One of These Things Is Not Like the Others

There’s the old line – “If you’re one step ahead, you’re a genius.  If you’re two steps ahead, you’re a crackpot” … ‘cuz no one else can even fathom the paradigm you’re in.  We REAL forerunners are obviously absolute visionaries.  I keep waiting for others to catch up to us enough to make us just mere geniuses.  🙂

Visionaries.  Huh.

And what were we forerunners able to see that others couldn’t?  We knew that to pull off a planetary and collective ascension project we had to make ourselves and our own healing our top priority. 

You can only give what you’ve got.  You don’t have it, you don’t have it to give to the next being.  We forerunners knocked out our own healing and ascension process, which enabled us to do MASSIVE energy work for all of you.  Someone needed to do that.  We were the only ones who prepared ourselves in a timely fashion in order to do that Energetic Service Work.

There’s that vision thing.  Vision goes far beyond personal Desire.  We forerunners would have LOVED to do the sorts of things that many other lightworkers do and we would have totally kicked ass at it, ya know, things like speaking, teaching, healing, writing, etc.  And we’ve all done some of that.  But we didn’t “stop along the way” to do any of these things, we kept forging ahead, at God’s urging… so that we could serve you all in ways that many of you couldn’t even fathom.  We very literally are the 144,000.  We actually had more like 145,000, so we had a few extra.  I’ve often said I wish we’d have had another million or billion where we were, doing what we were doing at the level we were doing it.  THAT would have changed this world situation in a much bigger and faster way than what we have seen.  Where were all of you, especially those of you who think you’re such uber lightworkers… as you drug your heels at knocking out your own process.

Frankly, this all just seemed like a big ol’ “Duh!” to me, but obviously many so-called New Age “lightworkers” just couldn’t get this rather simple concept, of making Self your top priority, into their k-nuckle heads.  Many still aren’t there and their priorities continue to be screwed up.  *shaking head*   They want to “help” others before they’ve helped themselves.  See Healthy Selfishness post.  Their “helping” others before themselves just serves as a distraction from knocking out their own process, further delaying any REAL help that they might be able to offer others.  Good thing we forerunners didn’t take their attitude of putting others before self or we would not have been able to help all of you as much as we have.

I’m not really being “judgy” here, just calling a spade a spade.  And when humans made bad choices, as a forerunner, I was paying the price.  I love you all dearly, just like a mother would love her children, but when “the children” reach a certain “age” (metaphor here ‘cuz I’m talking about the “problem children” called adults) you need to also reach a certain maturity.  12 year olds have no business still suckling at their mother’s teat and 40 year olds could stand to finally move out of the folks’ basement… eh?  You all sucked us forerunners dry… and then some.  But we weren’t let off the hook.

This blog is different than most you have encountered and will encounter.  I’ll tell you what you can expect to find here, what you won’t find here and how to use this blog to your best benefit.

See post “Definition of Terms” to see how I define some terms I use and who I’m referring to… regardless of how others define things, at least you’ll know where I’m coming from.

What you will NOT find here:

• Reblogged / linked posts.  (a couple exceptions – every rule deserves to be broken, or at least bent, upon occasion – You will find links to other people’s posts, etc. in the comments section, hopefully pertaining to the topic of that post.)
• Many posts.  I’m giving you good solid fundamentals, not “chumming” for readers.
• Information overload… unless… you want to look into some of those links in comments.  🙂
• Much for global cabal plans and schemes.  But Light Warriors and Info Warrior-types need to merge paths and see the whole picture, so in more recent posts, yep, there’s some info of the mundane events that are already all up in yer face anyway.
• Over time, I have also been documenting some Current Events in comments on a couple posts (also see Massive Apocalypse ) to inform others who need to get to know their world.  Getting to know both the Divine and the Mundane are very important.  In order to bring Heaven to Earth through You, you must be connected on both ends AND you cannot disconnect from the old paradigm if you don’t even understand how steeped in it you are.  FYI, for those who obsess on the dark way past getting the plot of the world story, read Create Anew!  On the flip side, if you are scared to face the darkness, most especially when it manifests in oneself, read Address the Darkness
• Energy updates or reports of my own symptoms as I am not having much of anything going on for me personally along those lines since I completed my own ascension process in early 2011 and I am obviously no longer doing Energetic Service Work (mostly) for others and haven’t been since before fall equinox 2014 (the Divine is not allowing for it since I’m spent).  Note:  I didn’t start this blog until AFTER these things: 1. my own ascension process was complete – I was in “been there, done that” mode by then, NOT making daily diary entries through my own process, but yep, cleaned up MY act FIRST, which then enabled me to do… 2. transmutation work (help) for Gaia, and 3. the Divine had used me to within an inch of my life anchoring / holding light in the world for humanity, then finally quit using me.

I didn’t start this blog until 2015 – how’s that for having one’s priorities straight, I got the work done BEFORE I made much of an online presence, putting my Divine Purpose over my own ego – wow, so much “lightworkers” (LWs) could learn from myself and my fellow forerunners.  I am in ultimate BE mode, doing almost nothing outwardly and too tired from planetary ascension work to do much “out there” even if I actually wanted to.  We forerunners are FAR BEYOND “being in the world but not of it.”

What you WILL find here:

• Fundamentals of healing and empowerment for ALL levels / facets / parts / aspects of your Being – body, mind, emotions, spirit.  It’s the stuff that really matters for your healing.  In these few posts, you may find more useful information than what you will find in whole servers full of other blogs.  Fundamentals are timeless and as long as someone, anyone still needs to heal then those healing fundamentals still apply.

So… sadly… some of the biggest influence / inspiration for information in this blog has come from New Age lightworkers (LWs) and their brainwashed MISCONCEPTIONS about healing and ascension.  I’d love to have (and tried to over the years) corrected those misconceptions with those who actually put them out online, but those silly LWs won’t allow a dissenting view in their comments section (obviously their disempowering programs are holding on for dear life, they act like the cabal with their own censoring ways), alas, I had to start my own blog.  Those silly LWs did the rest of humanity a favor there since their “teacher = threat” disempowering programming steered me to making my own blog.  So… after my ascension, humanity can, through this blog, hear from a true Ascended Master instead of hearing from egomaniac “lightworkers” / dark clingers who are not gittin’ ‘er done.

In more recent posts, it’s InfoWarrior types and their MISCONCEPTIONS that I am inspired by, so I get after them.

In 2019, God let me know that it was time for Light Warriors and Info Warriors to merge paths.

Ya all need to see straight and you can help each other in that regard, but you need to be Good Students of Life and KEEP LEARNING.  Get over your know-it-all attitudes ‘cuz it’s keeping you from knowing the Truth that you need to learn.

• Information about making a Divine connection and getting Divine guidance, which is the best guidance you’ll get, tailored just for you, so I hope to help you get there.  Then there’s no place you can’t go, nothing you can’t do.
• Teachings of fishing instead of giving of fishes.  I want you empowered!  I don’t want you dependent on me (or anyone).  I’d love to serve as your mentor… but not your guru… nor your babysitter… nor your leaning post… nor as your “friend” per se – I say this because I’d heard it said once that a friend wants your approval, but a mentor wants your success.  Yep.  Frankly my dear, I don’t GAF (give a f*ck) about your “approval”.  (What you think of me is none of my business.)  I. want. your. success!  No doubt about it.  I KNOW you’re big boys ‘n girls… whether you realize that yet or not… but I and others will hold that space for you while you get there… but we won’t “baby” you on your way to pulling your big kid pants on.  I think you will find that I will hold you to the level you are at – an analogy: if I had two kids, one 5-year-old and one 15-year-old, you can bet I’d hold the 15-yo to a higher standard, to a higher level of responsibility.  I do that with lightworkers – with increased awareness comes increased responsibility!  Sometimes the “15-year-old” lightworkers act like 2-year-olds when they are held to a higher standard than the “5-year-old” lightworkers.  Whah.  lol
• Tales of my friend’s and my work above the veil (atv – the 3D consciousness veil), in higher dimensions / densities to assist this planetary ascension.  (click on “above the veil” in the tag cloud for those stories) Not all beings above the veil (atv), ya know, higher dimensional ETs, are light, love and wonderful… or even have a frickin’ clue for that matter.  It may not be who you suspect.  There’s more dysfunction “upstairs” than you might guess, even though channeled ETs sure do make themselves sound like “all that”.  Don’t think our atv adventures don’t apply to you.  And we’re not the only ones who are onto this.  Many have come to call some of this “false light”, which could apply to dis/misinformation from either above or below the veil.
• Occasional updates on the state of the Ascension Project, often through Tarot readings.  For those who may be new to Tarot / don’t quite understand what a Tarot reading is telling you – Tarot is a “Divination Tool”, meaning, it’s a way to get information / guidance from the Divine.  But, if you are asking about information concerning this “free-will realm” of 3D Earth, what you are getting is a snapshot of present energies and inertia.  So, if you are asking about (or given) information pertaining to future events, well, it’s not necessarily written in stone.  If everyone (or nearly so) on the planet were actually following their Intuition / Divine Guidance (surrendered to the Divine), well, that’d be easy for you, me, God through Tarot readings or any other way to actually accurately predict future events, but when there are MANY humans still exercising their free will (being willfully free willy), well, who knows when they just might shuck when they’d hitherto jived.  🙂  As silly humans change their free-will choices, then the outcome of those choices change along with the choices.  This sort of thing does not just apply to Tarot readings but any predictive / prophetic info from the Divine.  It’s along the lines of: 
  “If you continue down the path you’re on, you’ll get to where you’re going.” OR
  “If you keep doing what you’ve done, you’ll keep getting what you’ve got.”
  But! what if a critical mass of humans changed their path?  Then they / we will end up in a different place.  Capisce?

How best to utilize this blog:

• First, it’s the kind of blog that’s just flat meant to be read.
  It never really was a daily-diary type blog since I was done with my own process AND my Energetic Service Work before I started this blog.  Just 256 posts – some are just short & silly, some links to books, some humor and some just songs with profound lyrics (some of which I may have taken the liberty to interpret in the context I want to).
• New to this whole ascension gig?  Start reading from the first post.
• Not-so-new to this?  Look at post titles – T.O.C. (Table of Contents – see Menu), RECENT POSTS (footer – the majority of post titles from entire blog) and archives (sidebar) and see what you are drawn to.
• Don’t wait for a new post to come out – there won’t be many.
  If / when you feel moved to, come back and read something you haven’t yet.
• Reread posts to see if you pick up on more or are inspired with more details yourself.
• Read comments – good information being shared there and I myself share additional info related to that post (hopefully).  From the ARCHIVES pages, you can see which posts have comments – look just under post titles.
• Don’t be all too quick to ask ME questions, but instead take your questions inward, to the Divine.  No, really.  I won’t always be there for you (no plans to adopt anyone)… but the Divine is and will be there for you and IS you – solidify THAT connection.

Besides, FOR MY SAKE, I don’t care who you are, I’ve done plenty for you already… to the point of being spent.  I am too weary – from getting your planet ascension-ready and energetically holding your world together for you for years (you have no idea) – to be holding your hand now.  I wrote a book with the subtitle “Top Priority: Self”, which I live by!  Go figure.  Now it’s time for me to look out for me because that’s just about all the energy I have left.  Read the blog!  I wrote it so I don’t have to keep typing the same answers to umpteen different people AND I did not fill this blog with useless chum like many “lightworkers” (I may be being generous with that label for some of those Dark Clingers who identify as “lightworkers”) have done on their sites to draw more readers.

Years ago, I might have had more to offer you on a one-to-one basis.  I WILL NEVER “CARETAKE” YOU, but I am happy to SERVE you.  Get to know the difference between the two for they are very different.  “Caretaking” and handholding are NOT Serving.  They are a DISSERVICE to you and are downright dysfunctional.  Serving isn’t always so “nice”.  I’m not here to be “nice” or to “fit in”.  I came here to rouse your rabble, to shake you up, to stir up your crap… so you know it’s there, so YOU can work on it.

When we talk about compassion we talk in terms of being kind.  But compassion is not so much being kind; it is being creative [enough / in order] to wake a person up. ~ Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoch

If you find yourself knee-jerk re-acting (acting again as you have before) / taking offense to what I’m saying, recognize the fact that YOU have some work to do.  If you didn’t, you wouldn’t be knee-jerk re-acting / taking offense.  Doh!  Doesn’t matter if you agree with what I’m saying, but if you are taking offense, yep, there’s yer sign – YOU have some work to do.  What’s the matter there Cinderella, did you find a shoe that fits?!  Yep folks, YOUR honest self assessment is a must in this ascension work.  Take note of YOUR re-action.  Whose?  YOURS!  It’s communicating something to you.  Own it.

So, yep, take your questions inward… which is what this is all about anyway! People like myself (really like me, not posers) don’t do what we do to make you dependent on us, we want you Empowered.  And if you find someone a little overeager to hold your hand… or reach into your wallet… well, beware… you might be on the edge of indulging in some co-dependency there that doesn’t serve either of you.

My Compassion and ability to Set Boundaries are as strong and definite as they need to be.

“One of the most shocking findings of my work was the idea that the most compassionate people I have interviewed over the last 13 years were also the absolutely most boundaried.”  ~ Brené Brown   

Well, that does NOT shock me!  Setting boundaries itself IS compassionate… to oneself and to others – leading by example.

You might notice I speak with AUTHORITY.  Yep, sure do.  Why would I not?!  Yep, personal authority… which I don’t give away to anyone… and advise you don’t either.  I would hope to God that the global cabal have taught you something along those lines.

I’m like the Emperor in Tarot – my advice comes from a place of “been there, done that”.  I speak from personal experience.  I have lived what I am “preaching” here.  It’s not theory or conjecture.  It’s what works!

Here’s a story of “lightworker” (“dark clingers” perhaps?) hypocrisy and idiocy… I’ve had channelers say I speak with authority, but they say it in a way that makes that sound like a bad thing.  Channeling is for real, but that doesn’t mean that all channelers are.  So, in some cases they give authority of their own voice away to whatever entity wants to hop on the line with them and you can bet those entities speak with great authority.  When I tell these channelers that the messages they put out speak with authority, they cop out and say, “But that’s not ME, it’s who I am channeling.”  LMAO  So, they use their channeling (if that is actually what is even going on with some of these posers) as a way to HAVE THE POWER of speaking with authority, but when called on it they don’t care to TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR the message… after GIVING AUTHORITY OF THEIR VOICE AWAY in the first place… and they are NOT speaking from a “been there, done that” perspective… and sadly, many of the channeled sources who are advising from above the veil (atv) have also NOT “been there / here, done that / this”… which begs the question – what business do they have, let alone the human channeler, to speak with such authority?!   *shaking head*

Folks, make no mistake that the New Age Movement is absolutely on the forefront of this Planetary and Collective Ascension effort, but there is an AWFUL lot of pure b.s. out there in New Age Land.  It’s been as easily infiltrated and corrupted as the next thing and New Agers have gotten “caught in the Matrix” also.  Your Discernment (a right-brained, intuitive function based in knowingness) is absolutely required.  It truly irks me to see those who have the biggest amount of both misinfo and disinfo also have very large followings.  Many a lightworker still needs to catch a frickin’ clue.

But having said that, there are also many awesome gems out there.  In some cases the entire source is rather awesome.  In many cases you’re going to have to plunk or skim through a lot of garbage to just get one glimmering word or phrase that is meant for you.  As many say, “Take the best and leave the rest.”

So folks, if you still have some disempowering be-lie-f systems that desperately need to be shattered (yeah you!), you’ll have quite the challenge discerning between New Age lightworker bulls*t and lightworker genius.  Bring the Divine, your Discernment skills and YOUR HONEST SELF ASSESSMENT along with you in your online research, including paying attention to the “no draw” so you know not only what to look at, but what not to look at.  Know though that your disempowering be-lie-fs will fight the Truth tooth and nail and will want to dismiss the Truth outright.  That would be foolhardy.  You’re gonna have to get good at recognizing the difference between your Intuition / Divine Connection and your disempowering be-lie-fs / programs holding on for dear life (the old meme of an Angel on one shoulder and a Devil on the other shoulder, respectively, comes to mind).  Sometimes, when it’s put in words, the difference between Truth and untruth may be very subtle.  But the subtle is VERY significant and can make a Universe / a paradigm of difference.