Forerunners vs. LightWorkers

Where to start?  Ok, how’s about with this…

A reader of my site, who had a problem with me getting after lightworkers (LWs) had said, “Why can’t we all just be lightworkers?  Why do some have to be forerunners?”

First, we REAL forerunners were just gittin’ the job done… we WERE lightworking and didn’t bother to label ourselves as forerunners… until all the other (so-called) “lightworkers” we were WAITING FOR started calling themselves “forerunners”.  They weren’t stepping up to actually git ‘er done, weren’t knocking out their own inner work and hence weren’t stepping up to hold light in the 3D Earth realm, so they were holding up the progress of this Planetary and Collective Ascension… but they sure could talk big… while we REAL forerunners were all waiting for them and getting energetically crushed in the process.  We REAL forerunners absolutely have “braggin’ rights” and yet we didn’t exercise those rights, we just got the frickin’ job done!

Karen Bishop, who is / was a true forerunner, like myself, figured that if the laggard lightworkers, who we were waiting to relieve us of light-holding duty, were the “forerunners” then folks like us REAL forerunners must then be the “forerunners of the forerunners” (and that was the first usage of that term I’d seen).

I’ve seen more recently from even lightworkers who are behind the 2nd wave, who are not even “complete” now have the audacity to call themselves the “forerunners of the forerunners”… while they continuously moan and groan about ascension symptoms, which they wouldn’t still have if they had actually knocked out their healing and ascension process.  Forerunners my ass.

Hey, you! Get out of my shoes!
Oh, you don’t know what it means to be
You don’t know what it means to be
You don’t know what it means to be me
~ lyrics from “Don’t Know What it Means” by Puss n Boots

Some of them have also been going on about “dark attacks” for years.  Energy flows where attention goes.  If they want their Power, they’ll have to step up and actually take Responsibility FOR THEIR OWN CREATIONS.  Whether their so-called “dark attacks”, which they claim come from outer sources, are just a figment of their imagination or if they are actually drawing such to themselves, either way, it is THEIR creation.  The “out there” is created “in here”.  Our Inner Causal Realms CREATE the World of Outer Effects.  Trying to “blame” the “out there” on things that are out there is like stepping up to a mirror, seeing you have something on your face and trying to wipe it off in your reflection.  

Well, they’re not gittin’ ‘er done but they sure do have inflated egos.  *shaking head*   They’re talking big, but playing small.  Talk is cheap and boy oh boy do I wish their big talk could actually get this job done because as much as they talk themselves up, well, if that’s all it took to pull off this ascension project, it would have been done long ago… with all the lightworkers’ hot air.  Perhaps we could harness all that hot air some other way, maybe in steam-generating power plants or something.  😉

Lightworkers, here’s a little message from YOUR Soul Mission, delivered by Elvis:

A little less conversation, a little more action, please
All this aggravation ain’t satisfactioning me
A little more bite and a little less bark
A little less fight and a little more spark
Close your mouth and open up your heart and, baby, satisfy me
Satisfy me, baby
~ Elvis Presley

And that would be YOUR inward action… Satisfying YOUR Soul Mission.

Believe me honey, a part of me would have rather NOT been a forerunner, thank you very much.  I’m SO glad that I have been able to help with this planetary ascension project and that we actually ARE gittin’ ‘er done, but on a personal level, it has sucked. Plain and simple.  Oh yeah, it’s had its awesome moments for sure.  Ya can’t work on a project this grand, actually be successful at it and not feel great about that, but what it’s done to us personally has not been fun.  More appropriate words would be “torturous”, “agonizing” and “exhausting.”  Did I mention “no life” in that?  No world travel, surfing, snorkeling, 5 mile runs, working out at the gym, attending “enlightenment” conferences, painting, playing an instrument, dancing, etc. for us REAL forerunners. (all literal, specific examples from LWs who only think they are forerunners).  Oh to even have the energy required for any of those “out there” activities.  Oh hell, I don’t know that many of us REAL forerunners were even doing much of anything online, I know I wasn’t.  We didn’t have the time or energy to do so.  Many, many days in the last several years, I’ve had just enough energy to get something to eat… before I fell asleep again.  No joking.  Our little “Mini Me” selves did not choose to have no life.  Our Divine Selves thrust that upon us… to fulfill our Soul Mission when many others were not stepping up to help out. Too busy snorkeling or dancing or traveling the world or what have ya.

This person asking this question, like some others, seems to take offense that I differentiate forerunners from lightworkers in general.  There’s definitely some ego issues behind them having an issue with this.

Let’s go there a bit…

First of all, no one can truly offend you, you can only “take offense”.  Don’t like feeling offended?  Then quit choosing to take offense.  Whose feelings are we talking about here?  Yours.  Own ’em.

And… after feeling like I’ve been singing solo on this bit for so long, I’m happy to see a few LWs starting to wise-up about this whole ego thing.  Maybe if enough join that choir, people will stop trying to “kill their ego”… or perhaps they’ll just chop off their own head to seal the deal.  To hell with just cutting off one’s nose to spite their face, just lop off the whole noggin.  Does it really matter what part of you it is?  If you vilify some part of you, what chance do you really stand of being whole / integrated / complete?  Enough already!

Ego is just one’s sense of self.

If a cult leader said you could join their group IF you cut your arm off, most folks would laugh and walk away.  But so many mini-cult-leader LWs tell you that in order to join their group you have to cut off your SENSE OF SELF and you’re ready to drink the frickin’ Koolaid?  Really?

Ah, but where DOES one get their sense of self?  If it’s from a tainted 3D Earth paradigm, that’s not so good.  But one’s sense of self can come from the Divine and your ego can absolutely work with the Divine.  So, how’s about YOU actually work in cooperation with your ego?!  What a concept!  Talk to your ego.  Explain things.  Ask it to let the Divine help it out a bit.

Ego ISSUES come from being programmed in a disempowered way in this world.  

Programming… in the human psyche.  Humans, ALL parts of the human being are like “hardware” and the brainwashing / conditioning / programming in the psyche is like “software”.  If your computer got a software virus or other programming issue, wouldn’t you just work to get rid of the programming… not throw out – or “kill” – the hardware?  There’s nothing “wrong” with the human hardware – yep, including the ego, ya know, one’s sense of self.  It’s the programming in the human psyche that’s messed up.  Time to de/re-program.

The ego is just one of many human parts that have been tainted by the disempowering programming.

Really problematic programming happens at the subconscious level, most of those programs being implanted into the subconscious when we are 6 years old and younger (which is why the global cabal want your children in the education system at a younger age so they can program them the way they want).  See Core Issues / Wounds / Programs / Fears / Beliefs for how to quickly and easily release those subconscious programs.

Then people are conditioned to not listen to their intuition and to repress their emotions.  They get poisoned at a physical level with conventional food and brainwashed to ignore their own senses and keep eating the poisons and living disempowered lives.

Hmm.  Sounds like this whole “issues” thing goes well beyond just ego.  ALL parts will need to be healed.

Eee gad, did I just say the ‘n’ word, ooh not that, another thing that bothers LWs… but if you have a goal, now you have conditions, if you want to make your goal you have to release some things and embrace others.  Yep, I said NEED.  Read it and weep if you must… then get over it.  The only time “need” does not apply is if you are still asleep, still exercising your free-will / veiled consciousness state, then you can do whatever you want… no matter how dysfunctional it is.

But when you’ve awakened and committed to your healing path and gone down it far enough, then the Divine grabs ya by the ear, the way old battle-ax schoolmarms used to do and says “You’re mine now!” and you WILL be used for Energetic Service Work, like it or lump it.

“It all begins when the soul would have its way with you.” ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

The ego is one’s sense of self and also cares very much about one’s survival.  But, yeah, it got programmed in a disempowered way, making unhealthy and inaccurate associations.

Because we create through our Thoughts, Words and Deeds, then whatever programs are running in our psyches are creating our reality… until we wake up to those programs and heal, clear and release them.

But… I had to chuckle when I saw that someone had said that if someone says they are “the One” – ya know, they are self-realized, they know they are a part of God and also a very powerful creator in and of themselves – well, if that bothers you, it’s not THEIR ego issue but YOURS.

No doubt. Too many LWs still steeped in programmed ego, suffering from “lesser than” issues, seeing everything as a “competition”- in the negative sense of that word.  (Is there another sense to that word?  We’ll get to that.)  They are still succumbing to the old disempowering program “teacher = threat”, regardless of what form that teacher comes in – a person, a situation, a personal experience.  Rather than learning from it they dis that teacher in every way possible.  This is how the old programs hold on for dear life.

This “lesser than” programming is SO outta hand that people even get bothered by the term “ascended master.”  LOL  Goodness sakes.  Ascended masters have mastered what?  Themselves!  How in the hell do some silly, programmed-robot humans actually take offense to someone else’s Self Mastery.  *holding up one index finger* while saying “Them” and *circling that finger with the other index finger* while saying, “Universe”.  Yep, so “self-involved” in a dysfunctional way, that they somehow have made someone else’s Self Mastery all about them… and took offense.  *shaking head*  If they want it to be ALL ABOUT THEM, then how’s about they actually work on THEIR OWN Self Mastery.  Who’da thunk it!

I’m in complete agreement with this person.  The ego issue is not in knowing who you truly are and being so courageous as to boldy state it and demonstrate it, but in having low self-worth issues and being bothered by those who don’t.

I’d seen a recent message on a blog, something to this effect:

“Thinking you are a part of God is not arrogant.  Thinking you could ever be separate from God is arrogant.”

This quote never gets old:

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.  Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.  It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.  We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?’ Actually, who are you not to be?  You are a child of God.  Your playing small does not serve the world.  There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.  We are all meant to shine, as children do.  We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.  It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone.  And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.  As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”  ~ Marianne Williamson

Awesome, empowering message…that I have lived by, which enabled me to do so very much for all of you on this big ass ascension project.  Amazing that Marianne is for reparations, which is a shifting of responsibility hence is very disempowering – Power and Responsibility go hand in hand.  She’s obviously got some blockages / disconnects of her own.  I don’t know why.  I don’t know why so very many of you have these sorts of blockages / disconnects yourselves.   *shrug*  I look forward to you all getting over such.

When it comes right down to it, if you “hide” yourself, when you are quite well aware of who you really are, that is just a DISservice to your fellow human.  If you walk on eggshells for their “lesser than” / lack of self-worth issues, then you are essentially enabling their dysfunction.  Come on folks, get over what others think of you and quit hiding yourself.  Not only is that crippling to you, it’s also not helping others.  Get serious about your soul mission of ASCENSION already.

What makes forerunners different than other lightworkers?  Well, one big component would be having a “git ‘er done” attitude – people who were very PROACTIVE about their healing.

It’s also about timing to some degree.  Basically, the forerunners were the ones who had finished their “general healing” (my term) by about 2009 or earlier.  We then were (finally) allowed to move forward into our intense ascension process late that year or a bit later.

The transmutation work and light anchoring work that we did could not have been done by just anyone, but had to be performed by someone who was COMPLETE in their healing and personal ascension process.  In order to channel that much energy to and fro, we had to be a clear channel – issue-free, fear-free, blockage-free.

Then – more silly, disempowering and limiting notions from LWs – a while back someone had said that EVERYONE has blockages and always will have.  OMG.  I told them I don’t and, of course, they don’t want to believe that and told me all my blockages will come back some day.   lol  Goodness sakes.  It’s like they’re trying to put a curse on one of the most advanced souls around, ya know, me.  Yeah, good luck with that honey.

It’s also as if they think that if they have not experienced it (being blockage-free, or anything else for that matter), it hasn’t happened yet, ‘cuz, ya know, they’re the first to do everything.  If they haven’t done it, it hasn’t been done.  Right?!

I’d refer them here.

In saying that NO ONE can be blockage-free, what they are really saying is “I cannot be blockage-free.  I will ALWAYS have blockages.”  Careful… the Universe is listening… and is quite happy to cooperate in delivering your creation to you.  Are you SURE you want to create such limits for yourself?!

So, for anyone who is not ascension-ready, what you are all working on now is your own healing and ascension process.  As you do so, you raise the overall frequency of 3D / 4D.  So, don’t underestimate how important your own personal process IS to the collective effort. Every bit of your healing that you knock out adds a wee bit more light to the world, which needs all it can get, so keep after it.

But!  Once you “complete” then you’ll REALLY be effective at influencing the world. Then it’s time to SERVE!

At the same time, quit feeding your energy into what you don’t want.
Energy flows where attention goes.  
Think only of what you want and not of what you don’t want.  
Worry is a prayer for something you don’t want.

And… If ~ 7 billion humans would have all been doing their inner work at the same time, this all would have been much easier on all of us.

So, this specific person who had asked me this initial question about forerunners vs. general lightworkers, I know Life and the Divine have them on the fast track. They had their awakening about the time we forerunners were moving into our own intense ascension process… as opposed to just “general healing“, there was a definite line between the two for myself and most other REAL forerunners because we weren’t allowed to move into our intense ascension process until the nth minute, hoping more folks behind us would get more up to speed.

I woke up about 22 years ago.  I had time to knock out my healing and yet was doing it in a rather “dark” world.  That was the challenge we faced.  We were blazing the trail.  But, things moved slower then and we had many years to do our “general healing” and actually, due to the overall collective situation, we weren’t allowed to move into our intense ascension process until years later in some cases.  Some of us had some thumb-twiddling time in between.

Those who are being abruptly awakened in more recent years I’m sure are as overwhelmed with their own general healing in the same way that the ascension process was overwhelming for us forerunners.  Folks on the fast track like this may not notice much difference between their general healing and their subsequent ascension process – one will probably segue right into the other.  And if / when you get on path here in recent years, you’re doing it in a much more light-infused environment.  Double-edged sword that.  Yes, lots of light to help you along, but… then again, lots of light to help you along.  Kinda like jumping onto a moving train.  Wee!

But who am I really getting after in the LW ranks?  Well, not these folks who were recently put on the fast track and aren’t far enough along anyway to really be “light holders”… but the sheer fact that their healing and ascension process is full speed ahead indicates that they are not resisting their process.  Good for them!

But there are SEASONED LWs who have been awake as long or longer than I have.  Some of them even served as my teachers / re-minders back in the day – although “god” forbid (little ‘g’ god, as in each individual creator) they actually allow me and others like me to return the favor and teach them some things.  So, as you may have guessed, this also includes “celebrity lightworkers”.  They’re out there preaching to beat the band and they haven’t even completed their general healing, let alone their ascension process.  They don’t take the bull by the horns, but they instead wait until something pushes them.  It didn’t help any that those above the veil (atv) who were directing energies took so danged long to realize that these LWs were not going to proactively keep advancing, but would only do so with a good push, so those atv have been giving it to them since about the fall of 2014…  about the same time the Divine would no longer allow me to be used for Energetic Service Work (read this blog for more details).

Yeah, those atv had better have come up with something to prod the lightworkers on BEFORE all the forerunners were completely spent or oops there goes a Planetary and Collective Ascension project down the drain.  I’d guess that many a lightworker had no idea that a relatively small number of forerunners, already weary from getting a planet ascension-ready, were holding off destructive forces in THEIR world.  Perhaps they thought it was all held together as if by magic.  Hmm.  Who do they think was performing the magick?  … while they took their sweet time, not a care in the world “wondering what is next” and “waiting for the next thing”.  *shaking head*  Gee, can’t imagine why those “upstairs” had to apply the Cosmic Cattle Prod.  This whole ascension gig is NOT a spectator sport!

Not to mention that… meanwhile in 3D… the cabal just a’kept on making their moves towards complete and utter control of the unawakened.  Tick, tick, tick for the 3Ders who lightworkers are to be helping.  Yep.  Precarious.  Many of you have no idea.  … especially before we had the RIGHT support from those above the veil… which we really didn’t get until a few months before the Divine no longer allowed me to be used for Energetic Service Work.

So if we’re talking years prior to 2009 (before the “ascension hell” years started), when someone awakened is only part of the picture.  How old someone is really has nothing to do with it.  Many “seasoned” lightworkers are older than me and have been awake much longer, and there are also plenty of LWs who are younger than I am and have been awake at least as long as I have been.

What mattered?  Who actually STEPPED UP!

So a forerunner would be someone who:

  • Awakened long enough ago to give us time to complete our “general healing” work BEFORE 2009 (mostly).
  • Was proactive in getting that healing work done.  Just being “awake” is not enough.
  • At end of 2009 or early 2010, moved into our intense ascension process and completed that in short order, maybe a year or less.
  • Got used to do transmutation work for Gaia through 2011 to prepare her for her own ascension, which really should have been the end of our work here, but instead…
  • Got used mercilessly FOR YEARS by those above the veil (atv) for light-anchoring Energetic Service Work for the human collective – those of which duties should have fallen on the shoulders of LIGHTWORKERS – till we couldn’t do it anymore (including having our Energetic Service Work put towards things that not only didn’t help but impeded progress – read this blog for more details).
  • Were left here FOR MORE YEARS, worn out, wrung out, no longer able to do Energetic Service Work and yet kept here for backup… but more recently…
  • In early 2016, we helped Gaia bring her 5D grids down to dangle over 3D to hold light in the 3D Earth Realm because enough lightworkers were still not “complete” and able to hold light in the world and the forerunners couldn’t do it anymore.  So now Gaia helps lightworkers instead of the other way around.  *shaking head*  If Gaia couldn’t ascend yet, we forerunners couldn’t either.

So, there are lightworkers who are NOT forerunners who think they are special and deserve special privileges.  About the only way they are “special” is in a Dana Carvey’s Church Lady kinda way.  😉

Forrest Gump might say, “Special is as special does.”

They may have some rather special ego issues though.

They see the role that FORERUNNERS ENDED UP WITH as the role that these same souls CAME FOR… and their own role is different.  Not true.  Folks, get out of this whole “my role / your role” garbage.  (more of that wanting to be “special” sh*t)  If the Divine wants to use you for something, for Christ’s sakes (literally) LET IT!  You never know if you’re the only one(s) available and prepared to do so, SO DO IT!  STEP UP ALREADY!

Granted, much of the heavy lifting is complete, so many of the “seasoned” LWs missed out on some of the work.

There were jerk offs too numerous to mention
When everybody shared the dream
But when it came time to share the nightmare
They were conveniently no where to be seen
~ Pat Benatar “Takin’ It Back”

As I said, in order to assist the planet and collective through Energetic Service Work, one had to be COMPLETE in their own healing / ascension process.  THAT is what determined who the forerunners were.  It’s about what we have done SINCE we’ve been here on Earth, not about what was planned before we incarnated.

And realistically, you can’t send in some specific, designated 144,000 to do a certain task – blaze the trail, lay in new blueprints and get Gaia prepared for her ascension – and count on them to actually wake up in a heavily veiled world, ya just can’t count on that happening.  As long as they had time to knock out their own healing, pretty much anyone was in the running to be a forerunner.

And sadly, many LWs who, yes, woke up many years ago, have demonstated that even those who woke up early really weren’t proactive about knocking out their own process in a timely fashion, which equates to nothing more than – just keep after it, yep, be proactive.  Through the many years of my own “general healing”, after I completed some bit of healing and had some recovery time, I was always asking, “What more can I do for this effort.”  And, as those of you who understand how this works might well guess, you can bet that the “more” was me working on me… ‘cuz that’s how this is done.  As many say, “Lightwork is an INSIDE job.”

Yep, even though we had enough to “play the role of” the 144,000, not many stepped up to fill in the waves behind us… to play the role of light-holders for 3D Earthlings.  I must admit, it was a while after I was completely spent and not being used for Energetic Service Work that it really dawned on me just HOW far behind so many “seasoned” LWs were.  When I was seeing just how much of a push they were getting from those atv and for how long, it made me wonder if they’d knocked out much at all of their healing process prior to… oh 2012, but I really should say 2009 because that is when it was decided that we forerunners could not wait any longer if we were going to tap into the various astrological and cosmic energetic opportunities of the times and keep Gaia moving along and get her dross transmuted.

Many, many plans, both collective and individual, have had to be abandoned to keep up to this very dynamic situation, which has been very precarious at times.  Believe you me, we forerunners know.  We FELT it! … sometimes like an elephant sitting on your chest.

What has been the reason for it being so precarious?  Because so very many who came to awaken still hadn’t / haven’t and others who “awakened” weren’t diligent about their healing work.  That left very few people to do one gargantuan job.  As the old line goes – Many hands make light work (light here meaning “easy”).  We didn’t have many hands.

So, for years now, my friend (my fellow forerunner, who I refer to on this blog, who did work with me above the veil / atv) and I have been VERY intimately connected into this planetary ascension effort.  We have worked very closely with God and Gaia on this and we do indeed know some details of the bigger picture here.  See Ascension Timeline Thus Far for some of that detail.

This big group of LWs, who I speak of here recently, have been a major wrench in the works of this collective effort.  They have been the bottleneck.  Many of them really have no excuse to not be as far along as we forerunners are.  They really could have been shoulder to shoulder with us.  They woke up many, many years ago and have had plenty of time to knock out their healing.

But most of them are still too caught up in 3D ways – including the so-called “star seeds” who love to look down their noses at “humans” / Earthlings, as if they themselves are somehow not human, duh! – turning spirituality into commerce, or obsessing on helping others heal or boosting their egos with how many followers they can collect, turning out a whole lot of informational “chum” just to attract more readers / viewers… ‘cuz gee, it’s so very important, ya know, for their ego issues, to have as many readers / viewers as possible reading their drivel.

Glad they are available to folks for information purposes that is… if their info is even worth a darn, but they neglected to make and keep the main thing the main thing. And if they are not in and through their ascension process themselves, they’re not going to be the best about giving advice at this point in time anyway, let alone actually doing what it takes to create a collective ascension.

And for anyone who still hasn’t gotten into their noggins how planetary and collective ascensions are created – IT’S DONE BY KNOCKING OUT YOUR OWN INNER WORK!  Can we possibly hammer home this basic ascension fundamental any more?!

A few days ago I added the following update in comments on the Nova Gaia Grids Descend post.  And that post speaks of how we REAL forerunners had to get Gaia to hold light for lightworkers because we couldn’t do it any longer.  SO messed up.  Good thing we moved forward with Gaia’s transmutation work when we did since the lightworkers who came to help her are now being helped BY her.  *shaking head*

A wee bit of an update… first of all, I’ll go ahead and preface this with – this is what LWs are currently working on. I bother to say that because THAT is the part that is different here.  These have been ongoing issues for the LWs so the issue part is going to sound like a broken record… but now they are actually working on these things.

These are the messages I have gotten and some elaboration on each.

“Remember that you have been helped by the generosity of another, and you should be generous with your own time and advice when someone needs it.”

This is not so much about giving advice (which too many LWs are a little too good at, having their priorities screwed up, attempting to help others BEFORE they’ve knocked out THEIR OWN inner work) but stepping up to do Energetic Service Work. The forerunners (the REAL forerunners) have had our asses kicked holding off destructive forces to give LWs time to get up to speed.  Now it’s their turn to hold light for others.

“Lack of harmony”

What I’m getting about this is that it’s not about a lack of inner harmony but a lack of harmony amongst humans. We’re still talking LWs here and the attitude they have had. They weren’t being proactive about knocking out their healing / inner work so that has put so much burden on forerunners that we are completely spent and God won’t allow some of us to be used any more.  How’s THAT for giving your all?!  The LWs have also put 3Ders at risk by not stepping up in a timely fashion, knocking out their inner work so they can do service work for 3D level folk who still could stand the chance of waking up and healing.

“High ideals.”

The LWs are being asked to aim for high ideals.  And these ideals are quite reachable. Forerunners have proven that.  So anyone thinking that COMPLETION is not possible, well, sorry folks, it’s already been done, so by you saying that NO ONE can be whole, complete, healed, issue-free, blockage-free is just another way for you to delay / resist YOUR OWN process.  When you say such, you’re not telling the universe about anyone or anything but yourself and your own creation.  QUIT LIMITING YOURSELF!

God is not allowing me to let this one slide.  This is the Lesson Du Jour.

It’s very important that this big group of LWs acknowledge others.  They pay a lot of lip service to “team” and yet are very lousy teammates themselves.  They want to do their own thing.  They have next to no awareness about the big picture of this ascension project and have seemingly had no desire to know.  It’s like they’re on a basketball team and while the game is going on, they want to sit on the court and play tiddlywinks… then get ticked if they get hit in the head with a basketball.  Ah folks, sorry to have to break this news to you but there’s a planetary and collective ascension going on here and your participation is not only requested but required.

On one side, it’s about acknowledging those who went before them.  For goodness sakes folks, this is NOT for OUR sakes (forerunners that is).  It’s not as if we are the types to need our egos stroked.  *yawn* to that old crap.  It’s important TO THE LIGHTWORKERS themselves because there is a wealth of knowledge and wisdom to draw on from those who blazed the trail that they are now… strolling on, doing the 100 meter mosey on.  And they don’t even have to talk to / hear from any of us directly, they just need to acknowledge that there is a wealth of information available to them and TO ASK TO KNOW IT.

On the other side, this big group of LWs seem to see Joe Average as something to be avoided at all costs.  Err!  Wrong answer.

Now, I’ll give ya this, you have to make and keep yourself your top priority or you’re not worth a darn to the next person.  Part of looking out for yourself includes setting boundaries with others and, if need be, releasing other people – the ultimate boundary-setting.  Hey, if they don’t care to come along on your healing ride with you, then consider yourself graduated beyond them and move along.  The senior class might miss the junior class, but they don’t stay in high school past their time because of it.  Holding yourself back for others doesn’t help you, them or the world.  And those specific individuals that you release, well, you may or may not ever have them return to your life.  That has a been a tough and courageous choice that has had to be made by many a lightworker.  We don’t create anew by clinging to or being caught up in the old.  Furthermore, your departure from someone’s life may be the exact impetus it takes to make THEM also move forward.

Having said that, will everyone reading these words be walking away from their family and friends?  Idk, you tell me!  Will you?  Those of us who were on the forefront of this ascension effort could not afford to be “held back” by the drama and dysfunction of many of those in our lives, many of which fought us tooth and nail because in their highly programmed state, we were “being so different” in their eyes.  We could not let our energies get tied up in their disempowerment.  We were here to Create Anew.  Whether you know it or not, you’re thankful to us that we did not allow ourselves to get distracted by those highly programmed people who used to be in our lives.

But we came here to shift things and things have indeed shifted and will continue to.  The world is much more light-filled now, perhaps enough so that those who still have things to wake up to won’t be so adamantly, so vehemently stuck in the old paradigm.  Those we left behind also have the potential to benefit from our efforts.  They too, whether they realize it or not, are also thankful that we didn’t “hang back” with them.  Frankly, I not-so-secretly hope that as all of you continue with your enlightenment, empowerment and healing, you’ll be able to “drag along” many folks in your life.  (I’ll still caution that you don’t allow them to hold you back.  Don’t go down with their ship.  It’s not worth it, not even for them.)  Maybe you’ll manage to also drag along those folks who used to be in my life.  I may still not be able to reach them and if attempting to do so, they just may think, “Well GAF is still just as wacky as ever.”  But if everyone else around them is saying and demonstrating what I did to / for them years ago, maybe just maybe they’ll finally catch on.

But 3D folks in general?  Well dear LWs, those folks are a very big part of your soul mission.  They specifically are pretty much what your present role is all about.  You can and will be assisting them both outwardly / person to person and also with Energetic Service Work.  See Yo Lightworkers…. post.

God informs me that this sort of message – the LWs acknowledging both who came before them and those who will come after AND acknowledging their own current role in this ascension effort – will be coming into the world through many sources now.  So that is something to watch for.

It’s time to do more than just pay lip service to Unity and Oneness.  If you won’t acknowledge anyone other than those who are right in lock step with you, you got no business talking Unity and Oneness in a collective, connected way and you obviously still need to keep working on your own Self-Unity until you can acknowledge the rest of us.

And, as promised, let’s talk competition.  Do you know what competition really means?  The word origin, the original vibration of the word compete?  It literally means AIM TOGETHER.  No reason to take my word for it, a dictionary can help you out.

God, Gaia, the Universe would all like to see you all being a bit more COMPETITIVE in the TRUE VIBRATION sense of that word and AIM TOGETHER with ALL the rest of us… and… git ‘er done!

I don’t bring this message because I think you DON’T have what it takes.  I know you do.  Time for you to KNOW it.

19 thoughts on “Forerunners vs. LightWorkers

    • *bowing*
      Thank you, thank you. Don’t applaud, just throw money.

      For my next act….
      *waving right hand up left forearm* Nothing here!
      *waving left hand up right forearm* Nothing here!
      *waving both hands up beside head* Nothing here! (and that’s really no lie ta-day)

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  1. Ohmygosh please read this…
    I’m fresh out of ten year isolation. Did major healing 2002-08 and then went Up.. (all under duress). Your paragraph ’bout get r done…;))…..
    I have recordings of military troops with their running songs and one is get ‘er done. I would listen to them to kick my own ass….during the dark night.

    I didn’t know what was happening post 2008 was a collective experience until after 2009.

    But THAT paragraph you wrote is the first time I HAVE READ someone ELSE say my life and experience….I thought I was crazy and such a sad underachiever. I was so hard on myself. I was SO exhausted and alone. I was scared and so in love with God. I was so grateful for my guides. I was so scared. I had so much to clean. I had so much to learn. Anyway, getting a little carried away…

    My energy is unbelievable, incredible now. I cannot believe what I see changed in the world in the sky in people and it is utterly amazing, my change…and it continues. I am UP. And opening into full life, in flight, in WOW. Gazing soon into Him… :}

    So many abuses. So much stuff went down in whirlwind of last eight or nine years. Such duress.

    Thank you for saying “fat” and “no life” and going back to sleep (as if we could rest) and all your jokes about all the stuff not done, not experienced, not normal!!…. I lost SO much respect in the world.

    I want a LIFE now. I took abuse from many for long time, Cinderella style long suffering, much depravation, and very dark things came at me directly, during. All of that gone, as that has been pushed out. However, boy they were mad. During which, any healthy therapist would have had such a time assessing it all in terms of low self-worth and self-esteem! And they would have been right, but…

    In case you read all this, I will admit I don’t know a lot about blogs or if you receive belated comments on former posts… Any suggestions on further reading, other blogs or sites for future support or feedback or for COMMUNITY!! would be gratefully appreciated!! But the tried and true kind, please – pioneers, path pavers, whatever you call them!

    I still experience Ascension energies. Easier now, however very deep and intense. I look for support for ” what’s coming” each month. I’ve been reading Denise’s monthly Ascension notes.

    Anyway, I hope it is okay to write this here. I won’t next time if it is too much. I have too much to say these days and waaaay too much light to say it all with!! Ha! Lol!!! ;).
    Peace and blessings to you… I am less alone. 😊🌼 thank you!!! kind sir 🙂

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    • Welcome. Glad you could join us! 🙂

      “My energy is unbelievable, incredible now. ”
      My energy was too… right when I finished my own ascension process in early 2011. I felt WAY energized, expansive and connected to every frickin’ thing. Then the Divine started to use us REAL forerunners MERCILESSLY as human antennae… for years… using us to literally within an inch of our lives… to the point where there is seemingly NO recovery. Even people with chronic illness could cure themselves and recover their physical-level energy, but our “jing”, our “backup battery”, if you will, is obviously beyond recovery at this point, I know mine certainly is. The only thing that helps a bit is when collective humanity manages to make a wee bit of bump up in frequency. To me, it feels like if you were working for hours in a cramped space, all bent over and finally you get to step out of that cramped space and actually stand up and straighten out. It’s not much improvement but I’ll take anything I can get at this point.

      “… going back to sleep (as if we could rest)”
      Oh, I had no problem nor did I have much choice in going back to sleep during the intense Energetic Service Work days.

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  2. My comment to the follow is below:
    https://lizschau.com/2019/05/06/your-ego-is-your-monkey-brain/

    “The cornerstone of any spiritual awakening process involves shedding of one’s ego in order to reach new levels of personal awareness.”
    Actually the ego is one’s Sense of Self. Kinda tough to “reach new levels of personal awareness” without one’s Sense of Self. Has the ego been programmed in a disempowering and dysfunctional way? Yep. The task is to get rid of the PROGRAMS / issues, NOT the ego / Sense of Self. Sorry to break it to ya, but you will not “shed your ego”. If you do, you won’t get to Self Sovereignty. Trying to “shed” / “kill” / “dissolve” the ego is dysfunctional in and of itself. You cannot be WHOLE and balanced if you keep dissing some part of yourself. The “hardware” is just fine. It’s the “software” programming that is the problem. The question is WHERE do you get your Sense of Self?!!! Search on “ego issues” here:
    https://gaiaascensionforerunner.wordpress.com/2016/02/28/forerunners-vs-light-workers/

    “I have written before about the “lizard brain”, aka: the Amygdalae… ”
    The amygdalae are NOT the lizard brain. They are switches that switch between the reptile brain and the frontal lobes. The reptilian brain has its place. See here:
    https://gaiaascensionforerunner.wordpress.com/2017/03/08/are-you-living-or-dying/

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  3. Discussion on:
    https://infiniteshift.wordpress.com/2019/07/01/shuffling-timelines-and-rollercoasters/

    Gaia Ascension Forerunner
    july 1, 2019 at 3:30 pm
    “There simply was no support for the forerunners.”

    “I have predicted that we would reach a tipping point where we would get the support we need.”

    You sure about that? You seem to be alive and kicking. You must have what you need. You’re waiting for support that’s been there all along.

    Accept the DIVINE support ‘cuz you truly don’t want to be supported by the Old Paradigm matrix. Bluck!

    If you need it, it will be there. If it’s not there, you must not need it.

    Learn to let go of what you THINK you need. If it’s not there, you must not need it. Why agonize over it when you OBVIOUSLY don’t need it. You’re not dead. You must be ok.

    I am far beyond being ready “to move on” and yet I can’t help but notice that I am ALWAYS supported, not only for the present, but also for future service… which I know I will continue to provide, to some degree, even after my full transition to 5D. I’ve truly ALWAYS known, in a big picture way, that I am protected and supported. I sometimes have to remind myself of it in the moment, but if I pull up out of my self-imposed drama, yep, there’s that protection and support that I’ve always known was there and would continue to be there.

    I’ve noticed that there are no “wasted experiences”. We may not all be in a situation “to which we became accustomed” but I’ve been shown an awful lot… even when it wasn’t necessary per se for my own advancement, but it’s informed me so that I can better serve others and that info came in first- and second-hand ways that I might have had some idea of before but truly KNOW it now.

    Perhaps what is there (or not there) is just for that reason – it helps you with your Soul Purpose.

    Let go, let God.

    “The best thing to do under these circumstances is to simply respond to what needs to be done, right now, at this moment.”

    I have been very good at Being Present for many, many years, but when you have been used as a human antenna for a planetary ascension project to the point when you truly only have enough energy to take care of yourself (and that does NOT include having a job, so glad I don’t, there’s no way, it would be the death of me, truly – having a job is the LAST thing I “need”) then it’s like Being Present on steroids – prioritizing is absolutely IMPERATIVE! And whatever you don’t get to obviously isn’t important.

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    Iconoclast
    july 1, 2019 at 5:11 pm
    We have a job, but it isn’t an easy one. Beyond that, it is important to simply take care of yourself. I prefer that commentators on my blog not use CAPS as it indicates shouting on the internet. You can be right for you and maybe your “truth” will resonate with others. Gentle observations are best and allowing that others may be also right. Nothing is that important or “right” that it needs to be shouted.

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    Gaia Ascension Forerunner
    july 1, 2019 at 5:26 pm
    I DON’T consider CAPS to be shouting, it’s emphasis. Don’t put YOUR perspective / projection on what I am saying. I’m NOT shouting. I don’t care how you PERCEIVE it. Don’t put that on me! goodness sakes

    I’d love to use italics but it’s not available to use as one writes a comment. On my own blog I can’t even use italics… until I get into “edit” then I have that available. But until these blogging apps do something about that, what we have to use to indicate emphasis is CAPS.

    Are you SURE you’re a forerunner? No, really. We’ll both find out that answer very soon as Gaia and the 1st Wave are now very close to full transition to 5D. Perhaps you can’t sense that ‘cuz, ya know, you’re NOT a forerunner and hence will not be ascending any time soon. And if that’s the case, Christ, you’ll be whining for quite some time because all of you non-1st Wavers have quite a lot of service to humanity ahead of you.

    What I’ve seen out of you around the World Wide Web is mostly whining. I only whined – or even had an online presence – AFTER I was used to within an inch of my life, ya know, for the likes of you and then was left in this world waiting for you to take the damn torch from us REAL forerunners. yawn

    ———–

    The following I had to write to her contact page…

    This is so rich:
    “Gentle observations are best and allowing that others may be also right.”

    How’s about being more “gentle” with us REAL forerunners?

    Because lightworkers NOT stepping up to do their part, NOT sharing in the load is so very “right”?

    THAT certainly has NOT been GENTLE on us REAL forerunners.

    Clueless and spineless “lightworker” / Dark Clinger.

    You so love to play small while you talk big. You have the audacity to call yourself a forerunner while you are NOT getting the job done. If you want to brag yourself up you could at least do something worth bragging about. For starters, knock out your own healing already instead of projecting your crap onto others.

    I see that you have taken that post down and you have closed your comments…. because closing yourself off from others is so healthy and healing and helpful. Not.

    You are obviously running that old disempowering program called “teacher = threat”.  Yep, disempowering programs / beliefs can’t stand the truth, so just lock it out.   As if that’s the solution. The only thing that does is allow your self-sustaining programs / beliefs to maintain their existence longer… so the soul that you are can’t get to / return to the truth.

    You are not only NOT a forerunner, you’re not much of a lightworker at all. Lightwork is an INSIDE job. Get the job done already instead of whining all over the World Wide Web.

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    • Good post. My comment to it is below the link.
      https://thesacredfool.wordpress.com/2019/11/02/why-your-abundance-isnt-working/

      Very good post… over all.
      If you need it, it will be there. If it’s not there, you must not need it. Trust and Flow. Trust what? Trust that your Divine aspect has a higher perspective on the whole situation and that your lower self has what it takes to “hear” and actually follow Divine Guidance.
      I might encourage you to read this post of mine (below) concerning free will. It’s not what you obviously think it is. And yet, judging by what else you have said… you’re almost at the point of understanding what free will really is. The post will explain:
      https://gaiaascensionforerunner.wordpress.com/2015/08/18/free-will-is-just-a-veiled-consciousness-state-3/
      My post on Yahweh and the article it centers around will also give you a better idea of what free will is… and how we had to take on free will in order to have ex-periences that are outside of who we really are.
      So, then… Surrender… that has to do with surrendering your lower self over to your Divine Self. Yes, You (big ‘Y’ You) can and does create what it wants, but that may not be what your lower self you (little ‘y’ you) wants or thinks it needs.

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    • I left the comment below at this link:
      https://un-imposed.com/2019/11/23/manifesting-simplified/

      We do indeed create our own reality. But these things may have some stages to them. And there may be different levels of “self” involved.

      Early on, before we “re-awaken” to the Divine and Powerful Creator soul we are, we might attract things that are repeating patterns of past wounds, whether childhood wounds or perhaps even past-life wounds.

      Then when that fact comes to our conscious awareness and we start to tend to healing those childhood / past-life wounds, we may then have our Divine Self deliver other sorts of lessons and growth opportunities.

      Which might then lead to the Divine teaching us how to better control our thoughts. We may learn we can attract some pretty good stuff and Life and the Divine conspire to show us what we are capable of creating, ya know, those things we actually want.

      But when we get far enough down our spiritual path, especially after we have healed COMPLETELY, what we attract may be just as perplexing as before we even woke up, at least initially. We then start attracting what our Divine Self wants to send us, not what our “Mini Me” lower self has going on.

      It reaches a point where what is showing up in our lives is less about us and more about our Soul Mission / Purpose and our Service to others. In these times of Planetary and Collective ascension, it might not be “wonderful” stuff. But it’s what we need for our mission.

      Recently Gaia Portal has used the words “Spartans” and “Spartifications” (see links below). Spartan definition: “showing the indifference to comfort or luxury traditionally associated with ancient Sparta.” As I’ve told others, we may be manifesting things that “are not to the level to which we’ve become accustomed”, because… we need to be ON MISSION.

      All the way around – “If you need it, it will be there. If it’s not there, you must not need it.”
      It’s just that the reason it’s there (or not there) may change over time.

      https://gaiaportal.wordpress.com/2019/11/17/fetterings-of-the-shadow-elements-are-cleared/

      https://gaiaportal.wordpress.com/2019/11/21/spartifications-are-embraced-as-gaia-girds-for-the-grand-awakening/

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  4. I left the comments below at this link:
    https://spiritlibrary.com/brenda-hoffman/you-re-in-dream-limbo

    GAF • 16th July 2019 6:01 pm
    “So it is you continue to proclaim to yourself, the Universes, and anyone who will listen, that you need financial support, a new love, or job.
    … as you realize that what once was important to you is no longer…
    Continue attempting to create your 3D interests, and you will delay your 5D maturation.”

    If you need it, it will be there. If it’s not there, you must not need it.

    Don’t think for a minute that the Divine will not support and protect you as you do the Divine’s will, but it may not be “to the level to which you’ve become accustomed” in 3D.

    Many who read Brenda’s messages are quite ready to START SERVING OTHERS. See this post:
    https://gaiaascensionforerunner.wordpress.com/2018/03/06/how-to-create/
    Search for “But, when you have “completed” ” and read from there. The part of the post before there is good also, basic creation fundamentals, but you’re beyond just serving yourself… which you had to learn first for sure. Priorities. But now you serve your Soul Purpose by serving humanity.

    GAF • 16th July 2019 6:13 pm
    These 2 messages may be good to understand now also – 1 mine and 1 someone else’s:

    https://gaiaascensionforerunner.wordpress.com/2015/08/18/free-will-is-ju
    https://celebratenatural.com/2019/01/06/wheres-my-free-will-whys-spirit-

    Time to quit with the “free will” (separated-from-the-Divine) choices and Surrender to the Divine. Out goes free will.

    Time to get down to fulfilling your Soul Purpose now.
    ————————–
    Yep, time for big kid pants.

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  5. I left comment below to this link:

    https://holisticallyspiritual.com/2019/08/05/common-misconceptions-and-how-tos-about-the-ego-that-you-need-to-know/

    Thanks for this article. See my post below. You can search on ego there.

    I also think “self centered” gets a bad rap. I always say – where else to BE centered but on self, should we be centered somewhere “over there.” And sadly, many conditioned souls ARE centered outside themselves, always trying to find “out there” what can only be found “in here”. “In here” is where one finds their True Divine Self and God… and everyone else, because we are all connected. It all has to start with Self.

    Ego is just one’s Sense of Self. We don’t have Individuated Experience and Self Awareness without it. Self is what we are “in charge” of. I always preach that Power and Responsibility go hand in hand and we ONLY have Power over our own selves, no one else and hence don’t ultimately have Responsibility over / for others. We can shine our light and we can transmute, even for the planet and collective, but we cannot make others choices for them.

    Where DOES one get their Sense of Self though? Is it from subconscious programming that happened in a very mixed up, tainted world? Well, not so good. But it can come from the Divine, yes one’s True Self.

    The ego is just fine and necessary. But it’s been PROGRAMMED in a disempowered and unhealthy way… just like the rest of your human-level self. I like to say that there’s nothing wrong with the “hardware”, either at a Soul level or at a human level. It’s the “software” programming that is the problem. Time for a new download. You 2.0.

    The ego had to take on more when the Intuition / Divine Feminine energy was dissed in this world long ago. It’s not as if that was exactly fair for the ego either. The ego doesn’t so much need to be tamed but assured it is supported by the Intuition / Divine and the ego could just flat use a vacation. Assure it that your survival will not only be fine if it chillaxes, but your survival will be more guaranteed by getting the Divine involved.

    https://gaiaascensionforerunner.wordpress.com/2016/02/28/forerunners-vs-light-workers/

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  6. Norah Jones – (Puss n Boots song) Don’t Know What It Means (Live From Austin City Limits)

    Hey you
    Get out of my shoes
    Oh you don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be me

    Hey you
    Don’t tell me what to do
    Oh you don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be free

    Hey you
    Get out of my head
    Oh you don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be my friend

    Hey you
    Get out of my bed
    Oh you don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be my man

    Oh You don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be me

    Oh You don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be
    You don’t know what it means to be me

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