think that “esoteric” means info that is known by only a few. Well, sadly, that actually is the case. But esoteric has to do with INNER KNOWINGNESS. Yeah, still, far too many DON’T know this, many people DON’T have that inner connection.

As I said, the Gnostics were the New Agers of their day, here to usher in the Age of Pisces. The astrological age influences all Earthlings, regardless of their own personal astrological energies. God sent me many Pisces in this lifetime. Towards the end of that, before the “ascension hell” years started, I realized that God was giving me info, not about these individual Pisces, but info about the Age of Pisces.

In this veiled consciousness, dualistic realm, everything has an up and a down side, a functional side and a dysfunctional side. The Gnostics were attempting to get humanity to tap into the up side of Pisces. This is the most intuitive, naturally Divinely-Connected sign.

But the down side of Pisces is… a Pisces can really play the victim / martyr / blame game.

So, in this cabal-controlled world, gee, which side of that gets dissed and vilified and which side gets pushed / promoted? People were burned at the stake for having a Divine Connection. And yep, the world is full of people brainwashed to be “victims”, ya know, as if to say that their own life is somehow someone else’s fault.

Even depictions of Jesus… you don’t see a whole lot of depictions of Jesus learning, growing, healing, teaching. Instead you see many depictions of Jesus crucified. The cabal turned the fictional character of Jesus into your god then crucified your god. As if to say, “Your god’s not so mucking fuch. Look what we did to him. I guess we’re more powerful than your god.” Yep, they turned an archetypal representation of a CHRIST into the ultimate martyr.

As far as Islam goes – the hijacked version of Christianity, ya know, the church, started the religion of Islam. Muslims could stand to be as concerned as Christians could stand to be.

Excuse that ever so brief description of Islam, but I am not Muslim so have not had to clean Islamic garbage out of my psyche. I had Judeo-Christian garbage to clean out of my psyche. But I’ve pointed you to the truth and there are plenty of good researchers out there to clue you in. Do your own research and use your own Direct Divine Connection to get to the truths that you need to know.

I’ve been hearing conservative radio hosts calling what is going on “on the left” these days as “the left’s religion”. Gee, if these conservatives keep using the term “religion”, they just might eventually realize that their religion is… ya know… their own religion. Yep, just like with the left, the right’s own religion is, yep, based on be-lie-fs, put in their pea brains by someone else.

Again folks, for what I’m about to say, use your dictionary – you want WORD ORIGIN.

I’m sure if I asked most religious folks if they like the government regulating every little part of their life, they’d say they can’t stand that.

Ok, brace your religious self…. the word religion literally means “regulate”. We’re talking about having your Direct Connection to God REG.U.LA.TED!!! And yet folks willingly get involved in religion. For the most part, no one is holding a gun to the Christians’ head forcing them to go to church and forfeit their own Direct Connection to God. They willingly allow people, books and other things to get between themselves and God.

You are all sovereign beings. You’re not becoming sovereign beings, just like you are not becoming gods. You are these things. Always. That means that there is nothing going on in your life that you haven’t created, either directly or by allowing others to violate your liberty and boundaries. Evil enters the world when good men fail to act.

No one can truly take authority over your life, but you sure can give it away.

And no one else can give you your power back, but you can step up and reclaim your power.

As one of my favorite researchers (Michael Tsarion) likes to say, “You were sold a lie and worse yet, you bought it.”

Take the garbage out folks. Make sure you get it all. God would love to help you with that. Your be-lie-fs are keeping you oppressed and disempowered. Had enough of that yet?

See also:

Who Was Yahweh?

Masculine AND Feminine

The Speed of Light = The Speed of Thought

Interpretation … of Stairway to Heaven

Check out this book:

The Magdalen Manuscript: The Alchemies of Horus & the Sex Magic of Isis

In the video below you’ll see that, like I said, the story of Jesus was an old story by the time that Jesus was supposed to have lived. IT’S ARCHETYPAL INFORMATION!

You might notice some things being done centuries ago by “Christians” (the hijacked version / the church / Catholics) that are being done now by “Marxists” (top of Democrat party, mainstream media, Big Tech platforms, Hollywood, etc.) – same tactics, same global cabal, different name or face.

For starters, the rewriting of history done by both.

You’ll also see that the hijacked version of Christianity loved to tear down statues, burn books and destroy libraries, temples and relics of ancient pagan cultures. Then they’d build their own churches, etc. on the same location of a torn-down ancient temple. The cabal understand the “power of place” just like older pagan cultures did. But the cabal didn’t even have to understand how to find these “high energy places”, they just built in the same place where they tore down something else.

Does this sound all too familiar?

How in the hell can modern-day western religious folks so clearly see the splinter in the “left’s” eye but can’t see the log in the “right’s” eye? If Marxists tear down statues or burn books or censor, OMG! But when the Christians did it, it was ok? And when the Jews before that also did similar, that was ok?

How can so many “right-of-center” folks so clearly see the present-day cabal and yet can’t see older versions of the cabal, who really have no new tricks? Why can’t they / you see the cabal’s fingerprints and footprints down through history?

These right-of-center folks keep using words and phrases on present-day cabal organizations that were ORIGINALLY used to described WHAT THEIR RELIGION did years ago. The leftists attacked, attacked, attacked Trump and did everything they could to try to dredge up some dirt on Trump, to no avail, and yet what do these righties call that? A witch hunt. Who were the original “witch hunters”? The Christians! Doh!

And too many religious folks see the cabal tapping into pagan information and just because the cabal are bad, these dumb ass religious folks just assume that pagans and paganism are bad. Pagans understand truths about God, Earth, the Solar system, the cosmos. This is information that is very valuable to any soul who would actually like to learn, grow, heal and graduate from this level of ex-periential realm. The greatest enemy the pagans (literally means “villagers / country folk”) had / have ARE the global cabal. Catch a clue folks!

In recent years, when Alex Jones and Info Wars started to get banned off of social networking platforms, I saw one of Alex’s shows where a gal called in and said she never used to listen to Alex, but when she found out that Alex was being deplatformed off the internet, she wanted to know what he was saying that “they” didn’t want her and others to know. She started listening and got “red pilled” in short order.

Alex himself could learn from that caller. Alex, why in this cabal-controlled world, ya know, where the cabal have rewritten history to suit their purposes, why has paganism been so vilified, ya know, just like YOU are vilified. Buy a clue from your caller and LOOK RIGHT AT what the cabal don’t want you to see.

As I’ve said, the cabal revise history to suit their purposes / agenda. They are mostly the ones behind all the crap in the world (along with, of course, all the brainwashed “useful idiots” down through time… like yourself perhaps?) and they really don’t have any new tricks, but why bother when the old tricks just kept working on keeping humans ignorant and disempowered. History repeats itself… because people don’t study history. Ya know, the TRUE history.

I chuckle… anything that went against the story that Constantine and the Council of Nicea put together was considered “heretical”. They make that sound like a bad thing. Heretic just means “one who thinks for themselves.” OMG! Not that! Today, those right-of-center will go on about how “the left” (well, ya know, the cabal in Marxist form) keep telling you how to think. So, what’s new? That’s what the cabal have been doing for millennia through the western religions. How dare you be a heretic!

I’m also laughing at the conventional theologian type in this video that doesn’t like this truer version of history… when he talks, boy does he sure blink a lot. 🙂 Deceiver… or just, ya know, his be-lie-fs just can’t stand to actually look at the Truth.

Duped Christians always say “Jesus of Nazareth”, claiming Jesus was from Nazareth. It’s my understanding that the town / village or whatever of Nazareth didn’t even exist when Jesus was supposed to have lived. Being a “Nazarene” has nothing to do with a place. I’ll let you chase that down for yourself as to what “being a Nazarene” means.

This is a VERY good video. I can appreciate, pick the topic, that it’s tough to sift through all the misinformation and disinformation today, especially when anything truthful tends to get censored. But yeah, God led me to this video (and I wasn’t even looking for such – yep, that’s how it often works) and it jives with what I learned years ago when the internet was still “free” and actually useable because Big Tech hadn’t yet hosed their own platforms by making algorithms to hide information. No better time than now to actually utilize your Divine Feminine aspect and tap into some Divine Guidance to get to the Truth.

Is This Proof That Jesus Christ Never Existed? | Pagan Christ | Timeline

High Time to “Get Real” about the Truth of Things

I’ll put some info here for Alex Jones (we’ll see if he reads it, lol). Poor guy, as much as he knows, he still has a boatload of garbage to clean out of his psyche.

I saw an ad by Alex about his course. He said something there about astrology (both western and Chinese) basically implying that it’s not real, it only works because people think it does.

Yep, you can create your own “reality” by be-lie-ving something that is not real. BUT! True things are true. The Truth doesn’t give a shit what you be-lie-ve.

So, let’s look at some examples of the difference between “having one’s own reality” and the truth of things, even if we are dealing with the laws of physics and metaphysics pertaining to a “realm of illusion” that all dimensional levels are, 3D especially.

So, first, astrology is a thing. I don’t care what Alex’s and others’ brainwashing / programming / conditioning / be-lie-fs care to say / think. The physics behind astrology is called Torsion Field Physics – spinning celestial bodies put out a torsion field. Yep, it puts out energy, energy that affects even silly earthlings who have no clue about those astrological energies. If you know yourself, even somewhat, a study of your birth chart will confirm what you already know about the energy YOU CHOSE to take on in this lifetime and a study of your chart can inform you about things you haven’t realized yet about your astrological energies – the lessons, healing, growth opportunities, soul purpose / soul mission that you embedded into your chart and astrological energies. Since astrology is a thing, yep, it’s true, then it affects you whether you “be-lie-ve” in it or not. Since it is true, wouldn’t it be handy to actually learn about astrology so you can better work WITH those energies instead of getting beat up by resisting them?!!!

And yep Alex, the cabal absolutely study astrology and they capitalize on the energies to their benefit, for their agenda. See Sarah Varcas Astrology post for how they capitalized on energies that were in the tyrants’ favor in 2020. Alex, wouldn’t you like yourself and your audience to be as well-armed with Truth as the cabal are? Wouldn’t you all like to use those energies in YOUR favor, towards YOUR agenda. I know Alex knows his agenda, which IS Truth. So, Alex you’re going to have to get to the Truth, the whole Truth and nothing but the Truth. I don’t care if the Truth runs headlong into YOUR be-lie-fs. Deal with it. Take the garbage out! Halfway to the truth is not the truth.

And Alex, still far too many in your audience don’t even have an agenda. They have been VERY slothful. Sloth is not about being physically lazy, sloth is allowing someone else to set your life agenda instead of you setting it. Slothful people like to say “I’m going with the flow.” Whose flow? Are you going to flow right off the cliff with the rest of the lemmings? (Look up the “enneagram of personality” to get the true definition of the 7 deadly sins (plus 2), ya know, as opposed to what western religion, ya know, cabal institutions told you about the 7 deadly sins.)

So, to throw back at these programmed folks like Alex… today the cabal are trying to program children to be atheists. Alex, just because in someone’s “reality” God is not real, does that truly make God not true? I already know your answer. Same applies to the laws of physics and metaphysics in the illusory realms of dimensions. Astrology is a thing. Alex, your brainwashing is showing. Tuck that in. Nobody needs to see that.

Alex, are the ill effects that 5G cell radiation have on a human’s health not real because people aren’t aware of those effects on their health? I already know your answer on that one too. Now, this is a good time to say though… that… if you are aware of harmful things in your environment, your awareness absolutely does afford a bit of protection from the threat. Alex and a guest talked about how the introduction of radiation from various technology over time have offered health challenges to the human body. If you are aware, then your body is in turn aware. Release your fears, follow your intuition and set your intentions to be healthy. Backing that up by actually supporting your body goes far. Read Healing – Physical.

Now, let’s give an example where many Christians have been brainwashed / programmed / conditioned to think that something that is true is not true. That would be reincarnation. Obviously these modern-day, highly programmed (and thousands of years of programs layered on at that) Christians don’t know that Christianity, both the true, original Christians, ya know, the Gnostics and also the global-cabal-hijacked version of Christianity (the church) BOTH TAUGHT ABOUT REINCARNATION FOR THE FIRST FEW HUNDRED YEARS OF CHRISTIANITY!!! You don’t need to take my word for anything, you can use your own research skills AND your own direct connection to God. Gosh, who’da thunk it. Quit playing small already. Enough with your Peter Pan mentality of trying to be a child forever – grow up already!

As with anything, God would be happy to enlighten you about astrology and reincarnation. Why don’t you find your courage and bother to ask God to direct you to what you need to learn to know about the truth of astrology and reincarnation?!!! (Can YOU handle the truth?) I know far too many souls in human form are still experts at seeing the splinter in the next person’s eye, but can’t see the log in their own. That log is yours to tend to. The splinter in the next person’s eye is not for you to clear. You can shine your light to them, but how much light do you actually have if you haven’t bothered to clean the log out of your own eye, hm?

What happened concerning the information about reincarnation? The Bible was put together by Constantine the Great and the Council of Nicea – a Roman emperor and a bunch of church (hijacked version of Christianity) bishops… ya know, the cabal… put the Bible together. Well, I guess Constantine’s wife was a bit of a beoch. She obviously knew it because she thought that if she incarnated here again, she’d be punished for her wicked ways. Well, that’s not how Reincarnation and Karma work. Read my post by that title (click link in prior sentence). But, she asked Constantine to have any reference to reincarnation not be included in the Bible. Talk about audacity, to think that if you just quit talking / writing about it it’s no longer a thing. *shaking head* Yeah, veiled humans can OBVIOUSLY be programmed to not be-lie-ve in something that is true, just like Christians have been brainwashed to think that reincarnation is not true and some duped liberals can be made to think that God is not a thing. Sorry conditioned souls, but God and reincarnation are both, ya know, things. God is True and reincarnation is as real as anything in a realm of illusion can be.

And reincarnation is a blessing. Really, would God put you in a VERY highly controlled world and only give you one short lifetime to reawaken to who you really are? That would be cruel. Many souls have been trapped here because they do not learn, grow and heal while they are incarnate. Round and round on the reincarnation hamster wheel.

So, TRUE things actually affect you whether you are aware of it or not. You are connected to God whether you think you are or not. Astrological energies are affecting you while you are incarnate here whether you know anything about the “understanding tool” that astrology is or not. You have been and will continue to (re)incarnate here or somewhere similar until you’ve gone through your healing and ascension process and graduate from the 3D realm.

Enlighten and Empower yourself with the knowledge of astrology!

Read my own book: Awake & Aware – Top Priority: Self

And this book can be very useful also to understand how this universe works: The Holographic Universe

Layering on of Programming

Years ago David Icke had said that down through human history, the global cabal knew that if they could get just one generation of humans to be programmed with a new disempowering program, then that generation would go on to program the next generation. That then in turn would free up the cabal to introduce even more new disempowering programs into children.

The old programs from past generations have been programmed into you and others by those who love you – your parents, teachers and preachers, who didn’t know any better because they were programmed too. You, in turn, passed it on to your children, students, congregation. So yes, there has been a layering on of programming in the human psyche for tens of thousands of years. No danged wonder the level of dysfunction we’ve seen in recent years.

So, I want to give a couple examples here of how the layering on can be a case where the result is more than just the sum of its parts. I cannot give you massive detail, bunches of layers from over so long, but hopefully can give you enough so you’ll see how some old programs have actually paved the way for newer programs.

So, first… the homo sapien form was created through genetic engineering by the Anunnaki. These are the entities that the global cabal answer to. They created humans to be a slave race, so their genetic engineer needed a race who were a bit “dumbed down”, who didn’t have a very good divine connection and would actually allow themselves to become slaves. When the human form was made, the genders were split and the brain was split into two hemispheres. Now, those changes offered some challenge to the human race, but those physical characteristics didn’t do any where’s near the damage that subsequent brainwashing did.

So, not only were there now two genders and the males tended to be more left-brained and females tended to be more right-brained, but the brainwashing / programming / conditioning told the human race that “men must be masculine” and “women must be feminine”. Any souls who have bought into this are not whole. At a soul / Divine level you do not have this fracture, this division between masculine and feminine energies. Your physicality is just on loan from your planet, if you will, it’s just part of your human ex-perience. It’s not who you really are. Just a rental car… but, still very much worth honoring and respecting though! It is your vehicle, your vessel, your temple while you are in human form. You wouldn’t be able to have these human / earthly ex-periences without your human body.

Yes, indeed, the genders are very “real” (as much as anything can be real in an illusory realm) and yes there are most assuredly differences between male and female physicalities. But when it comes right down to it, that really ought to be the only differences between a soul in male form and a soul in female form.

Yep, the brain was split into hemispheres, but both halves can absolutely work together and yeppers, women can use their left brain and men can use their right brain.

But far too many have bought into the programming and through many human lifetimes have been only half of who they really are. They could stand to re-pair things – put the pair back together, to be balanced, whole and integrated between masculine and feminine energies.

So, this “men must be masculine” and “women must be feminine” programming is very old. Let’s look now to a present-day program being directed at young people and how the old program kinda enabled this new program.

Children are very literally being conditioned to think they can change their gender here in this very dense, 3D, physical, earthly, human realm. Now, if someone came to this idea on their own, which many have down through time, that’d be one thing. And there may be plenty of so-called “good” reasons for someone to have some sense that they are the “wrong gender”. It may be purely what I’ve talked to you about above – that at a soul level, we don’t have this fracture between masculine and feminine and certainly don’t have gender, so someone may be having some sense of this their own Divine soul. Or perhaps these “transgenders” have some faint recall of a past life where they were the other gender.

But yeah, getting to a place of thinking you’re “transgender” on your own is one thing. Having it programmed into you at a young age, well, that’s just flat messed up.

So, let’s say there is some young male who, for whatever reason is feeling rather in touch with his feminine side / energies. Wonderful! Oh, except there’s that pesky old programming telling him that “men must be masculine”. That old program has been so entrenched in the human psyche for so long that many people may not even consider questioning it. And even if this young male can manage to get past his own conditioning / programming, he’s surrounded by others that are happy to tell him he’s completely wack if he’s feeling his feminine side. If he doesn’t self-police with this old program his fellow soul in human form is happy to police him on it.

So, yep, just not allowed to tap into his feminine energies. But! Someone comes along and tells him that what his problem is… is that he was born the wrong gender. And he just might buy into that rather than dare to question the old program of “men must be masculine”… ‘cuz, you know, everybody knows that!

Some guy from Canada (not gonna recall his name) who has been attempting to stop this “transgender agenda” was interviewed on a radio show. One thing he said the promoters of this agenda are WRONGLY saying / lying about – which you can bet caught my attention, especially since I had not heard it before – was that at a soul level we DO have gender. Nope. That’s a lie. But this is how they justify that someone could be the wrong gender in the physical… ‘cuz it doesn’t match their soul “gender”, which of course they don’t have.

Gender is most assuredly a reality of physicality here, but, as I said, we don’t have gender or the fracture between masculine and feminine energies at a purely soul / Divine level. This is all part of the dualistic ex-perience souls have here. If everyone understood the things I’m saying here about masculine and feminine energies… and the gender reality of physicality… and someone came along and said, “Your problem is you were born the wrong the gender”, they’d get laughed outta the room. If it wasn’t for that age-old “men must be masculine” and “women must be feminine” program, who in the hell would buy into someone, anyone, “being born the wrong gender”.

When I say “masculine” and “feminine” I’m talking here of masculine and feminine ENERGIES. When I say “male” or “female”, that’s physical-level GENDER.

I do find it comical though that male crossdressers (tranny or no – yep I used a politically incorrect term, oh well) sure seem to bother many people, especially men. I SO don’t care how people care to dress or wear their hair or how they carry themselves, etc. And to be fair, women have been dressing like men in a lot of ways for quite some time now – wearing slacks instead of skirts, wearing their hair short, perhaps wearing combat boots as fashion boots, but if the guys wear a skirt or their hair long… OMG, it must surely be the end of the world! There is much evidence of “the end of the world”, but sorry, that ain’t it. Go call some burly, long-haired Scot wearing a kilt a “girly man” and perhaps you’ll see that what he’s wearing doesn’t change a thing. lol But yep, I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again – good luck truly changing your gender at a 3D level, but if you use the methods the medical industrial complex uses in the name of changing one’s gender, you can almost bet you’ll probably hose up your health big time. Many already have.

Now, onto another example of how old programs pave the way for new programs to get laid into the collective human psyche.

It’s great to see people coming out big time, FINALLY, to take right action in their world. One big example is all the parents (and others) who are finally getting off their duffs and attending school board meetings over the progressives’ / communists’ / Marxists‘ CRT – Critical Race Theory and sex-ed curricula.

Now to digress a bit on the sex-ed curricula that is about the early sexualization of children and also to brainwash them to think they are transgender to encourage them to go down the unhealthy path of taking hormones and having the ultimate in “cosmetic surgery” called a “gender reassignment”. As if.

Now, I have heard many recently saying that talking to children about sex should be the parent’s purview. Indeed. But sex ed ended up being taught in the school system why? Because parents were not taking responsibility for this. I’m currently 57 years old. Don’t know about the rest of you (and would actually love to know your age and know if this was the case for you also), but my parents never had the “birds and bees” talk with me – another case of parents failing their kids and I had great parents – as a soul, I chose good parents. I learned what I did about sex from World Book Encyclopedia and Encyclopedia Britannica in the school library and also from other kids on the playground, who maybe had older friends or siblings clueing them in (sometimes not so accurately) or perhaps from some rather risqué novels an older sibling of mine had. We did have sex ed, if I remember right, when I was a freshman in high school. By then they weren’t teaching me anything I didn’t already know.

Some people have been talking about Arthur C. Clark’s book (and a movie was made) “Childhood’s End.” Well, regardless of what you think of the devil-looking dude – which, of course, many will just assume is bad, ‘cuz, ya know, he looks like that devil icon that the hijacked version of Christianity, ya know, “the church” invented to fear monger – but, regardless of what you think of that dude, the overall message of the story is that humanity was not looking out for their children. No f*cking doubt.

Yep, great to see people attempting to stop all this programming of children. But how many are aware of the programming put in their own psyche when THEY were a child? Read this post to see how “easily programmable” young children are: Core Issues / Wounds / Programs / Fears / Beliefs

So, years ago in my book “Awake & Aware – Top Priority: Self“, I spoke of John Gatto. He was an awarded educator who caught on to what the education system was really about. He said that the education system was about programming children to be good workers and good consumers. And boy oh boy did folks take on that programming. Many a person’s “drug of choice” has become workaholism, which is highly dysfunctional, but, in this world, it’s like an alcoholic hanging out with all his drunk friends – they have the same problem he does, they’re not about to tell him to stop or that it’s not healthy. Not only is all the nose-to-the-grindstone programming keeping folks from tending to what matters outwardly, but also inwardly. Yep, a “drug of choice”, some way to avoid oneself and one’s issues and need to heal.

We’ve seen that “good worker / good consumer” program rear its ugly head in recent years when those who are far too “in the know” to claim ignorance made the excuse they were “too busy working and raising a family” to, ya know, take right action in the world they are bringing their family into. Priorities screwed up much? And yet they’ll wear this “too busy working and raising a family” program like a badge of honor. “See how hard I work! I’m such a good little worker.” Sorry honey, but you’re a programmed robot slave who is highly dysfunctional and has allowed what really matters to fall by the wayside. Wow! Aren’t you all that. Got any real skills or talents?

These older generations got all caught up in materialism and being the busy-busy, headless-chicken, good little wage slave. They got caught up in all the “things” and all the distractions from what really matters. Each and every one of us is only one person and can only do so much, but it’s quite amazing what each and every one of us can and do do when we get our priorities straight.

Many folks got sucked into what eventually resulted in the mortgage and lending crash of 2008. They had to have the latest and greatest… whatever… smart phones, computers, cars, etc. They wanted as big a house as the mortgage amount offered by the bank would buy, never mind it was more than they could actually afford. Nothing new to that. Back in 1989 when my ex-husband and I bought a house, we knew how much we wanted to pay for a house because we knew what that equated to as a monthly payment… that we could afford. When we got financing approved, of course the bank offered us way more loan than we wanted. We stuck to our guns and didn’t get sucked into it. Unfortunately, prior to 2008 many had gotten sucked in. Many were working overtime to pay for the house that they were never home at, not to mention the children they insist on having – wow, you know how to screw, got any real skills or talents? perhaps someone needs to have the birds and bees talk with you so you know / remember where babies come from – but are neglecting because, hey, the parents were programmed to be good workers and good consumers. My ex-mother-in-law used to say, “Any b*tch in heat can make a baby, but it takes a real woman to be a mother.” To that I would also add, “… and, any buck in the rut can make a baby, but it takes a real man to be a father.”

This all reminds me of a spiritual message I saw years ago that posed the question, “Are you giving what is needed?” and went on to say, “So, you gave your child a new computer, but what they really needed and wanted was your presence, your attention.”

Many are also talking about the “break up of the family”. See my post on that.

In between that older program and the most recent programming being put on children, there was a generation, now in their 30s, who were put on methamphetamines by the school system. Where were those “who loved them” then? Where were the parents? Where were the teachers? Hell, where were the preachers? Now this generation who were put on meth, who would otherwise have been smart in both a left- and a right-brained way, kinda have mush-brain… and society looks down their nose at these meth users. Never mind that these people didn’t choose this addiction for themselves. They were at the mercy of the adults in their lives… who failed them miserably. Hey, obviously the adults were, ya know, too busy working to pay for all the useless crap and distractions they were programmed to be into.

Yeah folks, it’s great that you are finally wanting to take the reins in your world. ‘Bout time. But you can’t just stop the new programs from being laid in. You have got to “take the garbage out” of YOUR psyche. ALL of it. No matter if it was first introduced last year, last century, last millennium or tens of thousands of years ago. Clearance time! It’s ALL got to go. Half way to the truth is not the truth. Half way to freedom is not freedom. Half way back to God is not back to God.

You’re either part of the problem or part of the solution. Which will you be? Will you finally say the “buck stops with me” and tend to your own healing, including tossing all of YOUR be-lie-fs, so… that… you don’t just pass on all the disempowering programming that you were programmed with?!!!

Get ALL IN folks! Or not.

Talent on Loan from God

Yes, I will be talking about Rush Limbaugh here. The timing of this might seem completely out of sync. *shrug* Maybe.

My part, just mostly been spending too long dealing with covidiocy. Things ain’t what they used to be and I can’t always do things that I used to do.

Never know what sort of “Divine Timing” may be involved, behind the scenes, God using me for some sort of Divine Purpose or other.

And… it feels good to write. The last two years have felt like one long year… that just won’t end.

I’m just using Rush as an example, and sadly too many others are still on track to follow Rush through the death portal. Still topical, I guess, until everyone actually learns, and grows, and heals.

Rush was one to really help popularize and solidify the long-format (usually 3 hours or more) radio talk show.

He also helped a lot of folks more clearly understand the political scene. I don’t know that he clearly understood the reality of the global cabal so his political knowledge was still lacking, but what he did get he articulated well and helped many other people stay better informed, in real time.

But, even though I absolutely can / do / will give credit where credit due, I also will call people on their issues. I’ll be doing that here with Rush. He will get no points for uniqueness. And that is exactly why I bother to make this communication. Many have learned from what Rush understood. I’m hoping that I can now help you learn from his mistakes… so you don’t make (keep making?) the same mistakes he did.

And, as usual, I am always in character. I am here to help others with health, healing, enlightenment and empowerment, so that’s what this is going to be about, on more than one level.

After Rush passed, his show continued for a few months (fulfilling contracts perhaps?) with his guest hosts singing their high praises to Rush. I’d listen to the guest host for a while, but then they’d replay something from Rush. I couldn’t stand it and would change the channel. I liked to listen to Rush when he was still with us (not that I did much of it, especially in the “middle” of my earthly journey in this lifetime), but listening to the sycophantic hosts with their Gush Over Rush stuff about made me hurl.

The Divine made sure though that I heard what one guest host played one day from Rush. The host played it seemingly out of respect that Rush wasn’t about to be told what to do. But ah, no. The audio clip the host played just displayed Rush as a good example of a bad example. Oh, he absolutely did allow others to tell him what to think (keep reading), just not this caller.

A caller to Rush’s show called to help him understand how to take better care of his health. The caller spoke of the health dangers of eating conventionally grown food and GMO food, to which Rush answered proudly, “Yep, that’s what I eat!” He essentially poo-pooed his caller and went on to the next. He and the next caller, also from the “non-organic paradigm”, if you will, then nyukked it up about the first caller. Rush at one point said something to this effect, “Those organic food eaters think they are better than others.” Well sorry Rush, but I’d have to argue that it was you who were the arrogant one… and then had the audacity to project your arrogance onto your caller.

Rush understood a lot about politics but he OBVIOUSLY did NOT understand things about health, huh? Or, perhaps had a death wish… or ya know, was just plain ignorant. Willfully so. God sent messengers…. ya know, like the one I just wrote about.

First off, Rush’s sycophants (sorry, but deep honor and respect are one thing, ya know, from one soul of God to another, but the sticky sweet worshippy gushing I was hearing for months was too much and plays too much into the whole “playing small” program that still far too many humans have going on) would often say that Rush would advise other hosts to always respect their audience. Well, Rush fell on his face with the caller above, who yes, was obviously in Rush’s audience and also obviously gave a sh*t about Rush’s health, apparently more so than Rush himself did.

Rush often said about himself that he was “talent on loan from God”. I have no doubt. But this example from his show was sheer hubris. Some people think of hubris as meaning that one thinks they are a god. Well, we’re all gods. It’s an accurate, appropriate and RESPONSIBLE thing to think…. when one IS a god, as we all are. We are never not creating, we are always creating. When you deny your creative powers, it doesn’t keep you from creating, it just makes your creations unconscious and keeps you from taking responsibility for your creations and that can indeed create quite the mess. Take a look around… in your personal life and in your world. Kinda messy? If you want your Power, you’re going to have to take Responsibility. Acknowledge your creative powers. OWN your creations. Start creating CONSCIOUSLY!

No, thinking of himself as “talent on loan from God” was not an issue. To me, hubris is not about thinking / knowing you are a god, but thinking that you’re… like… the only one. A god among mere mortals. Sorry Rush, but your GOD-SENT messengers also have some “talent on loan from God” which you summarily dismissed.

But yes indeed, Rush was absolutely a VERY powerful god. He aligned his Thoughts, Words and Deeds with ill health and guess what that powerful god created?! Yep, you guessed it – ill health. That took some persistence, some diligence. He had to hang in there for a good long while, smoking like a chimney (which he may have gotten away with if he’d bothered to eat some organic cashews, which are high in magnesium and zinc) and eating all manner of faux food and even soliciting some assistance from the medical industrial complex to put the final nail in his literal coffin with chemotherapy. *shaking head* Obviously, Rush, like too many others, bought into the mentality that you could somehow poison yourself back to health.

I frankly can’t imagine Rush giving authority of his thoughts of politics over to others, but like many others, he was rather quick to give it over to the faux food industry and the medical industrial complex.

Nope, Rush gets no points for uniqueness on his “slow suicide” – yeah, I said it.

Have ya had enough of all this crap folks?

How are you committing slow suicide?

How are you giving authority of your life over to the so-called “experts”?

How are you missing / dissing / dismissing the messengers sent from God?

How are you creating unconsciously and in turn your creative powers are being used against you, your fellow human, the planet and all of its lifeforms… unwittingly energizing exactly what you claim you don’t want?

See also:

How to Create

Healing – Physical

Are You Living or Dying?

Soul Experiences… for Dummies

Free Will is Just a Veiled Consciousness State

Sarah Varcas Astrology

Too good not to share:


‘At the very bottom of the hardest, most rigid, narrowest and most asphyxiating consciousness, I struck upon an Almighty Spring that cast me up forthwith into a formless, limitless Vast, vibrating with the seeds of a New World’. The Mother
Jupiter and Saturn form their Great Conjunction on the Solstice at 18:22 UT in the first degree of Aquarius. As they do so, these words of The Mother speak profoundly to where we find ourselves now. The rigid and asphyxiating consciousness that has shaped our world beyond recognition this year, has caused immeasurable suffering. Countless lives have been devastated and untold suffering has occurred in the shadows, often ignored to further a questionable agenda. But this meeting of the Great Benefic (Jupiter) and the Lord of Karma (Saturn) in the first degree of the sign of collective humanity (Aquarius) signals that our time has come. Relinquishing the oppressive Capricorn energy that has defined 2020, this Great Conjunction reflects a shift of power in favour of the people – our global human family. The authorities signified by Capricorn have had their chance, and whilst Pluto’s journey through Capricorn continues until the end of 2024, the end of its cosmic alliance with Saturn and Jupiter marks a significant reduction of authoritarian influence in this new cycle of becoming. This is a shift to a horizontal, egalitarian connection from one of vertical superiority. The people – you and me – are arriving in our power.

From one conjunction to another

2020 began with the Saturn Pluto conjunction lending its support to those with aspirations for domination and emboldening those for whom oppression is simply another tool to further personal goals. We all know where that’s got us! As the year ends with Saturn shifting alliance to Jupiter, the planet of inspiration, faith, optimism, freedom and resilience, our personal and collective capacity to embody this shift is potentised. But this is only the beginning. There’s still much to be done and, at times, endured. Saturn works slowly and with great care as it strengthens us for the road ahead. But we must each do our part. We’re not about to be saved, but instead have reached a tipping point at which our influence over the future is coming into its own. This is cause for hope!

Conjunctions between Saturn and Jupiter occur every twenty years. They speak to humanity’s efforts to create sustainable structures which allow for a meaningful experience of life on planet earth. Jupiter is a future-focused planet, and Saturn the planet of linear time and the maturation that accompanies it. Together they seek to fulfil the potential of the human family in line with its collective karmic load and combined potentiality. When these planets meet, the old and new co-exist with not a moment’s space between. Whilst we think in terms of linear time, truth exists outside of it, revealing itself in ways we can now better appreciate. The most ancient truths can be as vibrant as cutting-edge thought and the latest perspective as jaded as the most oft repeated lie. This conjunction in Aquarius weaves the past and present into a vivid singularity, creating a perceptual shift which casts both the past and future in a new and illuminating light.

A new dimension of truth

As Jupiter and Saturn herald the beginning of a new twenty-year cycle they expand, beyond our wildest dreams, future possibilities. Who we think we are is changing. More of the mystery is being revealed. They say you can’t change the past but outside of linear time even that isn’t true. Timelines shift and change constantly and within them we can create in ways not possible when we ‘stick to the rules’! Simply casting the eye of the present over our past changes it, for we see in new ways and from fresh perspectives. We know ourselves now to be someone we hadn’t met then, and our present being places the past in its own particular light. Events may remain but their meaning changes and significance shifts as we uncover ever deeper layers of who and what we really are.

In Aquarius our minds are expanded and renewed. Outmoded mental paradigms can be released, unlocking unseen promise of future potentiality. Willingness to embrace the freshest of perspectives allows them to blossom into truth from a new dimension. We must live in full knowledge that what we see is but a fraction of what is, who we are a mere speck in the vastness of the cosmos and what we believe may be entirely wrong in every respect. This conjunction plugs us into the cosmic circuitry. It feels electrical, high voltage. It may blow a few fuses but that’s all part of the process. If we can’t take the current we must expand until we can. Dare to think new thoughts, contemplate the impossible, envision a fantastical future. Without doing so we cannot honour the potential of the coming months which will demand great things of us. As Jupiter triggers new perceptions and Saturn tests the validity of our perspective, rather than waiting for change we must be it. If we’re so invested in being right that truth has gone out the window, if we take refuge in false certainty to avoid the chaos of confusion, it’s time to up our game and trade conviction for the mystery, and certainty for a mind so open that nothing’s off the table!

Evolution or entropy

The new age of which many speak is born through us. We do not arrive in it fully formed, nor find ourselves delivered through external intervention. Instead, we birth it from our own becoming. All things move towards evolution or entropy and both states live in this conjunction. Saturn in Aquarius can be stubborn and self-righteous. Unwilling to consider a different perspective, so sure of its own moral certainty. But Jupiter frees it from its moral prison to become a guiding source of wisdom not a stifling source of judgement and fear. Together they invite us to the very edge of consciousness before pushing us into the unknown abyss where all answers ultimately reside.

The Moon is travelling through the final degrees of the zodiac as this conjunction comes to exactitude. Void of Course in Pisces, it warns of the risks of complacency and denial. The stakes are high and nothing is set in stone. We are our own saviours. We must know this without doubt. For in that very knowing is found the sovereign self that fears nothing and no one – radiant, unsullied and free.

As we journey into 2021 this Great Conjunction will light our way. Whoever and whatever we believe ourselves to be is now, more than ever, open to question. We can re-invent ourselves afresh and choose a different future; cast aside the yoke of limiting belief and refuse to be diminished by endless fear. This is our time. Our beginning. Our birth into freedom and endless possibility.

From this single moment in the Solstice silence, we can all arise anew.

Sarah Varcas

Fear has been increasingly weaponised over the past few days. Talk of a new more virulent strain of the ‘virus’ has been used to justify greater restriction on our freedoms and liberty here in the UK. No doubt other places will be following suit if they haven’t already.

The Great Conjunction occurs on 21st December 2020 at 18:22 UT. Those who wish to control us know this and they know its potential. But so do we, right?! The energy is available for all of us to harness. This is our moment to tip the scales, to affirm our sovereignty, to refuse to be broken or defeated.

We are the many and they are the few. We are rising in our power and they know it.

Again, so do we.

Greet the Solstice and conjunction with an open heart: free of fear, full of life and wise beyond measure.

Know without a shadow of a doubt that you are whole, sovereign and free.

Know that we all are.

The true virus is fear and the cure is love, truth and courage.

So love one another. En-courage each other. And speak the truth.

It is time.

Wishing you a peaceful and powerful solstice.

Sarah Varcas

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More Big-Time Election Fraud

On the Rush Limbaugh Show, guest host Mark Steyn interviews attorney Sidney Powell. Must hear.

Rush Limbaugh Show PODCAST Monday 11/16/2020 Full Show

EVERYONE should care about this. This is not about “your” party / candidate and “their” party / candidate, it’s about whether YOUR vote counts or not.

The U.S. election system is based on the same systems used in socialist / communist countries. These are not free and fair elections. They’re rigged elections.

Sidney Powell was also on the Mark Levin Show (November 16, link below) and said these election computers and software are also used by Democrats against other Democrats. In 2016, Hillary stole the election in the primaries in California from Bernie Sanders.

Levin Show 11/16/2020 – Mark Levin Show Podcast November 16,2020

Click this line for an article about the above Mark Levin Show.

2020 11 17 Mark Levin Interview with Attorney Lin Wood Regarding Voter Fraud

Also see my post called Big-Time Election Fraud from a year ago (if it will load – I’m suspecting censorship – gosh, why would I suspect that? lol).

Global Bombshell! CDC Officially Calls Covid-19 a Hysteria-Driven Hoax – FULL SHOW 8/31/20

WAKE UP FOLKS! Real death numbers from COVID-19 – only ~9000 have died in the U.S.

Federal agency now says 94% of people who died had serious pre-existing “morbidity” issues and 90%+ of tests are ‘false positives’. Tune in to hear this bombshell news: the CDC is now forced to admit that Covid-19 isn’t anywhere near as severe as the government – and the globalist puppet masters – led you to believe.

Todd Herman from KTTH radio, 770 AM in Seattle, rightly said that most of those who have died from COVID would not have been alive for another year WITHOUT this virus showing up.

Todd also talked about how the mainstream media propaganda fear-porn machine just loves to talk “cases, cases, cases”. Historically, the term “case” to do with viruses has to do with those who actually get sick from it. Most of what they are now calling “cases” (millions and millions… supposedly in the U.S.) is just those who have been tested and yet never got sick.

And when doing these tests, they consider any sign of the coronavirus, even just broken pieces (due to the human body having knocked it out already) are considered a positive “case”.

Watch this:

Global Bombshell! CDC Officially Calls Covid-19 a Hysteria-Driven Hoax – FULL SHOW 8/31/20

Twitter LOCKS Accounts Of Media, Celebrities, Gov. Officials For Sharing Biden Scandal Story

Massive Big Tech censorship of this story.

Here’s the story of the censorship:

And here is the New York Post story being censored – ’bout time this story, which Joe Biden openly bragged about then later denied, has surfaced in a big way (if it will be allowed to surface):

More here on this (title does not match url name, but…):

Must-Watch Wednesday Live: Emails Show Joe Biden Criminally Colluding with Ukraine; Hunter Biden Smoking Crack

Trump talks at rally about this bombshell story:



If you haven’t watched this yet, watch it.

Some highlights:

COVID-19 was bad in Italy due in part to a flu vaccine given there years ago, which made people more susceptible to the coronavirus. (ever feel like lab rats? Maybe Italy was the “test” group and the rest of the world the “control” group to see if giving that specific flu vaccine would indeed make folks more susceptible to coronavirus)

Masks are not healthy. Sheltering away from the world is not healthy. These things lower your immune system.

Being overly sanitary is not good for your immune system. Constant exposure to your environment helps your immune system stay constantly updated. I wrote about this years ago in my own book. I referenced an article called “Why children eat dirt” (if I remember that title correctly).

Sanitization measures kill off your beneficial bacteria that keep you healthy. A while back, I heard someone rightly noted that homeless people are NOT dropping like flies from this virus. Uh huh.

Medicines, actual remedies, some of which have been around for years, decades, centuries, (“forever” if taken in more natural forms), get taken off the market and even taken away from doctors to prescribe.

Wake up folks.

And if you already know these things, get vocal about it! That includes medical workers.

(See Plandemic II posted in comments on this post.)

It’s Gonna Be

“It’s Gonna Be”

If all we talk about is money
Nothing will be funny, honey
And now that everyone’s a critic
It’s makin’ my mascara runny

If we only talk about the heavens
Making it together, is crazy
If we don’t get a new situation
For our busted nation, we’re lazy

But it’s gonna be
It’s gonna be
Please make it be
It’s gonna be

Now if a princess becomes human
Don’t stone her on a talk show, you’ll ruin
Cause there’s a fine line between a skewer
And a decent sense of humor

Aim at the ones who’ve really hurt us
They should be arrested for murders
But then all the cameras were turned on
Some skinny naked blond eating burgers

But it’s gonna be
It’s gonna be
It’s gonna be
It’s gonna be

It’s gonna be
It’s gonna be
Please make it be
Let’s make it be

It’s gonna be
It’s gonna be
It’s gonna be…

Abuse and Power


In case you have kept yourself “low information” by only drawing your information about the world from the mainstream media, who are the global cabal’s propaganda machine and sometimes flat-out lie and otherwise control the narrative by NOT talking about things, then you have some catching up to do and this book may help you get caught up in a hurry.

If you visit these two posts of mine – Massive Apocalypse and Current Events… for Dummies – and see the comments there and when I posted them, you’ll see that none of this is “recent news” and yet the msm have managed to keep far too many folks from even knowing about this stuff.  Wake up folks!

The cabal have some of you hating on Trump and have kept you distracted with everything they can dream up so that you don’t know THAT THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION’S FBI AND DOJ were attempting a secret coup on a duly elected president.


98% Fake Covid Cases Exposed in Texas County Audit

Doubting the accuracy of State of Texas Covid-19 numbers, Collin Co., Texas, dropped its active case numbers from over 4600 to under 100 overnight after an audit.

98% Fake Covid Cases Exposed in Texas County Audit

And that’s not some exception.

You will find this link and others concerning C0VID-19 in the comments section on my post Coronavirus – Summary of Info Thus Far.

Numbers have been doctored to make this sound worse than it is.  The reality is that this is no worse than the flu, perhaps not even as bad as the flu in recent years.  See hospitalization numbers for the flu in 2018 and 2019.

Now the flu deaths (like everything else) are being proclaimed a COVID death.

Many places have been counting any and every death FROM ANYTHING – like motorcycle accidents and shootings – as COVID deaths.

Many “case” numbers (testing positive, regardless of whether you get sick or die or not and are asymptomatic) are padded, proclaiming a positive case where the person hasn’t even been tested!

The mainstream media’s fear mongers have many people thinking that millions of people have DIED from COVID because the msm have hyped up the CASE numbers.  A “case” just means you’ve had it.  Most “cases” don’t even get sick, don’t even know they’ve had it.  It’s just a frickin’ virus for Christ’s sake.  Get an immune system already.  Read my post Healing – Physical for starters.

COVID-19 is real.  How deadly they are painting it IS NOT REAL.  Every pandemic comes with a fear propaganda campaign.  The fear mongering on this is out the roof.

Sadly, there are many programmed robots who don their fear mask because “the man” tells them to.  Many governors are tyrannical and imposing draconian rules that are not only unconstitutional and a blatant violation of people’s rights, but they don’t work and are actually unhealthy.

And tyranny is alway capricious.  Just Fauci is one example – and all the local and state elected officials who follow his “science” – of that capriciousness.  His “advice” has been all over the place, often contradicting himself.

Wearing a mask (with the most fearful, they are doing it ALL THE TIME, even when outdoors, even while running *shaking head*) is keeping you from getting enough oxygen and leaves you drowning in your own carbon dioxide.  They are making the more healthy people unhealthy…. but just how “healthy” are they anyway if they allow themselves to be controlled through fear?!

By the time the real numbers come out, there will more than likely be more deaths attributable to the ECONOMIC SHUTDOWN than to COVID itself.  Suicides are up, domestic abuse is up, stress and depression up, overdoses, starvation, people are too scared to seek medical attention for other things due to fear of getting COVID.

Well, there could be a definite “separating of the wheat from the chaff” through all this.  If someone cannot awaken to how they are being manipulated, dehumanized, made sickly and controlled AND sickened through fear, then they might be headed for the death portal.  B’ bye!  Push, pull or get out of the way.  If you can’t wake up to the control agenda in this world and you keep GIVING AUTHORITY OF YOUR LIFE AWAY to the cabal stooge politicians, you are just dead weight in this ascension project anyway.  Be gone with you! I’m not being mean or wishing ill on anyone.  I DON’T MAKE YOUR CHOICES OR CREATE YOUR LIFE FOR YOU, but I’m happy to point out to you the consequences of your choices that are coming from a fearful and disempowered state.

Make no mistake folks, the cabal are doing everything they can to kill as many humans as possible… not the least of which through fear, which shuts down your immune system.  See my post Are You Living or Dying? for more on how that works.

Governor Cuomo loves to say “if we can save just one life.”  Sometimes you have to know how to hear what they are saying.  Is it “just one life” as in ONLY one life saved is his goal?  Is it his own life he speaks of?

He also has said, “we did it right in New York.”  Is that him bragging to his global cabal cohorts that he managed to kill more people than others?

DoJ Cracks Down on Dem Governors’ COVID orders that “May Have Resulted in Deaths of Elderly Nursing Home Residents”

Meanwhile governors are releasing felons out of prison in the name of them not getting exposed to COVID (huh?), while the healthy, law abiding folks are under house arrest.

Folks, as usual, the global cabal are manipulating people through fear.  They are messing with your livelihoods, your health and your rights.  Have you had enough yet?


Learn Why Infowars Correspondent Millie Weaver was Indicted by a Grand Jury

Yeah, you do want to learn why.


Also see comments below and see posts Current Events… for Dummies and Massive Apocalypse and the comments sections there for updates on current events.

No More Distractions

Professional (I use that term loosely in this case – obviously only means they get paid for it) sports are yet one more thing that has been affected by the economic shutdown.

I’ve heard many a talk show host complain about pro sports getting all political.  Getting?  They have been political for quite some time.  It’s just above board now.  Good.  I’m glad they are getting all “in yer face” about it so those who are a bit slow on the uptake can finally see it.   If you need it, it will be there.  Obviously far too many did need it to get all up in their faces because they were either not waking up or, for those who really can’t claim ignorance, they were refusing to step up and take right action in this world.

Someone rightly said that it’s appropriate for all that is happening this year to happen in the year of 2020 – time for 20/20 vision, time to see clearly.

Some complain that pro sports are supposed to be a distraction from politics.  This is often from people who talk politics all the time.  If they need a break from it then they could stand to give themselves a break, but not with distraction.  How’s about they actually go inward and face themselves instead of finding distractions and escapism.  Pro sports has been one of many “drugs of choice” for too many, for far too long.

This also reminds me of George Carlin years ago saying that people are not supposed to talk about religion and politics.  Yep, it’s not been politically correct to do so… ever, not just recently.  Never mind that religion and politics have been thee two biggest control mechanisms that the global cabal have used on humanity.  Without the exchange of information about these things, people will not be well equipped to pull themselves out of the enslavement they have been in.

Excuse my broad-brush stroke here, but many conservatives / right-of-center folks have absolutely gotten up to speed on the present-day cabal and often in a much bigger way than those who identify as left-of-center (why is anyone still buying into this Divide and Conquer tactic anyway… on either “side”?).  The conservatives do still have to learn about older, more historical versions of the cabal that have poisoned their own psyche (did I mention religion?  oh yeah, I did), but they do indeed know the present-day cabal.  These are the folks who cannot claim ignorance and yet they have been complacent and have continued to lay down for all this nonsense.  Sharing information is great, but what did they think was going to happen when enough people got wise to the cabal, did they think the cabal would just disappear, *poof*?  Just knowing something is not good enough.  One must actually apply the knowledge.  Live it, be it.  DO SOMETHING with it, both inwardly and outwardly.

And folks like this offer a specific example of “be careful what you ask for”, even if your “asking” is in an unconscious way.  Many conservatives have been making the excuse for years that they are “too busy working and raising a family” to take right action in their world (let alone doing their inner work… the “in here” creates the “out there”).  Before this year arrived, a friend of mine actually parroted this to me once.  I told them, the conservatives better do something or they won’t have either their jobs or their families.

Well, the Divine heard their plea.  If having a job is an obstacle to taking right action, then the Divine is quite happy to remove the obstacle.  What excuse will they come up with now?  Careful.  If you continue to be complacent, don’t even think that you’ve seen the worst of things.  Again – if you need it, it will be there.  And that applies at an individual level also.  Even if / when the collective gets turned around, if YOU don’t get yourself informed and take right action in YOUR world, things will keep getting more and more challenging until you do.  The Divine never gives up on you and you will be given every opportunity.  Choose wisely.

Those who serve the dark ultimately serve the light.  They always have.  Down through human history the cabal and the ETs they answer to have played their role in giving humanity the Grand Ex-periment of Ex-perience.  In more recent times, they solidify the “dark side”, while light workers solidify the “light side”.  The polarities have become more extreme, more pronounced, more easily distinguishable and the gray areas are just flat disappearing, crumbling away from under everyone’s feet.  No more fence-sitting!

After coming out of a very brainwashed / programmed state, it can be a bit of a challenge to know what you actually want (to create) and it absolutely can be helpful to at least know what you don’t want.  In these times, those who serve the dark are making things abundantly clear in that regard.  That’s cool, it’s a good first step / realization (real-eyes-ation).

Folks, do away with all the distractions in your life.  Time to quit horsing around.  Time to quit participating in the cabal’s agenda.

Many folks like to toss around the world “evil”.  It’s usually about someone else.  I’ll draw on the Wisdom of Children who say, “You point a finger at me, you’ve got three more pointing back at you.”  Are the cabal “evil”?  Or have all of you been “evil” by getting swept up into all the cabal’s useless, meaningless distractions?!!!  Lifetime after lifetime you have been essentially failing yourself, your children, your students, your congregation, your fellow human.  Who is evil?  Best tend to what is yours to tend to.

Learn to be proactive about letting go of the distractions instead of waiting till it gets all up in yer face or beats you over the head.  If you don’t know what is serving as a distraction, ask the Divine, they’d be happy to help.

Also see my post Not Only Dogs Smell Fear

Coronavirus – Summary of Info Thus Far


Share this thorough report to defeat Big Tech censors!

Good summary of this coronavirus situation thus far.   It also takes in a very big and full picture of the global-cabal-controlled world we’ve been in.  Much more than just this pandemic talked about here.

If you want to understand this whole situation, this is a must read.  

This is a very long article.

Here is an interview with Anthony Hall, the author of above article (see video there titled “Professor: Coronavirus Has Already Triggered Global Meltdown”):

Global Stock Markets’ Wild Ride Continues After Historic Collapse

In about the last 1/3 of this video, a caller talks about the 5G / coronavirus connection as has been addressed by others.  This caller said that the biggest outbreaks of coronavirus may be in countries that now have 5G cell phone service.

In this video and transcript, below, Francis Boyle says that this technology ultimately originated in the U.S.  It was NOT stolen by China, but flat out SOLD TO China:

SMOKING GUN: China Bought Weaponized Wuhan Virus From U.S.

Full transcript of above video:


See the comments section below and the comments in my post “Massive Apocalypse” for running updates of current events.  You can search on coronavirus there for news specific to that.

Many of these articles and videos do a good job of getting closer to the truth about all this.  There is a bit of fear-mania going on too though, in some cases.

So… I’ve included a couple links there also from some decent lightworkers who have brought a higher perspective to this whole situation, ya know, just for a bit of sanity check on this.

I often say that the Dual Meaning of Chaos = Crisis or Opportunity  Which do you choose?

Well, this coronavirus thing is this concept IN SPADES!

There is SO much OPPORTUNITY in all this, it’s off the charts!  Much being exposed.  Big chance for a mass awakening.  Many people affected, including many “Walking Zombie” types who may not have had any clue about the global cabal otherwise.

The global etch a sketch game has been shaken up.  A tabula rosa, a clean slate to start from.  How will YOU help to redraw the picture of the world?  Or will you continue to lay down and let the global cabal put the world back together they way they want to?

And… just got this in Tarot:

King of Wands
unifying people for a common goal
9 of Wands
The flames of the wands (i.e., our burning desires) have been lit, flickered, faltered, extinguished and are now rekindled – blazing with more ferocity than ever before.
10 of Cups

This card is an energetic indicator of good times, accomplishments and relishing all the joys that come from being a part of a community of loving friends and family.

Seize this OPPORTUNITY folks!

See these posts for info on how to make and keep yourself healthy:

Are You Living or Dying?
Fear will shut down your immune system. Not a good idea right now… or ever.
It’s not “bad” to have fear, so don’t get into thinking “I’m not supposed to have fear.”
You cannot RELEASE what you REPRESS!
IF you have fear, acknowledge it, let it surface, then release it. Ask God to help you with that. When I’ve been fretting / worrisome, I ask my angels (my own “thought forms” that work for me) to put a ventilation / exhaust hood (like over a stove) over me and gently suck the fear off while I release it.

Healing – Physical

Alzheimer’s and Cholesterol, Water and EVERYTHING, Listening to Your Body… and some other things

Useful Healthful Tips

And… a significant excerpt from “Useful Healthful Tips”:

Grapefruit Seed Extract (GSE) – antimicrobial (virus, bacteria, fungi, etc.), so for colds, flu, strep, etc., yet won’t mess with your beneficial bacteria / flora.  This will knock out a cold, flu or whatever like nothing else, in record time.  Some people take it daily for maintenance.

ALTHOUGH… these little “buggies”, like a cold virus, are doing us a favor.  They clean dead cells out of our bodies and, while doing so, the cold virus releases toxins into our system through their digestive process.  They do this ALL THE TIME, not just when we “get a cold”.  The reason we feel “sick” is because through poor diet and lifestyle, we end up with MANY dead cells all at the same time.  Dr. Lorraine Day and cellular biologist Bruce Lipton (amongst others) will tell you that these “opportunistic organisms”, these microbes, are always in you.  Any blood test would verify that.  You don’t “catch” a cold from someone else.  These buggies are there waiting for their opportunity, when you do things that deplete your immune system, then they can multiply like crazy.  And yet, yep, they undo what we have done to ourselves.

What happens is through poor diet and lifestyle, you create too many dead cells all at once.  Even though microbes are constantly / continuously cleaning dead cells out of your body, when you have too many at once you get overwhelmed with the toxins that the microbes dump into your system from their digestive process.

Well Son of a Bitch! …if it isn’t Quid Pro Joe

Obviously someone thought that not enough Sleepy Sheeple / Walking Zombies had seen this video clip yet, so they put up an ad in Times Square (right on!):

Times Square Billboard To Run Quid Pro Joe’s “Well Son of a B**ch” Video

If, after watching that, you still don’t know what you’re seeing there, see this video clip:

FLASHBACK, 2018: Joe Biden Brags At CFR Meeting About Withholding Aid To Ukraine To Force Firing Of Prosecutor

The title says a lot, but I’ll sum it up for you.

Here, ex V.P. Joe Biden is at a meeting with the Council on Foreign Relations (CFR), a global cabal organization.  What is he saying?  He’s BRAGGING about his own quid pro quo where he threatened to have Obama withhold aid to the Ukraine if they did not stop the prosecutor in their country from investigating his son Hunter Biden in corruption involving a Ukrainian company.  Yep, Joe was THAT audacious.  These cabal stooges have literally gotten away with murder and a whole lot else for SO long that they are blatantly ARROGANT, yes, even to this level that Creepy Joe displays here.


And yet today, a farce of an impeachment is going on to try to get a duly elected president out of office.  For what?  For asking the NEW Ukrainian president, who got elected on a platform of anti-corruption, to look into the Bidens’ involvement in corruption in the Ukraine AND potential ELECTION MEDDLING by people in the Ukraine,  perhaps at the prompting of cabal stooge politicians from the U.S., ya know, like Joe Biden.

Gosh or gee, can you detect the typical BLATANT PROJECTING that the cabal stooges are up to here, attempting to put their sh*t on Trump?


This is not a typical post for my blog and yet when some so-called “lightworkers” are some of the worst Sleepy Sheeple / Walking Zombies at being sucked into the GLOBAL CABAL’S propaganda campaign, then an Ascension Forerunner gets urged by God to write about it.

I know that many of you so-called “lightworkers” know full well that there is a global cabal in this world who have been controlling humanity and yet you succumb to the GLOBAL-CABAL-stooge mainstream media’s brainwashing and SERVE the cabal yourselves with your Trump-hating idiocy.  You’re living by the “Gospel According to CNN”.  Fools!

You fancy yourselves to be the most intuitive and discerning people on the planet and yet you obviously have no idea who’s who in this world.  *shaking head*  You are in for a VERY rude awakening this year.  Don’t say I didn’t warn you.

You may have much research to do concerning the global cabal if you can’t “know them by their fruits” at this late date.


I learned about the cabal many years ago, learned enough to get the plot of this world story (a re-minder really).  Then I left it alone because there is a Planetary and Collective Ascension Project going on here and me dwelling or obsessing on mundane-level events (as too many still do) past the point of understanding the plot would have just been a distraction from the REAL work here of getting a planet and collective ascended.

So, 20-some years ago, I quit researching those mundane-level events and quit paying much attention to 3D events.  I would only take note when the Divine guided me to do so and it was made very easy for me, very quick and effortless.  Synchronicity played into it mightily.  Since I had the cabal’s number, I just needed the tiny tidbits of news that the Divine wanted me to see.

But other than that, my focus was on creating a new space for humanity.

In the fall of 2014, I literally got used up at being able to do any more Energetic Service Work (the intense, literal “human antenna” gig we REAL forerunners did FOR ALL OF YOU, yes, lightworkers included) for this ascension effort.

Well, in 2015-2016, the Divine wanted me to see some of the mundane-level events again.

Donald Trump announced his run for president.  It still didn’t catch much of my attention… until… well, there’s an old line “you’ll know people by their enemies”.

He has been a public figure since forever.  He’s rubbed elbows with GLOBAL CABAL stooges in politics, business, mainstream media and Hollywood.  No one in those groups had anything bad to say about the guy… until… he ran for president.  Why?  Because even though he’s gotten to know them in an “in person” sort of way, HE’S NOT ONE OF THEM.  And “they” know it.  He’s not just a “political” outsider, he’s also outside of the cabal ranks.  “They” knew that if someone like Trump were to get the presidency, then “their” days were numbered.

The GLOBAL-CABAL-stooge politicians, mainstream media, etc. started having a sh*t hemorrhage.  Boy oh boy, did this guy scare the sh*t out of them.  Ah, yes, I saw why the Divine wanted me to pay attention.

I knew who the cabal players were and they ALL came out the woodwork to try to trash and smear Donald Trump, a guy who they seemingly just loved for years, especially if he was perhaps willing to open his wallet to the cabal political stooges, and he did… until… it sunk into him in full just what “they” were up to and he couldn’t stand any more to see them destroy the country (and the world) and its people who he loved.

And the off-the-charts propaganda campaign started.

And sadly, not only did the sleepiest of the sleepy get sucked into the lies, but so did many a so-called “lightworker” who, again, sadly, still identify as “left of center” politically.  Why in the world are “lightworkers”, of all people, still clinging to political identities?  You so-called “lightworkers” are here to STEP OUT OF that old control paradigm and usher in a NEW paradigm for humanity and yet here you are at THIS. LATE. DATE. still participating in it AND being DUPED by it.

Wake the hell up there “lightworkers” and actually BE lightworkers!  How the hell you gonna do that when you insist on being in the dark about so much yourselves?

You can consider me your “last chance angel” on this topic, because Life and the Divine are ready to make it abundantly clear to all of you just how severely duped you have been.


See comments below for more info and also go to the post Massive Apocalypse and search there to find more news on (Quid Pro Joe) Biden and son in comments.

Dissenting to the Dissing-of-Self Disinfo – Lessons in Walking and Chewing Gum at the Same Time

Recently there is obviously a blatant disinformation campaign going on that is attempting to get humanity to diss the self… again.  *yawn*  They put “serving others” above self.

This might be a last gasp attempt by those who want to continue controlling humanity, be it higher-level ET types or global cabal humans.  They never quit with their control-freak ways!  And sadly, “there’s a new sucker born every day” apparently as dumb *ss lightworkers keep buying the bulls*t.

Enough already!

Some of those passing along this sort of message may be in misinformation mode and just don’t know any better.

This has been ongoing for quite some time in the “kill the ego” bullsh*t that many New Agers disseminate.  And more often than not, those who say such rubbish are the biggest egomaniacs around!

The truth that we are all having BOTH an Individuated ex-perience AND a Collective Connection reality seems to be beyond their abilities to comprehend.  Gosh oh gee, could we possibly be having an Individuated soul experience AND be connected to God / The All That Is and all the subparts of that, ya know, our fellow beings, AT. THE. SAME. TIME?  Ah yeah, ya think?

Those who buy into this “one or the other” thing are very steeped in the illusion of Duality.  They are running the “either / or” program.  Obviously they can’t walk and chew gum at the same time.

Or they are running solely on pea brain intellect, and don’t use Divine Intelligence.  One must USE BOTH.  Doh!  These things are not polar opposites but COMPLEMENTS.  They “complete” each other.  Goodness sakes, what does it take to get this concept of WHOLENESS – which is what “heal” means – through people’s thick skulls?!

In this world terms like “self-centered” are given a bad rap.  I ask, if you’re not centered on self, where are you centered?  Somewhere “over there”?  That’s been a problem.

Has humanity been polarized and stuck in lower-self mode, being obsessed with “only self”?  Some have yeah.  But others have been JUST as dysfunctional by putting others above self.  Putting yourself beneath others, having “lesser than” issues, is also an ego issue and probably thee biggest ego issue in this world.

Swinging the pendulum to the other side and saying that at some point one soul becomes just a part of the collective and is no longer CREATING AS AN INDIVIDUATED SOUL (still polarized) is a delusion.  A major part of serving others will be to continue creating yourself.  It might be creating something different than you used to, but nevertheless.  I hope to God you aren’t still creating what you were before you started your healing and ascension process.

But anyone promoting this pendulum or “either / or” garbage are still up to their old control-freak ways and those who continue to get sucked into it are JUST as stuck in Duality as those stuck in “only-self” mode.

Somewhere in there they seem to think that just because they say “we” they can suddenly start making other people’s choices for them, living their lives for them.  Nope.  You don’t EVER get to do that.  Don’t delude yourself.

You help to enlighten and empower others TO CREATE FOR THEMSELVES, in a conscious way.  Get there yourself first so you can lead by example.

What part of Whole, Balance, and INtegrated don’t these disinfo / misinfo people understand?

  • They need to embrace both sides of their brain and yep, utilize BOTH intellect and intelligence.
  • They need to utilize ALL their chakras, not just lower or upper.
  • They need to integrate both masculine and feminine energies.
  • They need to connect to BOTH Heaven (divinely connected) and Earth (being well-grounded).
  • They need to serve BOTH self and others.
  • etc.  *yawn*

But can they muster that?

“If you can’t love yourself, how the hell ya gonna love somebody else?”

It all starts with Self.  And that has got to be constantly maintained.  Top priority: self.  But you are serving your vitals signs and YOUR SOUL, not your old paradigm, programmed “Mini Me”.  And then you will serve others and you might not have all those so-called “luxuries” that you got brainwashed to think you need.

For many years, some kept trying to hijack New Age lightworker’s efforts by convincing them that they are here to serve others.  Yep… eventually.  But one must serve self FIRST, then maintain self… throughout!

These disinfo specialists and their “useful idiot”, unwitting misinfo cohorts kept many a lightworker distracted from DOING THEIR OWN INNER WORK by getting them to think that they must put others above self.

Regardless of what stage of the healing and ascension process you are in, whether you are serving self or serving others, in order to keep from being disempowered and dysfunctional, you MUST HAVE YOUR PRIORITIES STRAIGHT.

You can only give what you’ve got.

If you cannot learn, grow, heal, know, love, respect, nurture, etc YOURSELF you’ve got NOTHING for the next person.  And just because you complete your own healing and ascension process does NOT mean that you are now part of some homogenous pool of collective beings.  You’re still you.  You still have your own flavor of energy that you gift to the world.  You still need to love, respect, care for and nurture yourself in a maintenance sort of way… or you’ve got nothing for the next being.  Don’t even kid yourself that it’s any other way.

Now, I will say, will you have to set aside your old paradigm, silly, programmed “Mini Me” wants and supposed “needs”… in order to serve others?  Yeah!  

You all might be surprised at just how little of the “out there” you REALLY need in order to perform your ultimate Soul Mission of serving others.  As I often say, “If you need it, it will be there.  If it’s not there, you must not need it.”  You might not be having all “that you’ve become accustomed to”.  

The World card in Tarot is the culmination of the Major Arcana.  From here:

There’s a joke that goes something like: “when you play a country and western record backwards, what happens? Your dog comes back, your lover comes back, your money comes back and you live happily ever after.” This is the theme of the World Tarot card.

What’s implied there in “your dog coming back”?  That you lost your “dog” in the first place.  You will “sacrifice” much.  From here:

You might’ve noticed that keyword up there: “sacrifice.” This strikes some fear into many hearts, but there is no reason for fear. The sacrifice the Hanged Man asks us to make is in the form of giving up things in our lives that do not serve us. By suspending ourselves (thoughts, actions, emotions) we can gain perspective in order to identify the habits we cling to that hinder our progress. Sometimes in a reading the Hanged Man can be a message that we should set aside our own needs for the needs of others around us too.

I would put the word “perceived” in front of “needs” in “our own needs” in that last sentence.

I highlighted what I did from The Hanged Man message because it’s time to quit making excuses.  One small example, “I can’t afford organic food.”  You can’t afford NOT to eat it.  That’s one example, but it’s across the board, in every facet of your life… if you sacrifice the things that do NOT serve you, then you’ll have more time, money, energy and other resources for the things that actually DO serve you.  Time to get your priorities straight.  Quit feeding what you really don’t want and start feeding what you do want.  If you’re tired of seeing delivery trucks drive by your house, delivering conventionally grown and GMO “food”, then quit buying that stuff.

But yeah, after this ENTIRE COLLECTIVE Ascension Project is complete, then you “get your dog back” IN SPADES AND THEN SOME… and your soul… and your freedom.

I’ve often said, you have to give up instant gratification on your way to instant manifestation.

And, IN SERVING OTHERS at levels that most lightworkers can’t even fathom, I have been VERY isolated.  Not by my personal “Mini Me” choice mind ya.

And that isolation did NOT happen BEFORE the ascension-hell years when I was doing many years of “general healing“.  Yep, I did actually walk and chew gum at the same time, serving self AND shining my light to others.  But MY OWN everything – healing, nurturing, self care, self love, self respect, etc. – were ALWAYS my top priority… ‘cuz that’s how this stuff is done.  That’s why we REAL forerunners were able to serve at the HIGH level that we were, that lightworkers still haven’t caught onto – we had our priorities straight.  Always.

And I am very much looking forward to being out in a public way again after Gaia and we 1st Wavers ascend imminently.

I got my ass kicked helping the planet and humanity doing years of Energetic Service Work in the early part of this last decade until I couldn’t be used any more, used to within an inch of my life for ALL of humanity, including lightworkers who just couldn’t seem to get it in gear.  I would guess that those “juvenile” lightworkers who are FINALLY about to start serving others (’bout time!) think I’m behind them since I STILL promote Top Priority: Self.  They’re the types who can’t even “see” us REAL forerunners and obviously still don’t understand that we got to where we did because of our proper priorities.

And THAT is just exactly what all you lightworkers will need to be teaching to humanity – to keep self the top priority.  People making bad choices for themselves are certainly not helping the world any.

Yep, I look forward to actually getting to see and indulge in both the planet (and both planets – Gaia and Earth) and humanity yet again.  I’ve missed those entities who I got my ass kicked for.

But, throughout, I have been able to properly balance serving self and serving others.

I’ve been getting after lightworkers to do their own inner work, then to serve others – BOTH – for years now and many are stuck in one side or the other.  I did both for many years before the ascension-hell years started.  It’s really not that difficult folks.

I’ll be doing it again, even though in a fully ascended state, in the very near future.  But I’ll also be having an awesome fricking good time, FINALLY.  I don’t have to come back and continue to serve after my ascension, I was asked to (by God / the Divine) and chose to.  I’ve MORE than served this project.  Many of my fellow REAL forerunners will not only leave Earth but won’t even be staying with Gaia.  They are done, done, done and who could blame ’em.  But I enjoy the physical so I’ll enjoy both Earth and Gaia and continue to serve… a bit… but, I won’t kid ya, I’ll be doing more along the lines of enjoying “the dog I got back.”  🙂

Methinks that many of these people who keep promoting one side or other of the dualistic “either / or” disempowering program and keep pendulum swinging and can’t FINALLY learn to get and keep their priorities straight even while walking and chewing gum at the same time are in for some really rude surprises. … regardless of what subpart of the whole they are refusing to acknowledge.

Get it together folks.  You CAN walk and chew gum at the same time.  I know ya can.

See these posts for more on self and ego and the Individuated ex-perience:

Individuation and Collectives

Healthy Selfishness

Forerunners vs. LightWorkers
(see info on the ego there)


Service to Self, Service to Others

God, where are You?

Read my book also Awake & Aware – Top Priority: Self

Big Kid Pants

I left the comment below at this link:

ETs will not show up here. It’s not their place.  The reason why the world is so messed up is because ETs came here and interfered and continued to do so.  Be glad that those ETs who honor humanity will NOT repeat that.

Freshly ascended HUMAN Ascended Masters will return to Earth to awaken more to the Ascension Project.  But when we do return, we won’t be interfering either.  Nope, we won’t take over the mainstream media or anything like that.

We will SHINE OUR LIGHT / SHARE INFORMATION, just like we were doing before we ascended, just like the FARSIGHT lightworkers who remain in 3D ought to be doing.  It’s time for lightworkers to truly SERVE humanity and yeah, that will mean getting off your computer and out INTO 3D, ya know, person to person, coming out of the closet and SHOWING YOURSELVES.

Neither ETs nor Ascended Humans can do your work for you, whether it’s everyone’s Inner Work or the lightworkers’ Service Work.  It’s for you to do.  Your “in here” creates the “out there”.  Don’t like what’s going on “out there”?  Then clean up your “in here” and be a living example.

Our appearance will NOT be a rescue mission. What would we rescue you from but your own creations.  If you don’t like what you’re / you’ve created might I suggest you shake it up.  Do something else.  But no one and nothing outside of yourself is your savior.  YOU are your own savior.

“Fake news” and the like helps you hone your discernment skills.  The onus of the Truth, for YOU, lies very firmly on YOUR shoulders.

Time to pull those big kid pants on.  No one is swooping in to save you… from yourself.

I do truly hope you ARE excited when we freshly ascended Human Ascended Masters arrive back in 3D to talk to you, but it’s not about us.  We stand as an example of what you and all of humanity is capable of.  I hope you recognize in yourselves what you see in us.

If you want to see ETs, get yourselves ascended.  You’ll then be up to your eyeballs in ETs any time you’d like.  You’ve been ETs yourselves.  You KNOW that.  You don’t need outer “proof”.

See here:


Folks, I’m doing the best I can to give you a head ups on what lies ahead of you and THAT would be MUCHO SERVICE WORK.  Release your denial about that.

Denial is more than just a river in Egypt.

For years I’ve also done my best to comment on your blogs and set you straight on some funny notions you have and yet, in most cases, I’m lucky if you even allow my comments through.  Ego issues much?

Being steeped in egomania is not helping anyone.

Closing yourself off to others is not helping anyone either.

The REAL forerunners keep reaching out to you and you keep closing us out.  You cannot be both open and closed at the same time.  Not only are YOU refusing to consider the wisdom we present, you’re also keeping others from seeing it.  And that includes you so-called “lightworkers” who indiscriminately re-blog every-frickin’-thing, even stuff that you don’t agree with yourselves… as long as it’s fluffy enough and appeals to your own ego issues and denial.  But don’t let any pesky Truth and Wisdom through, whatever you do.  You are running the old disempowering program known as “teacher = threat”.  Ooh, scary boys ‘n girls.  God IS Truth and yet you seemingly want nothing to do with Truth and yet fancy yourselves so very “spiritual”.  Please.

Watch you same “lightworkers” (Dark Clingers?) get all “Johnny Come Lately / me too” about it after some REAL forerunners return to 3D to assist humanity.  You’ll wait till the Truth we tell is more “trendy” or something.  Goodness sakes.  Don’t be “trend setters” for Christ’s sake (literally), just be “trend followers”.  *shaking head*  And you same “lightworkers” will dare to refer to yourselves as “forerunners”.  Clueless.

Humans have been a duped lot, but you so-called “lightworkers” have been in a league of your own.

“If it’s channeled and fluffy it must be good… right?”  Err!  Wrong answer.

“If someone is purely ‘no bulls*t’ and gives it to ya straight, that must be “bad”… right?”  Discernment?  Intuition?  What are those things?

Being a TRUE lightworker is not about “being nice” of “fitting in”.  We came to shake things up.

When we talk about compassion we talk in terms of being kind.  But compassion is not so much being kind; it is being creative [enough / in order] to wake a person up. ~ Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoch

Gullible, severely programmed, frickin’ New Agers.  You can’t even tell who actually has your best interests in mind and who doesn’t.  That is anti-intuitive.  THIS is how humanity got so enslaved in the first place.  And you “lightworkers” came to help “free” others?  Like the blonde leading the blonde.

You think Truth has to do with how something is said.  Many a “silver-tongued devil” has led you down the primrose path… and here I speak of both humans and those above the 3D consciousness veil.
NO!  Just because it is channeled does NOT mean it’s a worth a darn.
NO!  Just because it strokes your ego does NOT mean it’s worth a darn.
NO!  Just because it mollycoddles you does NOT mean it’s worth a darn.

I myself DO NOT mollycoddle Powerful Creator Gods.  That’s YOU I’m talking about.  Time to start acting like the Powerful Creator Gods you are.  Not just talk big.

Being caught in escapism isn’t helping you or anyone either.  

You came here to help here.  In order to help here, you must actually BE here.  Quit trying to escape 3D Earth.  Quit squirreling yourselves away.  Get out of the closet.  Get out into 3D!  Humanity needs you.  The future starts now.

You have YEARS of SERVICE WORK ahead of you.

Lightworkers, pull those big kid pants on.

Soul Experiences… for Dummies

What most people think of as “God” is the All That Is.  God is everything.

But another term for God, which is my favorite, because of its implications, is Prime Creator.

You and everyone else, including ETs, whoever, are all souls of God.  You come from God and are part of God.  You are a Powerful Creator in and of yourself, a god.  Why would you not be?  You are God having the experience of you through you.

The only “real” and True realm is “God’s realm” or the Divine Realm.

There are dimensions / densities (some call ’em “angelic realms” and perhaps other terms) that are essentially outside of the Divine Realm and hence they are not “real” per se.  They are an illusion.

You, as a soul, have had many ex-periences here and elsewhere, in human form or other physical and non-physical forms.

We, God and all of us souls, co-created the dimensions / densities in order to have ex-periences.  “Ex” means “from” or “outside”.  We are having ex-periences that are outside of who we truly are.  Yeah, we signed up for this craziness.  We come here BY CHOICE, at a soul level.

When we step into dimensional ex-perience, we don a “consciousness veil” and take on free will.  If we did not don the veil, there is no way we’d do things that are “outside of who we are”.  The veiled-consciousness state of free will is what allows us to do things that we’d never do if we knew / re-membered who we really are.

Whether you are the “murderer” or the “victim” or whatever else, you signed up for this and it’s just a game.  And just like when playing a video game, when your little game avatar dies, you don’t. You are a Soul having a human ex-perience.  It’s worth honoring your humanness when you are human, but it’s just an ex-perience, it’s not who you truly are.  Your body (physical form) can die, but you as a soul do not.  You are essentially eternal, or at least as much as you and God want you to be (I’ll let you take that up with God yourself).

We are having “real” ex-periences here, but we’re doing it in a self-made virtual reality, a video game, if you will.  (Read “The Holographic Universe” by Michael Talbot)  Yes, it’s a “matrix”!  But it’s OUR / YOUR matrix.  We created this.

Yep, we’re THAT powerful, most especially when you have entire worlds (let alone entire dimensional realms) where all the people there are all on the same sheet of music.  On top of the Universal Laws of Physics and Metaphysics, we also collectively can and do create entire collective paradigms.

Individuals though can step out of the collective paradigm and have, down through history.  Recently MANY Earthlings are stepping out of the old paradigm that has been in place since the beginning of humans.

No matter what your state of consciousness you are ALWAYS creating.  There is never a time when you are not creating.  Whether you remember you are a Powerful Creator god or not, you are always creating.  You’re not waiting to become a god, you always are one.  The difference is you are either creating consciously or unconsciously.  Denying that you are a Powerful Creator doesn’t keep you from creating, it just makes your creations unconscious.  It also keeps you from taking RESPONSIBILITY for your creations.  How’s that worked out so far folks?

Unconscious creations are easily hijackable and, most especially here in the 3D Earthly realm, have been hijacked.

Higher-dimensional beings, who, yes, are also having a veiled-consciousness ex-perience, came to 3D Earth to supposedly mine for gold.  I won’t kid ya, I have no idea at this point in time and space, why higher-dimensional beings would need or desire 3D-level gold (perhaps for spaceships that could go through the wormhole that is the black hole that isn’t black at the center of the galaxy?), but… their own kind got tired of doing the mining and basically went on strike.  So, they needed someone else to do the mining.

Some of these beings were genetic engineers so they created the homo-sapien form from a local hominid and their own DNA.  They created humans to be a slave race.  They were hence here before humans and had their slave purpose for humans, so as soon as the human form’s feet hit the ground, the control agenda started.  This has then essentially been “forever” as far as the human form is concerned, it’s not anything new.

Today, there is a controlling cabal in this world who answer to these higher-dimensional beings, yep ETs.  The cabal think they might get some favors from the ETs if they do their bidding.  Eh, they may be in for some surprises in that regard.  Nevertheless, their role has allowed every soul who incarnates into human form to have some very challenging ex-periences, which is why we created this realm and what we signed up for.

That control agenda, from the ETs and the cabal, has resulted in humans being dumbed down, which has resulted in being disconnected from your Divine Self and God.  And the control agenda has also resulted in having wounds, most especially which start when you’re a child.

And unfortunately, like it or lump it, the people who have actually played the biggest role in your be-lie-f-system programming have been the people who love you – your parents, teachers and preachers… because they too have been programmed.  Veiled consciousness ex-periences all around.  “Forgive them God, they know not what they do.”  But God knows that and doesn’t need to be asked to forgive anyone.  God was in on this co-creation.

So, yes, we did sign up for this unsanity, but all good things and thankfully “bad” things come to an end.  The times we are in are a time of Planetary and Collective Ascension.  This is your chance to (re)awaken to who you truly are (remove the consciousness veil), to heal and to return to your True Self (or at least a much truer version of yourself) and return to God.

I just found out there’s no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you’ve got to rise above.  ~ “No Such Thing” by John Mayer

No one can truly take authority over your life, but you sure can give it away.  Well, if you can give authority of your life away, you can also reclaim it.  Ready for that yet?

Gaia, the old soul essence of Earth (Gaia’s old body), asked to be ascended because Earth has an extinction-level event looming on the horizon.  The global cabal have hijacked humans’ creative powers and have used humanity to trash the environment and not in the cabal’s conventionally-told “climate change” sort of way, which they just use as an excuse to control and kill off humans, in a myriad of ways.  It goes far beyond such things as you motoring around in your century+ old internal-combustion-engine-powered vehicles.  Gaia did not care to have herself and all her lifeforms go through yet another extinction-level event.  So… many souls answered her call and came here to help Gaia and humanity achieve their ascension to the 5th Dimension (5D).  You can help to raise the human form to 5D by saving yourself.  Read this blog to understand how to heal (to make whole) and resolidify your Divine connection.

Alex Jones, just recently, said that the global cabal have put out messages that this realm is not “real”.  They’re not wrong!  He also said they, the cabal, were trying to “escape” this realm.  They are, that’s true also.  But, even though they know much about esoteric information – “eso” means “within / into / inward” – they keep trying to “escape” (see word origin, it’s literally “ex-cape”) this realm in exoteric ways (remember “ex” and “exo” means “outside”).  Idiots!  They’re using the “out there” to do what one can only do “in here”.

There’s a line directed at the world establishment, which, if I remember right, was attributed to “Jesus”, although may be much older than that, which I now paraphrase: “You have the knowledge, you won’t let anyone else have it and yet you yourselves don’t know what to do with it.”

The cabal (establishment) keep trying to do outwardly what can only be done inwardly.  They attempt to use “outer technology” to do what anyone and everyone can do with “Inner Technology.”  And that’s what this whole ascension thing is about – tapping into your Inner Technology to yes, graduate beyond this realm.  You don’t need “A.I”, as in “artificial intelligence”, you have A.I. as in ACTUAL Intelligence.  Divine Intelligence!

Read this blog for more.  I strongly suggest, especially if this whole ascension thing is new to you, that you start reading this blog from the first post and read it in order.  It’s not a big blog, like reading a small- to medium-sized book.

Big-time Election Fraud!

Going on since 2001 in Kentucky.  You can bet that it’s going on elsewhere also.  And it seems to be both parties.

Are you from Kentucky?  These are your elections being stolen.  What can and will you do to stop this?!  Did you USED TO BE a Kentucky resident?  Are you sure your name is off their voter rolls?

It’s often been said that so-called “elected” officials are SELECTED, not elected.  Boy, does this info point to that in no small way.

These following videos are in the order they were released.  The last one is the biggy.  Watch it.

BREAKING! New Evidence Confirms Kentucky Election Fraud!

Exclusive: Investigative Reporters Have Discovered How the Kentucky Governorship Was Stolen – Livestream

Millie Weaver and Tore, who is an investigative journalist who first broke this story due to her own experiences, discuss new info from a whistleblower in Kentucky who has provided Millie volumes of information about rigged elections in Kentucky since 2001.

Watch Live: New Whistleblower Leaks Documents Showing Kentucky Election Was Rigged!


See more ongoing news links in the comments section of my Massive Apocalypse post.


Farsights – Settle in for the Long Haul!

Very, very soon, Gaia and the 1st Wave will be ascending.  Some in the 1st Wave will return to assist in helping humanity know about The Ascension.

Folks, there will only be ~1,145,000 lightworkers ascending in the 1st Wave.  See posts below to know if you will be in the 1st Wave.  Do the math, not many reading this will be in the 1st Wave.

For the rest of you, best settle in for the long haul.  You’re not going anywhere for quite some time.

What I’m getting from the Divine, in this present moment, is that whoever is NOT in the 1st Wave will be in 3D on Earth UNTIL whoever is going to ascend is ready.  That’s everyone else BESIDES lightworkers.

So, the sooner you get everyone else up to speed on this ascension project, the sooner you lightworkers yourselves will be able to ascend.


For more info that you might need to understand what I’ve just said, see these posts:

Definition of Terms

Forerunners vs. LightWorkers

Last Call – You Don’t Have to Go Home, But Ya Can’t Stay Here

5 Element Theory

You Might Be Caught in Duality

In the vein of Jeff Foxworthy’s “You might be a redneck” bit…

… you see things as only black or white
… you think things are “either / or”
… you use words like “always” and “never”
… you feel things in human / Earthly life are “all” or “nothing”
… you think the answer to a patriarchy is a matriarchy
… it’s all about logic / reason OR it’s all about emotions / feelings
… it’s all about “doing” OR it’s all about “being”
… you “take sides” and succumb to age-old “divide and conquer” tactics
… you’re a left-of-center New Age lightworker who only puts a “like” on my posts that get after the brainwashing displayed in people who identify as “right of center”
… you’re a Christian (perhaps of the Info Warrior sort) who only puts a “like” on my posts that get after the brainwashing displayed in people who identify as “left of center”
… you’re a New Ager who thinks, “If it’s channeled, it must be true… right?”
… you’re a Western Religion follower who thinks, “If it’s ‘in scripture’, it must be true… right?”

You might be caught in Duality!

Silly programmed humans see “either / or”, when it’s far more likely that it’s “and / both” or in some cases it’s “neither”.

Or silly programmed humans might get into swinging from one extreme to another, from one rail to another.  When they see that one extreme is not the answer, in their programmed state, they mistakenly think that the answer lies at the other extreme.  Err!  Wrong answer.

There may be times for one side and other times when it’s time for the other side.  But camping out in one extreme or another is not the way to go.  Knowing which “side” of things is appropriate for the current moment is key.  For instance, is it a time for “doing” or a time for “being”?!

Silly programmed humans think they can draw a line and everything on one side of the line is “good” and everything on the other side of the line is “bad”… always.  You sure about that?

They want to draw on mundane-level informational sources and just find one or a few sources that they can fully trust, ya know, so they don’t need to look any further.

Well, wouldn’t that all be so simple and easy?!  Then there’s reality.  You don’t get off easy on this.  You’re not going to get away with not thinking or discerning / intuiting FOR YOURSELF.  Your ability to be a heretic – one who thinks (masculine energy) for themselves – AND your ability to use your discernment / intuition / Direct Divine Connection (feminine energy) for yourself is what is being asked of you in order to get to The Truth of things, to be Balanced, Whole and INtegrated and to return to your True Self and God.  You’re being urged to hone these skills, not being offered “easy street” or some “shortcut” or “cheat”.

You didn’t step into Dimensional / Density ex-perience (ex means outward / outside… of your True Self in this case) just for things to be easy breezy.  If what you wanted was easy breezy, you’d have stayed in the Divine Realms… and probably would have gotten bored silly.

You came here for ex-periences and challenges.  Well, you got some!

But now is the time and the opportunities abound for you to return to your True Self.  It’s gonna take some work.  That would be HEALING work.  You’ll have to use the different “sides” of Duality to create Unity.  All the pieces are there, you just have to re-pair things – put the pair back together again.

Your little “Mini Me” human self is not in this alone.  The Divine will guide you.

Still and Quiet

Humans have been conditioned to be busy, busy headless chickens.

I realized years ago that those programmed robot headless chickens are very suspicious of anyone who is still and quiet.  Yes, severely programmed, at deep levels, from age-old and new programs alike, perhaps many that have been layered one upon another down through human history.  

Many Walking Zombies walk or drive down the street while they are on their cell phones texting or looking things up.  They run into people, oh hell, they literally fall into open manholes.  *shaking head*  There is much talk about how the radiation off these devices is bad for one’s health and that’s true, but they could use other technology for these devices that is not unhealthy – and yes, that’s quite possible and there’s no reason for them to be using what they do other than that it IS unhealthy because “they” want you all dead, it’s their motivation, their intention – and yet these devices, if still used the way they are would still be a major problem.

These devices are relatively new.  The headless chicken programming is not.

One data point on that is the Protestant Work Ethic – “Idle hands are the work of the devil” or “Idle hands are the devil’s workshop.”  ‘Cuz we all must be so busy, busy all the damned time.  Major league disempowering brainwashing there.

Never mind that it’s when we are still and quiet that we stand the best chance to actually receive Divine Guidance.  That’s what meditation is all about.  Being Still and Quiet.  Not just your body, but also, oh hell, especially your lower mind (left-brain, logical, reasoning mind) since repetitive physical motion, such as running or doing a rain dance can be very meditative.

So, gee thanks there dear Protestants for helping people DISconnect from God.  You shouldn’t have!  No really.

Years ago I came across an article by a Baptist minister about the Parable of the 3 Talents, which goes like this:

3 men were given an equal sum of money.  They were told that they could do anything they wanted with it but had to return it in a year’s time.  The first man invested it into a business, worked moderately hard and made a decent profit.  The second man also invested it into a business and worked really hard and made even more profit.  The third man took his sum of money and buried it in the ground.  In a year’s time, all 3 were able to return the sum of money.

The Baptist minister said that most clergy who tell this parable don’t take into consideration the context in which the story was told.  It was 2000 years ago and the Roman Empire was attempting to force an economic system on people.

So… the true hero of this story was the third man who buried his money in the ground.  Just like the other two, he was able to return the money after a year, but he didn’t allow it to change his life.  He didn’t get caught up in the economic system.

And yet most clergy will tell this story around tithing time, kinda sending the message that perhaps one could “buy their way into Heaven”.  They are feeding just exactly what the parable was warning about.

And “business” is spelled the way it is for a reason, it’s busyness.  And “occupation” is something to keep you occupied.

I propose an experiment to all of you.  Pick out a public sidewalk location, somewhere that’s not a typical place to stand, ya know, “for a reason” as in, maybe don’t stand at an intersection or other crosswalk or people will think you’re just waiting to cross the street.  It could be in a business district or perhaps even in a residential area, but you might get more people walking by in a business district.  But, do this on two consecutive weeks, same day of the week, same time of the day so you’re getting the same people or types of people walking by (the weather being the same would be handy too).

The first week just stand there.  Just you in your clothes.  No device, not smoking, no bag. Just stand there and enjoy the fresh air and sunshine, enjoying the view, maybe people watch.  See how long it takes for someone to come along and use the word “loiter” with you.

The second week, be doing something – on a device, smoking, digging through a bag, looking at a map, whatever.  See if anyone even acknowledges your existence let alone dares to use the word “loiter” with you.

‘Cuz hey, “loitering”, ya know “wagging about” with no apparent purpose MUST be criminal.

I worked with someone years ago who had their own observations about this sort of thing.  They were not a smoker and they wanted to propose an “adopt a smoker” program at work.  They said that if a smoker wanted to go at any time and stand outside of the company and smoke, no one would say a thing, but if this nonsmoker were to do that, just step out and stand around and enjoy the fresh air, someone would surely come along and say, “Do you need something to do?”

I was an electronics technician for years.  I had a manager, who was not technical – ya know how that goes, they just “manage” and we’re not talking managing products or services since they don’t know squat about that, they “manage” people, ya know, aka, make sure all the peons know who’s boss.  Well, I’m sitting in the lab, at my bench, looking at a parts data book for an IC (integrated chip) that I was building a circuit with.  He steps through the door and immediately asks me “Do you need something to do?”  I said, “Why?  Do you have something you want done for you?”  He said, “No, you’re just reading a book.”  OMG.  Completely clueless.  So, he basically walked up to someone who was working and asked them if they needed work to do.  *shaking head*  I told a coworker about this who said that he always did that and they learned to just get up and go to the back of the lab and act like they were looking through the parts bins until the manager left again.

A few years back, still during the ascension hell years (that never seem to end), I would usually sleep during the day and be up at night because I was staying at my friend’s who lived on a busy arterial and the constant traffic noise would drive me bonkers, especially when I was also getting pummeled with intense energy work.  So, by being awake at night I got a few hours of PEACE and relative SILENCE.  Ahh.

Well, one night, it musta been after midnight, I stepped outside for a stroll down the alley behind the apartment building.  My cat was there also, ducking here and there under bushes and parked cars.  I walked a ways and turned back.  Then I saw headlights behind me that I knew were a block back as someone obviously turned up the alley.  But it was seemingly taking a small eon for them to get to me, so I turned and saw that they were stopped halfway up the last block, but no one was getting in or out of the car.

Then they finally started moving again and when they got to me, I was right next to them and right under a street light.  I turned right towards them.  I can’t say I “looked at” them because they were behind very dark blackened windows.  So I didn’t know if there was one person or half a dozen in the car.  They drove by very slowly.  I knew in that moment that they were suspicious of me.  People are too predictable.

They drove a ways and stopped at the driveway of our building.  Again, for the longest time, no one got in, no one got out.  Finally, the driver and a passenger got out and both went to the trunk and the passenger retrieved a bag and went into the building.

Because I knew they were suspicious of me, I made a big to-do about standing in the alley, in plain sight, next to the condos next door and watched them.  And again, beyond predictable, the driver gets in the car and doesn’t drive forward and out the other end of the alley, but… backs up to me… to use the word “loiter” with me.

He said something to the effect of, “You know there are laws against loitering?”

I said, “Do YOU know that?”

He said something about me looking suspicious.  I told him he’s one to talk as they entered the alley in the middle of the night and stop halfway down the block where there wasn’t much there and no one got in or out of the car.  Then they pull up to the driveway of the apartment building and sit there again for the longest time, no one getting in or out.

I told him that when they drove by me, I was right under a street light and turned and looked right towards them… not that I could see them through their blackened windows.  I certainly wasn’t hiding.  I asked, “So, what did you have to hide behind your blackened windows?”  I asked him if his windows were darker than was legal since a friend of mine had her windows darkened, but the installer would only go to legal limits, which were no where’s near as dark as this guy’s windows.

I told him that someone belonged there and someone didn’t.  I told him to wait a minute while I went to the back of his car and memorized his license plate number.  He decided it was time to leave.  Good move… jerk!

So, to the programmed robots, it’s ok to pollute your lungs, it’s ok to fry your brain with a cell phone or even be plotting the overthrow of the world from that phone, hell you could probably pull up a semi-truck and start loading all their neighbor’s belongings into it and that wouldn’t draw any attention… as long as you’re busy, busy.

But, god forbid, you stand or stroll and just be.  Surely you must be up to something.


(Note:  I told someone about this blog post and this comment I made about loading the neighbor’s home belongings into a truck and they said that in their neighborhood exactly that happened.  No attention drawn.  But I’ll bet dollars to donuts if those thieves instead would have just been sitting in their truck eating lunch or just relaxing, THAT would have drawn attention.  *shaking head*)


Also see info about the Divine Feminine and rest / gather-energy mode in my post Masculine AND Feminine .

InfoWars Does It Again!

Yesterday, I left the comment below at this link:

Seattle Police Officer’s Health Damaged in Homeless Camp Clean-Up, $10 Million Suit Claims

This is hilarious that people think this is a story about homelessness. This is a story about toxic PCBs in the urban environment. Hello! What’s up with all the PCBs? The homeless can go away and the PCBs will still be poisoning people. Why are the alarms not being raised about this insane level of PCBs? Yo?! Denver Ave. S and 1st Ave. South is the industrial district. Lord knows what else is there. Where’s the EPA? (not that they care)

Why did “homeless” end up in the title of this article and “PCBs” didn’t?!

Don’t know what PCBs are?  See here:

What?  Do you think that the homeless put those PCBs there?  In the INDUSTRIAL DISTRICT of Seattle?

People!  Get your heads on straight!  It’s one thing if complete Walking Zombies who don’t know diddly about anything can’t think straight, but when smart, informed, knowledgeable people like those at InfoWars and those who listen to and read InfoWars stuff SHIFT RESPONSIBILITY of things, that’s a sad state indeed.  Gee, I can’t imagine why this world is in such tough shape when the brightest of the bright can’t even see straight.

That title makes it sound like the homeless or even maybe their garbage are somehow responsible for this cop getting sick.  Not hardly, which the story itself will reveal – well, perhaps only for those who have eyes to see and ears to hear – but that title is feeding the cabal’s fear-mongering and divide & conquer agendas.  Ooh, scary homeless people.

Sadly, this is rather mild as far as InfoWars making homeless sound scary.  Supposedly the homeless’ mere existence can cause disease.  NOT!  Other people’s dis-ease, as in, lack of ease, is not your concern.  Tend to YOUR OWN dis-ease / lack of ease.  THAT is what will make YOU sick, NOT someone else’s dis-ease.  Goodness sakes.  Lady Di used to go visit the lepers.  Did she get sick?  Nope.  Why?  First and foremost, she didn’t THINK / EXPECT she would.  Duh!  She probably knew how to eat right too.

WITH INCREASED AWARENESS COMES INCREASED RESPONSIBILITY!  Come on InfoWars, step up.  You can do better than this.  These extraordinary and challenging times demand to be met, not with adequacy – and certainly not delusions of adequacy.  These times demand you be REMARKABLE.

Would it really be a surprise for me to tell you that you live in a sound-bite society?  That’s not wonderful but it is reality.  Face it.  Then work from there.  It’s tough to shift people’s paradigms with sound-bite answers, but with the PROPER sound-bites, which is what article titles are, right?, you can at least get people’s attention and now you just might have a conversation… that absolutely could shift someone’s paradigm.

Ok, on my Dress Rehearsal post, I offer up several wisdom tidbits that we lightworkers like to use.  Let’s pick one, like, “What you think of me is none of my business.”  For people who have not heard this line, it definitely gets their attention.  Now one could follow that up with, “YOUR thoughts don’t create my life and reality, MY thoughts do.”  Ah, now we just gave someone a clue about how creation works.  What follows “I” or “I am” is your creation.  So, in 2 or 3 lines, yep, ya just might manage to shift someone’s paradigm and get them out of the mode of shifting responsibility.

Furthermore, speaking of SHIFTING RESPONSIBILITY:

“As a result of the alleged exposure, Gifford claims, he has been diagnosed with early onset Type 2 diabetes and now generally suffers from poor health. The 5-foot-6, 159-pound officer previously had been in good physical health, managing a lifelong liver condition during his more than seven years in police work, said his attorney, Lincoln Beauregard.”

MANAGING a lifelong liver condition.  And why didn’t that little factoid end up in the title of this article?  Gee, let me guess, “managing” it with pharmaceuticals perhaps?  That “managing” term is what is often used with pharmaceutical use.  Not “cure”, but “manage.”  And often the pharmies actually cause the condition or make it worse.  I could go do what that cop did, in that same area, and I’d bet dollars to donuts that I would NOT get sick, PCBs or no.  But then again, I know how to Think, Speak and Eat healthfully.

My favorite quote from Dr. Lorraine Day, “We don’t get sick from a deficiency of drugs (pharmies) or surgery.”

And ya know, the liver is very resilient and also downright regenerative.  People have had portions of their liver removed and it grows back!  The liver cleans toxins out of the body.  It’s very good at what it does, but there is only so much it can take.  Imagine what it could do if supported properly by the soul that is inhabiting its body.

Conventionally grown and GMO food are highly toxic.  Things like acetaminophen can cause liver damage.  And of course alcohol can also.  And many people who don’t practice proper food combining are using their stomachs as fermenters.  If they eat the standard “meat and potatoes” fare, then the protein has to stay in the stomach for quite a while to allow the stomach acids to work on it.  But the carbohydrates are stuck in the stomach with the protein and they don’t need to be there that long, so they literally start to ferment.

Another commenter on Dan Lyman’s InfoWars article above rightly said that it won’t be city officials (my note: present or past, or any companies involved either, I’m sure) who will pay for that lawsuit out of their pockets, it will come from the TAX PAYER.  Just one more way of assisting the global cabal at creating even more homeless people.

So, let’s sum this up, shall we?  Someone who obviously doesn’t know how to take care of their own health, ends up in a place that has outrageous PCB levels and now everyone else, the taxpayer, has to pay for it.

The cop isn’t held accountable for his own health.

The EPA isn’t jumping up and down over outrageous PCB levels there.

The companies who dumped the PCBs there or who manufactured the products used there, which leaked PCBs aren’t held accountable.

The city, county, state not being asked to clean up the PCBs.


And gosh, no concern about the people, yes PEOPLE, ya know, the homeless who used to be your neighbor and who just might STILL be your coworker these days, having to live in that chemical crap.

Meanwhile, Trump threatens to sic the EPA on San Francisco about human feces from homeless people getting into the ocean.

First, see my comments about the homeless situation to Millie Weaver’s report here:

Yep, messed up how things are NOT being handled properly.  Nope, human poop has no business on the sidewalks and there are simple solutions.  What?  Did these city officials think that just because people don’t have a roof over their heads that they quit sh*tting?  Hello, McFly!

But really?  Poop getting in the ocean is a concern, but PCBs being EV.ER.Y.WHERE is not?

‘Cuz what?  Fish, whales, dolphins, seals, sea lions, etc. DON’T poop in the ocean?  ‘Cuz everyone’s dog sh*tting and p*ssing in their backyard never makes it into the ocean?  We’re talking biodegradable sh*t here.  Decomposition bacteria will munch that down.

But no EPA sicced on the Seattle area to clean PCB SH*T up?  And, unbeknownst to most folks, there is life that will munch down that kind of sh*t too.  See here:

How Mushrooms Can Save the World
Crusading mycologist Paul Stamets says fungi can clean up everything from oil spills to nuclear meltdowns.

I’m sure that “homeless” in the title of an article is major clickbait these days, but come on folks!

Maybe we should be thankful that things played out this way so that we now know that area is brimming with PCBs.

Trump, send the EPA to Denver Ave. S and 1st Ave. South in Seattle!  Tell ’em to bring the right mushrooms.  I’m sure Paul Stamets could help them out with that.

It’s Happening! Trump To Declare Martial Law To Stop UN Invasion

(Note:  I’m writing this note much later… some of this info from InfoWars I think is just wishful thinking.  Don’t blame ’em for wishing Trump would “go on the offensive”.  They often have some “insider” info and yet Trump just doesn’t seem to want to take bold action on the cabal.  *shrug*  But then again… HUMANS, everyone, needs to STEP UP, not just Trump.  So, Life and the Divine will give humans as much of a boot up the butt as they all need to get them TO MOVE!  Have ya all had enough yet?  How ’bout now?)

It’s Happening! Trump To Declare Martial Law To Stop UN Invasion

UN Calls For 600 Million Migrants To Invade U.S.

Needs to happen.  If the U.S. falls to the George Soros and U.N. plan, the whole world falls.

On a nation level, this is called SETTING BOUNDARIES!  It’s allowed, just like it would be on a personal level.

I left the following comment to someone’s channeled message the other day.  Bits from their message are in italics with my comments following:

“There are undercurrents within your societies different from outward appearances. So it is you become upset when someone does this or that even though their actions – unknown to you – are fulfilling your dreams.”

Many lightworkers rail against the very things that will help. They are still coming from a brainwashed / conditioned / programmed place.

“You cannot yet sense how such is possible given how divided countries are now politically and ideologically. In the not-to-distant future, countries will accept they have different needs. So instead of large physical areas monitored and controlled by a small group of people, small groups will form communities that feel right for them.”

Why things like the EU have to go. Different European countries provide variety & choice & different culture. The U.S. has to have each of its states maintain sovereignty for the same reason.

And these two areas cannot take in 1/3 of the rest of the world. People migrating into these areas would be better served to return to their homelands & take back their own countries.

… as the citizens of the U.S. are now in the process of taking back their own country… from the global cabal… who are using, ab-using, brainwashing these people from foreign countries to not only seek asylum in the U.S. but, to at the same time, hate the U.S.

All the crap you see in the world is the global-cabal-led agenda.  I put “led” in there because humanity has been used against each other and self since the word go.  The cabal couldn’t do what they have done without humanity’s unwitting help.  The global cabal infiltrated the U.S. and other governments and put people to war to overthrow duly elected leaders in countries worldwide and put in their cabal puppet.  Now it comes full circle and the highly brainwashed people in those countries now flock to the U.S. and Europe and ab-use the citizens of those nations.  Joe Average Earthling, no matter the nationality, always pays the price… while they are unwittingly used to serve the cabal’s agenda.

Not up to speed on what is really going on in this world?  Read these 2 posts and the info I’ve left in comments there:  Current Events… for Dummies and Massive Apocalypse.

Watch InfoWars Fuel and Fan the Flames of the Global Cabal’s Divide and Conquer Tactics

They shouldn’t have!  No really!

Time to call the Useful Idiots over at InfoWars on their useful idiocy.  Yep, I adore those folks, but boy oh boy do they have RELIGIOUS be-lie-fs / programs that are supporting the global cabal’s agenda!  Who frickin’ knew?!  Time for all that silly nonsense to finally surface I guess.

And it’s obviously time to have a little “come to Jesus” talk with Info Wars about “Jesus” and other matters of religion.

Did you, ya know, “knowledgeable” folks over at Info Wars have any clue that the cabal is one whole hell of a lot older than a century or two?  That it didn’t just start with Albert Pike and the Robber Barons?  The beginnings of the cabal are older than homo sapiens!  They CREATED the homo-sapien form through genetic engineering!

You all have very, VERY old programs / be-lie-f systems running in your psyche and you obviously have no frickin’ clue.  Info Wars, time to wake the hell up and take the frickin’ garbage out!  It’s rotting and stinking.  Enough with pointing to other people’s be-lie-fs.  It’s high time to clean out YOUR OWN psyches!  Leave the others to clean out theirs.  That’s how this works.  You don’t get to clean up someone else’s psyche, your job is to clean out yours.  Get to it!  You are the part of the Universe you were put in charge of.  What the f*ck are you doing with it?  You’ll do far more by leading by example than you will by playing the finger-pointing game.

Yep, you’ll have to learn a bit more and yep the Truth will surely shatter your be-lie-f system / disempowering programming.  Boo hoo.  Grow the hell up and pull your big kid pants on and quit serving the global cabal as useful idiots.  You serve them out one side of your mouth, while you b*tch about them out the other side of your mouth.  *shaking head*

I’ll leave the link (below) and attach all the comments I made there myself to the maker of this video, Greg Reese, and to some others there and their responses to me, well, thus far anyway.  You can look at all the comments there yourselves.  I have included further thoughts below the comments.

THE 3 WESTERN RELIGIONS HAVE GOT TO GO!  Nothing and I mean nothing has promoted Divide and Conquer AND gotten between humans and God / All That Is / Prime Creator like these religions have – you know the religions of “Abraham’s god” – BY DESIGN!  The Hebrew word for religion means regulate.  (Similar to how government literally means “control mind”.)  That is exactly why the global cabal came up with Western religion – to get between you and God.  Wake the hell up already!

And “regulate” was a good word for it.  If “they”, the cabal in its various forms down through time, have any good sense at all about this (lord knows with a bunch of yahoos who forsook God) they would know that “regulating” (as opposed to eradicating) one’s connection to God / All That is / Prime Creator was about all they could hope for because everyone has a rather innate sense of their own Divinity and their Divine Connection to God, even if unconscious and clouded by be-lie-fs.

The old Pagan religions, the pantheon-of-gods religions got it!  These religions were what I call “Being Earthlings for Dummies”.  The Pagans told / tell you about the Earthly realm and the energies you are exposed to while living here and how to work with those energies to graduate from this Earthly / human realm / ex-perience.  But, as the character of “Jesus” told you, you’ll need the “eyes to see and the ears to hear” to understand.  The so-called “dieties” of these religions are not entities, they are energies, which are personified in allegory.   The Pagans tell allegories for the same reason that the character of “Jesus” told parables – allegory, parable, one and the same.  These stories, where energies are personified, appeal to the right brain, which is Intuition, which IS your connection to God and that is the Divine Feminine which gets played down, hidden and flat out dissed in a patriarchy.   The Pagans knew that everyone and everything IS PART OF GOD.  So did tribal spiritual practices.  They honored and respected ALL parts of God.  No parts of God are to really be “worshipped” but yes indeed HONORED AND RESPECTED… and worked with, cooperated with.  Anything and everything is connected TO YOU!  Nothing is better than you.  Nothing is lesser than you.  ALL is of God.  Individuated Souls having individuated experiences.

And yep, Honoring and Respecting Self is where it all needs to start.  Do your Soul a favor and get the damned garbage, in the form of be-lie-fs / programs, out of your psyche so you can get to the Truth.  Your Soul wants the Truth.  Your Soul is the Truth.

Hindu spirituality got it, which is why the Gnostic Christian gospels said that “Jesus” went to India to study spirituality.  Ah, but those gospels didn’t make it into the Bible now did they?  Yep, the global cabal, the WESTERN cabal, were controlling the narrative.  That’s right, thanks to Constantine the Great and the Council of Nicaea.

Hindu teachings are one of many that involve a “pantheon of gods / deities”.  I met someone from India who thought that this was “idol worship” and was silly.  Well, if someone is using it for that, yep, that is silly.  Just like worshiping or “believing in” the character of Jesus is downright silly.  But, as I keep saying, these so-called deities are not entities, but energies!  Deity does indeed mean “god”, but you could stand to think of them more as “from / of God” as opposed to “gods” themselves.  YOU are all gods.  You wield the power of these dieties, these ENERGIES… whether you know it or not.  Start using them CONSCIOUSLY.

The Chinese have such a rich spiritual history along with understanding how the Earth provides herbal medicine, etc. and how the body itself communicates its needs.  It breaks my heart to see China being communist and dissing any and all potential to connect to the Divine and to the planet.  The New Age lightworkers will be teaching the Chinese about their own spiritual history.

Meanwhile, through the 3 western religions, the cabal have Jews, Christians and Muslims dissing themselves, each other, plants, animals, the planet, the cosmos, and true wisdom.  You’ve all been so dumbed down, manipulated and disempowered.  Might as well be crapping right on God’s face.  Oh, that IS what you are doing, ya know, since God is the All That Is.  EVERYTHING is part of God.  What don’t you idiots get about that?!  Doesn’t mean you allow others to dis You either – the Soul that You are, not the dysfunctional veiled version of you.  See the post Unconditional Love if you’re having a tough time figuring out how you love, honor and respect even those who dis you… without getting walked on!  It’s called Setting Boundaries.  Learn how.  Ask God and your Higher Self for help with that.

Yep, religions have to go when it makes knowledgeable, intellectuals like those over at InfoWars go completely off the rail… and fuel and fan those divide and conquer flames.  *shaking head*  When will you get tired of being used for the cabal’s agenda?!

Hate is a poison you give yourself… hoping someone else will die.  How’s that working out for you there “Info Warriors” (hardly).

And… if you’re coming from a place of fear (the frequency opposite of Love), then you will continue to draw to you what you fear… until you face it, see it as the illusion it is, and release it.  Then watch what you used to fear not even come anywhere near you.  ‘Cuz that’s how this stuff works.  You don’t need it anymore.  Experience done.

Enough Already!  Goodness sakes!


So, here is the video I responded to.

Me to video creator Greg Reese:
Yep, religion was used early and often to dumb people down, to control and oppress, for divide and conquer. Remember, Judeo-Christian nonsense came first. It’s what Islam is based on. Duh. It’s older and has been lying to you longer. Yep, even they claim to “be the word of God”. Such audacity! Greg Reese of InfoWars, now turn your critical eye to Christianity! Will you actually release YOUR be-lie-fs in exchange for THE TRUTH?! Your be-lie-fs are hanging on for dear life, but they don’t serve you. God is Truth. Did you only want to get half way to God? Do you only want the Truth that doesn’t interfere with YOUR be-lie-fs? See this post:
The “deficiency of a woman’s mind”? You mean the way that Judeo-Christians dissed “Eve”, ya know because they themselves are STILL duped by Yahweh and they think “Eve” was deceived. How completely clueless… and laughable. Yep, ignorance and arrogance arm in arm.
I laugh at the “being reincarnated to fight and die over and over again” thing. Yep, that’s how it’s been for humanity, stuck on the reincarnation hamster wheel, seemingly can’t learn a thing and wake up to who you truly are. When you gonna get off that hamster wheel? WAKE UP! Wake up Greg. About all you are doing here is feeding the cabal’s divide and conquer gig. DO YOUR RESEARCH on the Judeo-Christian lies that led to Islam… if you have the guts. Islam is just magnifying / amplifying what the Judeo-Christian lies started.

An apparent silly religious person in response to me:
pffttt! earth worship is a fruitless journey at best, witch

(I have utmost respect for the planet I currently live on, yep I do, since, ya know, it’s part of the All That Is, ya know, God, but who said anything about “earth worship”?  People hear what they want. And name-calling is ALWAYS such an effective argument. Not! LMAO When you’ve got nothing intelligent to say, just name-call. *shaking head*  What are you?  5 years old?)

My response to M. Religion:
Typical “religious” re-action (acting again, as you have before) to someone who is actually connected to God… when you only think YOU are.

Someone else in response to me who is apparently a silly Muslim:
Must be an atheist

Quite to the contrary. Religion drives a wedge between you and God. How’s that working out for ya? Myself, I’ve never allowed religion to get between God and me. And religion makes one soul worship another soul… apparently, like the right hand bowing to the left hand, one cell in the body bowing to another cell. Silly and disempowering and downright ignorant. But that’s what religion is about – dumbing you down. I see it worked on you. Not to mention religion making “the Beasts” of patriarchy worship war and killing. How’s THAT working out for ya? You enjoying all the maiming and killing? Is it still as fun as it used to be?

A sane person in response to me:
Religion: Always insane, always murderous, on record. The Catholic Church killed thousands of herbalists, mostly women, whom they labeled “witches” because the women understood the innate magic of plant medicine. Thanks, religion. Thanks, Christians. P.S. Oh, yeah. The Inquisition. Oh, well. Let’s talk about how bad other religions are instead.

My reply to them:
Hallelujah. Yes, most of the people killed in the Inquisition were women. Why? They were Intuitive. Eee gad! Not that! Here, they were actually CONNECTED TO GOD, ya know, the REAL God / the All That Is / Prime Creator. We can’t have that now, ya know, not when there are ETs to worship. People seem to forget that all the Western religions are about “Abraham’s god“. Yep, little ‘g’ god because Yahweh was a frickin’ ET for goodness sakes. That’s who Jews, Christians and Muslims worship – an ET. *shaking head* You’ve all been sold a lie and worse yet, you bought it. Swallowed it hook, line and sinker. Nom, nom. Tasty lies, eh? Yes, JockDoubleday, I find it interesting that Greg Reese seems to have plenty of time and energy to research Islam, but doesn’t research his own religion. *shaking head* Wouldn’t want to get to the Truth now… when one’s be-lie-f system is hanging on for dear life. That pesky Truth just might shatter Greg’s be-lie-fs. Ooh scary boys ‘n girls. Info Warrior, my *ss. He can’t handle the Truth.
Now me to Greg Reese again:
Greg Reese, are you reading these comments? (meaning everyone’s comments there, they are all hating on each other now) You’ve managed to dump gasoline on the flame of Divide and Conquer. Wonderful! Are you proud of yourself? You are feeding the global cabal’s agenda. Don’t break your arm trying to pat yourself on the back there ignoramus. DO YOUR RESEARCH on all Western religion! You have much to learn and until you get to the Truth of things, your be-lie-fs / disempowering programs will continue to serve the cabal’s agenda. Useful Idiot you.

Some more silliness and ignorance out of so-called “Info Warriors”:

My response:
So, have Alex and all his “InfoWars” (not so much anymore, seemingly) employees suddenly took on the memory of a goldfish? Or too busy hating on Muslims to see straight maybe? Perhaps allowing FEAR to steer both their reason and their intuition? Mmm?
Do you remember this article?
“Daniel McAdams, Executive Director of the Ron Paul Institute, lashed out at Secretary of State Mike Pompeo for hiring NeverTrump “neocon war criminal” Elliott Abrams to oversee a US regime change operation in Venezuela after Trump had already rejected Abrams for the State Department in 2016.“You CANNOT make this up!!!” McAdams tweeted Friday. “ @SecPompeo has appointed as his point man on Venezuela the EXACT person most involved in the 2002 US coup in Venezuela! Elliott Abrams – a neocon war criminal!

InfoWars, is she, Ilhan Omar, speaking true about Elliott Abrams?  Someone from InfoWars had before pointed out a comment from someone about Elliott Abrams (above) and his role in Venezuela in 2002 and now they seem to have convenient amnesia or fear-induced amnesia (memory of a gold fish perhaps?)  Like a Muslim is not allowed to point out the same thing?  Just because they are a Muslim?
Seems to be “any way the wind blows” at this point with InfoWars.  Their fears are obviously surfacing BIG TIME… as they flap in the breeze.  And out comes all the warmonger programs.  Goodness sakes!

This congresswoman has her issues, yep, sure does, but when she is “speaking true”, ah, since when is THAT an issue?  Are you denying what she said about Elliott Abrams… in general?  Sounds like he played a MAJOR role in creating the mess that has been Venezuela for decades.

If Mother Teresa stood in front of me and uttered an untruth, I’d call her on the carpet over it.  If Adolf Hitler stood in front of me and told the truth, I’d acknowledge it was the truth.

Yep sometimes people are disinfo specialists with an agenda, but the Truth is still the Truth.  And some people are products of their own disempowering programming, passing on misinfo.  But hey, just develop some frickin’ discernment skills and you’ll know the truth from the untruths… even from the same person, even in the same frickin’ sentence.

What don’t these people understand about TRUTH?  The Truth is the Truth.  It doesn’t matter who is saying it or who isn’t.  Duh!

InfoWars, pull your heads out!  What a spectacle to see OUT OF ALL OF YOU!

“If you can’t kill the Pharaoh (tyrant) inside, believe me, you can’t kill the Pharaoh outside.”  ~  Seyed Mohammad Hosseini, leader of Iran’s RESTART movement

The “in here” / the Inner Causal Realms create the “out there” / the World of Outer Effects.  Learn about yourself and YOUR OWN be-lie-f system / programming and do YOUR inner work.  THAT is what you have anything resembling control over!  Get your priorities straight already.

Learn from the wisdom of children – “If you point a finger at me, you’ve got three more pointing back at you.”

Who Was Yahweh?

(You might want to grab a cup of tea for this one.)

As one of my favorite researchers, Michael Tsarion likes to say, “You’ve been sold a lie and, worse yet, you bought it!”

Yep, the Truth just might shatter YOUR be-lie-f system.  Do you want the whole Truth or only that which doesn’t run headlong into YOUR beliefs / programs?

The global cabal is nothing new, not a couple centuries old, not something just since Albert Pike and the Robber Barons.  It’s older than humanity itself.

For those of you who know today’s current global cabal and have got their number, wrench your minds and hearts open BEYOND YOUR OWN PROGRAMMED BELIEF SYSTEM and you will then see that the cabal’s fingerprints are ALL OVER the entirety of the history of humans.  Period.

Yahweh, ya know, “God”, no it’s the “god” of the Old Testament, is the yahoo who is the beginning of the global cabal!  These are the entities that the global cabal answer to and work for.  These entities created humans to be a slave race and hence were here before humans.  

But folks, they only created your human form, but you are spirit having a human experience, you are a soul of God.  Time to remember who you truly are and take back your Divine Sovereignty and graduate beyond this 3D Earthly realm, to step out of the enslavement that the human form was created for and ascend that form to a higher dimension… literally.  There is really nothing “wrong” with your human form, nothing “wrong” with physical realms and ex-periences.  Yahweh’s ilk did make being human a bit of a challenge (that you as a soul signed up for when you came here) but all the pieces are there and yes, you can become Balanced, Whole and INtegrated, be your True Self as a soul and also still have your human form.  That’s quite achievable in 3D / 4D and you’ll need to do just that in order to ascend to 5D, but dwelling in 5D will mean a whole lot less “have to’s”.  

Read this blog to understand how you can help save the human form (and hence the human race) by saving yourself and ascending to the 5th Dimension / Density.  This is what these times are about and what the global cabal so desperately don’t want you to know about… but that’s the role they have played in this Grand Ex-periment. They’ve done much over time to put you to sleep.  Now they’re doing much to wake you up… as they expose themselves… by fighting tooth and nail to maintain their control over humanity.    

It’s time for a Planetary and Collective Human Ascension.  Graduation time.  

This is an excellent article called “Is Yahweh an Anunnaku?” and what this post of mine centers around:

There’s a further wealth of info there in the epilogue, appendix and other appends.  🙂  I strongly encourage you to go read that stuff after reading this post.

Some comments on the info in the epilogue:

I see what is expressed as “angelic levels” to be what many of us call dimensions or densities.

“Yaldabaoth hence puts a lid over us with this “tree”: everything above him is taboo, everything with and below him is allowed. That is his world without the true God, analogous to the Anunnaki turning away from the prime creator pair to establish their own fake world without them.

Is it this very insight, this knowledge, which will make us free?! That Jesus wanted to give us and for which he, therefore, had to die?”

I’ve said that if you consider the word “sin” to mean ignorance, you’ll have a better idea of what is meant.  I have spoken about that if there were a true “original sin” it would be the original ignorance of not knowing that you as a soul are a Divine and Powerful Creator God.  When you incarnate here, you forget who you are.  Reader and commenter ThankYourMuse had said this interpretation of sin meaning ignorance also makes sense of “Jesus died for our sins”, yes, for our ignorance.  See info later (below in main part of post) about the archetype Prometheus, who was tortured for giving Truth to humans.

“It will not be a coincidence that Yaldabaoth (Yahweh / Anu) came to be, but a preparation for the exodus of souls from God’s light world.”

This has to do with us – and God ex-periencing through us – actually wanting to have these EX-periences.  Ex = outside, hence, living outside of our True Selves, to know not only Light but darkness, not only Truth but ignorance, not only Love but fear, not only Peace but chaos, not only Abundance but lack, not only Joy but misery, etc.  What is not truly us is an illusion.  But the EX-perience and the growth and learning that come from that illusion are very real.

As this epilogue states, there was some ignorance involved by “higher level gods” building up to humanity’s EX-periences, which would be necessary for anyone at any level in order to go along with this grand EX-periment.  It also takes ignorance to have free will, as you can read further about in my post Free Will is Just a Veiled Consciousness State .  If we were all aware of only Light, Love, etc. as we are in “God’s Realm”, if you will, then we’d never exercise our “free will” and hence would not have EX-periences, as we and God obviously desired, crazy as we all are.  Brave and frickin’ crazy.

“Also the archons have their Epinoias, but its light is deeply hidden in them. At the end they shall also find there (sic) way out of the darkness, even Yaldabaoth (a power, who according to Goethe “…always wants the evil, but as and end result yet creates the good”, that is: the souls that become free when their light-Epinoia is sufficiently awaken – illumination).”

Epinoia = Intuitive perception, divine revelation.

Archons – think the global cabal and the ETs they answer to.  Yep, they serve the darkness  which ultimately serves the light and helps to reawaken souls to who they really are.

And also see the Conclusion to the article… essentially, what’s ultimately called for is forgiveness.  Yep, even of the global cabal and their ET masters.  “Forgive them God, they know not what they do.”  For you see, they too are veiled.  And darkness is an illusion.  All a Grand Ex-periment, that yep YOU SIGNED UP FOR!  And re-member… forgiveness is for the forgivER, not the forgivEN.  You release and free YOURSELF by forgiving.  See more on that in Useful Healthful Tips .

Keep in mind throughout – No one can truly take authority over your life, but you sure can give it away.   Humanity, in their veiled-consciousness state, gave authority of their lives away.  Time to reclaim your Power folks.  Re-member, Power and Responsibility go hand in hand.  If you want your Power, you’re going to have to take Responsibility (the ability to respond) for your own creations.  You have to OWN your own creations.  That means your life and reality, both individually / personally and also your role in the collective reality.  Yep, humanity, it’s time to grow up and be big boys ‘n girls.

I’ve known this sort of information for many years.

I have cut ‘n pasted the main body of this article below so that I could insert my own comments here, seen in red.  

I bold AND italicize the portions from the article to which I am referring.  If it’s only in bold, that is the article’s author’s highlighting.

I wrote my bits as I was reading and you’ll see that I sometimes say something that the author later said so please excuse me for repeating what they said… before they said it.


Who is Yahweh?

His name is actually written with only the consonants YHWH. In the Hebrew writing the vowels are, if at all written, marked with diacritics (additional signs), which is never or only rarely done with YHWH. The reason may be that according to old tradition his name should not be pronounced. One therefore talks about him in indirect ways, such as Adonay = “the Lord”. For this reason the vowel signs for ADNY are used also for YHWH. This would actually lead to Yahowah, but it became Yehowah. Why is that? One reason for the “e” could be that Yehu is an alternative name for him (and apparently one that may be pronounced). The more proper pronunciation will, however, be Yahweh.

Yehu, meaning “Yahu is He”.  Ha!  I always call idiotic and unruly ETs “yahoos”.  Uh huh.  There’s the Divine giving Mini Me a clue, ‘cuz that’s how these things work.  I had a hunch that yahoo and Yahweh were related.  Yep.

Recent discoveries of ancient texts and inscriptions [2] show that the archaic Hebrew religion knew a highest god ’El ‘Elyon (the sign ’ is in transliterations used for the Hebrew letter ’aleph and ‘ for the letter ‘ayin), who had 70 sons. One of his sons was Yahweh, who had a consort ’Asherah, i.e., a goddess. Her name is mentioned some 40 times in the Old Testament but it is almost always translated as “grove” or “tree”. This is because her symbol is a tree or and upright wooden pole. So when the Old Testament states that it is forbidden to plant a tree at the altar of Yahweh it really means that it is forbidden to place a symbol of ’Asherah there (Deut 16:21 – and what sense would it otherwise have to forbid planting a tree there?). Has Yahweh even rejected her?  

Only 70 sons?  I’d say then that the archaic Hebrews’ “highest god” ’El ‘Elyon is STILL NOT God / the All That Is / Prime Creator, but just some higher level little “g” god and that is how  this article shows it also – little “g”.  

Tree symbol.  Have you noticed how every time there is some mass killing and you have reason to think that the global cabal are behind it, they always want to make a memorial and one of the things at the memorial is often a tree?  Hiding the Feminine in plain view.  They get to use the power of the Divine Feminine, but YOU don’t!  

Has Yahweh rejected his consort ‘Asherah?  Is this about hiding the Divine Feminine… in order to create an imbalanced – and easily controllable – patriarchy?!

The true creator god, the prime creator, was therefore not Yahweh, but ’El ‘Elyon. He has obviously created a number of secondary gods as his “sons” – better: deities – of which Yahweh is one (and, of course, also the “daughter” ’Asherah). Hence, Yahweh is not the prime creator he wants us to believe that he would be, even though he has also produced certain creations. We recognize a noticeable parallel to the Babylonian creation story Enûma Elish. This tells us about a prime creator pair Apsû and Ti’âmat (who we, in a way, could also regard as the male and female side of the prime creator, resp.), who created a number of deities, from which further deity races arose. One such deity race is the one of the Anunnaki (so called because their ruler and leader is named Anu). They separated themselves off from the prime creators and wanted to live and act without them. Enûma Elish tells about a murder of the highest gods. The Anunnaki are told to have killed first Apsû and then Ti’âmat! Is it possible to kill the prime creators? Of course not! This merely symbolizes that they turned away from them and didn’t want to have anything to do with them, as if they were dead – that was the fall, the plunge out of the divine light into a relative darkness. Therefore, the Anunnaki are fallen deities. The one who is said to have murdered Ti’âmat is Marduk who also became the lord of the Earth. The Anunnaki have under his rule created new human beings on our Earth by means of genetic manipulation, and from them to-day’s humanity arose. The first attempts for this were not very successful, but then they had the new race they wanted to produce.

The “sons” and “daughters” of El ‘Elyon, including all of you and me, absolutely ARE gods / creators, but we’re NOT Prime Creator (and obviously neither are any of these little “g” gods being spoken of – not Yahweh and his ilk and not El ‘Elyon, with only 70 sons).  

We are though PART of Prime Creator.  I have always LOVED the term Prime Creator for the All That Is because of its implications – we are ALL gods / creators.  Creatures and Creators all in one.  

A fellow lightworker had said that it’s not arrogant to think you’re part of God, it’s arrogant to think you could ever be separated from God.  And THAT is just exactly where Yahweh was coming from, he shunned God and then claimed to be God.  

It’s asinine for someone to worship a past Christ because that is one soul worshiping another soul – the right hand bows to the left hand sorta thing.  It’s actually almost as silly to worship Prime Creator because we are part of Prime Creator – the hand bows to the head or heart sorta thing.  But since EVERYTHING is, ya know, part of the All That Is (duh), then it serves to HONOR AND RESPECT All That Is, everything, everyone.  Best to start with oneself and expand out from there.  “If ya can’t love yourself, how the hell ya gonna love somebody else?”

God / All That Is / Prime Creator though is the perspective of all perspectives, literally.  So, yeah, the wise person bothers to utilize their DIRECT Divine Connection and go straight to God and draw on that higher perspective.

See my later comments on the Anunnaki’s genetic engineering.  

Correspondences with the Bible
The first sentence in the Bible reads, in the common translation: “In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth” (Gen 1:1). The Hebrew word that is here translated as God is ’Elohim. It is a linguistic fact that cannot be denied that this word is a plural and hence means “gods”. It has been tried to explain this away through declaring it as pluralis majestatis, which actually doesn’t seem to be common in Hebrew. It rather looks as if one is trying to sweep an embarrassing question under the carpet.

In Hebrew, the sentence is: Bere’shit bara’ ’Elohim ’et ha shamayim ve-’et ha ’aretz. Therefore, some want to translate it as: “In the beginning the gods created the heaven and the earth”, but this doesn’t fit, since the word bara’ = “create” is in singular. Furthermore, the word for “heaven”, shamay, is also in plural: shamayim. However, the problem has a solution.

According to cabbalistic sources, the word bere’shit means not only “beginning”, but also “the first one”, the “original one”, the first entity that was, the highest God. The little word ’et could be seen as an accusative particle but can also be translated as “with” (in ve-‘et the word ve means “and”, hence: “and with”). We now arrive at the following translation, which fits grammatically: “The first one created the gods [together] with the heavens [cosmic worlds] and with the Earth”. This translation, therefore, refers to a prime creator, who first created “gods” and cosmic worlds, of which one is the Earth. According to Gen 2, Yahweh is one of these gods, one of the ’Elohim (since the Bible here calls him “Yahweh ’Elohim” in the Hebrew text, and not simply “Yahweh”). Some regard the ’Elohim as creator gods, who (themselves created) in their turn created other entities – human beings, animals and plants, like Yahweh did.

How I’ve heard this story is thus:  Anu (Yahweh) was the leader of the Anunnaki.  They came to Earth to mine for gold.  Anu left his two sons, Enlil and Enki, here in charge.  Enki was a genetics engineer.  

Yep, Enki created what we have come to know as homo sapiens.  He used a local hominid’s DNA (like homo erectus or cro-magnon… or whatever was around then) and also their own Anunnaki / Reptilian DNA.  

His genetic engineering explains what some call “the missing link”, which means the archeologists see some kind of hominid (perhaps more than one) living here on Earth and then suddenly out of seemingly no where there is evidence of a new hominid (homo sapiens).  Yep, their / our human form was not a product of a slow evolutionary process but a product of genetic engineering.  

The conventional and “dogmatically approved” translation of bere’shit is based on be = “in, at” and re’shit = “beginning”. However dictionaries (such as [3]) state that re’shit can also mean “the first (of its kind)” and be can be a reference to the “origin”. Therefore, the word bere’shit can also be understood as a somewhat tautological expression for “the original first”, “the very first” or “the first of all”. A cabbalistic interpretation is that the word is a combination of beyt = “house, residence” and re’sh = “the supreme, the lord” placed inside beyt (between be and yt). This is then interpreted as “the lord in his residence”.

In a more exact transliteration is bere’shiyt and re’shiyt, resp., and thus one can say “between be and yt”. In -iyt, however, the letter y (actually being a consonant) phonetically marks the prolongation of i and therefore the more common (but less exact) transliteration is bere’shit. More exactly then with a stroke over the i that marks the length: ī.

There are some more peculiarities in the sentence. If one still wants to translate as “in … beginning”, it should more literally be “in a beginning” rather than “in the beginning” (because the latter would be bare’shiyt – a contraction of be-ha-re’shiyt – and not bere’shiyt). This seems to make little difference, but the word is actually written in an undetermined form as if there could have been more than one beginning (like “in one of the beginnings”). Or it could be a genitive, like “beginning’s” or “of the beginning”. This again makes little difference, but in this case, the word “create” would have another grammatical form [4]. Such little peculiarities also disappear if we accept the cabbalistic explanation that bere’shiyt actually can be understood as “the first one”.

Plurals in the Bible
First, we note that the Bible has two stories of creations of human beings. In Gen 1 it is stated that the gods – the ’Elohim – created humans in their image. Here the plural is obvious: “Let us make man in our image, after our likeness … So the gods [properly translated] created man in their own image … male and female they created them” (Gen 1:26-27). This, furthermore, means that the woman was created equivalent to man. They should reproduce diligently.

In Gen 2, we come to the second creation of humans. Here we meet Yahweh ’Elohim – hence one of the gods named Yahweh – who first created Adam and then Eve. He obviously makes his own creation and he forbids Adam to eat from the “tree of knowledge”. The two must later leave Eden and Yahweh ’Elohim said: “Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good and evil” (Gen 3:22).

Second creation of humans?  There is more to this than just creating a man and a woman. 

Hopefully my memory will serve me here, but you can do your own research anyway…. Michael Tsarion tells that Enki actually created not one but two Adamic races.  

Enlil had wanted Enki to create a slave race since those from their own ranks (other Anunnaki) went on strike and didn’t want to mine for gold anymore.  Enki’s first creation was highly intelligent and didn’t go for that slave crap.  There’s reason to believe that this first race was androgynous or hermaphroditic.  And the “in our image, after our likeness” thing may indicate that the first Adamic race may have looked VERY reptilian… like their creators… keep reading.  But as this author also shows, the split gender thing for the second agamic race, homo sapiens, may be how we “resembled” the Anunnaki.  

As you will read about in this article also, but the author may have a slightly different take from what I’m saying here, but it’s all interconnected… there is reason to think that the Anunnaki (or some entities who were fed up with them) may have destroyed the planet Tiamat, the remnants of which are the asteroid belt.  Some think Tiamat was a very watery planet and has been referred to as “the life giver”, so there is reason to think that there was life there, including higher level life forms.  Some think Mars used to be the / a moon of Tiamat.  In that calamity many souls were released in a very traumatic way.  Some think that Enki actually wanted to create a race for those “lost” (trapped in this solar system) souls to incarnate into.  Some think it was out of compassion, but it may just be that Enki was aware that there were trapped souls around and knew they would then inhabit his new creatures… which sounds like may not have pleased his father Anu and his brother Enlil.  

But, yeah, the first Adamic race didn’t go for the slave bit, so, Enki was back to the drawing board and his second Adamic race, homo sapiens, had the genders split and also the brain now had two hemispheres instead of being contiguous.  The split into two brain hemispheres, amongst other things, essentially “dumbed down” the new race.  

And… “They should reproduce diligently.”  Go forth and multiply.  Yep, get t’ busy making us more slaves, thank you very much.

“In our image.”  And yet there shall be no “graven images” of “God”.  Graven means engraved.  The ETs didn’t want future generations of humans to know what they looked like.  Humans / homo sapiens DO NOT LOOK LIKE the ETs who created them. These humans / homo sapiens obviously more closely resembled their local hominid genetic component than their Reptilian genetic component.  So to interpret “in our image” in that way (that humans LOOK LIKE their creators) is not accurate, but consider that “image” is the root word of “imagine / imagination”.  They made humans from their imagination.  Indeed.  Enki was a genetics engineer.  

Also, as this author points out, Yahweh and company played down and hid the Divine Feminine, which IS one’s connection to God.  So… graven images, whether pictures or sculptures are a right-brain / intuitive / Divine Feminine thing so in Yahweh’s warped world, that was not to be.  On the other hand, as Leonard Schlain spoke of in his book “The Alphabet Vs. the Goddess“, alphabetic languages are left-brain, linear-sequential and help to reinforce the patriarchy.  Leonard Schlain had done much historical research and realized that many cultures down through time went from having goddesses or both gods & goddesses to tearing down goddess statues.  He realized it happened after the culture took on an alphabetic language.  

Now, at a SOUL level, we are absolutely in God’s / The All That Is’ / Prime Creator’s image, in this case both in God’s imagination and also we resemble God – we are Powerful Creators, just like God.  We’re part of God.  Why would we not be Powerful Creators?!

If we assume two creations of humans (which the conventional theology apparently doesn’t want to do), this also explains something in Gen 4 that would otherwise be a riddle. There obviously already were people of the first creation outside of Eden, to where Adam and Eve had to go. Cain killed Abel and Yahweh said: “…whosoever slayeth Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold” (Gen 4:15). Who would else be there to possibly kill him? Then Cain took a wife and had a son with her, etc. From where did otherwise these women come?

There were two Adamic races!  The first race, or at least someone from the first race went to “Eden” to tell the second Adamic race, the Adams and the Eves (there were more than just one of each) that Enki had created themselves (the first race) as a slave race and that was the Anunnaki’s intentions for the Adams and the Eves also, that they were Enki’s next try at creating a slave race.  

The first Adamic race was literally the “serpent in the garden” and since then serpents and snakes have been given a bad rap and that first Adamic race, who were just attempting to warn the second of their fate, were villified… by “Yahweh” / Anu.

The Serpent was not there to mislead the Adams and Eves but to warn them of who WAS misleading them.  The Eves were more naturally intuitive than the Adams so they knew that the Serpent spoke the truth and they had to work on getting that through the Adams’ thick skulls.  The Eves caught a clue.  The Adams may not have even been quick enough to catch a cold, beasts that they were.  😉   To this day, the Bible thumpers who are STILL duped by Yahweh have the audacity to say that it was “Eve” who was misled.  *shaking head*  As I’ve said, ignorance and arrogance often go together.  

And… down through history, the men have thought that THEY are best suited to be spiritual leaders while, yep, they can’t catch a clue and dis their very connection to God / their intuition and dis the women who could teach them about it.  *shaking head*  An old friend of mine used to say that women are the conscious Unconscious, while men are the unconscious Conscious.  Uh huh.  

In Gen 18:1-5 Abraham is visited by three men – Yahweh together with two others. In Gen 19 Lot asks Adam about the three, who later destroy Sodom and Gomorrah. They will all three have been ’Elohim.

In many Bible passages, gods are mentioned in a context which gives us the following impression: there are other gods but you should stick to only one of them. The well-known command in Ex 20:3 (below) could be understood as a “non-competition clause”. There are in Exodus more relevant passages, such as:

“Who is like unto thee, O LORD, among the gods?”                                                                    (15:11)

“Now I know that the LORD is greater than all gods…”                                                              (18:11)

“Thou shalt have no other gods before me.”                                                                                  (20:3)

“Thou shalt not revile the gods…”                                                                                                 (22:28)

“…make no mention of the name of other gods, neither let it be heard out of thy mouth.”          (23:13)

There is a large number of other examples in Ex 12:12; 20:5; 22:20; 22:28; 23.24; 23:32-33 and 34:14-16, in Num 25:2 and 33:4, in Deut 4:28; 5:7; 6:14; 7:4; 7:16; 7.25; 8:19; 10:17; 11:16; 11:28; 12:2-3; 12:30-31; 13:2; 13:6-7; 13:13; 17:3; 18:20; 20:18; 20:26; 28:24; 28:64; 29:18; 29:26; 30:17; 31:16; 31:18; 31:20; 32:16-17 and 32:37 as well as in many more passages in Joshua, Judges, 1Samuel, 2Samuel, 1Kings, 2Kings, 1Chronik, 2Chronik, Ezra, Psalms, Isaiah, Jeremiah, Daniel, Hosea, Nahum und Zephaniah.

Another remarkable part in the Bible is the mentioning of the “sons of God” in Gen 6:2 and 6:4: “That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose … There were giants (tyrants) in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown.” Here again the Hebrew text has ’Elohim and “the sons of God” are, correctly translated, “the sons of the gods”. The text makes a difference between them and the humans. Hence, they were not humans. Were they half-gods? And the “giants” who were born from them, where they maybe quarter-gods?

This last paragraph I interpret as… the Anunnaki bred with their human creations (the Eves).  

The Gnostic Christian view of Yahweh
In the early Christianity there were two mainstreams: the Paulinian and the Gnostic Christians. Saul had pursued Christians until he converted and became Paul. The year of his conversion is estimated to be between 33 and 35. The Paulinian Christianity began to develop only after that. Who were the Christians that Paul pursued? They will especially have been the so-called Christian Jews. This concept refers to groups among the earliest Christianity, to which belonged Jews who still adhered to Jewish customs – like Jesus and his disciples themselves. Out of these Christian Jews arose the movement of the Gnostic Christians. Because of his views, Paul cam into a conflict with this original Christianity [5]. Hence, the Paulinian Christianity didn’t arise out of the original Christianity, and with Paul, who hadn’t known Jesus himself, an obviously modified Christianity began, that distanced itself from the Christianity close to Jesus that was in the beginning.

Saul became Paul – Ah yes, the cabal directive, “If you can’t beat ’em, join ’em” – infiltrate and corrupt!  Saul / Paul did NOT convert.  He was the beginning of the TRUE original Gnostic Christianity being hijacked!  

My insert here – read at this link: “Jesus” is also not a real person, but a composite character.  And this link.

One author of an article about this said, “The Jews kept waiting for a messiah so the Gnostics gave them one.”  

A composite character based on what / who?  First, based on many Pagan archetypes and allegories from many cultures throughout history, but also on the wisdom of the original Christians, the true Christians, the Gnostic Christians, the “New Agers” of their day, here to usher in the Age of Pisces, which is why “Jesus” is associated with the symbol of the fish – Pisces.  

“Jesus” is not a real person, but an allegorical character.  Doesn’t mean the story is a throw away.  The character of “Jesus” told allegories / parables himself.  Did you think the characters in his stories were real?  Of course you didn’t.  Do you think the stories are worthless because the characters in them aren’t real people?  Allegories are meant to teach you something.  They appeal to the right brain / Intuition / Divine Connection.  It’s the same reason why the Pagans and Occultists have archetypal “dieties” that are NOT entities, they are ENERGIES, which have been personified so that you use your right brain / Intuition / Divine Feminine / Divine Connection to interpret them, not your “pea brain” / left brain / logic / reason /  intellect but INTELLIGENCE, DIVINE INTELLIGENCE!  

The original Gnostic Jesus Story most assuredly has its merits and I strongly suggest that if you really want to know / gnow (gnosis) the Jesus Story that you go to the original Gnostic gospels, NOT the edited version(s) that Constantine the Great and the Council of Nicaea put in the New Testament.  They had a control agenda.  Conversely, the Gnostics wanted you to reawaken to who you really are.  They want you to know your own Christ Consciousness, achieve your own Christhood.  That’s the last thing that cabal people like Constantine and the Council of Nicaea want you to know.  

Yep, Jesus is just a character in an allegorical story, so it’s certainly NOT a story about Jesus.  So, who is this story about then?  It’s about YOUR potential.  “Have I not said ye are gods?  You too shall do these and greater things.”  I hope to God you DO learn a little something from it.  Find the Christ within!  

For the Gnostics, the creator of this world wasn’t the true prime creator, but a demiurge, a “craftsman”, a fallen angel, who also has an evil side. While the real God, the true prime creator (who Jesus calls “father”) is unrestrictedly good, an imperfect demiurge created an imperfect world. It has been shown that the Gnostics identified this imperfect demiurge-“god” with the god of the Old Testament, who they also called Yaldabaoth, who wants to keep humans in a state of ignorance in a material world and who punishes their attempts to achieve knowledge and insight (to “eat from the tree of knowledge”). The demiurge is a lesser god who wants to be the only one [6]. The text The Apokryphon of John (or The Secret Book of John) states: “He is impious in his madness that dwells in him. For he said, ‘I am God and no other god exists except me’, since he is ignorant of the place from which his strength had come” [7]. (Cf. Ex 20:23 and Deut 5:7). Could this be the explanation of all the abominable cruelties, which after all are literally described in the Old Testament (see below)?

“creator of this world”  Eh, this is a bit of a blending of things.  There are many creators that create at many levels.  I’d have to say – define “world”.  If the planet is what is being talked about, well, that would be a higher-level creator god who makes planets, solar systems, galaxies, universes… perhaps.  

Then as far as life in general on this planet goes, there were many ETs involved over much time at seeding and gardening the life on this planet.  Then there were the Anunnaki who created homo sapiens through genetic engineering.  

If “world” is not about the planet but is more defined like this: “all of the people, societies, and institutions on the earth”, then yeah, Yahweh had a lot to do with how things have gone here… since the creation and enslavement of homo sapiens.  

“He is impious… ”  This to me is what the word “hubris” is about.  Some like to define “hubris” as someone who thinks they are a god… and that is “bad” in some way.  Well, we ALL are gods.  What’s wrong with a god thinking they are a god?  Nothing!  But when they don’t acknowledge that everyone else is also a god and there is a Prime Creator, yep, THAT would be “hubris.”  

From Merriam-Webster – “English picked up both the concept of hubris and the term for that particular brand of cockiness from the ancient Greeks, who considered hubris a dangerous character flaw capable of provoking the wrath of the gods.”

Accurate.  Other gods.  I’d heard it said that “hubris” came from Greek theater and that hubris (as defined above) leads to nemesis – yes, the wrath of the gods.  It ticks off the “other  gods”.  That would include humans also.  Yep, Yahweh was a jealous god and was ticked that humans ended up with souls.  Whah.  

A similar view was expressed by Marcion (approx. 85-160) [8], the first theologian who made a difference between the God of Love in the New Testament and an evil god of the Old Testament.

The abominable cruelties of Yahweh
Who reads the Bible in an objective and unprejudiced way without blinders that fade out certain passages, will (or should…) become deeply indignant about the abominable cruelties [9] described therein.

The “lord” guides his people to the “promised land”, but that land isn’t free. People already live there in various towns. Therefore, the “lord” commands his people to mercilessly slaughter all of them. In nearly all cases not even a child, a woman or an old man is spared, but they should completely all be killed, so that his people can live in: “great and goodly cities, which thou buildedst not, and houses full of all good things, which thou filledst not, and wells digged, which thou diggedst not, vineyards and olive trees, which thou plantedst not; when thou shalt have eaten and be full” (Deut 6:10-11). With this, a veritable holocaust begins!

Gee, does any of this sound all too familiar – invaders from foreign lands urged to take over a “promised land” that they buildedst not?!!!  

So the deceivers, Yahweh’s ilk, used the Hebrews to do this in history.  Today, Yahweh’s ilk uses the radicalized Islamicists to do the same… amongst other migrants who are brainwashed and promised the world if they will just do Yahweh’s bidding, like oh, idk, voting Democrat perhaps?  Don’t think that I am demonizing Democrats (the left) here.  If you’ve been paying attention, I’ve been exposing the western religions (the right) for their control agenda throughout and now, in today’s world they are using mostly (but not entirely) the left to do so.  The global cabal who ultimately answer to Yahweh and his people play both sides of politics, but lately the Democrats are being used more intensely and radicalizing and brainwashing migrants to invade the U.S. and Europe, to “take what thou buildedst not” and yet to hate and tear down the very things and concepts they are taking. 

Are you starting to understand how Yahweh’s ilk and their “right of kings” mundane-level counterparts have and continue to use the western religions for divide and conquer?!  It’s just “the left” doing it this time whereas it used to be “the right”.  Is any of this getting through to you?!  They really haven’t changed their bag of tricks, just put a new mask on it and duped another part of society.  Hell, why even consider changing the tricks when they keep working?!  

And so history continues to repeat itself as humanity refuses to realize this is just a broken record.  “Oh, it’s ok if it’s ‘my people’ who are taking what we buildedst not… right?  ‘Cuz, ya know, we’re God’s ‘chosen people’… right?”  

What part of “ALL THAT IS” don’t you understand?!  ALL is of God.  What made you “special” in comparison to others and allows “your people” to get away with murder, rape, looting and pillage? Was it just the part that you’ve been duped by a “devil” like Yahweh who sold himself as God / All That Is?  … but boy oh boy when that holier than thou crap is aimed at you and it’s YOUR stuff that YOU built and it’s taken from you, then you scream foul.  WTF humanity?!  

There’s not two cents difference between what Yahweh’s “chosen people” did and what the radical Islamicists are doing now.  And yet there are Judeo-Christian types who have the audacity to point their finger at Islam… without researching the history of THEIR OWN religion.  

Gee, maybe if everyone would bother to research THEIR OWN belief system and CLEAN OUT THEIR OWN BRAINWASHED PSYCHES, they would have gotten a much earlier heads up about this VERY SAME TACTIC being used yet again!  

Furthermore, the “in here” / the Inner Causal Realms create the “out there” / the World of Outer Effects.  You change “out there” by working on YOU!  

When will you ALL catch on?!

More recently, now the cabal use atheist communist China to take what they buildedst not in the form of proprietary technology.  

Same old tricks, just using different ways to go about it… again and again and again.  Here are some key control elements and what these terms mean:

 Religion (regulate – as in, your Divine Connection is being regulated),

Government (control-mind), 

Education (training – like with a pet, aka domestication),

Media (medium between / go between),

Entertainment (maintain in a certain condition),

Technology (systematic treatment).

They use anything and everything to control Earthlings.  

In one city after the other, they murder and slaughter until no one is left. The only exception is in a few cases that they kidnap virgins. For what? It would certainly be naïve to claim that it would not be for sexual “services”.

When Moses by order of Yahweh could say as follows, he strongly disqualifies himself and his commissioner: “And Moses was wroth with the officers of the host… which came from the battle. And Moses said unto them, ‘Have ye saved all the women alive? … Now therefore kill every male among the little ones, and kill every woman that hath known man by lying with him. But all the women children, that have not known a man by lying with him, keep alive for yourselves’” (Num 31:14-18).

This rather looks like a mass human sacrifice for the “lord”…

For those who understand German I may suggest to read what the learned Karlheinz Deschner writes about this extremely blood-curdling common history of two world religions [10].

Obviously not just 2 but 3 world religions.  ALL of which have had their egos boosted, being told THEY are “God’s chosen people” in some way or another… so go out and kill all the others.  *yawn*  

Persons who regard themselves as Christians like to suggest that the victims would be “evil” people who lived in “sin”, and don’t want to understand how they this way betray Jesus’ teachings. There can be no worse sin than to kill in the name of God (or of his messenger Christ)! And if one kills in the name of Yahweh, or by his order, this shows clearly enough that he cannot be the true god. Jesus taught us that who takes to the sword will be undone by the sword, and even to love our enemies.

When Yahweh rages as follows, he demonstrates his fake divinity: “And if ye walk contrary unto me, and will not hearken unto me; I will bring seven times more plagues upon you according to your sins. I will also send wild beasts among you, which shall rob you of your children, and destroy your cattle, and make you few in number; and your highways shall be desolate. …And when I have broken the staff of your bread, ten women shall bake your bread in one oven, and they shall deliver you your bread again by weight: and ye shall eat, and not be satisfied. And if ye will not for all this hearken unto me, but walk contrary unto me; Then I will walk contrary unto you also in fury; and I, even I, will chastise you seven times for your sins. And ye shall eat the flesh of your sons, and the flesh of your daughters shall ye eat.” (Lev 26:21-29)

The macho behavior began already before the exodus from Egypt. Yahweh sent Moses several times to the Pharaoh to request letting the Hebrews free. The Pharaoh repeatedly declared that he would do that, but Yahweh the each time hardened his heart so that he, after all, refused: “…for I have hardened his heart, and the heart of his servants, that I might shew these my signs before him” (Ex 10:1). Yahweh insisted in showing his muscles and have all the ten plagues come over Egypt before he would let the Pharaoh allow the Hebrews to go. At last, he went through Egypt and killed all innocent first-born! (Ex 11:5, 12:12, 12:29, 13:15) For what did he want to demonstrate all this cruelty? In a similar way he hardened the hearts of the Hivites (living in the “promised Land”) so that they should not try to make piece (sic – peace?) with the Hebrews but meet them in battle so that they would be mercilessly destroyed (Josh 11:19.20). Everyone should die!

We might estimate that on the average a woman (married or not – even some unmarried had children) had five children in those days. The guess may be reasonable. Of the five only one, of course, was first-born. This would mean that he killed something like 20 % of the population!!!

Another of the many cruel incidents is where Yahweh requests that Abraham kill his own son as a sacrifice for him. When Abraham is prepared to do it, Yahweh stops him and makes it look like a test of Abraham’s slavish obedience. And that is, of course, a test that displays Yahweh’s cruelty. If he had tested Abraham’s love, he would have to declare him as failed … because then Abraham should have strictly refused to do such a thing!

So who, then, are these Anunnaki?
The Sumerian texts tell about a planet Nîbiru that like a comet moves in a long-stretched elliptic orbit with a revolution period of 3600 years, and that that planet is the home of the Anunnaki. Hence, the planet during more than 3000 years is so far away from the sun that everything must be frozen there. How can they live in such a world?

The answer will be that they are multidimensional beings, maybe 5-dimensional. They are said to be of a reptilian nature. We are only three-dimensional, i.e., we can only perceive three space dimensions and think only three-dimensionally. It seems that the Anunnaki have made us this way so that we should not perceive them, unless they appear in there three-dimensional form. This form (their three-dimensional body) is in the long period when the planet is far from the sun – apparently during more than 3000 years – in some state of hibernation, and then they act in other dimensions, invisible to us. In times when it is closer to the sun, they have visited us in their three-dimensional shape and that is told about in the Sumerian and related clay-plate texts. During other times they, however, influence us invisibly from the other dimensions and want to control how things are going on our planet and manipulate us their way, in politics, in a controlled science (leaving out things they don’t want us to know) and in business.

They, of course, need life energy. They could have had it from still higher dimensions, but they instead take it from us and want to keep us as a kind “milking cattle” for such energies, but without us being conscious of it. We shouldn’t know what is going on. Why do they do it that way? The answer will be that they separated themselves off from their divine origin – they “killed” the prime creators. Hence, they cannot expect to get energy from there. They love brutality – fight, war, violence, bloodshed and violent death. Why that? When a human being dies violently, his body is normally still full of life energy (his “batteries are charged”). This energy is released at the time of death and the Anunnaki can gather it. But when someone dies wasting away or in old-age weakness, there is hardly any energy left to “harvest” (his “batteries are empty”). It furthermore seems that they enjoy animating us to violence and war, like when a child plays war games with a computer. They have for this reason put aggressiveness in our genes, but also character traits like obedience to superiors and easily feeling fear. To have fear, especially fear of death, is an effective means for manipulation. When we feel rage and hatred in aggressions, we unconsciously also set life energies free, and we do the same when we have a strong fear. Obedience makes us more easily manipulated to do things we really don’t want to do.

In my Power of Words… post I talk about how humans are encouraged to be “humble” or exhibit “humility”, both of which literally mean “lowly”.  That’s how the Anunnaki view humanity.  

It should also be mentioned that they (being multidimensional beings) will know quite well what too few of us want to know: that there actually is no death. Only the body dies, but the soul is immortal. This doesn’t make things they do less cruel … but rather becomes a bad excuse. I wonder if it might not be the karma for many of them to become real “milk and slaughter cattle” after the end of their long lives …

We, however, get our life energy from above, through the light of the sun, since we have not intentionally and consciously cut off ourselves from that energy flow (yet we are not conscious of what is going on). The light energy is absorbed by plants that we eat, and we also eat animals (unless we are vegetarians) who have eaten plants and absorbed energy from them. So we indirectly do feed on energy from above.

Much of the archetypal information in the Bible has to do with satisfying Pagan religions to  convert their followers.  Paganism, to me, has to do with what I like to call “Being Earthlings… for Dummies.”  Paganism acknowledges the sun and the planet and its seasons, etc., essentially the environment we live in on Earth, and astrology informs us of the energies we, as Earthlings, as influenced by.  As I’ve said elsewhere, the word origin of pagan has to do with “villagers / country folk”, ya know, those who live on and work closely with the land and have to give a sh*t about the seasons for farming, hunting, and gathering purposes, etc.  They are “in tune” with the planet they live on.  These days the cabal still have the dumbed-down urban-dwelling “libtards” dissing the country / small town folk, making it sound like the rural folks are the idiots, when it is the urban dwellers who are completely out of touch with their planet, etc. and tend to have an SSDD (same sh*t different day) sort of existence – regardless of season or amount of daylight, etc., they do the 8 to 5, day in and day out.  *yawn* 

For more on what the present-day cabal have planned to literally block sunlight from the world see this video:

Mike Adams – Bombshell! Documents Show Global Engineering (terraforming!) Linked To Eugenics And Depopulation

Also read my post The Speed of Light = The Speed of Thought for more understanding of how Higher Light gets to us through the Sun and the Hidden Sun.  This “blocking of the sun” thing is about more than just cutting off food supplies, it’s about literally cutting you off from God!

This explains why the Anunnaki allegedly have very long life spans, of the order of thousands and even tens of thousands of years. In the state of hibernation, their three-dimensional bodies don’t age.

I would venture to say that the Anunnaki don’t really have 3D bodies.  They have higher-dimensional crystalline bodies, implying they have ascended at some point… then got “full of themselves” in all the wrong ways and love to lord that over 3D beings.  I sense that they can slow down the frequency of their 5D crystalline bodies to be “in the physical” here when they choose to be.  

I also get that they “mine for gold” to use for 3D-level purposes.  I won’t venture a guess on what that would be.  

I also am getting that Nibiru really doesn’t have much to do with them.  I also get that Nibiru is now no where’s near this solar system.  

This interpretation of the Sumerian and related clay-plate texts is, of course, another one than that of official science. Who, however, studies the original texts (of which translations are found in University libraries) will find that there are no real contradictions to such an interpretation. It is really possible, but official science denies it. Only few have dealt with the subject from this aspect, the best known being Zecharia Sitchin [11]. My book Es begann in Babylon (“It began in Babylonia”) [1] also does so, but describes several things differently than Sitchin does – which means that I don’t agree to everything he writes, especially not the remarkable embellishment of the Anunnaki (a.o., Sitchin doesn’t discuss the “primary murder” of the creator gods Anû und Ti’âmat).

In this case, (God informs me) THIS Anû is referring to the Divine Masculine (as opposed to the biological father of Enlil and Enki) and Ti’âmat here represents the Divine Feminine.  

And, astrologically, the planet Tiamat had Feminine energy and was destroyed, so that REALLY was a blow to Feminine energy in the Sol-ar system.  

In the fall of 2007, a rumor was around that Sitchin would have been arrested. This later turned out to have (highly probably) been a hoax (or maybe an intent was cancelled and later denied). No one should be astonished that some by all means strive to refute him as a crank or a liar. As an example, there is a website that claims that the words “Anunnaki” and “Nîbiru” would be found nowhere in the clay-plate texts. But I have an academic treatise by an ethnological scientist in which these words are certainly found in the translations [12].

As concerns channeling, I am very skeptical, since it is hard to separate the chaff from the wheat, and there obviously is much more chaff than wheat. There is, however, a book that deals with these things of which I (rather exceptionally) have a good feeling: Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak [13]. The Anunnaki are there called “lizzies” (as diminutive of “lizards”), since they are reptilian.

I’m with this person – most channeled info is total garbage.  Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian channelings are an exception.  The “Ps” as Barbara calls them, very much resonate with me and they, through Barbara, have been awakening humanity to the Anunnaki and the global cabal for decades.  

Separating the wheat from the chaff in the channeling realm obviously takes more discernment skills than most “lightworkers” / Dark Clingers can muster as they consume one channeled message after another like eating M & Ms out of a bag.  Nom, nom.  And even if they come across very good, useful, practical, true info they still don’t do anything with it, don’t live it, don’t be it… just on to the next channeled massage. I saw someone had likened this to “spiritual masturbation”.  Indeed.  Goodness sakes.  Channeling porn.  Addiction issues anyone?

There is much information that indicates that the Anunnaki still to day have a secret influence, especially through secret societies like Zionism and related associations, like the Illuminati and certain Masonic orders. In them, only very few chosen ones at the very top of the pyramid know about the Anunnaki connection, but the mass of people – also of members – is kept in ignorance. (I suspect that something similar since almost 2000 years holds for the Church.)

Freemasonry was what the Knights Templar morphed into after that fateful Friday the 13th when the cabal monarchies and the pope came after them.  Knights Templar / freemasons were both leftovers from the original Gnostic Christianity.  But in typical cabal fashion, the cabal “joined what they couldn’t beat” and infiltrated and corrupted the Masons.  This started in earnest in the 1700s, one example being the Royal Society of Freemasons. 

The “harvest” of life energies from humans and animals gives a sense to the cruel practice of sacrifice. Of course, the meat is of no use to the “gods”, but the for us invisible life energies are. This underlines the remark above that all the murdering in the Old Testament may be seen as a mass human sacrifice for the “lord”. Since this life energy is especially contained in the blood, this also explains the command for the cruel practice of letting an animal bleed to death that is maintained in certain cultures. The blood – rather: the life energy in it – is for the “gods”, only the meat is for humans.

There’s something to these stories of “vampires” down through history, albeit metaphorical.  Doesn’t matter if there is something “special” to blood or not, these sick freaks THINK there is so their horrors go on.  Just the torturous death of slowly bleeding to death releases energies that the “vampires” / Anunnaki and their global cabal counterparts can absorb and get off on.  They do though also “get off on / get high on” the blood of tortured people and animals whose blood is then full of adrenaline.  See this report for starters:

And who, then, is Yahweh?
Sitchin in one of his books [14] takes the question up, who Yahweh may be. Is he also an Anunnaku? He is visibly trying hard to show that Yahweh isn’t an Anunnaku, but the god of the Anunnaki. His argumentation is, however, not very convincing. In my book [1] I demonstrate that his reasoning can also be seen to demonstrate that Yahweh is Marduk, and that is something he certainly wants to deny. It is a question of the point of view. Thus, one can actually set up the hypothesis that Yahweh is an Anunnaku! And that he during their physical absence from the Earth is a kind of “governor” of the Anunnaki. This fits to what is stated above about his abominable cruelty, on one side, and on the other side the violent nutrition of the Anunnaki with our life energies. Does he supply the Anunnaki with such energies from the Earth during their hibernation?

Yahweh, then (together with two other, see above) had Sodom and Gomorrah (more correctly ‘Amorah) destroyed. There are indications that this could have been done by means of a nuclear explosions. Certain geological peculiarities in the area may be such an indication. This allegedly was done because the inhabitants of the cities were prone to sin. However, Sitchins understanding of the clay-plate texts claims that the Anunnaki in the area were operating a basis for space traffic with Nîbiru. One gets the impression that they wanted to destroy this and eliminate all traces before they at that time gave up their three-dimensional physical presence on Earth. Sinai would at the time have been a forbidden area for humans. And that is from where Yahweh came – he is in the history of religions described to be a war-god from Sinai [2]! The thing about “sin” may then rather have been an excuse … or the “sin” was being in, or too close to, the forbidden area (so that they knew about it, which others should not).

Or… was “sin” a shorted version of “Sinai” and twist and turn and mix it about and here were are today.  See my points about the demonization of “demon” in Power of Words…to see one small example of how language gets corrupted over time.  

It is written in the Bible that the lord let “brimstone” and fire fall on the two towns. The Hebrew word that is here translated as “brimstone” is gaphrit, which rather means “pitch” (bitumen or tar) and generally refers to “inflammable material” [3], which may well be connected with explosions. Lot’s wife became a “pillar of salt” when this occurred (Gen 19:26). She had hesitated, stopped and looked back, and thus probably was too late to find protection and security, so that her body instantly died and became white from the radiation. As concerns “sin”, rabbinic sources like Talmud and Tanach but also gospels mention hostility towards strangers and denying hospitality [15], but later interpretations want to see voluptuousness and especially homosexuality here. If the latter would be true: why should so many heterosexuals and even children be punished along with the others? Actually: whatever the “sin” may have been: why punish also all the innocent? Here we again come to the unjust cruelty …

Would this be akin to Americans and Europeans not wanting rabid, radicalized Islamacist animals allowed into their country… and the lefty / “liberal” (not hardly) mainstream media (msm) spin it as being hostile and denying hospitality?  Perspective means a lot when looking at these old texts.  

And who is Jesus’ God?
In the New Testament Jesus presents a divine father to us, who much more corresponds to our expectations of universal love and universal good. He also talks about the Holy Spirit, who by many original Christians and by the Gnostics was understood to be a female manifestation of God. God as the prime creator thus appears as male and female at the same time. The prime creators Apsû und Ti’âmat were described as a pair – prime God and prime Goddess. Could there be a connection between the Holy Spirit and Ti’âmat?

See my discussion of the Holy Trinity in Interpretation … of Stairway to Heaven where I talk of the “Holy Spirit / Holy Ghost” is really the Divine Feminine.  But we can’t actually acknowledge the Divine Feminine if we’re trying to maintain the imbalance and dumbed-down-edness of a patriarchy. 

Ti âmat and Holy Spirit – as I’d already said, both represent the Divine Feminine, which is our connection to Prime Creator / All That Is through our Intuition.  

As far as interpreting Tiamat as a planet that was once in our solar system and was destroyed, astrologically, in this Dualistic universal realm, planets are either Masculine or Feminine energy and I certainly have every reason to think that Tiamat was Feminine energy and her destruction would have definitely messed with the Feminine energy in this Solar system.  

It isn’t easy to reduce the God, about whom Jesus spoke and Yahweh to a common denominator. The following quotation from the Gospel of John may be mentioned hereto:

“Then said Jesus to those Jews …”                                                                                           (8:31)

“’…If God were your Father, ye would love me:
for I proceeded forth and came from God…”                                                                            (8:42)

Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do.
He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth,
because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own:
for he is a liar, and the father of it.’”                                                                                          (8:44)

“Jesus” here, in saying “your father” is speaking of the “god” of the Old Testament, Yahweh.  The icon of the “devil” – big, red, horned, hoofed, etc. – is not an actual entity, but was created by the Vatican to fear-monger.  In many ways it disses Feminine energy, sex, Divine Connection.  Devil spelled backwards is “lived”.  Live spelled backwards is evil.  

The WORD ORIGIN of “devil” goes back to “accuser” (also “slanderer”), just like the WORD ORIGIN of “satan”.  

But if that (now societal meme) “devil” archetype could actually be applied to anyone, it would be Yahweh who was an ET who dared to portray himself as God / Prime Creator / All That Is… and yet Yahweh is who Jews, Christians and Muslims think is God.  You’ve all been duped BIG TIME! … and it happened long ago… and your loved ones – parents, teachers and preachers – have passed on the disempowering, enslaving programs down through the generations to you.  

You describe “the devil” in a certain way, but who did / does what you say “the devil” does is actually the god of the Old Testament… who you worship as God.  *shaking head*  Learn more about “the devil” / “Satan” / Lucifer here:  Lucifer 

The global cabal answer to and were trained by Yahweh and his ilk – they project their crap onto others.  The cabal institution of the Vatican / the church created the icon of the devil to put their crap onto it.  To make you miss the fact that the descriptors used for the devil describe the god of the Old Testament called Yahweh.  

About whom did Jesus speak here? It can hardly have been Abraham, to which those he spoke to refer (8:39). The story of Abraham in the Old Testament gives no reason for that. It has been suggested that Jesus here spoke about Yahweh. One might object that the persons he spoke to probably were devoted to worldly things, materialists and in their true attitude servants of Mamon (the lord of richness). In that case, they were rather paying lip service in their belief. Is it imaginable that Jesus would speak about Yahweh as “the devil” or even “Satan”? The Greek text here has diabolos, which actually means “calumniator” or “defamer” and that would probably be a more suitable translation. That Yahweh isn’t the prime creator, but an anunnakian tribal god among others may in view of his undeniable cruelty even appear probable… Looked at it that way, the translation “calumniator” would fit.

Indeed.  Calumniator = making false statements.  That’s Yahweh, the yahoo, all over.  

But quite generally: Did Jesus want to teach original truths and was he for this reason killed by means of anunnakian influence? Did one want to prevent an attempt to give truth back to people? Has one for this purpose infiltrated the Church when it became clear that the new teachings could not be abolished [16]? People expected a Messiah, who would liberate them from Roman rule – but maybe someone came, who would show us the way to liberation from the Anunnaki, and no one really understood him…

The cabal love the archetype of Prometheus and his torture / punishment… for what?  For giving the Truth to humanity.  Geez, can’t have that!  

Rockefeller center details. New York City 2005

A hypothesis about Jesus’ mission and the Christianity
Against the background of these considerations I have come to the following hypothesis.

Jesus came from above, sent with a revolutionary message to humanity and born in the very area, where the Anunnaki had had their center. These still had an invisible influence over humanity from “behind the veil”. Jesus gradually brought people a truth, which these invisible rulers didn’t want them to know. His teachings about love, peace and spiritual as well as human independence were seen as a threat. Then he also in a cautious way taught that his “Father” isn’t the god they believed in. As it came that far, he had to die for it. The invisible ruler hoped that, with his death, his teachings would with time become forgotten. But it came to be differently.

As I’d said earlier there was no “Jesus” but this author seems to lean in the direction that there was.  Nevertheless, what is being pointed to with the archetypal character of Jesus does indeed bring an empowering message that the cabal did not want out.  What’s really being pointed to is an allegory of “Jesus” that the original Gnostic Christians put out, the Gnostics obviously being in touch with their own “Christ within”.  As I said earlier, Saul / Paul (and other global cabal entities) pursued and killed Gnostic Christians, which there were many of and the Gnostic Christian message / movement kept growing.  

But if the global cabal could wrap that all up in one character and then have that character crucified, they were “killing” the allegorical “Jesus” figuratively, metaphorically, symbolically, in the same way that they “killed” the creator gods Anû and Ti’âmat and tortured Prometheus from Greek mythology.  It wasn’t a literal “killing” but a metaphoric one, yes, in hopes that the True Christian teachings that came from the Gnostics would fall by the roadside.  

The “killing” both literal and figurative just never stopped with Yahweh and the followers of Yahweh in the form of “the Church”.  

Check out the pretty much wiping out of the Cathars in the 13th thru 15th Centuries for daring to say that the Old Testament “God” was not the real God / All That Is / Prime Creator.

From here:

Catharism (/ˈkæθərɪzəm/; from the Greek: καθαροί, katharoi, “the pure [ones]”) was a Christian dualist or Gnostic revival movement that thrived in some areas of Southern Europe, particularly what is now northern Italy and southern France, between the 12th and 14th centuries. “

“The idea of two gods or principles, one good and the other evil, was central to Cathar beliefs. This was antithetical to the monotheistic Catholic Church, whose fundamental principle was that there was only one God, who created all things visible and invisible. Cathars believed that the good God was the God of the New Testament and the creator of the spiritual realm. They believed the evil God was the God of the Old Testament, creator of the physical world whom many Cathars, and particularly their persecutors, identified as Satan.[11] Cathars thought human spirits were the genderless spirits of angels trapped in the material realm of the evil god, destined to be reincarnated until they achieved salvation through the consolamentum, when they could return to the benign God.

From the beginning of his reign, Pope Innocent III attempted to end Catharism by sending missionaries and by persuading the local authorities to act against them. In 1208, Innocent’s papal legate Pierre de Castelnau was murdered while returning to Rome after excommunicating Count Raymond VI of Toulouse, who, in his view, was too lenient with the Cathars. Pope Innocent III then abandoned the option of sending Catholic missionaries and jurists, declared Pierre de Castelnau a martyr and launched the Albigensian Crusade which all but ended Catharism.”

The part about that I bolded – When the Catholic Church talks about being monotheistic, they are doing so in an effort to hide the Truth.  What has been sold as “God” in the Old Testament was Yahweh, the ET.  They are attempting to hide the fact that Yahweh is NOT God / All That Is / Prime Creator.  The Cathars on the other hand are attempting to point this out.  Yahweh was a “god”, little “g”, as surely as we all are, but he shunned the All That Is and portrayed himself as that.  

Very interesting that the Cathars would be considered “dualistic” for merely pointing out that the so-called “God” of the Old Testament was NOT the All That Is / Prime Creator and hence not the God of the New Testament that the Gnostics originally spoke of through the allegorical character of Jesus.  I see this as more the Vatican twisting of Truth.  It was the Vatican that created the icon of “the devil”.  Also Zoroastrianism may have influenced other religions, where Duality of “good” and “evil” and also the concept that God / All That Is / Prime Creator had some “evil” counterpart.  Nope, no evil “counterpart” to God, just a little “g” god, psycho ET called Yahweh.  

Concerning the Cathars referring to Yahweh / God of the Old Testament as “Satan”.  I’d love to know if the Cathars themselves actually capitalized that.  No such name.  But the word “satan” means “adversary, accuser, opponent.”  Yep, Yahweh and the global cabal who answer to him go out of their way to be that satanic energy to Truth, Feminine Energy, humanity in general.  No doubt.  And many Jews, Christians and perhaps Muslims also still think that Yahweh, the “satan” that he is, is God.  Wakey, wakey time!

Pope Innocent III is known for saying, “Kill them all, let God sort ’em out.”  This was in reference to the crusades against the True Gnostic Christian holdouts called the Cathars.  The bulk of them lived amongst many Catholics who essentially said, “You’re not taking our Cathars!” who their Catholic neighbors knew were good people.  Pope Innocent III essentially ordered the killing of Catholics just to wipe out the Cathars… just as the author of this article I’ve linked to, and cut ‘n pasted here, says happened in Sodom and Gomorrah… as history kept repeating itself because humans don’t wake up to the control agenda.  Many “innocent” people – at least as far as the reason given for killing them – are killed in order for the cabal to kill off their enemies, which was anyone who dared speak the truth or may have known the truth.  Pope Innocent III doesn’t sound so innocent. 

I don’t agree with all Cathar beliefs but some of those beliefs obviously presented enough threat to “the Church’s” existence that the pope wanted the Cathars all dead.  Nevermind that the “Catholics” essentially stole the Cathars’ name.  Cathars mean “the Pure Ones”.  The Vatican is anything but pure.  Pure evil perhaps is all they are pure in.  

Many today are starting to understand the corruption in the Vatican but they act like that’s something new.  They blame it on the leftist-placed Pope Francis as if he’s to blame for millennia’s worth of corruption.  

Just one example – do you really think the rampant pedophilia within the Catholic Church is just since this new pope has been in?  Really?  There’s a lot of elderly folk around who would tell you different, who were subjected to it when they were children.  

Francis wasn’t around when Cathars and Catholics alike were being slaughtered to kill the True Gnostic Christian message of Empowerment.  He also wasn’t around when the Catholic Church / pope and the monarchies went after the Knights Templar on October, Friday the 13th, of 1307, who were also True Gnostic Christian holdouts.  

Many also like to blame the Jesuit part of “the Church” / Vatican for Vatican corruption, but the Jesuits were not formed until 1534.  By then “the Church” formed by Saul / Paul had done much damage.  

Alex Jones, as knowledgeable as he is about the present-day global cabal, says that recently “the anti-Christ has captured the Catholic Church.”  Yo Alex, the anti-Christ-Consciousness cabal STARTED the Catholic Church!  The cabal and their institution of the “the Church” do NOT want anyone realizing the Christ Within… that the True Gnostic Christians wanted everyone to realize.  

WHAT PART OF “THE Church / the VATICAN HAS ALWAYS BEEN DIRTY” DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND?!!!  Right from its inception!  They may have since layered on even more layers of dirt, but dirt is nothing new for “the Church”.  Wake up humanity!  Being half-awake is NOT awake.  Helping others clean out their psyche about the present-day cabal while you maintain the cabal’s historic disempowering programs in YOUR psyche is NOT getting the job done.  

Have you heard bad things – or perhaps nothing at all – about Pagans, Occultists, the Gnostics, the Cathars, the Knights Templars, the Freemasons?  Who did you hear it from?  Was it a cabal controlled source?  Did they say these groups were… what?… evil or anti-Christ? 

If there was / is any corruption in Pagan, Occult, Christian, Mason practices, it came AFTER the global cabal either infiltrated it or flat out hijacked it.  Like their directive – If you can’t beat ’em, join ’em.  Not to say that all these groups got everything right, but they were doing their best.  They were not out and out deceptive like the cabal.  

Those of you who know the present-day cabal, you’ve got their number.  YOU KNOW that they take the nasty things they do and project them onto their “enemies”, ya know, the people who speak the truth.  They’ve ALWAYS been doing that.  

If some “main-stream” source, albeit even historical ones – ya know, like the 3 western religions!!! – say bads things about people, you might want to actually look into those people.  Chances are, they speak truths that the cabal don’t want you to know.  

Does this confuse you that I would say to learn what Pagans and Occultists have to say?  Is it because you have come to learn that the global cabal use Pagan and Occult knowledge?  Let me guess, you’re in one of the 3 western religions… and you drank their kool aid.  The cabal have used your religions to dis Pagan and Occult Wisdom because they know knowledge is power and they want to keep this info and its power to themselves.  They sure as hell don’t want you using it for good.  So they’ve made you think it’s evil.  It’s only “evil” with their warped intentions behind it.  

There is nothing inherently good or evil in the world.  It all depends on the intent behind it.  

I like to call Pagan and Occult Wisdom “Being Earthlings… for Dummies”.  The cabal, through the 3 western religions have dumbed you down, kept you in the dark, and oppressed you through your ignorance.  

On a more recent example of how the cabal operate…. Since I can’t remember when I’ve heard about those “crazy Scientologists” who won’t allow themselves and their children to be treated with modern medical treatments.  Well, the world is finally waking up to the horrors of the “medical industrial complex” in a bigger way recently.  See my post Useful Healthful Tips about just even vaccines and that’s just one thing.  

A little over a decade ago, I couldn’t help but notice that in a big, yes, “main-stream” way the Scientology people were being dissed and smeared left and right.  Young people were getting all fired up about this and acting like ANTIFA does today, donning masks and getting out in the street to harass Scientologists.  I had a friend whose partner’s son was all fired up about this.  They asked the young man if he had even read Hubbard’s book.  Nope, “not reading that crap” or something similar is what they said.  My friend asked how they could hate what Hubbard and Scientology were about if they hadn’t even read his book.  

I wondered what the cabal had a problem with Scientology over.  

Yep, I’ve got the cabal’s number too, perhaps even better than many of you.  I see their various propaganda campaigns spring up and getting people to hate on others about various stuff or whatever their propaganda push is about and I know there’s something up… yet again.  

I looked up Scientology and found out that Hubbard had been in the military and found out the cabal wanted to eventually get everyone on pharmaceuticals to control them.  He refused to go along with it and Scientology has been anti-drug / pharma.  There was my answer.  I don’t care what else Scientology has got going on, good, bad or indifferent – I got my answer.  The cabal just couldn’t have someone exposing their plans to get everyone on drugs.  

The Divine made SURE I got the message.  

I spent a couple months at the Center for Spiritual Living.  I was looking for peers, but didn’t really find any.  Their head reverend came closer than anyone else there, but, eh, nope, no reason to stay, but was happy to see that folks who maybe still aren’t so “self propelled” in their learning, growing and research and still want to do the church thing could at least hear empowering messages there.  While I was there I met a few folks.  One was a fellow who used to be in Scientology… until… he found out that all the founders of Scientology had been kicked out of Scientology.  Well!  If that doesn’t indicate infiltration and corruption (ya know, the cabal’s directive known as “If you can’t beat ’em, join ’em”), I don’t know what would.  

Then, around the same time, I worked a temporary job at a small business.  The owner did not live locally but came to visit while I worked there.  This whole Big Pharma drug push was not something new to me, but God had a point to hammer home to me.  I got to talking to this owner about looking up Scientology and why there was such a big mainstream propaganda push against them.  He told me he was in Scientology and told me to wait while he went to his car to retrieve a copy of the video that Scientology put out called “Making a Killing”.  Great play on words there.  Yep, “they” (the cabal) are getting rich using pharmaceuticals to kill people or ruin their health.  It’s an older video now, but I’m sure it would be enlightening for many still today.  

Christianity spread, and through the murder of Jesus it was rather reinforced than weakened. Seeing this, the invisible rulers conceived a new strategy. They intended to infiltrate this Christianity and modify it in there own sense, so that it would no more be a threat to them but serve their purposes. This was done and led to the formation of a Church, while the original Gnostic Christianity was lost. Jesus’ teachings became twisted and falsified. In their place came the dogma of the Church and the real Christ was replaced by a fake “Christ”.

Again, the cabal directive, “If you can’t beat ’em, join ’em” – infiltrate and corrupt!  “The Church” then hijacked the Gnostics’ True Christianity.  

The absolute worst way that more-modern “Christianity” has twisted the Jesus story is in getting people to worship him and be-lie-ve in him and thinking that’s all that’s required for “getting to the Kingdom of Heaven”.  If only.  You silly “Christians” (nope, not hardly) have much work to do in the way of Self Mastery (Christ-I-Am) in order to free yourself from this very corrupted mundane realm and “get to Heaven”.  

In every Church, the dead Jesus hangs on a cross with nails in hands and feet, with thorns in his head and with a wound in his side. This is a real voodoo-technique for blocking his power. The subconscious message to us is: “Jesus is dead! Now we are in power!” Then the triumph over his death was symbolized with the torture and murder tool he was killed with: the cross … If they had hanged him, I suppose the symbol of the Dogma would have been a rope with a slipknot…

Just like Prometheus… how dare “Jesus” (the gnostics, the True, original Christians) give humanity the Truth.  The Jesus on a crucifix is just another statue of Prometheus, demonstrating what happens to those who give the Truth to humanity.  

If I remember right, Hiram Abif, who has significance to the Freemasons (I’ll leave that to you to research) was hanged and in mason initiations they put a noose around the initiate’s neck.  Now all the men in “business / busyness” suits wear a tie around their necks.  Things that make ya go “hmmm?”  I’m sure if the cabal could literally get away with strapping a cross to everyone’s back in some symbolic gesture, they’d do that too.  Shh.  I guess I shouldn’t give ’em any ideas.  

Paul played an important role, maybe as an unconscious agent for the invisible rulers. He “converted” from being Saul, an enemy of Christians, to become the “apostle” Paul, who in a clever and sneaky way modified the teachings. That is how the alienation began, which later Constantine and others continued. They thereby also strove for a return to earlier patriarchal conditions, away from positive attitude to women that Jesus had. A new misogyny came into Christianity through the back door, the way the invisible patriarchal rulers wanted to have it. The possibility for a return of the Goddess could not be allowed. The female quality of the Holy Spirit should again be forgotten, and all tendencies for devotion to a divine femininity were tactically diverted to Mary.  She is, of course, revered in her own right, but this reverence at the same time serves a secret deviation from the Goddess, who anew became forgotten.

Again… infiltrate and corrupt.  

And who was Constantine?  Constantine the Great, a roman emperor, who, along with the Council of Nicaea, a bunch of Catholic bishops, put the Bible together in the 4th Century.  

And who, then, is Allah?
Islam arose around 600 years after Christianity and reveres Allah as the one and only god. The word actually means “The God” and thus isn’t really a name but a designation (like “Yahweh” isn’t really a name either, but also a designation that means “he is”). One of the central basic principles of Islamic confession is: “There is no god except ‘The God’” (La ilaha illa Allah). This reminds strongly of Yahweh’s “Thou shalt have no other gods before me.” Under the hypothesis that Yahweh saw himself threatened by Christianity and, therefore, infiltrated it, one can envision that the same Yahweh wanted to create an analogous religion under a new denomination in a related people. On one side in order to have a have a “second track” for his influence and on the other side in order to be able to play the two off against each other in a Machiavellian sense of “divide and rule”.

No god except “The God”.  Again, some of the most damaging part about this is that we are ALL gods.  We are always creating, we are never not creating.  But if you do not acknowledge this, then you are creating unconsciously and haphazardly and look what a fine mess that has made in this world, eh?!  This is why my favorite term for God is Prime Creator because of the implications that we are ALL Powerful Creators.  Find out how YOU create here: How to Create

It’s my understanding that the religion of Islam was yet another Catholic Church creation.  Notice the common denominator.  

Years ago, I had a rather large list of email addresses of lightworkers with whom I would share info.  That sharing went both directions.  We were enlightening each other to details about this worldly situation.  I sent out something about the Freemasons being corrupt.  A friend wrote back, “I know many masons and they’re all good people.  If you want to know about corruption, check out the Vatican.”  I wrote back, “I know full well about the corruption of the Vatican, but I was raised Catholic and I have to tell you that most Catholics are good folks, just like you know masons to be.  But Joe Average Catholic and Mason don’t know what is going on in the upper ranks of their organizations.”  My friend wrote back, “You’re absolutely right.”  

Also other extraterrestrial visits?
It is highly probable that humans of this Earth have had contacts with extraterrestrials already before.
It seems quite possible that the Egyptians, Incas, Mayas and Aztecs had such contacts and that these extraterrestrials will not always have been Anunnaki. Regressions with persons, who once lived in Atlantis, indicate that the culture there had contacts with extraterrestrials, who gave them higher knowledge as a kind of development aid. They withdrew disappointedly when they saw that the knowledge was abused. One client experienced himself as a hybrid between extraterrestrials and humans, and suffered from being discriminated by both sides, since he didn’t really look like an Earth human, but also not like an extraterrestrial.

ETs have been here all along.  This planet was seeded and gardened and tended to.  Everything on this planet comes from ET DNA, ourselves included.  Not all were malevolent like the Anunnaki.  And not all Reptilians are bad either.  Those that came here were kinda outcasts of their own race.  Their Reptilian cousins are not thrilled with them either.  

Also, some benevolent ETs “made mistakes” by showing themselves to humans, hoping to awaken and guide humanity, but alas, the dumbed-down humans then wanted to worship these ETs.  Oops.  That kinda was counterproductive to these benevolent ET’s intentions.  

Very evil chapters of human history on our planet are the cruel conquests and destructions of above all the Latin-American cultures through European Yahwistic cultures. Why did the latter want that? A logical answer will be that Yahweh manipulated humans to that end, since he didn’t want competition in his influence on humankind. Thus, this will concern influence of other extraterrestrials than the Anunnaki or, maybe, rivaling Anunnaki groups.

It may be assumed that there were also other cultures on Earth before the anunnakian manipulation of human life here, and that they may in many cases have had benevolent contacts with other extraterrestrials.

In India, an ancient knowledge has to a large extent survived that probably also has to do with very early extraterrestrial contacts. The yahwistic attempts to eradicate this by means of the British rule (and earlier through the Muslim Moguls) luckily didn’t really work. Instead, the knowledge became accessible to the entire world, since ancient Sanskrit texts were translated to English! As if the plan backfired… (but to day business globalization is, instead, doing much damage to the Indian culture).

Are then all “Gods” only extraterrestrials?
There are authors who seem to claim that. But the true creator God certainly isn’t in that sense an extraterrestrial, since he – beyond that concept – is everywhere. That then some of his creations were regarded as “gods”, when they came from somewhere else to visit the Earth, is quite another matter.

The Anunnaki want to claim that they are our creators!
The Anunnaki are not our creators! They have by means of genetic manipulation in very ancient times only created the bodies of our prime ancestors but not created them out of pure energy, as the prime creator did when he created our souls. They are in no way our creators!

For clarity, the Anunnaki, yes, created our bodies, by combining the DNA from a local hominid with their own DNA.  Our SOULS are God’s / Prime Creator’s / All That Is’ creation.

Our bodies are not really “us”, they are “on loan to us from the planet” when we incarnate here.  It will be the same on 5D Gaia.  She and we will have crystalline bodies.  But yeah, it could be said that even though we create our 5D crystalline bodies as part of our personal ascension process, those bodies will be on loan from Gaia.  Our bodies are very much a part of the planet we live on and WE as souls are very much a part of the planet while we are incarnate there.  Our energies absolutely affect our planet.  

Are the Anunnaki mentioned in the Bible?
The Bible mentions a tall people called Anakim, the sons of Anak. They have to do with the Nephilim, who are the above-mentioned “sons of the gods” who came down to Earth to have children with the “daughters of man”. The following Bible passages mention “Anakim” and “Anak”: Num 13:22; 13:28; 13:33, Deut 1:28; 2:10-11; 2:21, 9:2, Josh 11:21-22; 14:12; 14:15; 15:13-14; 21:11, Judg 1:20.

The conclusion near at hand would be that these are Anunnaki (in their three-dimensional appearance) or probably rather there off-spring resulting from their sexual involvement with humans of the Earth.

Perhaps both.  

There is reason to think that some Reptilians can shape-shift – being higher dimensional beings – into human form.  Some say that is one reason that they want a blood sacrifice and literally drink human blood… enabling them to take on human form.  *shrug*

Also the old “right of kings” thing plays into all this.  The shapeshifting may though then be due to them being a mix of homo sapiens (which is already part Reptilian) and then being bred with Reptilians.  

The western (European) monarchies were / are more Reptilian than most of us and they do their best to keep it that way, which is why they marry their cousins, to “keep their bloodline pure”.  So, they think this gives them the right to rule over humanity.  

Barbara Marciniak’s Pleiadian contacts (the “Ps”) like to talk about how the “kings” (political rulers who are sell outs to the Anunnaki / Reptilians) think that if they control and kill off humanity by destroying / terraforming the surface of the planet, that they can hide away underground until they can resurface and rule the world without most of humanity.  These “kings” like to think the Anunnaki / Reptilians will reward them, but no, the Ps say these “kings” will be the Anunnaki’s dinner.  


Learn Why The Globalists Fear The Individual

Always love Nick Begich’s perspective. Sharp guy. Much here in this talk about essentially HONORING both the Individual AND our Collective Connection.
“… the power of the individual…” Yes, the POWER OF ONE. Many like to think that’s about us all being connected. No, not really so much. Someone needs to have courage enough to speak up.

Years ago, Dr. Heather Anne Harder, who ran for president in 2000, told me of a study (see Asch Experiment) where a group of people were tested. In the same room with them were people who were “in on it”, as in, they were part of the test. So, someone at the front of the room drew 2 circles on the board. Circle A was clearly bigger than Circle B. This person asked everyone, “Which circle is bigger?” Those in the room who were in on the test all said Circle B was bigger. Those who were being tested looked around bewildered… until one of them had the guts to go against consensus and declare that Circle A was bigger, then the others had the courage to do so also… but it took that one individual with guts enough to trust their own senses and speak their truth to dissent to what the “mob” was saying.  In so doing, they give others the “permission” to do so also.

Listening to Nick and Alex right here… well, it’s like reading my own frickin’ blog. I’ve not been so happy for humanity as I am in this moment. PEOPLE ARE WAKING UP TO WHO THEY REALLY ARE!

But… Alex STILL has yet to understand that Free Will is NOT something to cling to.  It’s dysfunctional and disempowering!  Wake up Alex!

Self Masteries Are Us

The following is a comment (ended up in spam) made to my blog and my response.

Hey, how’s it going?

I want to pass along some very important news that everyone needs to hear!

In December of 2017, Donald Trump made history by recognizing Jerusalem as the captial of Israel. Why is this big news? Because by this the Jewish people of Israel are now able to press forward in bringing about the Third Temple prophesied in the Bible.

Jewish Rabbis have publicly announced that their Messiah will be revealed in the coming years who will be a leader and spiritual guide to all nations, gathering all religions under the worship of one God. They deny Jesus as their Messiah, and the Bible tells us this Jewish Messiah will be the counterfiet that will bring about a false peace, and ultimatley the great tribulation.

They even printed a coin to raise money for the Temple with Donald Trumps face on the front and with king Cyrus'(who built the second Temple) behind him. On the back of the coin is an image of the third Temple.

More importantly, the power that runs the world wants to put a RFID microchip in our body making us total slaves to them. This chip matches perfectly with the Mark of the Beast in the Bible, more specifically in Revelation 13:16-18:

“He causes all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hand or on their foreheads, and that no one may buy or sell except one who has the mark or the name of the beast, or the number of his name.

Here is wisdom. Let him who has understanding calculate the number of the beast, for it is the number of a man: His number is 666.”

Referring to the last days, this could only be speaking of a cashless society, which we have yet to see, but are heading towards. Otherwise, we could still buy or sell without the mark amongst others if physical money was still currency. This Mark couldn’t be spiritual because the word references two different physical locations. If it was spiritual it would just say in the forehead. RFID microchip implant technology will be the future of a one world cashless society containing digital currency. It will be implanted in the right-hand or the forehead, and we cannot buy or sell without it! We must grow strong in Jesus. AT ALL COSTS, DO NOT TAKE IT!

“Then a third angel followed them, saying with a loud voice, “If anyone worships the beast and his image, and receives his mark on his forehead or on his hand, he himself shall also drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is poured out full strength into the cup of His indignation. He shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels and in the presence of the Lamb. And the smoke of their torment ascends forever and ever; and they have no rest day or night, who worship the beast and his image, and whoever receives the mark of his name” (Revelation 14:9-11).

People have been saying the end is coming for many years, but we needed two key things. One, the Third Temple, and two, the technology for a cashless society to fulfill the prophecy of the Mark of the Beast.

Visit http://WWW.BIBLEFREEDOM.COM to see proof for these things and much more!

If you haven’t already, it is time to seek God with all your heart. Jesus loves you more than you could imagine. He wants to have a relationship with you and redeem you from your sins. Turn to Him and repent while there is still hope! God bless!

  • The above comment that I am replying to here was in my spam, but I felt it was actually worth addressing.

    “In December of 2017, Donald Trump made history by recognizing Jerusalem as the captial of Israel.”

    I really don’t care one way or the other about the state of Israel (Isis-Ra-El), but the state of Israel is a global cabal creation. No one, and I mean no one, has worked harder to fulfill Biblical prophecy than the global cabal. Many a supposed “Christian” evangelist type is going out of their way to ship all the Jews from all over the world to Is-ra-el (Isis-Ra-El). Why? What is their motive? Do they detest Jews so much they are just trying to get them out of their own backyard? Wtf? But then again, who the f*ck cares about such silly nonsense?!

    “Why is this big news? Because by this the Jewish people of Israel are now able to press forward in bringing about the Third Temple prophesied in the Bible.”

    And I sure as Heaven don’t give a crap about outward temples. Tend to YOUR OWN temple, which is your own being, in all its aspects – body, mind, emotions, spirit.

    “Jewish Rabbis have publicly announced that their Messiah will be revealed in the coming years who will be a leader and spiritual guide to all nations, gathering all religions under the worship of one God. They deny Jesus as their Messiah, and the Bible tells us this Jewish Messiah will be the counterfiet that will bring about a false peace, and ultimatley the great tribulation.”

    I myself, I AM a spiritual leader (albeit, an unknown one thus far) in ways you couldn’t even f*cking fathom and I actually probably will be a spiritual guide to all nations. Blah, blah, woof, woof. I myself deny Jesus (or anyone else) as MY messiah / savior. I’m not Jewish though. I may be considered “a Hebrew” though, which is just one who has Higher Knowledge.

    As I’ve said elsewhere – What is termed “being saved” / ascension / being Christed (all one and the same) is not something that someone else can do for you. It’s the ultimate exercise in Self Mastery. Really? You think someone else can take care of YOUR Self Mastery?

    I know that, especially in this day and age, everyone is into hiring someone else to do things for them, even raising their children for them. *shaking head*

    I can just hear the advertisement for this now:

    Are you experiencing the nagging urge to take care of your Self Mastery… but just can’t seem to find the time? We here at Self Masteries Are Us understand. We know there are football games to watch and beer to drink and even the global cabal to be exposed. So who really has time and energy to take care of their own Self Mastery? That’s why we started our service. Just dial Jesus-Christ and we’ll send you your own personal savior / messiah so we can get the process started, then we’ll take it from there so you can get back to your ever-so-important 3D activities.


    These people who think that if they just “believe in Jesus” they will “be saved”, well, first, Jesus is a fictitious, allegorical character, so that’s beyond silly, believing in a fairy tale character will save you.  But if he were a real person, it’s still just as silly. It’s like someone with cancer thinking that if they just believe in a healthy person, they too can be healthy.  Wouldn’t that be so wonderful and easy?!  Nice pipe dream.  Don’t actually Think, Say or Do anything healthy to, ya know, get healthy, just believe in someone who is healthy, who HAS Thought, Said and Done healthy things.  *shaking head*

    And… you’re STILL waiting for “the great tribulation” to happen? Where’ve you been? It’s been going on for quite some time and getting more intense for some folks all the time. But hey, whatever has to happen “out there” to drive you “in here” and get your own danged healing / inner work done!

    “Let him who has understanding calculate the number of the beast, for it is the number of a man: His number is 666. ”

    Obviously YOU don’t have the “understanding” that is being talked about there. This number 666 thing refers to gematria. The “number of man”. That is not meaning “human”, but “man” as opposed to “woman.” MAN has been THE BEAST!!! Nothing wrong with Masculine energy in general, but without the balance of Feminine energy you get the imbalance of a patriarchy and that IS rather BEASTLY!  Men have been more beastly than beasts.  What? You haven’t noticed that… yet?  How much maiming and killing needs to go on before you catch on?    

    And ya know what’s the FIRST thing to go when the world is a patriarchy? YOUR CONNECTION TO GOD! Because INTUITION is your connection to God and that IS Divine Feminine energy.  This was all quite by design, by the ETs that the global cabal are minions of.  You dumbed-down, ignorant Bible thumper you.

    The number of “woman”, ya know, gematria-wise, is like 1080.

    Here are a couple articles about that:

    Hidden Messages: Sacred Numbers and Christianity

    Yep, look into Margaret Starbird’s work!

    I can’t / won’t deny that the cabal are attempting to RFID everyone. Like I said, they are going out of their way to fulfill Biblical prophecy. Never mind they are no better at interpreting it than most Judeo-Christians are.  But yeah RFIDing everyone is the utmost of control-freakedness.  Yep, over-the-top Masculine energy, off the frickin’ rails!

    Are you paying attention to internet censorship and the control over your ability to buy and sell either online or off that is HAPPENING NOW, WITHOUT putting a chip in you?!  Hello?!  If you still don’t understand that is all already going on, full tilt, listen to this.

    NONE of this would be happening without the imbalance of the patriarchy.  As I’ve said elsewhere, the answer to a patriarchy is NOT a matriarchy, but a patriarchy is much easier to control and sustain because men are not as naturally intuitive / Divinely Connected as women are and men are bigger and stronger and can muscle their way around, foolish as they have been / are to do so.  Some good-hearted men in this world now may even hold women on a pedestal, but for what?  For their beauty… not for their natural Divine Connection.  *shaking head*  Don’t kid yourselves that the patriarchy has not hurt men.  It absolutely has.  MEN’S Divine Connection has been SEVERELY impaired by the patriarchy.  MEN’S Divine Feminine has been denied.  They dis half of themselves by dissing or not acknowledging the Divine Feminine.  And when a patriarchy goes on for as long as it has, even women start to act like men, in all the wrong ways, jumping right over assertion and straight to aggression.  Not good folks. Time to quit identifying so closely with your MEAT SUIT.  What’s between your legs is NOT who you are. You are a soul of God, who, at a soul level, HAS NO GENDER!

    “He causes all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hand or on their foreheads…”

    Have you considered that the “mark on their foreheads” has to do with being more left-brained (masculine energy) than right-brained and hence not so intuitive (intuition IS feminine energy) and hence not so connected to God?  Mmm?  Have you considered that the “mark on their right hand” is about being “heavy handed”?  Mmm? And not just “a hand” but the RIGHT hand, which is controlled by the left side of the brain (left side of brain & head and right side of body are masculine).  Yep, Masculine energy gone wild.

    We are all Powerful Creator Gods. Forgetting THAT would be the original “sin” / ignorance… forgetting who you really are! The only reason Powerful Creator Gods should give a sh*t about prophecy is to heed the warning therein. The prophecy heeded is the one that DOES NOT fulfill. Powerful Creator Gods don’t sit back and watch Biblical prophecy unfold, like they’re watching a f*cking movie. Power Creator Gods Create Anew! They create what THEY want, what THEY are Divinely guided to create.

    “Jesus loves you more than you could imagine. ”

    Do YOU love you? Do you love you enough to “save” yourself? Since you are the only one who can. Past Christs can’t save you, most especially fictitious ones.

    There is no “Jesus”. The New Testament stories, well, the parts that could be taken literally (the entire Bible is steeped in Sacred Symbology / archetypal info) are the stories of many people all lumped together under one “name” (yeah, “Jesus”), an allegory based on many Pagan archetypes from many cultures throughout history, but also on the wisdom of the Gnostic Christians, the New Agers of their day, here to usher in the Age of Pisces. That’s why “Jesus” is associated with the symbol of the fish – Pisces. And now we have a whole new herd of New Agers to help with a Planetary and Collective Human Ascension. And you’re not to WORSHIP anyone else – not those who have achieved their own Christhood or those of us who will soon achieve our own Christhood or those who are working on doing so. YOU could stand to get t’ busy working on YOUR OWN Christhood. Silly. Silly, brainwashed and disempowered so-called “Christian”. Time to put another bump on that word and be a Christ-I-Am. Oh my, but that WILL take some work and some responsibility and I know you’d love to shrug that Responsibility (and the Power that goes with it) and just hand that off to “Jesus” and Self Masteries Are Us, but sorry there Bub, you’re the only one who CAN save yourself. Best get off your “waiting for Jesus to come and save me” duff and GET YOUR INNER WORK DONE!

    “Have I not said ye are gods? You too shall do these and greater things.” ~ “Jesus”

    What you could stand to acknowledge is YOUR OWN CHRIST WITHIN. Do you know what your “good book” says about THAT? Best go have a look.

    “Jesus” is not returning. He would have had to show up in the first place, at least once to then be “returning”. The cabal has you waiting for something that will never happen… so that you don’t save yourself.  CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS is what is returning to this world… through YOU… if you let it.  You in or what?

    Screw some semi-fictitious character named “Jesus”. Work to attain your own Christ Consciousness. Nope, Self Masteries Are Us are NOT going to come rescue you, you must save yourself. You’re the only one who can. God and your higher self would be quite happy to help, just cut out the “middle men”, including all those long-dead ones in that book you’re thumpin’ on.

And Now… the Moment You’ve All Been Waiting For

Status seekers are rebuked, as “Headliners of Light” assume control of the process.



First Try

Oh. my. goodness. Alex Jones knows SO much, gets SO much (I do adore him and love his passion)… then he has his own brick-wall be-lie-f system that is SO not how it is.  Ok, I’m going to transcribe what he says here, starting at ~7:30 minutes.

“We have a new spirit, each person is new, but our body is an earth suit of all our ancestors together. And imagine, your grandmother, your grandfather, if they knew their father or mother, it’s electrochemical like electricity. You are completely connected as much as you are to your mother and father to people a million years ago. And they are an expression of you in a dream to the future, time-traveling through flesh, which seems like a long time to you in your life, but it’s really nothing. You are expressing something like a moth, that, like a, like a caterpillar becomes a moth or a butterfly. You are projecting through space-time genetically for this larger plan. We’re about to hit the final next level of the explosion and there’s an interdimensional attack obviously on this jump point. So you don’t wanna just live and enjoy yourself, because then you spiritually die. You only live forever by your progeny carrying on your genetic memories and genetic blueprint towards the future and defeating – you don’t think just God lets us launch on this planet without an attack – we’re under total attack.”

So close and yet so far.

Do we have what some call “cellular memory”, which is kinda what Alex is talking about here?  Yep, sure do.  Perhaps also called “ancestral memory”.  Yeah, kinda.  Can’t / won’t argue that.

But, ah no, Alex, we are NOT “new spirit” / “new person”.  At a SOUL level, we live forever… or however long we choose to (perhaps).  We have all been around THIS block (Earth, in human incarnations) and many other blocks (other star systems / planets) SO many times, it’s not even funny.  This kinda reminds me of lyrics from Tracy Chapman’s song “First Try” (see below).

Ok, he’s using the word “spirit” (and some people like to distinguish between “soul” and “spirit”), but to me he is actually talking “soul” when he is using the word “spirit” at the beginning of what I transcribed.  Is “spirit” perhaps actually a good term to use concerning “cellular / ancestral memory”?  Yeah, perhaps.  In plain and simple English (my favorite language), Spirit = Energy.  Soul = Entity.  

But our SOUL doesn’t get just one try… and how he is talking “cellular / ancestral memory” here, well, if THAT is what some folks would call “spirit”, it’s not a “first / only” try that way either.

Also go to my Current Events… for Dummies post and search on the word “breed” and read what I wrote in comments there. Ahh… so people DO think the only way to “live eternally” is by breeding… and Alex Jones is one of those people. LMAO.  It truly IS about “keeping up to the Joneses”, like Alex Jones. LOL  Ahh, that does explain some people’s “need to breed”. lmao  Sorry Alex, but the be-lie-f system of that is just so silly.  Touch base with God / All That Is on that one.

And sorry again Alex, but there is no “devil”.  See my Lucifer post.

Alex says we’re going to live forever.  Define “live”.  At a soul level we do just that anyway… whether “humanity” lives on or not.  But!  We can save the human FORM by ascending ourselves to 5D.  


“First Try”

Can’t run fast enough
Can’t hide I can’t fly
I’m struggling with the limits of this ordinary life

I’m just a
Just a
Just a first try

Can’t hear what you say
Can’t see by the light
I’m struggling with the limits of this ordinary life

I’m just a
Just a
Just a first try

Can’t say what I mean
Can’t love from the heart
Can’t trust in the mercy and the goodness in the world
Can’t learn to accept that it’s alright
To struggle with the limits of this ordinary life

Can’t be
Just a
Just a first try
Can’t be
Just a
Just a first try
Just a
Just a
Just a first try

Unconditional Love

This blogger doesn’t allow for commenting on their blog apparently, so I guess I’ll have to answer on my own blog.

From my book  Awake & Aware – Top Priority: Self  :

Here are the four Greek words for the different kinds of love:

Eros – sexual, erotic or romantic love.

Storge – family love, the kind of love there is between parent and child or towards a pet.

Philia – brotherly friendship or affection.  It is the love of deep friendship or partnership.  It might be described as the highest love of which man, without God’s help, is capable.  

Agape – compassionate, selfless love directed equally toward all people. 

What this blogger, in this article, calls “unconditional love” is of the Agape sort.

I often joke, but seriously it’s how it is, I may not want someone in my life, but I can and do still love them in an agape sort of way… even if I have to “love them from afar”.

In case you didn’t fully absorb what I just communicated there – there may very well be conditions on whether someone is in my life or not, but there are NO conditions on my love for them.  It’s along the lines of – I may not condone their actions, I may not be willing to be subjected to their energies (due to Self Love and self respect), but I never stop loving them.  If you don’t understand that, you still have some things to learn about “unconditional love.”  Love just is.

Furthermore, all those other souls, at a soul level, are just like the soul that you are.  They’re just having a different experience.  But they are part of God as surely as you are?  Do you only love God just a little bit?  Only some parts of God?  Do you really think God is that way – only loves some souls?  If you desire to return to God, you’re going to have to love all of His / Her / Its parts.

Doesn’t mean we have to put up with their sh*t though or “be nice” to / with them.  Nope, we sure don’t.

“When we talk about compassion we talk in terms of being kind. But compassion is not so much being kind; it is being creative [enough] to wake a person up.” ~ Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoch

Frankly, what could be “kinder” than that?!  Yep, call those ENERGIES on the frickin’ carpet. You’ll be serving that SOUL well by doing so.

From the blog article link above:

“Even thou I know this earth is a school with a broad spectrum of light energies for students, I sometimes grow tired and lack patience with dark, stuck energies.”

Yep, I’m with ya.  But distinguish between the SOUL that is standing in front of you and the ENERGIES which they are currently carrying.  Mmm?!

Again, from link above:

“There is a very dark energy group at our earth school. They are bullies and always want to be in control. They provide valuable lessons to be learned by all of us, but still, they are tiresome.”

Yep.  And that lesson here would be how to set boundaries.  That serves both yourself AND the person / people you are setting boundaries with.  And the ultimate boundary is getting someone OUT of your life… if need be.

“One of the most shocking findings of my work was the idea that the most compassionate people I have interviewed over the last 13 years were also the absolutely most boundaried.”  ~ Brené Brown

Yeppers! No surprise here on that count.  Even if / when the persons we’re talking about are the global cabal. I’ve gotten several messages from God through Tarot over the last few months about humanity rejecting the cabal’s agenda. Uh huh. And as these things often go, people will get AS MUCH of something that they need. They’ll be driven to “Enough already!” levels, whatever that takes for everyone involved… till they learn to set boundaries.  Those who serve the dark are in the long run serving the light by making YOU go all in!  

The cabal are certainly a special case, since they are literally psychopaths.  Joe Average out there is not so far gone as the cabal.  They were just programmed by the cabal.  Unfortunately, that manifests outwardly as the same sort of energy.  You might be able to reach Joe Average.  The cabal?  Perhaps not so much.  The solution is the same.  It’s called setting boundaries.  

There cannot be a “villain” without a “victim”.  Aren’t you done with casting yourselves and others in these roles and reading off of that script?!  Stuck in Duality much?  Stop insisting on being a victim and stop giving authority of your lives away and then all the b.s. stops.  

Yep, the cabal are rather insistent.  But humanity has / had been rather insistent at living in gray areas… for a very long time.  It’s time to get off the fence.  If you want the light, if you want to reconnect with the Divine, most especially to FULLY acknowledge your own Divinity, yep, you’ll have to work at least as hard as the cabal have worked at darkness in order for you to get back to the light.  Have you reached YOUR “Enough Already!” level yet?  Ready to turn things around?

No one can truly take authority over your life… but you sure can give it away.  This whole Earthly realm “game” is currently about gaining (reclaiming) and maintaining authority over one’s own life… instead of continuing to give it away… as humanity has been doing for far too long!  


Ignorance and Arrogance

… are often common bedfellows.

This morning I sit in a coffee shop.  I wanted to listen to the State of the Union (SOTU) address and started to.

The person sitting next to me made some comment, which I didn’t hear with my ear buds in and video playing, so I stopped the video and asked what he’d said.  He said something about ignorance concerning the SOTU, something to do with “investigation”.  I wasn’t very far into the SOTU so didn’t know what he was referring to so asked if he was talking about the Mueller investigation.  Yep.

Frankly, the first thing out of my mouth should have been along these lines: “Really?  You’re looking at what’s on my computer screen… then have the audacity to comment on it?!  So now, can I see what’s on your computer screen?”  *shaking head*

I said, “You do know don’t you that Mueller, Obama and Clinton were the REAL Russian conspiracy?”  I watched the energetic brick wall go up on him.  I’ll just bet he’s got a problem with a wall at the U.S. southern border, but boy oh boy did that wall fly up between him and his fellow human… because of a difference of perspective.

I said, “Do you even know about the Uranium One deal?”  (said brick wall now getting mortared) I then went on to say, “Do you even know about the global cabal?”

“Ok, we’re done”, he says.

I said, “Look up ‘Uranium One’. ”

He starts to protest me even talking to him now…

I said, “Your ignorance is showing.  Tuck that in, nobody needs to see that.  I’ll turn away while you tuck that in.”  *covering my eyes*

I put my ear buds back on.  But nope, I tweren’t done yet.  I pull the buds back off.

I said, “Can I give you some advice?”

He starts protesting more (me thinks he doth protest too much) saying he’s done, he gets it, blah, blah, woof, woof.  Ya know how they want to just talk over you.  They think they “win” somehow if they don’t let you talk… ‘cuz you know, the Truth is determined by who can talk the most or the loudest.

I said, “No, just one line… (and insisted) … how’s about you accept the fact that the next person just might know something you don’t.”  (Thank you Jordan Peterson for that line.)

“How’s about YOU accept that?”, he says.

I said, “I do.  That’s why I know as much as I do, I keep my mind and heart open to information.”

I could have gone on to say what you should be able to infer and that is… he was NOT open to a different perspective.  As soon as he saw I was not in utter agreement with him he shut me out.  Done.  I, on the other hand, would have been quite happy to have a civilized conversation with him about this, but he closed me out.  I often do have civilized conversations with people who do not agree with me or know what I know, but they do demonstrate that they can manage a peaceful discussion.  Some of them even vow to go look some things up, ya know, actually do their own research when someone turns them onto something they are not aware of.

Not this guy.  Frickin’ Walking Zombie anyway.

Reminds me of what cellular biologist Bruce Lipton said about both humans and the cells that make up human bodies – one cannot be both open and closed at the same time (and can’t both move towards and move away from something at the same time).

He keeps trying to make me not talk to him.  Ah dude, I didn’t start talking to you!  You started this, but I’m about to finish it.

I said, “No, you had the audacity to just ASSUME that the person sitting next to you was just another programmed robot who hated Trump…”

“I get it, you’ve said enough…”

“And your ASSUMPTION spoke volumes so I’m just responding to it.”

“You didn’t have to say ‘ignorant’…”, he says.  Note, he was the first one to use that word, in the very first thing he said.

I said, “What’s wrong with ‘ignorant‘?  It just means you don’t know something.  It’s NOT even an insult.”

(Since he took insult to it when it was applied to him, he himself obviously DOES mean insult when he uses that term towards others.  Fine and well, but OMG don’t use it towards him.  *yawn*)

He couldn’t gather his things up fast enough and get the hell outta Dodge.

Good riddance… and don’t let the door hit you in the ass on the way out.

Nope, can’t be both open and closed at the same time.  Like the old disempowering program that Michael Tsarion refers to – “teacher = threat”.  If every time a “teacher”, be it a person or an experience, shows up and you perceive it as a “threat” then you’re closing yourself off from learning.  Why would you do that TO YOURSELF.  It’s not hurting the next person any that you shut them out.  “Tootles!  Come back sometime when we can talk longer.”

Address the Darkness

We’re here to create more light in this world.  Yep, we sure are.

But what happens when we turn up the luminescence?  The Light shines into the Darkness.  Great!  That allows us to see the Darkness better.  (Because of this happening, some silly humans think it means there’s more darkness in the world.  Nope, it’s always been there.  You can just see it now.)  Why is that a good thing?  Because the Darkness IS THE MAIN THING THAT WE ARE TO ADDRESS IN THIS ASCENSION EFFORT!

What?!… you say.

Yeppers.  Being aware of the darkness on a global scale is definitely significant because ya all could stand to QUIT PARTICIPATING IN IT.  Your continued (albeit unconscious) participation in it just continues to feed the old paradigm.  How do you quit participating in something that you are not even aware you are steeped in?  Mmm?  High time to actually learn about the world you’re living in.

Do you think of yourself as a “star seed” and that being caught in the old 3D Earth Matrix didn’t and couldn’t possibly happen to YOU?  Well surprise!  It did.  If you were more aware of the Truth of this world and your own programming, no one would have to tell you that I’M TALKING TO YOU!  Ask the Divine to help you know what you need to know in that regard.

And addressing ONE’S OWN DARKNESS WITHIN is THE ABSOLUTE TOP PRIORITY!  We create the World of Outer Effects / the “out there”, with our Inner Causal Realms / the “in here”.

The bulk of most people’s inner darkness is not of an out-and-out malicious sort.  It’s mostly ignorance, which comes from being programmed or conditioned with disempowering be-lie-fs.  Still causes lots of problems though.  The cabal do NOT have the numbers to actually create the destruction that they have in this world.  They needed humanity’s help.  They hijacked our creative energies and used them against ourselves, our fellow human, the planet and all of her lifeforms.

So… understanding the world you live in and what is REALLY going on “out there” will help you understand how YOU have been programmed so you can quit serving THEIR agenda.

If that information (in link) surprises you, well, boy oh boy do you have some catching up to do!  Did you think that you could escape looking that outer darkness in the face?  How’s about your own inner darkness, especially in the form of ignorance?  How do “lightworkers” actually help this world if you keep unconsciously participating in, feeding and energizing the darkness?

The global cabal is about to take a tumble (finally!).  But just because the programmers are gone does not mean the programs are.  Everyone needs to heal!

And that includes many a “lightworker” (Dark Clinger?) who thinks they have such a grip on reality, while they parrot the main stream media (msm) propaganda and promote the cabal’s “progressive” socialist / communist / authoritarian / totalitarian agenda… because these “lightworkers” are so very clueless.  WAKE UP “LIGHTWORKERS”!  For starters, why are you STILL identifying with political terms like “left” or “progressive”?  Lightworker my ass.  You’re so stuck in Duality, it’s not even funny.

Your precious “progressives” are going all out to make a world that resembles 1984 meets Atlas Shrugged.  AND YOU’RE HELPING THEM!  Goodness sakes!

Did you want your – in many lightworkers’ (LWs’) case, “leftist” – be-lie-fs and programs to continue to run your life or would YOU (ya know, YOUR SOUL, NOT your programs) finally like to actually run your OWN life.

Am I being harsh?  No where’s near as harsh as the progressive agenda.  No where’s near as harsh as the Truth… which will set you free… if you have the cojones to actually face the Truth and embrace it.  Maybe when it finally beats you over the head, you’ll quit resisting it.  Yep, you’ll have to release your be-lie-f system in the process.  Yep, much more work for “lightworkers” to do.

And all that Light stuff, ya know, like love, peace, abundance, joy, all-knowingness, etc. IS WHO WE NATURALLY ARE, IT’S NOT SOMETHING THAT WE NEED TO SEEK!  We just need to unbury our True Selves from under that crap heap of disempowerment, dysfunction, fears, ego issues, wounds, etc.  Then violà!  Your True Self will be revealed!

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”  ~ Rumi

And most important of all, addressing one’s OWN Inner Work / Healing Work / Shadow (darkness / hidden) Work is HOW PLANETARY AND COLLECTIVE ASCENSIONS GET DONE, ya know, your Soul Mission… re-member that?!  Oh yeah… that!  Gosh, sorry to interrupt your “play time” and your “pea-brain, mind-candy addictions”, but… there’s a planetary and collective ascension going on here that could use your participation.  You in or what?!

LIGHTWORKERS, GET YOUR PRIORITIES STRAIGHT, ONCE AND FOR ALL AND DO YOUR OWN INNER WORK!  It’s the part of all this collective stuff that is YOURS to do and that no one else can do for you.  And… knocking out your own inner work is the absolute biggest bang for your buck that you’ll have to actually be able to assist anyone else.  Get off your Distraction Detour of so-called “serving” others when you have yet to address your own inner work.  You’re not serving sh*t until you knock out your own healing and ascension process.

If we were playing baseball / softball together, I’d be telling you to cover your own position on the field instead of putting your nose into the next person’s ability to play theirs… and then not covering your own!  Doh!  You can’t play their position for them… but you SURE CAN inspire them by how well you play your own.  You’d probably play your own position better by making and keeping it your TOP PRIORITY! … ya know, instead of trying to impress everyone else and “help” everyone else.  LEAD BY EXAMPLE!

Enough with the useless, egotistical codependency, which is useless, that you got going on with your fellow lightworkers (did I mention useless?), stroking each other’s egos for all the wonderful, flowery channeled messages you are putting out (*yawn*)… which isn’t getting the job done.  Most channeled messages are bogus anyway and they come from ET yahoos who do NOT have your best interest in mind.  (See comment below and also read posts As Below, So Above and Energy Discernment.)

As one fellow lightworker so aptly titled their article a while back – “Deal with your OWN shit, THEN serve.”

Priorities!  Get them straight or you are not gittin’ ‘er done.

Get the job done already!


(added 3/8/19)  Yep, let’s get those Higher Vibrational Portals of Light open shall we:

Some think that “Light Bringers” may refer to Luciferians.  Well, since “Lucifer” is REALLY the planet Venus when it is the Morning Star (it’s called Vesper when it’s the Evening Star) and there is otherwise no “entity” called “Lucifer“, I kinda say “eh” to that one.  Someone needs to castigate the planet Venus?  LOL

I see Light Bringers as lightworkers.  They could stand to get castigated.  Why?  Because the goal here is to ultimately reduce the darkness.  But one can truly only do so WITHIN THEMSELVES.

I have started to refer to those “lightworkers” who resist their own healing / ascension process as “Dark Clingers”.  By not addressing the darkness within themselves, they are feeding the “darkness” as surely as the so-called “Luciferians”.

If you “get” (understand) that THEE best way to help others and the world is TO DO YOUR OWN INNER WORK, for Christ’s sake (literally!) get after those lame-ass “lightworkers” (Dark Clingers?) who are doing everything but getting their own inner work done.  Pass this post along if nothing else.  Make them wanna don a bumpersticker that says “If you’re gonna ride my ass, pull my hair!”

Status seekers are rebuked, as “Headliners of Light” assume control of the process.


For those who OBSESS on the outer darkness, read the post Create Anew!

The Speed of Light = The Speed of Thought

When Einstein came up with his equation, he in no way meant to imply that the Speed of Light is a constant.  It’s not.  He knew this.  But it’s one of those quantum physics kinda things where you have to pick a point to define.  Einstein picked the Speed of Light in a vacuum. 

Now, it’s not that the Speed of Light cannot be defined mathematically in general.  But if you want it in rather simple terms, then yeah, pick a point.

Having said that, let’s talk Maxwell’s Equations a bit… Conventional science keeps trying to come up with some Unified Field Theory mathematical equation that basically sums up everything.  Huh, summing up All That Is.  Here, supposedly “Godless” scientists are daring to sum up the All That Is (God).  But whatever equation is proposed always has some exceptions, hence it’s really not the ultimate equation.  It’s my understanding though that Maxwell actually had it right… initially.

Unfortunately, someone else came along and “simplified” Maxwell’s equations.  Well no, that was NOT the intention behind this supposed “simplification”.  Nope.  What was actually done to Maxwell’s equations was that any reference to other dimensions and / or the Divine / Infinite Light was purposefully left out.  Those other dimensions and the Divine absolutely have influence on 3D so leaving them out will absolutely account for the exceptions that fall out of the incomplete math equations.  Just another case of dumbing down humanity.  Don’t let humanity know of other dimensions.  Religion had been doing its part in that for quite a while.  Now it was conventional science’s turn at it.

Years ago I read Alex Collier’s book “Defending Sacred Ground . Alex was a physical-level contactee with entities from the Andromeda star system.  He did not “channel” them, or what have ya, but was actually visited by them and also was taken on board their ships.  He and the Pleiadian channeler Barbara Marciniak both played early roles in recent times in awakening Earthlings to the global cabal.

One thing the Andromedans told Alex was that the Speed of Light was not a constant.  They told Alex that The Speed of Light was the Speed of Thought.  Expressed a different way, the Speed of perceivable Light depends on one’s frequency of consciousness.

Then, in more recent years (and still quite a while ago now), I came across the book “Punk Science – Inside The Mind Of God” by Dr. Manjir Samanta-Laughton.  Manjir is a physician / medical doctor and yet in this book is talking physics but she’s not a physicist so it’s expressed in layman’s terms.  An interesting side note here is what I like to call the Divine putting information “into the atmosphere”.  She was inspired with this information and after turning out her book came to realize she was not the only one who was inspired with this same info, at the same time.  The other person is a physicist and so has expressed the same info in more math- / science-heavy terms.

And that sort of thing happens often.  Such things make me laugh at those that talk “copyright” or “plagiarism” when it comes to Divine wisdom.  Really?  You “own” Divine wisdom do ya?  Well you’ve certainly got some audacity / big cojones there, but dare I say you’re applying that energy in the wrong direction, a useless direction?!  I can’t count the times when I’ve expressed a concept to someone, who recognizes it, and they say “Oh that’s… So & So” and say someone’s name that I’ve never heard of.  Nope, certainly not my source of that info then.  Yep, many people at once can pick up on the info that the Divine “leaves in the atmosphere” for us all.

One thing Manjir discusses in Punk Science is black holes… which aren’t really black.  The center of a black hole appears black because it is beyond your level of perception.  The center of a black hole is actually Infinite Light.  It’s just so bright you can’t see it and hence perceive it as black.

The “event horizon” on a black hole is the limit of your ability to perceive light.  So… if a 3D-level person and a 5D-level person were to observe the same black hole, they would see the event horizon in a different place because the 5D-level person would be able to see a higher frequency light and hence be able to see further towards the center of a black hole.

So, I’m going to segue here a bit into… esoteric info, that has been available in this world for those who have eyes to see and ears to hear.  

The number 12 is a big thing for Earthlings.  12 + 1 is also significant.

One example is the character of “Jesus” and his 12 disciples. The disciples are the 12 and Jesus is the +1.

Another esoteric reference to 12 + 1 is the 12 tribes of Israel (Isis-Ra-El) and the missing 13th tribe.

What does all this allude to?  The 12 signs of the Zodiac.  Much esoteric info alludes to astrology, ya know, as I’ve said elsewhere, this information is an Understanding Tool, or “Being Earthlings for Dummies.”  It explains the energetic environment that one lives in while on Earth.  This is pretty valuable info for not only living here on Earth but also for graduating beyond Earth and ascending on outta here or taking on Christ energies / Christ Consciousness / achieving your own Christhood.  Do I really need to tell you that the global cabal has made great effort over much time to keep you from knowing this?

So, with the Zodiac, what is the +1?  It would be the missing sign of the Zodiac, what the ancient Greeks called Ophiuchus and the Romans called Asclepius.  Where is this sign?  Between Scorpio and Sagittarius.  The tail of the constellation of Scorpio and the arrow of  the constellation of Sagittarius both point to Ophiuchus / Asclepius.

And what do we find in the sign of Ophiuchus?  The Galactic Center, which many perceive as a “black hole”… that really isn’t, it’s Infinite Light.

Egyptian mythology uses Isis to depict this “Hidden Sun”.  See the “veil”.

Isis - the Hidden Sun

What is significant to Earthlings about this “Hidden Sun” at the Galactic Core / Center… which is Infinite Light?  Well, it’s where the “river of souls” comes from… for starters.  It’s how our souls enter this 3rd Dimension from Infinite Light or higher dimensions when we incarnate as human on planet Earth.

AND… when I mentioned Israel above, why did I then say “Isis-Ra-El”?  Because THAT is what Israel stands for – hidden in plain view.  It’s the ancient Egyptian version of the Holy Trinity (also see Interpretation … of Stairway to Heaven post for more on that).

El = god (Father / Divine). ’El ‘Elyon is Hebrew for Prime Creator (maybe… or some higher level god of some sort).

Ra = sun (Son / Masculine) (due to Language of the Birds / Green Language – son = sun is again hiding information in plain view).

Isis = the hidden sun / Infinite Light from the black hole at the galactic center (Holy Spirit / Feminine).  

And just like with male and female genitalia, the sun, representing masculine energy is out there for God and everyone to see, while the black hole (which isn’t “black” at all, but is Infinite Light) at the galactic center, representing feminine energy, is hidden.

With all this in mind, to say that Pagan archetypal information is all about “sun worship” is trite and downright naive / ignorant.  And this is often said by the ultimate son / sun worshipers – Christians.

Janet Jackson once had a “wardrobe malfunction” and revealed a little something (she’d probably say “whatchu calling little”, lol), while people who say “sun worship” are having a “consciousness malfunction” – yep, their ignorance is showing – they could stand to tuck that in, nobody needs to see that sh*t!

Higher light FROM THE DIVINE (God) comes through the hidden sun (the Divine Feminine), then through the sun (the Divine Masculine), to silly souls in human form, who say dumb sh*t like “sun worship”.  *shaking head*

Any lightworker who is in or has been through their healing and ascension process knows that they FEEL increased solar activity through their own field(s).  Yep, Higher Light from higher dimensions / densities and from Infinite Light / God / All That Is / Prime Creator.

And brainwashed / disempowered / ignorant humans have the audacity to dis Pagans / Occultists who understand these things and in the process they dis Prime Creator Itself.  They shouldn’t have.  No really!  Dare I say their speed of thought and, hence, speed of light is damn slow?!

God! Enough Already!

“God is Truth.”

Apparently NOT when it comes to this F*CKED UP ascension project.

I have NEVER been lied to, deceived by, strung along by ANYONE the way I have been BY GOD during this f*cking ascension project… never without purpose… but ENOUGH ALREADY!  (some people have no f*cking idea… I had no f*cking idea how God could put the f*cking global cabal to shame in the category of deceit until the ascension-hell years started)

Enough with sacrificing the forerunners! … and the rest of the 1st wave for that matter… and even frickin’ GAIA at this point!

God, quit mollycoddling the “precious” frickin’ lightworkers (LWs), most especially the “seasoned” LWs who talk like they’re all that, but talk is frickin’ cheap!  Time for THE SEASONED LIGHTWORKERS to start making some of their own f*cking sacrifices for the almighty f*cking purpose of this ascension project.  It is way overdue that the seasoned lightworkers grow the f*ck up, pull their big kid pants on, STEP UP and F*CKING TAKE SOME RESPONSIBILITY IN THIS ASCENSION PROJECT ALREADY!

It’s HIGH TIME to allow Gaia and the 1st Wave to ascend!

God, enough already!  Either ascend me or kill be, but either way DO IT QUICKLY!

God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.
God, ascend me or kill me.



Just expressing… isn’t that what blogs are for?!

Massive Apocalypse

Here it comes!  That proverbial schtuff is about to hit the oscillating blades.

Ok now, don’t get your brainwashed panties in a bunch get.  I know many people have been led to be-lie-ve that “apocalypse” means the end of the world.  Ah, no, that’s NOT what that word means.  Learn what the words you are using REALLY mean!   We create through our Thoughts, Words and Deeds and you don’t even know what your words mean!

Along those lines though, the leftists are claiming the world will end in about 12 years.  First, define “world”.  Planet or human-made world?  The leftist cabal stooges started to say that in 2018.  2018 + 12 = 2030, as in Agenda 2030. They also love to use such, like with the carbon tax, to further take your tax dollar to make it even more difficult to survive… with or without environmental destruction.

Eh, I’ll give it 20 – 25 years… for the “end of the world”… AS WE’VE KNOWN IT.  And here I do mean the planet’s ability to sustain life here like what we’re used to seeing.  But, I don’t tell you this to fearmonger like these leftists are doing, it’s just me speaking true.  Not written in stone, but with current energies and inertia, yep, an extinction-level event looms on the horizon.  And nothing is currently slowing ANY of this down… while people sword fight with the cabal politicians over everything else.

I also don’t tell you things implying that “Something must be done!”, ya know, outwardly.  I tell you these things to inform you of what the cabal plans are… so…that you can withdraw your energies from their agenda and NOT feed it.  Resisting and fighting something, in and of itself, IS feeding it.  See my post Create Anew! for more on that.  It’s key now to tap into what I like to call your “Inner Technology”, to do your Inner Work , NOT to get preoccupied with the “out there” in an “out there” sorta way.

The leftists and the rest of the global cabal have their own fearmongering agenda and they are ALSO going out of their way to bring an extinction-level event.  Interesting that the things they never mention are chemtrails (geoengineering), fracking for oil, weather manipulation (like the “water bomb” that created the flooding in Louisiana in 2016), HAARP, etc.  The global cabal are literally terraforming this planet and THAT never gets mentioned when they talk “climate change.”  Hmm.  They’re doing fairly well with their terraforming… with your help! … by hijacking your creative powers and using them against you and your planet for their own agenda.  And no, not in the ways that the “climate change / global warming” yahoos are saying you’re doing it.  If you are in deep denial about the health, or lack thereof, of the Earth’s environment, you just might end up being part of the potential (and highly probable) extinction-level event.  Enjoy your Mad Max adventure.  (Note: since “Terra” is another name for Earth, perhaps we could say they are anti-terraforming the Earth, making it less Terra-like, less Earth-like.)

See 3D Earth and Planetary Ascension Project Overview (Review?! and comments there for more.

The 2 key things that the global cabal want to keep from you is the Planetary and Collective Ascension Project that is ongoing now AND their terraforming of this planet to essentially end life as we’ve known it here on this planet.  The race is on!

But, I digress…

Well, in a more immediate way, for the global cabal, the “apocalypse” is absolutely the end of their world.

The word origin / True Vibration of apocalypse is “uncovering, revealing”.  Sure wish ya all would quit using this word to mean “the end of the world”, especially when you mean the “end of the planet”, when technically, that’s NOT what it means!  Yep, it is the end of the cabal world though.  And as I wrote about above, “they” are doing everything they can to bring about the “end of life on this planet, as we’ve known it”.

But!  The apocalypse – UNCOVERING / REVEALING! – has been in full swing for quite some time now, but we now move into a time where even the most sleepy will have the Truth all up in their faces.

That will also apply to those who know some truths, but not all Truth.  Time for a shattering of be-lie-f systems.  Right, left or center, no matter how you identify politically (why are you still identifying with these divisive terms?), your be-lie-fs have been keeping you down, keeping you disempowered.  Time to release those be-lie-fs and embrace Truth.

God has me intentionally posting this at 5:33 local time:

5’s and 3’s, such as 533 or 553 – The ascended masters want to prepare you for a big life change that is imminent. They want you to know that they are holding your hand through this change and that everything will be alright. Embrace the change, and look for the blessing within it.

Keep in mind folks, as the big names in the cabal take a tumble… Just because the programmers are gone does NOT mean the programs are gone!  Everyone needs to heal, to “deprogram”, otherwise you’ll all just keep perpetuating the same disempowerment, ignorance and dysfunction that the cabal wanted you locked into.

DO YOUR HEALING / INNER WORK!  And if you won’t go inward proactively, then the “out there” reflection of your individuated and collective creations just might drive you “in here” where you actually create the “out there”.

If you’re just awakening to the reality of this world, also see Current Events… for Dummies , the comments there and the comments on this post to get you caught up.

Ascension Update Six

Gaia wanted to play cards today.

This is very direct verbiage from someone’s definition of the cards… as I have been directed by God and Gaia to use.


Tarot reading:

To 2nd Wave Lightworkers (those who just completed in the last year or so) on down through the lightworker ranks:

Now is a time to learn understanding and control while affirming and expressing your nurturing qualities, your earthiness.


To all lightworkers at every level:

You are now at a point to reap results from the positive efforts you have made in the past.  


To humanity at large:

A young woman with an active imagination and insight is willing to help you.  Stay centered and own your own power.  Flow toward new experiences, moving past the ordinary reality into Otherworldly dimensions.  


Last Call – You Don’t Have to Go Home, But Ya Can’t Stay Here

We’re right on top of a BIG shift.

Quite the buzz has been going on online about it, people have different takes on what’s coming, but all sense a very significant change.

Some are speaking of “The Event”, ya know, “The Event is coming!”  Whatever the f*ck “The Event” is.  I had to laugh to read someone pick apart some of this “The Event” nonsense – things that make it sound like there will be waving of magic wands to make change happen instantly.

I want it all
I want it all
I don’t know what it is
But I want it all

And I want it now
I want it now
I don’t know what it is
But I want it now

~ Eurythmics – “I Want It All” 

Well, that’s not how it works… until it does, but most of that “instant” stuff will only happen after your transition, in full, to 5D.

“The Event” has seemingly become the New Ager’s version of the Second Coming – just sit back and wait, do nothing, someone or something will come and save / rescue you.  Not!  Folks, stop looking “out there” for what you will only find “in here”.  As the title of the above links says – YOU ARE the Event!  YOU are your own savior.  Stop waiting.

“We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.”  ~ Hopi

Screw “The Event”.  No offense to whomever but… Don’t get distracted!

FOCUS on the MAIN EVENT here folks, which is ASCENSION.  Make it and keep it the main thing!  

What IS coming imminently?

  • 1st – Gaia and the 1st wave (the Original ~145,000 and another million forerunners) will ascend NOW!  (hopefully that’s more the kind of “now” that we understand, as opposed to the whole “eternal now” version those above the veil like to use) We WILL be going HOME (we’ve had enough to “drink” anyway – “last call” has been too long in coming for the Original ~145,000, who are too spent to do much more for this ascension effort from this level anyway, it’s the lightworkers’ time to step up to help this 3D world FROM this 3D world, from “inside” the program, if you will – in the world but not of it).  We, the ones TRANSITIONING IN FULL, will be the ones who have major instantaneous outward shift.  The rest of you may very well feel some energetic shift, but…
  • 2nd – The truth about the mundane world and the global cabal will very soon surface in a big way.  You may be blown away yourself by some of it and yet you’re more than likely better prepared to deal than those who will be waking up to a whole heap all at once.  Boys n’ girls, can you say “paradigm shift”?   I knew ya could.  These folks could use your light and support.
  • 3rd – Freshly Ascended Masters, from the first wave, will return and assist humanity in awakening to ASCENSION.  Even those awakened to the global cabal don’t necessarily know about the ASCENSION.  Some may have heard about it but unfortunately have heard from some charlatan so-called “lightworkers” / self-help-guru types, so have been turned off of the topic and who could blame them.  If their discernment skills work at all they probably don’t want anything to do with that malarkey.  Good.

Now, I have no frickin’ idea what people mean by “The Event”, and they don’t seem so sure themselves and there’s seemingly not so much consensus about the ever so nebulous “The Event”… but, by God, these 3 items I listed above sound rather eventful, eh?

There will be a bit of time between these 3 things, but not long.  I am told weeks at this point.

I saw someone had gotten some info through another’s higher self that beings will come and help humanity… because humanity is so far behind.  Yep, some of the forerunners will come back and help out.

That would be the REAL forerunners folks.  See Definition of Terms and Forerunners vs. LightWorkers posts.

I am now seeing (being shown) some who are not even 2nd wave, aka NOT complete and probably no where’s near, who are now calling themselves “the forerunners of the forerunners”.  LMAO  Boy will they be surprised… or perhaps just reinforce their denial… when the REAL forerunners show up.  *shaking head*  Well, I guess old ego trips die hard.  Perhaps they think they are leading from behind.  lol  I’m telling ya folks, if these non-forerunner lightworkers (LWs) are not aware of the REAL forerunners, ya gotta question their consciousness levels… and see their remaining ego issues.  They’re probably not as “all that” as they make themselves sound… I don’t care how big their ego issues or their following are – lots of codependents out there quite willing to enable, protect and defend their friends’ continued dysfunction (with friends like that…).

And… do they even know where GAIA’s ascension is at?  Do they care?  Now, THAT, Gaia’s ascension, sounds like THEE event if ya ask me, ya know, here in this time of PLANETARY ASCENSION, yep, I’d say it’s the MAIN event here folks.  Will you blink and miss it because you’re waiting for waving of magic wands?

We indeed ARE a bit behind on this ascension project.  It seemed to be like pulling teeth to get the more seasoned (not so much about “age”, but more “awakened for many years”) lightworkers (LWs) to move along to completion to become the 2nd wave.  Hey, I’m a seasoned LW myself.  These LWs, whether younger or older than myself, have been awake as long or longer than I have.  The difference is that folks like myself stepped up when many, many millions of other seasoned LWs did NOT proactively step up and those who have recently made it through to completion needed some major Cosmic Cattle Prod from those “upstairs”.

I am still seeing LWs, some of which have actually completed recently, who keep putting out supposed channeled messages that say, “No one thought you’d do this much / come this far IN THIS LIFETIME.”  That’s SO bogus.  Here we real forerunners HAVE BEEN ascension-ready for years, waiting for them to step up and take the torch from us to hold this whole ascension effort together and these people are still pondering the possibility that this is not a one-lifetime thing.  What they’re making such a stinking big deal about, that they just FINALLY knocked out, has already been done BY OTHERS.  I’d refer them here.  But hey, whatever it takes to turn their laggard / retarded / RESISTIVE ascension “efforts” into something grandiose.  Egomaniacs.  They’ve kinda covered both ends of the ego-issue spectrum – playing small, but talking big.

Planetary and collective ascensions are more of a “git ‘er done” sort of thing than these milquetoast types would like to acknowledge.  It’s like giving birth – both figuratively and rather literally as we birth a new planet – once the process starts, ya really can’t stop it, ya really don’t want to or attempt to slow it down either… and ah, yeah, all hands on deck and “Push, push, push!  Now breathe.  Again… Push, push, push!”  The next time you have a friend who is ready to give birth, tell her she’ll just have to wait while you take your sweet time getting ready to help her out.  I’m sure that will go well.

And now that some have been complete for almost a year now, a year and a half for others, they have still been having to release fears of showing their True Self.  Goodness sakes but some of these seasoned LWs have dug their heels in the whole danged way.  But, not to worry, the irritation of not being themselves will get to them even faster than ever before, helping them finally get over it.  Praise frickin’ be!

Those above the veil had to keep the Cosmic Cattle Prod up their butts to keep them moving.  And yet kudos to the recent ~6 million who did push on and completed… since they still left many of their fellow seasoned LWs in the dust.  (Ya know, those who fancy themselves to be the forerunners of the forerunners…..ROFLMAO.  Excuse my laughter but I swear there are no bigger egos than LW egos.  So arrogant and so clueless all in one.  lol  … from those who also fancy themselves to be oh, so intuitive.  I guess their egos keep winning that wrestling match.  lol  Yep, Ignorance and Arrogance are often common bedfellows.  These so-called “forerunners of the forerunners”, NOT, remind me of that old joke – “Hire a teenager… while they still know everything.”)

As I have harped on about for years (still can’t believe it’s been YEARS… since my own completion… since Gaia’s completion!), to too many deaf, seasoned-LW ears: doing your own inner work does more for others (and for the ASCENSION project) than anything else you could do for them!

I may be giving them more credit than they deserve though as many of them seem to have a major aversion to SERVING… good “lightworkers” that they are.  Not.  Dark Clingers.  That’d be a better name for ’em.

Goodness sake folks, you’re either part of the problem or part of the solution (soul-ution).  WHICH ONE ARE YOU?!  Are you going to feed the light or the dark?  How CAN you feed the light more and feed the dark less?  Ask the Divine to guide you.  Keep finding any and every way to do and be so.  How much of your energy do you put towards your lightwork?  ALL of it.

Many “lightworkers” go on about “Nothing happened in 2012”.  Whatever did or did not happen in 2012 was YOUR CREATION dear lightworkers!

The Original ~145,000 had Gaia prepared for her ascension at the end of 2011.  She had a few more things to go through over the next year but we transmuted out all the old garbage energy that had collected over millennia and unlatched / disconnected / freed her from 3D Earth (Gaia’s old physicality).  We then figuratively turned around and saw that there was NO ONE coming up behind us.  *hand over brows*, to fellow forerunner,  “Hey mate, can you see anyone coming up over the horizon?  Nope, me neither.”

What is going on THIS year, this current year of 2018, with the downfall of the cabal ‘n all, could very well have been happening in 2013… but the seasoned LWs had not done their part.

If they’d have been at least within sight of us forerunners back then, we would have promptly ascended Gaia RIGHT THEN and the lightworkers would be right there holding light in the world (3D Earth world) and their ability to do so at that time would have indicated they’d already had quite the influence on the collective building up to the state of being able to hold light in the world.

In that scenario, with a more proactive LW force, the ~ 1 million who are now ascending in the first wave with Gaia and the Original ~145,000 would probably have NOT ascended with us but instead would have been a couple years behind us and would have been “the 2nd wave”, since there would have been many more LWs bunching up behind them.  We could have had some major “wave action” then.  But instead of more LWs being right on the ~ 1 millions’ heels, here we are about 5 1/2 years later, just now having enough LWs up to speed to allow for anyone before them, GAIA INCLUDED,  to actually ascend!

… and yet, many 2nd Wavers are still scared / timid about showing themselves / shining their light and still not surrendering over to their own Divine Guidance.

And gosh oh gee, will some of the 1st wave returning to continue to help out in 3D satisfy some people’s need to “see ETs on Earth” or what have ya.  I guess we will technically be ETs at that point.  lol  … even though “from” (born) here / Earth.  Never mind that HUMANITY can be as up to their eyeballs in ETs as they’d like to be if and when they ascend beyond the 3D consciousness veil.  People!  Could we paaahlleeasse get our priorities straight already?!  If you have some need to phone home to ET just do it, but does that really have to be yet one more distraction FROM YOUR ASCENSION PROCESS?!  Really?  Ascension is your sure way to see ETs.  *shaking head*  Perhaps you could actually get ALIGNED with your ascension and that will get you to ET even faster!

*dreamily*  … if only we would have had a more proactive lightworker force…. but… then there’s the reality of how things actually have gone down.

The REAL forerunners, already weary from readying Gaia, have been in a holding pattern, playing Energetic Atlas, holding the world up, wondering if our knees were going to buckle before a 2nd wave would even start to form.  Meanwhile, 3D-level truther / info-warrior types were having to sword fight with the cabal… while the seasoned lightworkers took their sweet time getting their process knocked out.

The forerunners had done about as much as we could, including taking unusual and drastic measures toward holding this whole scene together and getting Gaia herself more involved because we just couldn’t do it anymore.  See Nova Gaia Grids Descend post for some of that.  Upon reading that, I hope you recognize the fact, that it really sinks in, that Gaia was then, and has been, since we pulled her nova grids down, ASSISTING THE VERY LWs WHO CAME TO HELP HER!  *shaking head*  Completely nuts!  

And the 3D-level folks’ hands were a bit full and besides, they could use some ripe and ready LWs to get ’em up to speed anyway AND someone, anyone had to get far enough along to take the torch from us real forerunners and HOLD LIGHT IN THIS WORLD!  I’m talking the sort of light that is purely energetic, time to literally be a “human antenna” sort of thing as opposed to just “spreading or shining light”.  And one can only be as good of a human antenna as they are cleared.  Personal blockages don’t make for good human antennae.

It’s like we all (3Ders, 4Ders aka the LWs, and 5D+ers) were sitting in a car together and the seasoned lightworkers sat there and pissed and moaned, “Why aren’t we moving?!” ….while it was they themselves who were in the driver’s seat…. with the key!

They’re looking at all of us, be it 3Ders or 5D+ers, and we’re saying, “What are you looking at all of us for?”  We’re all doing our part to hold this whole scene together while you seasoned LWs take your sweet time getting up to speed.  Quit looking down your nose at all the rest of us and get a frickin’ move on so we can ALL have that forward movement that YOU are so loudly calling for and that YOU will need to make happen.


This is how collectives get ascended – by INDIVIDUALS doing what’s theirs to do!

Finally, after several years of Cosmic Cattle Prod, when the “2nd wave”, the ~6 million, started to approach their completion in 2016, then the ACCELERATION started in earnest.  It’s like the collective awakening / enlightenment had been linear, steady, but a little overly much.  But in 2016, it went exponential!  Praise frickin’ be!  More than just lightworkers were picking up on that.  And what’s up with the acceleration?  Well, now there are millions of new human antennae.  Clear energetic channels… being that which connects Heaven to Earth.  Go figure.  Geez, who’da thunk it!  Really?  Millions of individuals KNOCKING OUT THEIR OWN INNER WORK could change and shift whole worlds?  Yep, really.  Not just in theory, but in reality, in actuality.  I guess they got enough cattle prod to realize that complaining that the shift hadn’t happened yet wasn’t enough to make it happen.

The energetic evidence of some major upcoming shift is just nuts.  Since I’d completed my own process and then later after my Energetic Service Work ended a few years later, I had kinda mostly lost the energetic palpable-ness (if you will) of where this ascension project was / is.  (Intuition working wonderfully though.)  But THIS?  I CAN FEEL THIS!  …this current… surge.  Still subtle but quite detectable.  I see many LWs are still having ascension symptoms, but to me it feels up, lifting, energizing.  Yep, excitement and anticipation are off the charts and I’m leaving them there!

I know post-ascended me won’t be dealing much with lightworkers, most especially the “seasoned”, “celebrity” or “spiritual commerce” sorts and certainly not the “guru wannabes” since they are all on path and are either not a concern or are too recalcitrant to accept guidance anyway.  I certainly don’t care to bang my crystalline head on recalcitrant LWs’ carbon-based brick walls.  I’ll just help get everyone else up to speed (ya know, doing the LW’s work for them again)… and the recalcitrant LWs can shut the lights off when they leave… since they seem to insist on being the last ones out.  If part of their refusal to serve their fellow being equates to them not talking to Joe Average – and filling Joe’s head with b.s. – that might actually best serve this ascension effort.

Instead, I’ll be talking to those folks out there who need to learn about Healing, Empowerment and Ascension.  The True Lightworkers best be doing the same.  We have some catching up to do.  The light is pouring in and yet there are still far too many in the world who haven’t even heard about ascension let alone know how to go about it.

Many are speaking of “the New Earth”.  The planet Earth itself won’t be changing much.  It’s the energy of the human collective that is shifting.

Some people who are tapping into info from above the veil, are seeing a very pristine future planet.  In some cases they are labeling that “the New Earth”.  No, that pristine planet they are seeing would be Gaia, not Earth.  As I keep saying, which many LWs still don’t understand – Earth is NOT ascending.  Her old soul essence Gaia is ascending.

I’ve heard others say that everyone’s carbon-based bodies will be converting to crystalline this year.  Ah, no.  That’s not how it works.  See here: What of the body during ascension?   One body does not “convert” to the other.  I’ve been ascension-ready for about 7 years now and no new crystalline body for me, not instantly, not gradually.  Never mind my old 3D carbon-based body is toast from all the Energetic Service Work.

You create your 5D crystalline body during your ascension process, but it is created in 5D and is a thing of 5D.  You get your crystalline body when you transition in full to 5D.  

AFTER you COMPLETE your ascension process – what I call being “ascension-ready” because until you FULLY transition, no matter how prepared you are, until you’re ascended, you’re not, so unlike many others who claim they have ascended, you won’t catch me saying I am… until I actually am! – you stay in the 3D world, even though not “of” it, and stay in your 3D carbon-based body, which is what keeps you in the 3D Earth realm – you literally wouldn’t be here without it – to be the human antenna connecting Heaven and Earth.  You’ll have to be connected on both ends in order to bring Heaven to Earth.  Your 3D carbon-based body is a large part of what keeps you GROUNDED into the Earthly realm!  Enough with your “escapism” ways, you are here to SERVE 3Ders, not run away from them.

Those of us who ascend, in full, and return to help out will technically not be either “in” or “of” 3D Earth.  We’ll just be visiting.

Furthermore, folks! make no mistake that this ascension thing is done by INDIVIDUALS.  Who advances in any way?  Those who do their inner work.  The members of the human collective absolutely benefit from the trail blazing done by the forerunners and the paving of that trail by the lightworkers and also benefit from lightworkers being clear energetic channels bringing light to / holding light in the world, but no one gets to ride anyone’s coattails.  Ass, gas, or grass, nobody rides for free.  You flow with all the incoming light and do your own inner work or there won’t ever be a crystalline body or ascension FOR YOU, even if every single person around you knocks out their ascension process.  No one else can do your work for you!  Remember this ascension thing is the ultimate exercise in Self Mastery.  Really, you think someone else can do that for you?

Sure, overall, the frequency of the collective has increased and will continue to do so but as anyone who has been in process really ought to know, it IS a process that takes time, even if these days it can take less time due to all the light in the world now, there will still not be waving of magic wands and instant change… for Earthlings.

And… Folks, really?  Do I really need to tell you that 3D Earth is NOT in good shape?!  Yes, this ASCENSION, YOUR ascension absolutely has to happen IN THIS LIFETIME because that’s about all the time ya all got.  Capisce?  That’s why Gaia asked to be ascended!  And if you don’t understand that yet, then Earth and some astrological energies will be happy to attempt to convince you.  Expect some major Earth changes over about the next decade.  And… Earth may see her 6th extinction-level event a decade or so after that.  And yet there is still all this healing and ascension process that so many Earthlings still need to go through… tick, tick, tick.

3D Earth is and shall remain continuing down a destructive path.  Perfect.  Nothing better than some continuing earth changes to keep everyone MOVING FORWARD and working together.

Nope… certainly can’t “stay here”.  Humanity has two choices – Extinction or Evolution.  Not kidding.  Did you see “stay here / stay the same” in those available choices?  Nope.  This is not me being overly dramatic or fear mongering, this is reality folks, this is the End of Life as We’ve Known It.  Truly.

The Divine doesn’t really want you to get all so comfortable here because you need to be focused on ascending and helping others ascend.  There is nothing to “go back” to anyway and stopping is as good as moving backwards as Earth won’t be supporting life for all that much longer.  There is only onward and upward… and yes folks, in THIS lifetime.

So yeah, you will more than likely feel the energetic difference in this world, but YOU’RE NOT DONE YET!  And if you’re not in the 1st wave, you’re not going anywhere… yet.  Yep, big shift, but you’re to stay here and be grounded and be a human antenna bringing Heaven to Earth.  Get comfy cozy in those big kid pants.

Many TRUE lightworkers are “coming online” as some folks who’ve only awakened in recent years, some just since 2012, who are catching up to and flying right by some of the seasoned LWs.  THANK GOD!

Note: I’ve added a wee bit of age data to the end of the Ascension Timeline Thus Far post.  Age, not necessarily “seasoned” (awakened for a long time), so not quite apples and apples, but one thing that really jumped out at me when receiving this info was the 30-somethings in the 2nd wave.  I’ve been awake for about 24 – 25 years so even if these folks have been awake since childhood, hey, way to frickin’ step up!  Yep, catching up and passing the older / seasoned LWs.  Again, THANK GOD.

There are LWs in their 60s and 70s who claim to have started channeling as a child and yet they have STILL NOT knocked out their own ascension process and even those that finally have are still scared to show themselves.  *shaking head*  To use conservative numbers here… if they were now 60 and have been channeling since they were 10, well, that’s 50 frickin’ years.  I’m 54 and have been awake for about 24 – 25 years, only half as long as they have and yet where the hell are they?!  And it’s SO not about age / generational or what have you ‘cuz there are plenty my age and younger who have been awake at least as long as myself and where the hell are they also?!

SEASONED LIGHTWORKERS, STEP THE HELL UP ALREADY!!!  GET YOUR OWN INNER WORK KNOCKED OUT!  Do I really need to point out the gravity of this situation to you?  Well, ok, ya talked me into it – A WHOLE WORLD FULL OF LIFEFORMS ARE COUNTING ON YOU!

There are now ~ 6 million lightworkers who have completed in the last year or so and who are now the new light holders for this Earthly plane.   Blessings to you all.  Thank you all for working on you!    Many more coming up behind them.  No stopping this ascension train now… but plenty of work left to do… and it will take some time… which is quite the commodity right now.

Now it’s time to serve others in no small way.



Below I leave a copy of something I left in comments a while back.  Take note that the 2nd, 3rd and 4th things that Gaia Portal addresses below are pretty much the 3 things I list above.  As Above so Below. lol

My interpretation below GP line:

Primary Light stations complete the process.
“2nd wave”, if you will, are complete and ready to go, ready to serve, ready to SHINE.

Favorites are eliminated.
That would be the “1st wave”. I’ve always joked, “Don’t ask to be one of God’s favorites, it’s more a curse than a blessing.” (Don’t recall ever asking for that status… hm… oh that’s right, I made that other fatal error, I told God, “Thy will be mine”.)

Shadow violators are eliminated.
The cabal are incapacitated.

The Light Worker Alliance commences the new works.
The next phase begins… and boy oh boy can the light really go to town now! Full steam ahead!

Power of Words & True Vibration of Words

I recently put out a post with a message from God, part of that being “Be aware of your words and intent.”  Uh huh.  ‘Cuz that’s how we create.  Not news to me, but the message from God had to do with humanity realizing this is how they create.

I was in an online discussion with a couple people and one brought up “humility” implying that it is a desired state to be in.  I told them humility was highly overrated.

I told them that “humility” comes from “humble”, which means “lowly”, ya know, like the whole “Jesus was a humble carpenter” bit.  Boy, did “the theys” (cabal) get and keep humanity down with that bit, as if “lowly” were “Christ-like”.  Au contraire mon frère.

I laugh because the character of “Jesus” supposedly said, “Have I not said ye are gods?  You too shall do these and greater things.”  Right in that line it’s implied that Jesus’ audience knows what “these (things)” are.  He couldn’t refer to “these” things he himself had already done without his audience knowing that he had done “these” (things).  Implication?  He showed himself.  He shone his light.  He didn’t hide himself… in the name of “humility”.

I’ve said it before and will say it again – Lightworkers, don’t help the cabal keep human divinity a secret!

And I told this person that I was NOT about to apply a term that means “lowly” to myself or to my Powerful-Creator-God fellow humans.  Nope.  Not feeding that disempowering paradigm.

My “highly overrated” comment made the third person chuckle.  They then posted a link to an old article about how the then recent discovery of the Gospel of Judas revealed that there were some “alien” entities in the world and the line about “ashes to ashes, dust to dust” was really an insult to humanity, basically calling humans “dirt”, but the broader implication being that humans don’t accomplish, learn, or grow much, just incarnate then die… rinse, repeat.  Over and over, just ashes to ashes, dust to dust, caught on the reincarnation hamster wheel.  Getting nowhere fast.  Stuck in a ‘tweener state, in a gray area.

So, in the middle of our “humility / humble” discussion, I had to ask, “Dust?  You mean like lowly?”  lol

And the “lowly” origin of humble is also tied in with “ground” and we circle back around again… to dust.

Dust and ground are not “bad” in and of themselves, but we could stand to recognize what was really being communicated with that ancient “dust to dust” line.  Someone was looking down their nose at humans and felt humans just couldn’t catch a clue.  Humans have had some help in being clueless.  See post Soul Experiences… for Dummies

This person had this to say about the etymology of “human”, which I wondered if all these “hu-” words (humble, humility) were tied to human:

Ultimately the word comes from an old Indo-European root meaning ‘of the Earth’, as opposed to (a bunch of words describing) God as being ‘of Heaven’ (it shares its root of ‘of the Earth’ with the word ‘humble’, by the way.)

In Latin the world (sic – perhaps meant “word”) evolved to mean specifically ‘man’ (modern Spanish ‘hombre’), and a side derivation kept the original meaning of earth, ground: ‘humus’.

But there is this to say about “Hu” also and that is about being a “god”:

One of the oldest names for the Supreme Being / Parambrahma / Allah is “HU”.

HU is Indivisible Oneness; HU is Eternal & Omnipresent; HU is Love

As many pointed out (and that I am mostly discussing in this post) by some comments on that last link, “human” is not originally about splitting the “hu” and the “man”, but one could look into the Green Language or what William Henry calls “The Language of the Birds” to see that it’s kind of a case of accidents never happen.  The Divine’s hand is in everything… and one way of interpreting meaning is about applying literalness to even words that have evolved from other words.  I’ll let you look into the Green Language or “The Language of the Birds” for yourself.

The All That Is.  I’d heard years ago that “hu-man” = “god-man”.  We are all gods.  We are God having the ex-perience of each of us, through each of us.

So, yes, it ties to the Earth / ground and yet also back to God.  In both cases, nothing “lowly” about any of that.  We’re all gods and this Earthly / human experience is the Masters Program, not kindergarten.  Not for the faint of heart… or soul.  While here, we are both Divine and Human.  “Jesus” was often referred to as both “the son of man” and “the son of God”.  Yeah, we could go in a variety of directions with this word, or all of these directions, but, it seems to me, that how most people interpret these words – humble / humility – to me ultimately keeps them from being and showing and shining their True Selves.  No help to anyone.

Very interesting the duality in all of this.  I’ve found similar duality of meaning in terms like “selfhood” which is ultimately about the Individuated experience and yet one dictionary definition makes it sound like “self mastery”, while another makes it sound like “ego mania” which is kinda anti-self mastery.

Whoever decided to assign the word “lowly” in association with all this seemed to be putting some disrespect on the Earth and the Earthly ex-perience.  About the only thing here that is truly “low” has been the frequency (and consciousness to go with it) in 3D and not just any 3D realm, but a heavily controlled one.

Nevertheless, “lowly” is the word origin of humble / humility and you trace all this word origin around and it all kinda points to what humans were “designed” for by the ETs who genetically engineered the homo-sapien form – slavery, to be a slave race.  See comment below about “servile”.

And what was really funny was that the person I was discussing “humility” with seemed to be offended by the idea that humility / humble means “lowly”.  They said that lowly was my word.  I told them no, it was not MY word, it’s the word origin of the word THEY were using.  The dictionary will, in the other direction, also define lowly as humble… right after it says lowly means “low in rank, status or importance”.

The first definition of “humble” that one dictionary gives is “having or showing a modest or low estimate of one’s own importance”.  This “humble” program in lightworkers (LWs) is probably a big part of why they didn’t fully grasp JUST HOW important them stepping up, doing their inner work (ya know, like a master would) IS / WAS to Gaia, to humanity, to their own Soul Mission.  Just how IMPORTANT THEY are.  *shaking head*  They just about let a whole world full of people and other life go down the tubes, themselves included, because of their disempowering humble / lowly / unimportant programs and language.  Just about got stuck in the ashes to ashes, dust to dust cycle… yet again.  *whew*  Earthlings dodge yet another bullet.

Screw humble / lowly.  Humanity, it’s time to pull your big kid pants on and BE REMARKABLE!  Time to acknowledge the Powerful Creator Gods that you TRULY are, to step the hell up and graduate beyond this world.  

Folks, perhaps you could bother to know your word origins / True Vibration of words because that is the energy you are creating with your choice of words.  Don’t take my word for it.  I’m just the messenger with some helpful words for you.  Take up discussion about this with the Divine.  The dictionary doesn’t always get it right (usually though) but the Divine can help you out with that… if ya let It.

Check this the heck out “… almost every word we use today has moved away from its root meaning.”  Yeah, that’s a problem.  The gal in this link seems to want to make the case for abandoning the root meanings of words and yet THAT is the vibration we are working with when we use the words we do.

People complain these days about political correctness (p.c.) and yet this corruption of our language is nothing new.  Even the whole Tower of Babel (babel / babble) episode, as long ago as that was, was not the beginning.  And methinks even that was not about creating different languages, but corrupting word meanings within one language.

In above link about moving away from root meanings, also check out that the root of “nice” = “foolish” or “lewd”.  lmao  I’m telling ya folks, if you want to set this upside-down world back upright, you best learn what your words mean.  Yeah?  You want to be “nice” do ya?

small detour here for a joke…

A gal returned to her hometown for a class reunion.  She eventually found herself at a reunion gathering, drink in hand, in a circle of old classmates.

She asked, “So, what did you all do after we graduated?”

Someone said, “I went to MIT and became a top rocket scientist at NASA.”

The gal said, “That’s nice.”

Someone else said, “I went to Harvard and have become a world-renowned lawyer representing many famous people.”

The gal said, “That’s nice.”

Someone else said, “I’ve recently ousted Ben Carson from his perch for world’s top brain surgeon.”  (lol)

The gal said, “That’s nice.”

They then all turned to her…


“Yeah, so, what did you do after graduation?”

The gal said, “I went to etiquette school.”

“And what did they teach you there?”

“They taught me that instead of telling someone they were full of bullsh*t, just tell ’em… ‘That’s nice.’ ”

(little did I know how close this old joke hits to what is really going on with the word “nice”)

Time to quit with the lowly bit (and yes also with the “nice” bit).  Read this blog to get some idea of how to get out of it.  Time to truly BE the GODS and GODDESSES that you are!  Ya know… CONSCIOUSLY!

And ya know folks, it’s about being the truest version of your True Self that you can muster in any given moment.  Just that simple.  Just keep yourself from keeping yourself from being yourself.  One can still be “just folks”, still be the “salt of the earth” and not have to take on “lowly” energy.  The implication I see in that “salt of the earth” line is it’s saying that these types are everywhere and are integral to the planet itself, which is VERY important.

I told these folks that I always say, “Who the hell am I?  I’m nobody.  If I can do this, so can you.”  And THAT is the biggest reason to just be one’s own Powerful and Glorious self, ya know, in front of God and everybody.  Not necessarily about getting on a soap box or blaring your message from a loud speaker (well, unless you are actually Divinely guided to do so!) or getting all pretentious in your New Ager purple flowy dress, it’s more about just not holding back.  Let True You actually join conversations and Speak True.  Heavens yes!  Talk about your spiritual achievements for Christ’s sake!  Very literally for Christhood’s sake, yours and others.  You are the example.  You.  Little ol’ you, who, yep, just looks like Joe Average.  But you’re not.  How will Joe Average know he can be more, just like you are now more than you once were, if you don’t demonstrate, if you don’t set the example and SHOW YOURSELF?!

And that online discussion made me think… this “humility” concept that this person was describing, well, we all know how that word has been peddled to us, but which nevertheless means “lowly”… but what they meant by it, the quality they meant to address, well, to me what is the utmost, the epitome of THAT state of being would be to COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY SURRENDER ONESELF OVER TO THE DIVINE, to strive to ALWAYS follow Its guidance no matter what that means, no matter how it makes you look to others, no matter what “be-lie-f” system of your own has to shatter (ya know like the “humility” program), etc.

And yet this person, who was so clinging to “humility” (almost an air of “See how humble I am.”  Ah, well, if ya have to point it out… lol), is yet just another lightworker who has admitted they allowed their pea brains to get distracted and addicted to “news” when they were being called to something else.  Do any of these folks have any vision or can they only “see” what is already manifest?  This person is just “reporting the news”.  They’re not “creating” in that mode, they’re just observing and reporting.  That’s called re-creation, creating again what you have before.  (Parks and Recreation, or in this case, Parked at Re-creation)  Keep looking at what is and focusing on it and guess what, you feed energy into it and re-create more of it.

Did ya care to actually help CREATE this ASCENSION?!

This person shirked their calling in favor of “reporting the news”.  I questioned them on what they were posting quite a while back.  I know others did also.  They literally answered me then that basically “but no one reads the ‘good’ stuff.”  Oh, that spoke volumes.  So it was more important to get as many visitors / readers / views as possible than to actually get on their Soul Mission.  lol  Gee, no ego issues there.  Not.

Meanwhile, little ol’ me, who no one has ever frickin’ heard of, was quietly getting a planet ascended for goodness sakes while this person was trying to make a name for themselves… then has the audacity to talk “humility” to me of all people.  Completely clueless!

The third person and I continued our conversation and at one point, in a small attempt to let these folks know my outer circumstances through the ascension hell years (since the lightworkers can’t seemingly “see” us true forerunners, (the “forerunners of the forerunners” as Karen Bishop would call us) I told them that my one and only one pair of sweat pants (that are wearing out), my one and only one pair of shoes, my old T-shirts, well, the ones that are big enough to stretch over my ascension-hell-years fat-suit, the clerk at the store counting out my “piggy bank” with me at the counter, well, these things just SCREAM “humble”.  lol  These people have no clue just what we forerunners released / let go of / sacrificed (just like “sacred”, word origin = “holy”, that means “whole” folks, where “heal” – to make whole – also comes from) for this ascension project.  And I’m not even into some “sacrifice paradigm” or what have ya (although, go to this post Soul Experiences… for Dummies and search on “sacrifice by fire”), but I can’t deny the knock-down, drag-out hell we forerunners went through for the collective …while this person was online trying to win popularity contests.  GAWD!

(circling back around again)  … as if all those who WERE / ARE called to do the whole alternative-news things don’t have that covered.  This “humility” person acts like a baseball player who tries to play someone else’s position, not trusting others to do their part and who then has left their own position wide open / uncovered.  What this person WAS being called to do, well, all those alt-news folks may not have a clue about that… but this person did! … but they’d rather reinvent someone else’s wheel than to step into the Divine role that they were / are ready for.  So scared of their own Power and hence refusing to take Responsibility.  THAT is NOT surrendering to the Divine, but it is “lowly” and yep, a cop-out.  Powerful GODS playing small.  *shaking head*  As if that helps others somehow.  Please!  (now I’m laughing – I checked to see how to spell cop-out and the example sentence the dictionary offered was “being ‘average’ is the lazy person’s cop-out”.  Ha.  Imagine how being “humble” / “lowly” is even more of a cop-out.  Not even with it enough to have delusions of adequacy.  lol)

This person also acted like they could just make up whatever definition they wanted for the words they use.  That’s a problem.  It’s been a problem.  Our language has gotten so corrupted.  I told them the goal is to consciously return to the True Vibration of words since that is the energy that words put out.  In essence – say what you mean!  And that’s what we are working with here – energy.  We’re returning to the True Vibration of everything… by stepping out of the illusion.  That includes the illusion and corruption we have created in our words and language.

Hey, I myself have not read the whole dictionary, but I get what I am telling you and have been looking up word origins for years because I want to know what energy I’m working with.

Here’s some fun etymology… I myself often use the term “inner demons”, yes usually in quotes, when what I’m really talking about is disempowering programs in one’s psyche… because I think it’s funny… because some folks, yes, still to this day, actually blame “demons” for everything – their idea of what a “demon” is.  In part, my word usage is “to meet them where they are and take them somewhere new”.

And yet the conventional use of the term “demon” is a “demonization” in and of itself.  Demon comes from dæmon which literally means “diety” (or “genius”) which literally means “god”.

There are some derivatives, created by adding a suffix, that have to do with “lesser gods / dieties” implying something “between humans and God”.  Ah, so much to learn from word origins, how informative the frickin’ dictionary can be about world history, who knew?!  Sadly the IMPLICATIONS here – and the collective brainwashing to go with it – is often overlooked.  Humans keep acknowledging the “godliness” of these entities who were a “go between” betwixt humans and God… but humans don’t acknowledge their own godliness.  

This suffix thing is obviously at least part of the mix-up on this word.  Dæmon / demon had a suffix added which added the “lesser” part, but later the “lesser” suffix got dropped and yet they kept the “lesser” definition.

In case you didn’t quite follow that, let’s just express it in English.  Start out with the word “god”.  Add a prefix (in this case) that means “lesser”.  Later drop the prefix, so you’re back to “god”, but the definition that you mean for it now is “lesser god”.

And there’s one small example of how language gets corrupted.

And “genius” sounds to me like one’s soul or Divine Intelligence since “genius” is from late Middle English: from Latin, ‘attendant spirit present from one’s birth, innate ability or inclination,’ from the root of gignere ‘beget.’  Ah, so that’s what all those begets in the Bible are about!

Ah, so the Bible thumpers ARE right – demons / dæmons ARE responsible for everything!  It’s just that “demons” are NOT some “evil” entities like the Bible thumpers have been conditioned to think.  We’re talking about Divine Intelligence here!  YOUR Divine Intelligence.  Creators, gods.  Yep, you are the Creator of your life and reality… ya little dæmon.

By the way, the “lesser demons” referred to are ETs.  Yahweh, ya know, the “God”, no, that would be “god” of the Old Testament, an ET who shunned God / the All That Is / Prime Creator and painted himself as “God”, dissing not only humans / homo sapiens, which his kind created, but dissing his own kind and everyone else since we are all little “g” gods being part of God / the All That Is / Prime Creator.  Yahweh, the yahoo, wanted to be God and the only God / god of any nature.  He was very jealous and rather full of himself in all the wrong ways.

We create through our Thoughts, Words and Deeds, so yes, the True Vibration of the words you use will affect you and your creations… whether you are consciously aware of it or not.  You’re never not creating.  You’re always creating.  Do you care to start creating consciously?

This “humility” person said that word meanings were often a point of argument in their comments section.  Huh.  Sounds like other messengers have been sent also.  How many have to be sent before they allow the message to actually sink in?

To help put things in perspective, I told them that we are returning to God (and our True Selves).  In that process we are not changing God (or redefining Him, well, beyond within our own pea brains), we are just stepping out of our illusions of what God is (and what we are).  What we are doing here, in this healing and ascension process, is, yes, “evolution” but it’s more significantly just a RETURN.  We’ve been living in an illusion.  We are just to step out of the illusion and RETURN to our Powerful and Glorious God/dess Selves.

It’s the same with words.  We want to return to the True Vibration of words, not attempt to change their meanings – ‘cuz that’s what we HAVE been doing, which has corrupted our language and distanced us from the Divine, it’s been part of the Separation Paradigm –  but instead learn what the words REALLY mean as opposed to their warped and corrupted “meanings”.

It’s some of what leads to Mastery of Creation.  You work with what God gave you, in its PUREST form, not some twisted form you’d like to apply to it willy nilly, at your whim.  Old paradigm conditioning showing there (hey, tuck that in, nobody needs to see that!)  Kind of the mentality of “If it don’t fit, force it!”… just bend those words to whatever you will them to be rather than surrender over to the Divine essence that permeates all creation.  As I said, this forcing things to our whim is what we HAVE been doing and what a fine mess we made by doing so.  That’s evidence of the imbalance created by a patriarchy.  Yep, if it don’t fit, force it, to hell with the Divine’s hand in language and whatever else.  Humanity, all the little “Mini Me” levels, thought they could do it better than the Divine.

Some think themselves so clever… in all their pea-brain overuse.  “To hell with laws of the Universe, I’m making up my own laws!”  Yeah, how’s that going for ya?  You seem to have great difficulty just knocking out your own healing and ascension process, or even just keeping yourself from being distracted from your process, and yet you think you’re ready to change the whole Universe, eh?  And how?  By not giving a crap about Divine law?  *shaking head*  ‘Cuz you know better than God, right?  So much for “humility” (ya know, in your warped definition of that word, not that THAT quality is warped, but you’re using the wrong word to describe it and sorry honey, as much as you’d like to delude yourself, you are also NOT living your idea of “humility” either).  A few little ego issues to still work out there, eh?  You seem to be getting ahead of yourself a bit.  Perhaps you could Master your own Christhood first, then maybe you can take on creating Universes some other time, well, ya know, other than your own little universe.  Just a suggestion.  lol  Ya know, like some raffles, you need to be present to win.  You’re currently working on being Christed.  Focus on that.  And use the Divine and Universal Laws to help get you there.  Let go of “clever” and actually tap into some INTELLIGENCE!  Use your intuition to actually utilize “God’s brain” if you will, instead of clinging so to your own tiny pea brain.

Someone else had said something about basically leaping to telepathy, as if to say that negates the need to correct our language.  So, it sounded like mastering words / language was a bother to them.  Sounds rather ungrounded to me.  And ah, yeah, this whole adventure is about mastery… of every aspect of your life.  It’s as if they are saying, “I failed 1st grade, so, that means I can continue on to 2nd grade, right?  Or maybe even just take a leap to Senior in high school, ya know… since I failed 1st grade so horribly.”  Uh huh.  Then there’s reality.

Ya know folks, I point you to information (one definition of “light”).  You don’t necessarily have to take up some major study on these things I bring to your attention, but just you actually being OPEN to these things then allows more ways for the Divine to get necessary information to you.

I encourage you all to NOT stop with this post.  Take this topic of the Power of Words and True Vibration of Words to the Divine for some discussion.

How to Create

You are a Powerful Creator – you are never not creating, you are ALWAYS creating.  

But if you don’t acknowledge the FACT that you are a Powerful Creator, if you think that everything that happens in your life is by chance, just happenstance or sheer luck (good or bad) then you are creating unconsciously.  Well, that sure can, has and will continue to make a big mess.  Done with that yet?

So, how do you create?

First and foremost, we create through our Thoughts, Words and Deeds.  You must align your thoughts, words and deeds with your goal – always / all ways.

When you think about something, you put energy into it.
When you then talk about it, that puts more energy into it.
When you act on it, that puts even more energy into it.

Intention.  When it comes right down to it, everything starts with Intention.

Ya know the old line, “The road to hell is paved with good intentions”, well, whoever says that and be-lie-ves it does NOT truly understand Intention, how to set it or use it.  I’d dare say that they are confusing random, whimsical passing thoughts for True Intention.  In short, they don’t really MEAN their supposed “intentions”.

The word origin of “intend / intention” has to do with “tend”, “stretch”, “direct” and, drumroll please… “purpose”.

First of all, Intention is another “in” word (inward) implying that it starts from an inward place, from one’s Divine Self.  This is no little thing, ya know, to actually include your Divine Self in your Intentions.  And someone who TRULY means to Intend something also knows that when they are called to think (in a focused way… and mean it), say or do something, they WILL do so.  ‘Cuz hey, if they don’t TRULY plan on aligning their Thoughts, Words and Deeds with their Intention, just how “intentional” are they really being about manifesting something?!

But all those random, casual thoughts do add up – especially when they are intense, focused and repetitive.  See info about “worry” further down.

Ritual.  At this point I want to discuss ritual because until you get good at setting Intentions, ritual can help you focus your Intentions.  And that’s really all that ritual is.  Ritual comes from “rite” which means “usage”.  Many think of it as a traditional thing but no, not at all.  Ritual is more personal than that… and more spontaneous.  You might come up with a ritual in the moment, which you and no one else has ever used before or ever will again.  Again, and expanded – it’s a physical-level action that helps you focus your Intention.  We’re in a physical realm so our physical actions matter towards manifesting our desired creation.  Now, that action doesn’t necessarily need to be a direct action, as in… oh, let’s say you want a new house, a very direct action towards that goal might be to grab a hammer and a nail.  But ritual can be very much less direct, but yet is still physical.  You’re expending physical energy with the Intention (yep) of FOCUSING your Intention.  Intention piled on more Intention.  That ritual might be as simple as lighting a / some candles or holding a crystal you feel guided to, maybe… doing a “rain dance” or the like.  Whatever works for you, just about assisting in focusing your Intention.

Energy flows where attention goes.  Wherever you are putting your attention, you are feeding that energy.

Are you sure you’re feeding what you want to feed?  Fighting and resisting something is still putting energy into it.  What we resist persists.  

Now, I’ll have to refer you back to Intention.  The Intention you come from is really the biggest thing that determines where your energy is going.  You can change your Intention and yet, in some cases, you just might say and do the same things outwardly that you were before you changed your Intention – maybe, depending on what it was you were saying and doing before – is it truly in line with your goal? – but now you come from a different Intention.

Ok, an example of where you really DO need to change your actions: if you want to be healthy, you must think, talk, eat and live in a healthy way.  Wishing / hoping / praying / waving a magic wand doesn’t make it happen.  Again – You must align your Thoughts, Words and Deeds with your goal!  If you think or talk about how you’re going to get or you have some ailment because an ancestor had that ailment is NOT a healthy thought and will not lead to health.  Eating conventional food that is nutrient-deficient and / or toxin-laden will not lead to health.  Being an utter couch potato will not lead to health.

But here’s an example that is profound in our current world situation of where you can change your intention, but may not really change your words or actions all so much:  Instead of “fighting / resisting” the cabal, just inform people about them, come from an Intention of getting to the Truth and sharing that Truth with others… so you can all redirect your energy, in this specific case – so you withdraw your energy from the cabal’s creations, so you also stop fighting their creations and instead just QUIT PARTICIPATING IN / feeding your energy into their creations, ‘cuz, as you’ll learn as you get to more Truth, “they” have hijacked your creative energies and have you unwittingly feeding their agenda, yes, in some cases, that includes merely by fighting it.  Yep, so, outwardly, in some cases, your words and deeds towards learning and spreading Truth may not even change (or at least only subtly, BUT THE SUBTLE IS SIGNIFICANT!), but that different Intention is a world of difference!  See post Create Anew!

OF COURSE you’ll have to clean up your Thoughts and Words along the lines of fighting / resisting.  Stop saying “I’m fighting the cabal.”  You may as well be saying “I’m feeding the cabal.”  Here’s a better thing to say: “I’m informing my fellow human about the Truth of what the global cabal are doing… so that they quit feeding it… also.”

Don’t misunderstand though, you have every right, oh Heavens, you have every obligation to stick up for yourself and to set boundaries.  As I’ve said elsewhere, you are the piece of the multi-verse that YOU were put in charge of.  If it’s not YOUR job to stick up for YOU, then whose job is it?!  If there is ever a time when you have the full Power of God at your back, it’s when you are sticking up for yourself and you’re in the right to do so.  Mind my words.  I said “… at your back” for a reason.  God does not lead your life.  You do.  But when you are doing the Empowered, Sovereign thing to do, yep, you’ll have God’s backing… because you’ll be in alignment WITH God’s Power and Light… which is also about aligning with YOUR OWN Power and Light.  High time to remake that alignment.

And… “sticking up for yourself” is a much better INTENTION than “fighting the cabal”.  Capisce?!  Yep, even if how you actually go about it doesn’t change all so much.

Just flat creating what you want is even better yet!  Make that “you” with a capital ‘Y’ – You, as in, YOUR DIVINE SELF and now you’re really cooking with fire (spirit).

Get really good at Standing in Your Own Power and you won’t draw a lot of garbage to you in the first place and… will more easily and quickly dispel that which does manage to find you.

As I talk about throughout this blog, don’t forget that you draw to you what you fear.  Release the fears and then you no longer have any reason to draw that.  Just keep in mind that there is nothing “criminal” with having fears.  If you repress fear thinking that you’re not “supposed to” have fear, well… you cannot RELEASE what you REPRESS.  You must let it surface, but then go about understanding what it’s about so you can release it.  The Divine would love to help you.

Emotions and Feelings further fuel or supercharge the Thoughts, Words and Deeds.

Emotions are also, more importantly, closely connected with Spirit.  So being in touch with your Emotions, understanding what they are communicating, will help you align your “Mini-Me” creations with the Divine’s agenda.  THAT is the biggest and best way to utilize your Emotional energy in your creations, is to just allow your Emotions to be the Divine Communication Tool they were meant to be and following the subsequent guidance that comes with that Emotional Communication.

But yes, in this process of Self Mastery, you’ll need to (re)learn what your Emotions are REALLY telling you.  Might be a bit different than what the programmed version of you thinks.  Ask the Divine for help on understanding what your Emotions are truly communicating to you.

KNOWING that something will happen helps to manifest it.  In part, it’s that thing of acting like that which you wish to manifest already exists. Envisioning… and Knowingness.  Not “knowledge”, mind ya (lol) in a lower-mind way, but knowingness in an intuitive / Divinely guided way.

Expectation holds a space for that which you choose to manifest.

Some say that expectation sets you up for disappointment.  I say – so what if it does!  In the short term it may very well come with some disappointment.  Are you going to squelch your joy and excitement of anticipating that which you care to manifest just for fear of a little disappointment?  (Fear.  That means you still have some things to work on.)

FEEL IT!  Feel it ALL!  The excitement of expectation… with a little disappointment from time to time.  What’s so frickin’ scary about feeling a little disappointment?  Ya know… for one who is a Master… or is working on their mastery.

And… by NOT getting excited in expectation of that which you care to create, you are holding back putting energy into that which you want to create.  Why would you do that?

To feel even less disappointment, make sure you are aligning your expectations with the Divine’s agenda.  You’ll then be combining your Knowingness (which comes from Intuition / Divine Connection) with your Expectation.  

The expectation then has to do with Big Picture, long-term, end goals.  For instance, I fully expect that this ascension project will be very successful.  Do I know exactly who will ascend and when?  Do I know all the steps leading up to it?  Nope.

I’d say what’s most important is that you set your goals with the Divine.  And yeah, EXPECT to reach that goal.  But!  Little “Mini Me” you could stand to release expectation of the HOW to get to that goal.  Let the Divine provide its higher perspective to you on the how.  Because if you invest in some Mini Me expectation of how, then the REAL solution or path or what have ya, well, you might trip over it and not recognize it for what it is because you have invested in your own pea-brain-level expectation.  I like to use this analogy – if your goal is to be healthy and yet you think that what is required for that is doctors and money, but that is really not the way, then, yep, you won’t recognize the real path when it shows up.  Stay open to the Divine’s version of the “how”.

And, well, in a slow, dense realm like 3D, yes, it may take a while to manifest something.  Yes, you may have to hold your focus – using the proper Thoughts, Words and Deeds –  holding your energy, your knowingness and your expectation for a very long time.  So do it.  Remember, 3D Earth is the Masters Program, not kindergarten.

You know you can do it.  You HAVE BEEN doing it for quite some time now… but what exactly were you “expecting” and hence creating before?  Was it along the lines of “Worry is a prayer for something you don’t want” ?  You’ve held onto energy for extended periods of time by worrying about something you don’t want and have had plenty of personal experience with manifesting that which you put so much energy and focus on with your worry.  Yep, by this time, you ought to know that you can, have and will again hold the energy, focus, expectation of something long enough to make it manifest.  Now you can actually consciously create what you want instead of unconsciously creating what you don’t want.

And… BE PRESENT!  This moment is a gift, that’s why we call it “the present”.  And the Present is where / when we create.

Scott Adams had recently spoken of the old line “history repeats itself” but he said it has no business repeating itself because every moment is different.  Indeed.

Unfortunately programmed humans (you maybe, without you realizing it?) are into “re-acting” – acting as they have before – rather than responding – Responsibility, the ability to respond – to the present moment.  Their programming / be-lie-f system keeps them from BEING PRESENT and also from having to take on the Responsibility of thinking, judging and discerning for themselves IN THE MOMENT… without bias, without prejudice, ya know, without carrying energy from old moments into the present moment… without having some unthinking, unfeeling robotic, programmed “box” to put everyone and everything into.  (*tsk tsk* “But GAF, thinking / discerning is just so bothersome.”  Whah!  Poor mindless, heartless, programmed, silly, robotic humans.  Oh, don’t bother them with such hard work.  Eee gad!  LOL)

Time to be a heretic, which literally means “someone who thinks for themselves” and to release Duality‘s hard and fast / black and white rules, which cannot possibly take into account the varied and subtle differences from one moment to the next.  Don’t even think for a second that you have the next moment figured out BEFORE YOU GET TO IT.  Trust and Flow!  You’ve got what it takes to be the Powerful Creator God/desses that you were meant to be… being Responsible (able to Respond), Responding to the Present moment.


When you first start off on your healing and enlightenment path, in your transitioning process, which is 4D, Life and the Divine conspire to demonstrate to you what a powerful creator you are and you may find that as you CONSCIOUSLY master your creation abilities, while in 4D transition, you can easily and quickly draw to you what you desire.

But, when you have “completed”, that is, when you have finished your ascension process, what I call being “ascension-ready“, at 5D consciousness levels, but are as yet not totally transitioned to 5D, you will be in 3D still, “in the world and not of it”.  This is your time to serve!  You may not be manifesting much at all for yourself “out there” in the 3D realm, past supporting your vital signs… and supporting your Service Work.

If you need it, it will be there.  If it’s not there, you must not need it.  If you’re really having to work really super hard for something or every move you make towards something seems to be thwarted, perhaps it’s time to check in with the Divine to find out what you REALLY need.  It may not be what your “Mini Me” pea brain thinks it is.

When you are Complete, first, you’d best serve yourself (in not driving yourself bonkers) and others by aligning your “Mini Me” will with Divine Will.  You are here during a Planetary and Collective Ascension.  You are here to help the collective now, sometimes in ways that you could not before your own completion.  I can’t emphasize enough – get in alignment with the Divine and your Soul Mission of this Planetary / Collective Ascension… because nothing else matters… AND not much else of anything is going to manifest.  Gaia Portal said something about that recently:  “Egoic creations are ignored.”  If you like exercises in futility / pissing up a rope, then go right ahead and attempt to manifest your personal mansion on the Riviera… when the Divine has other business for you to tend to.

And don’t act like that desired Riviera mansion will somehow demonstrate to your fellow human how joyful you are or advanced or whatever, ‘cuz gee, no spiritually unadvanced people have ever had mansions on the Riveria… right?  Yeah, right.

You are here to demonstrate how you ARE Joy and Abundance, by nature, no matter what your outer circumstances.  Material things don’t give you joy and many folks with plenty of material things know this first hand.  You ARE Joy!  Just let yourself be your True Joyful Self.  It’s not something you have to seek, but more something to just relax into… ‘cuz it’s already you.

And you could stand to get into a different sort of “Life of Abundance”, a more Divine-centered / soul-centered Abundance, which shallow, materialistic ways won’t give you.  It’s not about being “impoverished” or the like (*shrug*, well, maybe), it’s just about having your priorities straight. Nothing wrong with having things, just don’t let them have you… and recognize that… if it’s not there, you must not need it.  Perhaps being bogged down with material crap is crippling your ability to do your light work.  So what?  Do you honestly think that when you are doing the Divine’s Will (ya know, YOUR Divine Will) that suddenly the Divine will quit supporting you?  Really?  Ye of little faith.  Again… If you need it, it will be there.  If it’s not there, you must not need it.  That pretty much applies to everything, including material things and experiences.  Perhaps there’s an experience you want or think you need, but do you?  Did it occur to you that the experience right in front of you, in this moment, is just EXACTLY what you need?!  Maybe it’s not personal.  Perhaps YOU don’t necessarily need that experience FOR YOU, but perhaps it serves your Service Work TO OTHERS!

Yep, through your own ascension-process completion, you learned to make yourself your top priority.  The Divine guided you on how to stand on your own two feet, to be an empowered and sovereign being.  Now that you finally and truly know how, it’s now time to serve your fellow human.

It’s time for you to start asking the Divine about THE ASCENSION (the entire project) and not just about your own bidness. Dare I say… time for big kid pants. 🙂

How long can you hold your focus for a collective ascension?  Long enough to make it manifest?

“Making miracles is hard work, most people give up before they happen.”
~ Sheryl Crow – “Maybe That’s Something”

How much of your time, effort, energy, focus will it take?  ALL of it!  No really.  There is nothing else to focus on, to put energy into… past keeping your vitals signs – which is about being grounded, NOT about being caught up in the old disempowering paradigm, but being realistic about and honoring your human, physical self AND getting down to the business of actually living your Soul Purpose, being that which connects Heaven and Earth… yep, connected on BOTH ends.

And if and when you get into the flow of following Divine Guidance, you won’t be spinning your wheels or chasing your tail or wasting time and energy about something that is just not important or is just an out-and-out DISTRACTION.  Then you’ll find you have plenty of free time, just for you and your enjoyment (important that you tap into and share your Joy with the world)… if you just follow guidance.

Acknowledge that everything else that is going on in your life is supporting you on your Soul Mission.

Be Present!

(also see comment below about “manifesting-simplified” – search on what I just put between quotes)

Ascension Update 5

God gave me info through Tarot today about The Ascension.

(cards indicated by bolded, bullet points below)

  • Giving and receiving, balancing of polarities.

Ah.  I heard that and thought – Masculine and Feminine.  Balancing and integrating those.

And yes, there seems to be some need for this message now as I observe (am shown) “out there” that some folks want to swing the pendulum from patriarchy to matriarchy.  Nope, not what’s being called for here.  We don’t have time for that Dualistic nonsense.

Time for Balance, Wholeness and Integration.  

And “giving and receiving”…

… for those who saw my last post… everywhere I look I keep coming across this Service to Self (STS) / Service to Others (STO) crap (Ra Material / Law of One b.s).  Argh!  I’m being shown just how pounded into lightworkers’ subconscious this “belief system” is.  I had to laugh at the last time I saw it, it was in comments and yet it was to someone that could stand to hear the STO side of this and yet, I know they get the Serving Self concept so just probably dismissed it anyway.  LOL.

But!  Folks!  If you want UNITY, you’ll have to release Duality!  Most especially when it comes down to things which, in this world of Duality, can be expressed as Masculine or Feminine… ya know, everything. lol.  Learn about Duality so you can remove yourself from it… so you can put the pieces together and Unify.

Masculine and feminine energies are not “opposites” but complements, as in “to complete”, they complete each other.  Swinging back and forth between this is “good” and that is “bad” and just flip-flop the this with the that and all is well.  NOT!  You can’t keep wanting to “throw out” or “kill” parts of yourself or exchange this part for that part and expect to be WHOLE and INTEGRATED.  Time to “re-pair” – put the pair back together, the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine in Sacred Union within EACH of us, not in that dysfunctional “my other / better half” nonsense.  As if someone else could complete YOU.  No, you complete yourself.

I’d recently interacted with someone who thinks that 4D is about heart and 5D is about mind (*rolling eyes*, sorry, but it just had to be “said”) and that somehow heart is good and mind is bad.  They also recently spoke of swinging from a patriarchy to THOUSANDS OF YEARS OF a matriarchy…. and that ascension to 5D is some grand conspiracy to make us somehow leap over heart and go straight to mind.  *shaking head*  Goodness sakes.  As if we haven’t already been camping out in left-brain lower mind, ya know, since we’ve been in the patriarchy for quite some time.

In their reality (don’t make it your reality folks) 4D = Heart = good (not accurate), while 5D = Mind = bad (again, not accurate).  So, they have dissed Dimensions / Densities (Ds) and also themselves in that, clinging to a Dualistic mindset (while they scream to the high heavens about “heart”) that promotes the idea that some Ds are “good”, some “bad” and some parts of self are “good” (heart) and some “bad” (mind).  They are also part of the “Ra Religion” apparently and deem Other to be “good” while Self is “bad”.

Completely clueless.  Clearly demonstrating how steeped in Duality they are… and are NOT consciously aware of that.

This is Duality 101 here… and this person fancies themselves a gnostic.  Me thinks that they found their “esoteric knowledge” (gnosis) in a book (or a few 100) OR perhaps they got it out of a Cracker Jack’s box… and not so esoterically – INWARDLY!  Mmm.  And I am seeing that this person who has served as a good example of a bad example is in “good company”, as in, there are many, MANY more lightworkers who have been caught up in some obviously insidious disempowering belief systems.

Now, as far as the mind goes, we have been too steeped in mind for a very long time, nothing new there, overusing our pea brains at the detriment of our body, emotions and spirit (intuition).  But that still doesn’t make the mind “bad”.  Maybe we are underutilizing the communications and wisdom from our body, emotions and spirit because this world had brainwashed us into thinking those parts of us were “bad.”  Enough already!  Time to stop dissing any and every part of Self.  Time for balance.

  • Be aware of your Words and Intent.

Yep, been getting that whole “Power of Words” theme coming up also.  And it’s all tied together.

Folks, we create through our Thoughts, Words and Deeds.  Mind your words!  Now we’re in Creation 101.  This is as fundamental as it gets.  Get this!

Are you mindlessly parroting something you learned years ago, even when you yourself have, through PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, come to realize that those words you continue to parrot aren’t really so true?  “LIGHTWORKERS” this needs to stop!  If you TRULY want to serve others you’d best be more self-aware than that!  We have enough going on with those who very intentionally want to promote darkness without “lightworkers” mindlessly assisting the cabal agenda (and obviously still operating under the cabal’s programs) by broadcasting far and wide this disempowering nonsense.

  • You are now at a point to reap results from the positive efforts you have made in the past.

Folks, it’s time for some “fine tuning”.  So, SO many of you out there get what I’m telling ya here, but you MUST align your Thoughts, Words and Deeds with your goal if you want to reach your goal.

You all seem to think / feel it’s so very important to get your message out and yet you keep being part of the problem instead of part of the solution, because you are not cleaning up your language to match the housecleaning you’ve done inwardly.  Folks, I shouldn’t have to tell you that it will get downright uncomfortable for you if you don’t align your outward expression with your inner knowingness… and you’re at a point where you can make this SUBTLE BUT VERY PROFOUND shift, this refinement of your energy right now, quickly and thoroughly.


Too Long a Soldier

Dedicated to the Light Warriors.

Did you know soldier comes from a word that literally means “solid” ?!  …which in turn means “safe” and “entire”.

My eyes have seen the glory and the suffering and the pain
I’ve been too long a soldier
Too long, too long a soldier
I’ve been too long a soldier

Rock on Light Beings.

Dress Rehearsal


It’s almost showtime.

There are still many folks out there in the world who are unawakened.  Unawakened to both the mundane and the Heavenly.  They don’t know the truth of the horrors of this world and who has been running it.  They also don’t know the truth about themselves, who they really are.  Life is about to thrust the truth of the world all up in their faces.

They could use your light.

Have you rehearsed?  No really.

Ya know, we can all blabber away online and it’s great that we do document things as we go, never know who it may be useful to down the road.  But for the most part, when we do that, we’re preaching to the choir.  If folks are reading your writings, watching your videos, it’s probably because they are awakened.  Yep, the choir.  There’s really no reason to even have any concern whatsoever about those folks.  They’re on path.  Score!

But the unawakened could use your help.  In many cases, those unawakened souls will not be interacting with you online and through your sites, but in your day to day life, out there, in person.  In some cases it’s just strangers who have a brief interaction with you.

That’s your chance to be the Spiritual Minuteman, the Spiritual Opportunist.  Seize any and every opportunity, no matter how brief, to bring a wee bit more light into someone’s life.  You won’t often get time to have lengthy discussions.  So, how can you get the biggest bang for your buck in your brief interactions with your fellow human?  Have you considered such?  What words will you use?  What concepts will you convey in a sentence or two?

I like to use the following as an example, but your interactions may not involve this topic, but just to give you some idea…

When speaking of those who have been secretly running this world for many years, I like to use the word “cabal”.  Most people who don’t know about the cabal don’t even know that word.  With just that word, you’ve conveyed an awful lot more light / information than you would with, oh, say, “globalist” or “establishment” or the like.  People will probably ask you to repeat the word and they’ll be looking it up first chance they get.  You just shifted their paradigm with one word.

We silly lightworkers often like to use little one-liner wisdom tidbits, such as:

“Energy flows where attention goes”,
“What we resist persists”,
“We create through our Thoughts, Words, and Deeds”,
“The only way out is in”,
“Lightwork is an INSIDE job.”
“If you need it, it will be there. If it’s not there, you must not need it”, even things like
“What you think of me is none of my business”, etc.

You know, things that stick with people much like advertisement jingles, little lines that make them think, perhaps even set them back on their heels.  What tiny wisdom tidbits do you have that you like to share?

Let’s run with that last one I offered up – “What you think of me is none of my business”.  First, it resonates with people.  I have often had people say they like how that’s worded.  Ooh, an opening to expand on the concept a bit.  I then go on to say, “… because… your thoughts about me, don’t determine my life and my reality, my thoughts do.”

What other ways can you “meet” folks “out there”, get their attention, create an excuse to share some light?  My old “Fire the Grid” T-shirts (I have two) always have and still do get people’s attention and often inquiry.  I can get totally “left field” on ’em at that point.  😉  lmao

Back when I was consuming books, often being in the middle of half a dozen at a time, I would almost always have a book with me wherever I went, including sitting at the bar… whether I actually read any of it or not and I made sure I held the cover up or laid it facing up so that people could read the often very interesting book title.  It very often resulted in some very fun, interesting and Spiritual-Opportunist conversations.

Folks, get ready.  BE ready.  Ask the Divine to help prepare you to be the ultimate in Spiritual Minutemen.  Uber Spiritual Opportunists.



I’m going to invite you to (re)read my Service to Self, Service to Others post.

There are WAY too many lightworkers out there who are still MINDLESSLY (and I don’t mean that in a good way in this case, sometimes it IS good to “lose one’s mind”, but…) parroting this “Ra Material” (and how many other channeled ETs) nonsense about STS / STO.

As someone who wrote a book with the subtitle “Top Priority: Self”, I just can’t stomach all these lightworkers putting out such DARK and disempowering nonsense as to even imply or allow someone to infer (which would be easy to do when using such lingo as STS / STO) that Serving Self is somehow “bad” in some way.  So, SO disempowering.  AHH!

If you get where I’m coming from, please help me call all these lightworkers on the carpet about the silly, dysfunctional and disempowering notions they are putting out there.  Oh Heavens, send them this post!  GAWD but this sh*t is frickin’ old!

What sits in the back of my mind as I write this is… years ago, Byron Katie wrote that she had never been much of a spiritual person and yet she’s always lived by “Love thy neighbor as thyself.”  Problem was – she didn’t love herself.  As drag queen Ru Paul says, “If ya can’t love yourself, how the hell ya gonna love somebody else?”  Indeed.

Below is a comment I left someone recently.  They received it well and they understand what I am saying… but they could stand to clean up their language.

“With the choice of Creating reality through either the perception of STO or STS.”

I have to call b.s. on the STS / STO bidness.

First, this whole either / or thing is very dualistic, limiting and not reality. “We leave a more “dualistic” view behind…” Actually not. The whole STS / STO nonsense IS dualistic. Others are “good”, self is “bad” nonsense. You even speak of them as being “polarities.” *shaking head* Purdy darned dualistic.

The truth of the matter is, the goal you are shooting for is TO SERVE, period, whether self or other. But PRIORITIES matter.

I told someone else this the other day:

“The whole concept that Service to Self is bad in some way is some of the most disempowering programming running on this planet, even before Ra (and a whole host of other ETs started talking this STS / STO nonsense) and above the veil also as ETs didn’t get it right either.

ETs needed to learn some things about these things. They have. Unfortunately, many of the “Ra Material” RELIGION followers cling very dogmatically to their religion and belief system… and that OLD, outdated (ya know, since ETs have learned some since then) Ra Material… and they have their priorities screwed up because of their Ra Material / STS-STO be-lie-fs.

In this regard, the flight attendant has much better info than Ra does as the flight attendant wisely advises to… put on your own oxygen mask before assisting others with theirs… because that’s the proper order of things.”

See more here:
“In reality, TRULY serving self is actually what best enables one TO serve others.”

I’ve understood AND LIVED this prioritization, putting self first, for many years and it is what has ENABLED me TO serve others at the high level that I have. I had and still have my priorities straight.

*name*, from what else you’ve written, here and elsewhere, I know you get what I’m saying. But we create through our Thoughts, Words, and Deeds and anything that even implies, even if just initially or whatever, that serving self is bad is the kind of thing that would make me say a line that people often say to children who cuss – “Language!” It’s kinda along the same lines as Christians saying the nonsense “God-fearing”. Again, “Language!”

Don’t take my word on this, just let me provide you with the next question you can take to the Divine… over this STS / STO nonsense.

“The only “constant” in Creation is “change”.” Perhaps it’s high time to change up your language concerning such.

Also, just to say… my focus right now is on those who are new or yet to awaken to the whole ascension thing and first impressions mean a lot. I have been familiar with this whole STS / STO mentality (if you will) for many years and yet at first glance, first impression it’s just reinforcing Joe Average’s disempowering program of putting Other above Self. They really don’t need help with that.

Love Alive

“Love Alive”

The sky was dark this morning
When I raised my head
I stood at the window
Darkness was my bane

Suddenly a sunbeam arc
Thrilled me to my weary heart
It was the prettiest thing I’d ever seen

I knew I had to keep my love
Keep my love alive
Keep my love – keep my love alive

Baby I want you to roll me
Hold me in your love
No more habits, promises and jive

Ever since I was a baby girl
Wanted one thing most in this world
It was to keep my love –
Keep my love alive

I gotta keep my love –
Keep my love alive
Keep my love – keep my love alive

You’re up there under the spotlight
Your silver trophy shines
With all you got, my lord!
You must get high

You need a whole lot more than money
You need more than to survive
You gotta keep your love
Keep your love alive